hopefully time will heal all wounds.
i need to stand on my feet again.

Ended my post @ 2/22/2009 11:09:00 PM

THIS IS MY LIX!!!!!!

Ended my post @ 2/20/2009 07:47:00 PM

Ended my post @ 2/02/2009 01:15:00 AM

so wad if i'm tryin my best to keep my promise.
U can't even keep a simple one.


-why should i bother now-

.u suck big time.

Ended my post @ 1/10/2009 02:43:00 AM

the overcrowded mambo night!

Ended my post @ 1/06/2009 04:10:00 PM

Ended my post @ 12/24/2008 01:08:00 AM

Ended my post @ 12/18/2008 11:05:00 PM

C.U.T.E

Ended my post @ 12/18/2008 08:04:00 PM

Ended my post @ 12/14/2008 08:09:00 PM

Ended my post @ 12/11/2008 10:27:00 PM

why so serious?

Ended my post @ 12/10/2008 07:18:00 PM

Ended my post @ 12/09/2008 02:21:00 AM

my beloved spiky is gone. if u don noe who is spiky. its my dog! well its not dead. just tt i had to give it up. dad suggested to tie him up at a tree and call e spca to collect it. or even to juz set it free like tt.. i'm juz not realli into tt idea. so i asked my dad to drive me to gombak private estates there. e one beside e civil defence. and i walked my dog in pressing e doorbells of every households which has small breed dogs to try asking them whether they can take in another dog. after 4 houses e 5th finally accepted. she has 3 dogs alr. but she has a big garden so yea, tts e last thing i can do for him. to give him a better life for his last few yrs. take care. u'll always be remembered.

i love u

now tt he's gone. i'm still not quite used to it. my house has been rather quiet. and guess wad. when i came hm earlier aft opeing e door i still whistled for him. . .

he's staying with e family at e house unit of 79.

Ended my post @ 10/16/2008 04:50:00 PM

time to juz jot somethings dwn. i'm having my last paper later at 9am.. haha. 11am will be e start of my holidays.. now a student. holidays - - a Teacher hahaha! yup.. im giving tuition as well as being a relief teacher at st. Anthony primary sch.! haha.. my use-to-be best friend's sch.. LOL! and also i'll be at e I.T fair end of tis mth.

i have plenty to say within me.
i'm startin to stray.


1yr 4mths and counting.

Ended my post @ 8/20/2008 12:35:00 AM

Ended my post @ 6/11/2008 12:00:00 AM

will it all just finally lead to a break up.

just like the rest.

Ended my post @ 5/29/2008 12:51:00 AM

my life is in a mess.

i've ended up with nth now

aimless future again

Ended my post @ 5/28/2008 03:44:00 PM

Ended my post @ 5/15/2008 01:03:00 AM

sometimes you give me this uncertainty. It just always pops out from nowhere. Is it me being over sensitive. Or actually theres just nothing wrong. Sometimes i find it so hard to get the connection. You once told me "life's not like a bed of roses". There are good and bad times. But are bad times really needed. Everything is fine. I'm just saying how i feel. I can sense like there is something wrong. But is there really anything. I don't like to play this hidden feeling game. Just pour out anything thats not right. I don't believe nothing can be settled.


and to a friend of mine : don't always think so highly of yourself. if you're trying to be confident i think you're over doing it. have some humble pie.

Ended my post @ 3/29/2008 12:52:00 AM

Ended my post @ 3/24/2008 01:19:00 AM

well did i mention tt i'm tuitioning a primary 4 student now.. well yea.. teachin him eng, maths and sci.. and wow their standard of sci are realli much higher thn wad i've learnt whn i'm at their age. life is pretty boring nw. trying to get a job for e day time as well. as for nw. mon and wed having squash trainings. tues and thurs try to pull myself go swim and at nite tuition. fri sat and sun on the rocks. nxt wk would be an impt wan. spent the whole day today to plan. i realli hope it works out well. many ppl arnd me are talking bout cars nw. i felt rather uneasy or perhaps not in place. i'm juz not meant to drive. i dunno wad i realli want now. i've got my love life. i've got everything a normal kid would have. i hav my sports. wads my goal. ( ?? )

Ended my post @ 3/07/2008 12:40:00 AM

well i'm feeling much better now. after ranting to some of my close friends and dear one. guess there are still people who still cares for me. and it doesn't make me feel tt i'm alone in this shit. thx. well things seem to be quite fine still. had my first inter club league at warrens on last monday night.. too my astonishment, i bowled not bad i tink. aft so long not been training. we defeated keppel club 5-0!! woohoo.. my club celebrated.. and nw i realli noe how does an anchor bowler feels. realli STRESSED UP! and oh oh how could i not mention bout the weekends which actually refers to friday having more sentimental values.. sat and sun friendship. and i watched MEET THE SPARTANS like twice!! haha and i laugh damn hard.. esp the nipple part.. LOL. today went to sch early for squash training.. gotta start training hard if i still wan to be in the sch team.. who knows some rising star from yr 1 might juz knock me out. brrr... and tutoring is a veri big deal of patience test! and if i master it..............


no more arguments!! yippie!!! =)

Ended my post @ 3/04/2008 01:24:00 AM

well i juz ended my mahjong game. it's 7.59am nw. i'm realli feeling kinna depressed. tt father of mine is juz so obvious he wans to stop the responsibility he has towards me asap. if i doesn't need his support on financial. i would hav long ago ignored him. he has alr lost my respect towards him since the day i've found out he had a 2nd wife. to think he accused my mum on adultery and unfaithfulness. and to even spread it to the relatives. but in fact he is the mastermind. call urself a man. you're seldom with me from childhood till now. so dun assume u noe me tt well. u said i dun like study. ya its true. but i still perservered on till tis stage. at least i did not follow ur step of stopping at sec lvl. wadever the reason might. u made me hav a broken family. threatening me my allowance. no father would do such thing. u said ur tight in hand. but u can buy a dog, 2birds. revamp the whole f* hse. change all furnitures. and u can give me tis shit. all u hav to do is support my studies till i enter ns. once i'm enlisted. u dun hav to f* bother bout me anymore. u can treat tt u dun hav such a son. juz concentrate on ur wonderful daughter. aft wad mum told me. i've nv expected u to be so scheming. ur realli mentally unstable. aft yrs of marriage with ur wife and with a daughter. u can still msg my mum middle of the night to ask bout tt fella's no. whom u tink had an affair with my mum. wads the f* problem with u. if thers nth wrong bring ur wife to visit ur relatives. y always hide. its all cos of ur f* face. men like u shld juz be extinct. since u'll juz be regarded as bastards. no words can describe the hatred in me now. u tink u noe me so well. try findin the last secret. it will be a blow to u.

Ended my post @ 2/26/2008 07:59:00 AM

it happened again. all i wan is a little more attention and care. wad i realli nv ever wan to hear is to be compared to ur ex. it felt horrible. so wadever gd times and bad times are juz similar to when ur with ur past. u weren't any happier thn tt. i felt a total failure. i know certain words shldn't be said. maybe i wasn't thinking properly in tt mood. it made me felt worst when i feel tt ur starting to give up frm ur tone. at tt point of time i felt like taking back my words. but i noe its too late. e damage has alr been done. i'll juz hav to bear e consequences. i'm juz childish in handling matters. ur right. everything shld juz cease for a moment. to allow time for us to think bout it. whether is there a future.

when a vase has been broken, no matter how its patched back, it'll nv look e same anymore.


take care.

Ended my post @ 2/24/2008 01:12:00 AM

while walking past glass window restaurants, couples dining in on a candlelite dinner just made me so envious. everywhere was practically filled with couples today. I thought 2008's vday would juz pass me like any other days. but thx ivan. thx for e companion. =)

Ended my post @ 2/15/2008 01:00:00 AM

14th Febuary - valentines day :

a day on which lovers express their love for each other and spending precious time together. nothing can really describe valentines day. walking down town seeing stalks of roses everywhere. made me bought one without any hesitation to give it to my love one. but eventually it became of no use. tears rolling down the petals. all i can do is juz watch this day go pass me.

where's my valentine?

Ended my post @ 2/14/2008 01:48:00 PM

I've lost everything.

Ended my post @ 2/14/2008 04:00:00 AM

Thursday, 14th feb is not important to you, but at least it is to me. no other days seem important to u other than your precious holidays.

Ended my post @ 2/13/2008 09:13:00 PM

hrm so much been passing through my mind lately. but. first thing first. as long as ur back alr everything is alright now. well my hell week is finally over! hurray!! well tho i got some critics. which i don't realli like. as for now i need a break. enjoy my CNY before mugging for my 2 exam papers. my life is almost bck to normal. but juz feel tt something is missing. but i juz dunno wad. sat infront of my fish tank pondering bout it. heck

anw today in sch my friend showed me a short vid clip.. i laugh till mad mann!! LOL... omg ! its realli hillarious! so juz share with u guys

hahaha...

and oh oh best of all.. the 2007 victoria's secret runway show.. OMG HOT!HOT!HOT!!

GOSH!! how gorgeous they are mann!! juz simply WOW!

juz miss those days...

Ended my post @ 2/01/2008 02:36:00 PM

i've finished my disastrous wed!! cos why?

2 reports
2 presentations
1 test

all up today.. and i've finally went through it. a huge sigh of relieve
but dunno why i'm in e same mood as before. it suddenly seems like my life is so aimless.
yesterday after a long day of chionging all the assignments. went home and went to clementi there the fish shop with fee. cos the fish shop there doesn't close. haha. bought a huge pkt containing 50 pieces of neon tetras. guess the price. ONLY 6bucks! so very worthwhile. and main item to be bought was the lighting for the fish tank. shopped there till 12+am haha. missed last bus and train. took cab hm. no choice. settled the fish on the water of my tank. installed the light. released them awhile ltr. lights on. omg. its really spectacular! just so pleasant to the eyes. now i really understand what fish owners used to tell me, their really quite true. looking at fishes makes u feel more calm and ease stress and sadness. like suddenly all the problems are gone. but of cos its juz awhile. but still. better thn nothing. all i hope for now is only squashy.


.
where are you.

Ended my post @ 1/30/2008 04:16:00 PM

ermm wad can i say, it has realli been quite hard for me passing these few days. is it like some form of mental test for me? or just trying to see how much faith i have. been trying to keep myself occupied for e weekends, so that my mind won't start wondering off again. hmm went for my medical appt on sat. well lets not talk bout it. after which i went to the hospital to pay my friend a visit, oso at the same time to find someone to talk to. went to my grandpa's place since it has been so long since i last went. had dinner tgt with them, and a rnd of mahjong. which was not realli ideal. cos guess wad. i zha hu twice. how surprising. juz cnt realli concentrate. and maybe i mislook those tiles. sianz. somemore they play so fcukin big. to me tt is. $1 $2. so shld noe bout how much those 2 cost me.. haha? well luckily in the end my mum covered me and i lost only 10 bucks. wow she must've won quite alot. juz dun realli hav the pulling power tt night. aft tt took cabbie with my mum back home. hav to face e 4 walls again. oh ya did i mention tt i juz started my fish hobby again. ya juz feel more calm looking at thm everytime. i received a call at 2.53am. i was overjoyed. a moment of relief. i felt much better. way much.

it was sunday. i woke up. and as usuall i'll dash out to look at my fishes. see got any die anot. cos i heard e startin 2 wks if their not stable will just die. so i'll always hope i see none floating. ha..
i'm starting to miss u again. took out my books and tried to study. but it seems every half hr i study i'll spend like 15 mins stoning there, and once this happens usually my imaginations will juz take over me. and perhaps sometimes run wild. which is damn bad. called my friends out. try to keep myself occupied. evening period went over to my dad's place to have dinner. happened to be my aunt's bday too. left at bout 10pm. dad sent me home. i was feeling quite lethargic. washed up. vexed over my reports. and decided to head to bed. it was 12.30am. for the nxt subsequent hr. i kept waking up to check my phone 1.30. 2.30. 3.30. sadly my phone did not ring. i finally fell into my deep sleep.

it's monday. it's 9am. open my eyes to check my phone. no missed calls no msg. i went to wash up. fed fishy hamsy doggy. off to sch i went. it was veri difficult for me today. i tried to do my reports and presentations. 11am - 7pm. it juz cnt seem to be done. i keep going into my own world thinking of things. had dinner with classmates at timah before heading home. called fee out to hav a chat with me and oso keep me acc. shared my thoughts. felt better aft speaking my worries. it's 2.53am exactly now. 2 days alr and i've heard nothing from u. i dun need a call. perhaps juz a "i'm fine" msg would do. maybe u dun see a need to. waste money. i'll respect u. not to be so dependent. i'll try. i promise.


these lines are really hurtful.

A : if i'm seriously ill in hospital, will u still leave for overseas?
B : that depends on how serious.
A : take it like in critical condition and i want to see you?
B : erm but i already bought the tickets.
A : so will leave or not?
B : err will la.


A : if i'm in a coma will u still wait for me?
B : depends
A : wad u mean?
B : if its permanent maybe i'll move on, if temporary maybe i'll wait.


such things going into ur ears. imagine the feeling.

i'm tired.
good nitex.
i hope tmr will be a better day.

Ended my post @ 1/29/2008 02:16:00 AM

The company isn't you.

Ended my post @ 1/09/2008 08:29:00 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Ended my post @ 1/03/2008 04:11:00 PM

cafe delmar.

Ended my post @ 11/07/2007 12:10:00 AM

-JUST FOR LAUGHS-



wanted to share this super funny clip with u guys, taken from my clique's blog.. haha!
I just can't stop laughing whenever i see it lar.. LOL..cutest panda ever mann!!

enjoy!

Ended my post @ 11/01/2007 04:54:00 PM

Hmmm wads e commotion bout rugby nw... gosh evryone arnd me uz simply keep talking and complaining bout it.. perhaps its juz of the world cup rugby thingy i tink.. i juz dun understand any bit of the game at all.. to me, its juz simply "big buffalos" charging against each other... haha

a friend of mine was like "heyy u noe ah, dunno y tis country oso can win, so lousy, tsk oso nv hear b4 wan their rugby team"
me:u got watch rugby wan meh?
her:no
me:erps thn how u noe
her:cos my friend tell me
me:dots.. -_-"
me:thn u comment so much for wad sia
her:cos nw trendy ma
me:ignores.

if u dun talk bout rugby rite no one will ignore u wan.. haha..

anw i heard south africa won.. wow.. if im nt wrong.. LOL

still beaching alot these days.. haha, and volleyball is our greatest fun.. heh heh, not bad alr sia.. woohoo.. haha..

sch trainings hav all resumed

squash and bowling

timetable for tis sem... UGLY

love of my life - wonderful

tagboard-ignored --> no life divas-wannabe

spiky - horny as ever, haha

army - commando! lol
*call me whn u need me on land*

Ended my post @ 10/22/2007 10:57:00 PM

Ended my post @ 9/23/2007 11:17:00 PM

i seriously hate e person i call "dad"... its alright tt u hav a second family and juz walk out on us, but bear tis in mind, ur still responsible for our living. I nv blame u for not letting me hav a complete fmily. But stop accusing me of this and that, u juz seem to hav a nv ending excuses and reasons. When will u hav enough, i'm fine living my life, don't come and make it difficult for me. Your not going through my life with me, so don't ASSUME u noe me so well. U juz hav e mindset i'm leadin a luxurious life, "juz for a meal u need to go all e way to town" does town mean expensive food? all i wan is to hav dinner with my friends and not alone, it doesn't mean havin it at reatuarants, for ur info town do hav hawkers and food courts too.. i've many things tt i've kept it frm u.. why? all along i thought father and son can share anything tts in their mind, but tt doesn't apply to u.. ur juz not understanding, all u tink is tt juz by forcing me to go ur way evrything wld be fine.. im not 10 yrs old anymore, such methods are no use. i know what i want and the type of life i want. If ur method hav worked, i wouldn't hav walked out of e hse for mths and defied u. Ur juz too much. sometimes thoughts pass through my mind, what if i'm not a lye, would life be easier?

Ended my post @ 8/30/2007 05:54:00 PM

okie photo upload time, haha finally got all e pics frm my friend.. heh heh heh.. these are pics for the previous post, and night safari. enojoy.

Ended my post @ 8/21/2007 03:01:00 PM

okie well wher shld i start off... hmmm perhaps frm national day.. heh heh heh

Dragged myself up early in the morning on national day.. which eediot would do such a thing.. haha but at least i dragged jarrod along too.. LOL.. both of us took a cab down to tanjong pagar train station to buy tickets to K.L on the night itself.. haha, cos i nv travelled in those railway train before, so might as well use this opportunity.. HAHA.. got bed one somemore..LOL.. so aft tt took a cab to my place and i packed up my luggage and we took a cab back to his hse.. grr.. if he would hav drove, DUN need to SPEND so much alr.. hahaha..

soon aft, jia wei joined us for mahjong.. heh heh.. when e national day parade strted broadcasting on tv, we got so distracted alr, so we decided to stop playin.. LOL.. thn we viewed the fireworks frm jarrod's hse..LOL juz nice facing e place..HAHA.. so cool rite.. eric came aft his wrk.. had dinner, and off we went to e train sation.. jarrod's mum fetched..hehe.. met strider there.. me jarrod and eric were like rushing alr, cos we were quite late, thn strider first see us, scold vulgarities alr, but nvm we shut up, since its oso our fault. But in my heart i was thinking, is vulgarity needed?

Soon aft going through the customs, we boarded the train, aha double decker bed wan, so cool.. and one thing the train is damn freaking long!! GOSH!...


...THE TRAIN STARTED MOVING OFF...

It was a 8 hr journey, so would reach K.L at bout 6.30am...
we chatted awy till bout 1am+ and they started dozing off, while me and jarrod went to e cafeteria which was dunno how many cabins awy from ours.. lol..kinna scary whn crossing the mid joints of the train, like anytime gonna break like tt wan sia.. haha.. but anw we return to our beds soon aft and went into our lala land... zzzzz

YAWNZ... the sun shining brightly, we finally reached K.L, was delayed by an hr lar! but overall the journey was rather comfortable, worth the money.. hehe.. took a cab to strider's aunt place, we'll be staying over at her place for our holidays.. she's kinna a nice person, able to get along well with, and her family too.. yupz.. hehe.. after settling down, we head off to.......


.....SUNWAY LAGOON.....

OMG... its freaking fun can.. haha, took all the slides, and scream for the sake of screaming..HAHA... and we went to walk on e FREAKING SUPER DUPER DAMN BLOODY OMG GOSH SCARY BRIDGE... its so damn high and at the middle part its abit shaky, and guess wad they use to make the mid part of the bridge... DRAIN COVERS!! my legs went jelly whn gng thru tt section mann! after all e thrills, we started doing our favourite thing.. CAMWHORING!! HAHAHA.. had so many at e mini waterfall ther..LOL.. we left the place at arnd 5pm like tt... and all of us got burnt! LOL, had our dinner had sunway and headed hm to prepare for the night, slp? NO!! go out again.. haha.. went to zouk.. but got bounced out.. guess wad need to be 21.. im like WAD! hello SINGAPORE 18 CAN alr.. pls update ur club!! so we left and decided to go bowling at sunway instead, so we flagged a cab, guess wad maxi cab sia!! HAHA.. by the time we reach ther.. its 48 ringgit!! AARRGGHH so ex mann!! from this moment, the disaster begins...

we went to bowl, but strider doesn't wan.. hah so be it.. had juz 2 games, wasn't enough, so we bought 1 more.. haha..kinna fun lei.. and there u see strider sitting alone, oso dunno wads he doing.. and out of kindness jarrod went over to ask strider to go check movie timings with him, and guess wad was the reply.. "I DON'T FUCKING CARE", can anyone tolerate this nonsense.. wtf.. u say u don like to compromise, hello majority says wan to bowl, if majority says wan to sing K, i would oso hav followed and not sulked, and u alr say its e 4 of us having holiday, so y muz becos of 1 person dislike, all oso cnt play.

So y not u say its YOUR holiday. Your realli too much. After our games, he stomped off to the taxi stand, so we juz followed, took a cab back to his aunt's place.. nearing e area e taxi driver asked for e exact location, asked strider, "DON'T KNOW" was his reply, im like wtf, u dun wan to get hm u can always get down e cab and slp at e road side.. so e 3 of us slowly figured e way back.. GRRR!

washed up and stuff, sat dwn and chit chatted, while tt strider plugged in his mp3 and went to bed, im like wadever.. 3 of us were playin cards.. haha, laugh till i stomach pain.. LOL.. until....... tt idiot woke up and went to off the lights.. I was realli freaking pissed tt time alr, but because we were stayin at his aunt's place, i hav no choice but to keep the anger in me, if such thing happen in sg,a bowling ball would hav flown to his face alr.. no choice but to juz end off the nite.. off we went to bed.. gd nite...


......SHOPPING DAY......

Sun shining brightly, woke up early cos jarrod's parent's friend coming to fectch us go hav lunch... tot aft a gd nite of slp evrything wld be alrite, but NO.. still the same fuck tup attitude... din bother alr...u wan to make ur holiday miserable, by all means. Anw, lunch was absolutely fantastic, ate at some indian reataurant. Aft lunch we headed to shopping malls!! not much things to buy tho, so juz like keep walking arnd oni, but tt strider-the-irritant keep standin at a corner sulkin whn we're in a shop,and oso at times getting himself lost and we hav to turn back to search for him, grrr wan to giv attitude and sulk oso can follow closely rite.

Not as if we don wan to go talk to him or wad, talk to him, he either giv those dun feel like talkin tone, or juz simply dun ans u... and worst of all see his attitude oso piss pple off.. Aft having a long walk, we decided to hav smt to eat.. yay!! haha.. got a table, but tt stridr chose to sit at another table, we giv up, juz went to order our food.. till bout evening alr, we set off to the NIGHT MARKET!! our shopping realli begin!! bargain here bargain ther!!! haha i bought 2 polos for 35rm, but tt jarrod bought 1 for 35, im like roll on floor laughing!!

hahah, shopped realli realli alot! and finally tt strider wan to talk to us, y lei? cos he wan us to see if the shirt fits him or if the size is right, wadever la k WADEVER. U need help thn talk, dun need, juz shut up and sulk.. shopped till the market closed, and we ended with a delicious dinner! went hm with our hands full of bags.. haha, reali, juz feel like tis holiday oni got the 3 of us... went hm stated packing our stuffs.. im e best.. i bought a huge luggage with oni 3 sets of clothes, hahah lots of space to spare for my shopping..LOL.. bathed and wash up, we played cards.. haha, tis time strider finally joined us... not long, we all fell aslp.. haha e shoppin was realli tiring.. BUT REAL FUN!!


DEPARTURE FROM K.L

early noon his aunt family brought us to eat the best duck rice i've ever eaten! OH GOSH.. so yummy!!! return hm and get ready our stuff.. bid farewell and his aunt sent us to the coach terminal... scheduled to leave at 3.15.. goodbye K.L
the journey was realli veri long, reached sg at bout 9pm.. we took a cab to bugis to meet jia wei for dinner.. haha starving mann!! soon aft we all headed hm......

had so much fun in k.l, with those irritating parts censored!

Ended my post @ 8/17/2007 12:23:00 AM

Its just always like this.

Ended my post @ 8/01/2007 12:27:00 AM

Ended my post @ 7/23/2007 02:26:00 PM

Things has changed so much.

Ended my post @ 7/21/2007 03:02:00 AM

Ended my post @ 7/18/2007 01:41:00 AM

omg u guys muz realli watch tis.. super funny can... i was laughing till damn bad whn watching.. HAHHA... anw well... i did some refelctions on myself lately.. i tink smt im realli too much, too demanding, or even selfish.? i still find it veri hard to control e temper part.. altho its not showing tt much alr... but everytime it comes into me, i always start calming myself dwn and leave e matter alone... i tink if im able to conquer this...everything wld be juz fine.. but arrgghhh i juz need time... perhaps e thing i shld be learning nw is spare a thought for other's feelings before mine... won't u think things would work pretty well..but maybe sometimes tt old bad habit haunts me again, which is thinking too much... smt i wonder, i realli do hav gd imaginative skills. As for now, i've totally put faith and trust into a mixture and drank it dwn, i do hope nth wld cause it to be vomitted out..

alrite enuff of those... today's trning was damn tough, seriously, i've nv been so tired before... it was juz totally focused on physical.. oh gosh!! till e end of it, i can realli feel my leg like as if they belong to e elephants... so numb and heavy..! haha

BEST OF THE CLIQUE - TEAM HUNNYBUNS- LOL

Ended my post @ 6/26/2007 11:24:00 PM

-an unforgetable memory on 5/6/2007-

Ended my post @ 6/14/2007 01:33:00 AM

Ended my post @ 5/23/2007 10:55:00 PM

Once again shattering into a million pieces.. problems came all round frm my parents.. Does a divorced parent realli hav such a wide different view? They juz dun understand what i'm going through, its all juz assumptions their having.. "my dad" said he would be open minded, and ask me to tell him evrything, and i was prepared to alr, but before i could speak up, i realised he was alr forcing me to lead a life of his his words. And again, wadever i wanted to say went down my throat. Bottling all up in me.. Just bother bout ur own family, and dun assume tt u noe me so well.

"my mum" claims tt i dun show concern for her anymore, but the fact is does she even know wad i'm doing for her... i guess not.. another assumption again.. To think on mothers' day i wanted to bring her out for dinner, but in the end whn i woke up, i realised i'm all alone at hm with my dog... i called wher was she, with her friends was her reply.. in my heart i was thinking, so did u bore them?

feeling all alone, i called each and evryone of my friends asking them whether they wanted to go out... but all were out with their family alr... All of a sudden i felt.... Do i realli have a family? If one day someone were to ask me to rate e people arnd me, relationship and friendships will definitely be above my family... Why is this so? Cos they are the people who realli understands and cares for me..

Went out alone today, took a bus to town.. i juz needed some peaceful time alone.. started walking frm far east... plugged in my mp3, and started pondering.. i was so angry at my parents at tt moment... but all of a sudden the thoughts of my parents dying flashed thru my mind, and unknowingly tears juz flowed down my cheeks.. i continued walking, and a kind lady offered my tissue.. thers still kind souls arnd tho.. a word of thx and we became by passers.. after a realli long walk of ending up at raffles hotel... i felt so lost internally, juz whn i needed u e most, u weren't ther. msged. but my phone didn't beep.

Perhaps i was realli meant to be left alone.. reaced fort canning park.. sat at the stairs looking high up, stars were shimmering brightly.. i prayed... God can u heal my heart? y muz evrything bestow upon me.. i cnt realli handle e load anymore.. i used to be hot tempered and maybe hurt my friends indirectly, but i've chnged... squash is e oni game for me to vent all my anger... i've always tried to spare a thought for evrybody.. but why cnt "others" spare a thought for me.. am i realli such a loathsome? i know there are many obstacles in life, but isn't this too many for me alr... someone juz tell me why.

Ended my post @ 5/20/2007 11:35:00 PM

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Ended my post @ 5/15/2007 01:06:00 AM

okiee lets start on monday... haha.. well those are my classmates!
went for squash training.. hmm errors were all over.. grr.. i juz need some time k MR DARYL..
haha cool rite.. love e last one esp.. VERI NICE..!! haha.. well wanted to catch e gons of the sea thing wan, some musical fountain.. but t was FULL HOUSE! dumb dumb.. so yea.. juz slack arnd at e shore.. playing vball.. haha cnt realli see cos veri dark alr.. and well we got wet in e end.. LOL.. thx ah! haha.. washed up and left.. went to hav dinner.. and headed hm.. woohoo wad a tiring yet fun day mann!! loved it!!

Ended my post @ 5/03/2007 02:21:00 AM

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Ended my post @ 4/26/2007 11:08:00 PM

aaarrghhh, why am i in living hell.. why must all these come upon me.. now i realli understand how others felt.. its realli a squeeze in e heart.. i don't like this kind of feeling, i've had it before once, and i dun wan a 2nd time.. y did i fall so deep.. was it becos i was directionless and i followed e light with a heart full of trust. which landed me in this position nw. Friends are important to me before, now and will always be.. it was them who kept me company, through my darkest hours tt i've been in my entire life, and of cos w/o e motivation u've given me, nth wld seem right.. u were always by my side when i needed someone to talk to.. thx.. i realli appreciated it alot.. relationship now in a topsy-turvy state, how did it ended up like this.. hmm don wanna elaborate on it too much, some wld hav alr known.. many comments and solutions went into my ear.. and sounded sensible.. but its e consequences i'm always afraid of..

well these few days been hanging out with a grp of friends.. extremely funny.. and even went to k-box.. oh gosh.. friends of mine juz noe tt i cnt sing.. hahaa.. but for not being a cold blanket.. i started killing chickens.. =) few of thm cld realli sing.. bravo bravo!!

and......... haha.. i...finally...watched...my...favourite...show...last...night...

TEENAGE MUTANT
NINJA TURTLES

OMG!! so damn cool!! nice nice.. well bought it last min tho.. cos the rest buy alr, i tot it was some other shw, so din wan to watch.. but aft tt they mention it was turtles.. me and jovan went to buy alr.. haha... thoughts went thru my mind during e movie.......... shall juz keep it in me for e time being...
went home aft tt.. was there suppose to be smt else tt night............


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( 'o') ('o' )
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Ended my post @ 3/27/2007 02:56:00 PM

Ended my post @ 3/17/2007 02:05:00 AM

Ended my post @ 3/07/2007 10:14:00 PM

well its been quite long since i update alr.. so well juz pen dwn some thots of mine

recently juz fallen out with my parents.. their juz overdoing it, not considering bout my feelings, they juz went ahead.. trying to control my life and stuffs, im alr 20, i can survive on my own. why issit tt whenever i need u all, ur juz not by my side, and after such a long time, naturally i've alr learnt how to live on myself. threatenin me of my allowance? fine go ahead.. money is not evrything i wan, its e concern and understanding i need e most. i always tink to myself, how come other parents can and not mine... u've alr caused me to hav a broken up family, wad else do u all still wan.. cant u all juz accept who and what i am, and not chnging me into someone whom u all wld prefer.. do u noe hw much stress ur putting on me.. and for e first time in my life, im planning to move out of here and live on my life myself. I don't need ur support. u dare me to go against u, i'll prove it to u.. fuck u

anw shall not spoil my mood... for e joy im having nw!! MY EXAMS ARE OVER!! yipie!.. finally can stop memorising mann.. ytd aft e last paper went to juring sports complex there to swim, haha, at e same time sun tanning oso.. since im like quite fair alr... haha.. thn went to twn and watch "EPIC MOVIE" u can say its damn lame mann... and my laughters juz rose up.. haha.. and thn aft everything.. went to wallace hse for mahjong.. haha can say damn funny while playing..LOL.. hmm today nth much lar... went to work in e evening lor.. haha.. no life.. LOL..

Ended my post @ 2/16/2007 01:35:00 AM

well been some time since i blogged again.. haha well.. many things happen lately.. shld juz talk bout some..

well i dun care whether wad forgiveness or so... its not as if, if u don forgive me my life wld turn upside dwn...ur bad character and attitude still clings onto u, but friends arnd juz say nvm juz ignore it, ur juz like tt .i thot to myself maybe it was juz e type of education and life ur gng thru, getting boot-licked and having e way u want always . im not trying to say or criticise u in any ways, i juz wan u to know how some pple arnd tink bout u... and of cos i wld realli hope u wld turn for the better . And bout e choice i made, i dun mean any hurt to u , rather thn letting the hurt go on and on and on, not having any ending to it. I don realli bother bout wad story u tell others, as long as ur part of story doesn't float arnd and reach my ears, i will be fine with it. Lastly i hope theres at least some respect given, and not always being so self-centred.. I'm juz letting u know frm a friend's point of view.. whether or not u wan to listen, its all up to u alr.. =)

got to talk to Grace again... well wad has happened has happened, its all in e past alr.... ur still my cool mama! i'm willing to look ahead. it has been ages since we've met, wonder how've u been.. still short? haha.. go out some time soon k..

attachment gonna start soon le... at e same time will still chiong my wrk ast vivo there still.. thn earn more.. haha... gng go holiday with carrot!! haha.. cnt wait... it'll be veri fun.. i know it.

went to target some clothes with jarett lately.. haha thn whn get pay chiong go shop alr!! LOL.. aarrgghhh... hope tis yr cny wont be a cheapo wan! muz tink of the +ve side.. ur helping the economy.. hahaha!! =)

Ended my post @ 1/30/2007 02:52:00 AM

well many many things hav happened lately... but wad cld be done.. life does chnge somehow, no matter how we wan it to be... some choices are to be made no matter how hard we try to shun it.. and i'm ready to face it... altho i'm one who doesn't realli like making major decisions, tests are always made upon me.. but for e past few days i've given it a clear thought and reflected on e matter.. and i feel tt it shld be e right one.. i'm sorrie if i've hurt anyone in e process.. no matter wad choice i make, either party wld be affected.. but i cnt possibly hide frm it, and juz take it tt nth ever happened...

well blog again..........

Ended my post @ 1/12/2007 05:40:00 PM

weee..

squash mates..

colleagues..

toilet snaps...

YIPPIE mickey...

nice nice...

gum gu

lookalike

kenneth

clubbing

collleague.

cool.

well its been kinna long since i last blogged... hmmm still in my holidays nw.. enjoying every moments of it.. well.. e best one was still my christmas night!! went to st. james power house for clubbing.. WOW!! it was teriffic mann!! lol.. danced to e extreme.. music was gd.. evrything is juz right.. left at bout 5am.. breakfast first before heading hm half dead.. haha..

still working at vivocity ther as usual... hmm hope can get bonus for tis mth.. thn i cn do massive shopping again alr.. yippie!!! haha..

sianz.. sch gonna start nxt wk le.. and my 2006 is gonna end real soon alr.. y is evrything gng so fast... can it juz slow dwn a lil..

oh ya.. juz switched my adidas bag with my colleague.. i like her colour design, she likes mine.. so might as well.. hahhaha.. loved e bag mann.. and night at e museum and death note are 2 shows realli worth watching..

I WAN FOOD!

Ended my post @ 12/28/2006 02:44:00 AM

pics time...
Ngee Ann's IVP bowling team

Team Champion!!

Overall schools champion!!!

Doubles runner up

Singles runner up

At workplace!!

GOSH! exams juz e whole of nxt wk.. gotta start chiong-ing alr.. haha.. aft nxt wk.. HOLIDAYS!! yipeee!! and....

I WANT TO GO HONG KONG!!... haha..

Ended my post @ 12/04/2006 01:29:00 AM

hmmm, common test is rnd e corner, and i haven't seem to have started on anything yet.. haha prolly soon i guess..since i alwaes depend on memory skills.. had clubbing sensations lately aft a long break frm it... but still.. a lousy drinker.. kns.. haha.. singapore nationals championship had juz call it an end.. and... david champ of it.. I WAN A BETTER CHRISTMAS PRESENT AH!! hahah... anw congrats and well done mann...

no picture updates in tis post cos... i'm in sch.. LOL.. i'm damn sick of this damn bloody programming thing.. KNS.. do for whole damn 3 hrs.. e result..."programme failed" AARRGGHHH... enuff of it..

finally one mth of working at vivocity is going to end soon.. and wad does it mean.. PAY DAY!! ole!! and i've quitted my arcade job alr... mann i realli cnt wait for tt 2 wks of holidays.. i so need it!!

will be gng for a friend's birthday party at aloha changi chalet there.. sounds familiar.. kns.. its e one opp OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL... wonder if we wil be gng again... nth happened on my last visit.. *crosses finger*

taking a break frm sports for e time being.. quite tired of it le.. since all e competitions hav ended alr...

friends and foes has been split up clearly.

Ended my post @ 11/27/2006 04:11:00 PM

well many things have been happening lately... too many things tt perhaps i need time to recall.. haha..

firstly to talk bout my squash ivp.. well we got 2nd.. losing to temasek poly.. realli a close fight.. well emotions were drowned in.. but we still gotta accept it.. i've alr done my veri best.. perhaps i lost out on stamina wise.. i was like some retarded exhausted pig running arnd in e court.. haha..
3 cheers for SQUASH!!

secondly BOWLING!!
best achievement amongst all... haha... it was a 1 whole day event.. tiring definitely!! alex went down to support me.. lots of thx!! *hugz* but too bad i cldn't realli perform in my morning squad.. bowl like some kuku.. it was a doubles event at tt time.. had lunch tgt thn he left first... went back to e alley to continue with my noon squad.. it was a much better one.. high scoring!! boost up my singles avg as well.. but too bad some pple weren't there... ... ... well aft the whole event the results are as follows

singles : 1st runner up
doubles : 2nd runner up
team : champion!
overall schools champ : NGEE ANN POLY!!!

hippip hurray! hippip hurray!!!

did grt at this yr's bowling PIL-ITE!!
i've fulfilled my promise to u.. :)

competitions over, relationship stronger, studies penging.. haha

oh yaa and not forgetting...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!!


hope u've had a wonderful birthday as planned... and hope u like the present too.. haha..

no bitches or bastards wld spoil this day... some pple juz dun noe whers their limits, selfish and self centred... true colours were shown, impression has chnged...speechless were us. Friendship has ended. contact lost. unforgiven. trying to ruin smt impt to me. grave mistake u've done.

Ended my post @ 11/20/2006 03:00:00 AM

well monday was my 1st squash pol-ite competition, i felt rather normal bout it, whn we were still in our own sch compund... still happily chatting awy.. enjoying e music at the atrium.. but e moment we arrived at s'pore poly.. i was realli hell damn nervous, keep havin sweaty palms... i'm on match 2... jun jie to lead the team first, thn me, thn by daryl ryan and sam... jj won his match.. but din realli seem like hw he played whn during trainings.. perhaps due to pressure as well.. oh ya the sch we vs against with was NANYANG POLY.. and whn i knew tt my opponent was nyp's first seat player.. my heart realli start palpitating fast and furious.. but i had to face it.. it was a best of 5 game.. and luckily it turned out well.. i did my part.. YAY!! i WON!! the feeling was realli grt.. and i was happy too..

the results:

9-4
10-9
9-6

the last match was a rather critical match for me.. if i were to lose it and play the 4th one, i can tell u i'll lose as well alr, i'll be so totally demoralised.. i know my score was 8-3 alr, and i juz needed 1 more freaking point to win.. but my energy level was seriously drained out alr, and i'm realli damn tired, perspiring like some mad pig.. and the pressure given by my team mates.. oh gosh.. evrytime i look at thm they'll be giving me those expressions.. i know, but im oso super tired wad.. so i was juz hoping tt he wld make a mistake.. and indeed he did.. yay!!.. i came out of the court with a load off me.. and the final score of NP vs NYP was 5 - 0.. yay thrashing score.. haha.. nxt match wld be on fri.. NP vs TP.. the most difficult wan.. and kuku nathan.. i sprained my ankle during my match.. and its the same ankle as the last time.. kaoz eh.. hw suai cn tis get.. hope it beta recover asap.. my medal event - saturday!! and we can do it!!

well i recently recv'ed an email.. and tis 2 particular snetence realli made me think back..

No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.

and i've also realised the importance of it. Come to think of it, we've realli been thru alot tgt alr.. and theres juz tis bond holding us tgt, a bond tts unbreakable.. haha sounds so chemistry.. lol.. anyway.. i love u baby jl :)

Ended my post @ 11/08/2006 12:10:00 PM

well, i'm pretty bored now.. so juz use blogging to acc me.. well evrybody seems to hav gone to bed alr.. and due to a long slp today, i still cnt put myself to slp nw, prolly wld be juz rolling abt on the bed.. haha

met alex today for lunch and oso to go collect our pay, took a train down to paya lebar, and walked kinna far.. dumb dumb lor! well the boss was rather sarcastic, so din wan to argue or talk to much to him. whn we were bout to collect our pay, all the excuses for giving us lesser money start shooting out frm his wrinkled mouth.. was kinna pissed off, but juz got to bear with it.. went to take mrt, home we go..

well today actually i had 3 sports to attend to, but i turned 2 of thm off str8, so tt at least can go out with u..yup.. one of my friends msged me, asked me to go play in their team for volleyball polympics, cos they had a shortage of pple.. the other one was squash, today there was a friendly match against NJC.. lazy worms vs book worms.. haha, but turned both sports down, reason saying tt ther was bowling sch team trning, cos bowling was the oni sport tt started the latest, so can have more time with u.. but upon meeting u, i can realli tell tt u were veri tired.. and u realli needed a veri gd night rest.. and whn i knew long ago tt i cldn't make it in time for bowling trning alr and decided to skip it.. i still juz cld't bring myself to ask u to go out, cos seeing u so suffering, realli hurts me deep down..

after seeing u off, i walked arnd aimlessly trying to find a atm deposit machine, suddenly a familiar ringtone sounded..knowing it was u, i know tt i'm not alone anymore. :) bought some snacks to eat while walking home.. was rather cooling..

i dunno y, but tis few days, i juz find it so hard to pull myself outta bed.. its like i'm being tied dwn, no matter how hard i try to struggle out, its still useless.. tis muz got to stop.. give me BACK my gemini character!!!

i was told about the team formation ytd... and i'm like stunned.. wad the hell is tis.. its totally the opp. of our choice.. u said we cast our slections for our desired teams.. but u added on.. if our choice differs frm urs widely.. u will overrule us.. thn wads the point of wasting our time to fill in ur "forms" might as well u juz decide urself.. wad u told me personally came out differently.. do u realli wan our sch to win in the frist place.. if u see those scores tt we recorded dwn during evry trning at safra yishun.. do u tink he deserve to be in the team.. i'm not being bias or wad, evrything is recored down black and white.. i tink in the end u are the one who is blind.. You are not the one who guides and train me to who i am right now, so dun claim tt i'm ur student.. trainings of urs tt i've attended till now.. u hav nv tell or guide me at all.. tink abt it. (rk)

Ended my post @ 11/02/2006 09:38:00 PM

well things are going pretty fine now, no arguements no nth... but u noe wad... sometimes i'm realli not showing attitude or black face to u... so smile ", haha.. i love u.
oh ya, went to the global music awards at e indoor stadium on the 28th.. it was way awesome... haha.. i enjoyed it.. did u? aft tt went to eat.. and wanted to catch e movie "the guardian" but i guess it was too late alr.. so we sat arnd to chat before going to west coast park.. for 19 yrs alr.. and i haven been there before.. LOL.. well i actually juz wanted to spend more time with u, since now ur always so busy during weekdays, and the weekends were juz too short.. i don mind going any places juz to be with u..

okiee school is ever boring, and early mornings are juz not for me, i've taken quite a number of MCs to covr up alr.. haha.. my holiday mood is still not fine tune back, i guess i'll juz see how it goes after awhile..

went for an interview some time ago, and was recently accepted.. the shop name is "mother garden" sounds like some maternity or rather women or baby shop rite.. haha.. anw its not... its a japanese company, first shop in singapore.. and its at Vivocity! haha... at level 2, beside the fila shop... working as a part-timer of cos.. lol.. so not evryday oso work.. thn tmr going for an interview at clementi arcade there.. haha.. hope evrything gies fine.

lastly been having alot of trnings, both in squash and oso bowling.. cos the ivp, or rather pol-ite is nxt wk.. OMG.. so fast lar.. some more both in same wk, gonna be so shagged mann!! had squash trning frm 4-6pm today, and frm 8-10pm had bowling trning.. this type of intensiveness beta stop soon..

Ended my post @ 11/01/2006 12:59:00 AM

i feel so lost now, the feeling is juz indescribable.. Its like standing in the middle of nowhere, unable to find a way out.. All alone in tt unfamiliar place, where are u? disappointment is all i keep getting, is it wrong to give u a surprise? Been so quiet for the whole journey, and i dun wan this to carry on, i took the initiative to try to give in to u, knowing ur character well enough. But wad i get in return was hurtful enough to continue trying to make the matter go well.. All i can say is tt my feelings for u have nvr chnged a single bit, but wad abt u.. altho u had relationship to be the least impt in ur life, i tried my best to understand y u made tt decision.. singing and friends are ur life and of cos not leaving out ur family. But do i still mean anything to u?...

Ended my post @ 10/24/2006 02:23:00 PM

im in sch nw, and its so freaking boring... well lets talk on some topic.. hmmm...
changes take place evryday, but does it apply to evrything? When a couple have been together for some time one party might be able to read the other's mind, wad hes feeling or even wad hes thinking. Nth seems to be able to be hidden, its like evrything is written on the face, or perhaps the expression shows it all. One party might deny his feelings, not because he wants to hide things or keep quiet about the matter, its just the way he is feeling inside, feeling different from the rest, just wanting to have evrything to go well and avoid arguements. Recently someone just asked me, " Do u give ur other half freedom?" i replied yes. All i thought at tt moment was, tt qn meant tt if i nvr control, limits the freedom of friends or even being demanding about the lifestyle tt u have been comfortable and enjoy being in, i can say i did give. But when i realli came to think abt it, the important thing was, did i make u feel tt way... altho i said verbally tt i did give. I was scared tt i would go over the limits and become over possessive of u.. and maybe sometimes u wldn't like it. I dunno wad has gotten into me, i keep always predicting how things will turn out, or what will happen.. in short i'm always thinking too much.. and this is realli bad. Its not tt the trust or faith is not there, its perhaps im over concern bout u. Life has many ups and downs.. but all i wan u to noe is tt no matter wad happens, i love u whole heartedly.


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 10/23/2006 01:55:00 PM

haha, so long nvr update alr.. been kinna going out alot, so cnt realli find the time... i hav alot to say.. so dun wry.. LOL

the most enjoyable and happy time of my life..(4th - 7th oct) Went to genting for a holiday, some might say, chey tot go wher, genting oni wad nth special.. but to me.. it meant alot, esp the person i went with.. it was our first holiday tgt.. it was different from those previous holidays i had, the feeling, the mood and the contentment. All felt differently.. i can say tt i realli enjoyed myself throughout this journey and i know there will be more to come.. (Hong Kong) haha..!! well some elaboration at Genting...

there weren't much things for us to shop, maybe juz not to our likings... we changed a total of $350 to ringgit.. and guess wad all were spent on entertainment and food oni.. haha, and still not enough, i withdrew another 200 ringgit there.. haha.. more to come ltr part..LOL... walk arnd and familiarise ourself on the 1st day.. it was a 6 hr trip up... my friend said it was cooling, but NO! i felt damn cold!! kuku... 2nd day still walkin arnd and went to watch a magic show at nite.. haha way cool! 3rd day... queued for the tix for the outdoor and indoor theme park rides.. in my mind thn, i was feelin pretty scared alr.. die end of my life!! and for the first time in my life.. i took evry single rides in the theme park!! OLE.. i realli juz dun care, juz take.. the worst one of all, tt almost took my soul awy was the space shot! the one tt raise u high up, as high as 20 storeys, thn drop u dwn freely... GOSH!! i so scared of height alr, still raise me so high... whn reach till its peak, i kept swallowing saliva non stop.. gosh can u imagine how scared i was!! nv in my life i took such idiot rides! whn it juz suddenly drop me down w/o even kindly informing me.. i realli screamed the hell outta myself..

thn on to the roller coaster... another disastrous ride.. dunno go so high for wad.. haha, but not as scary as space shot.. the most funny was the mine coaster alr!! LOL.. we sat the front seat while 2 adult couple sat behind us... the guy kept say he not scared in hokkien, but whn go dwn the slope still scream like mad.. somemore it was for the whole ride.. i kept laughtin till my stomach damn pain!! hahaha... whn we were bout to leave the outdoor theme park, suggested tt we take one more time of the space shot, cos someone hinted to me!! LOL.. so of cos i'll accompany u.. queued and went onto the ride. but seriously the 2nd time i felt much worst, veri scared!! haha.. whn the thing started to lavitate, its practically omg liaoz!! went all e way up.. super duper cold! fear + cold = faintt.... hahah.. altho i noe hw the feeling wld be like alr, but yea the feeling is still eeks!.. LOL... left the place cos closing alr... thn went to take the indoor rides.. haha.. since its free anw..

thn aft tt, since its our last nite, we went arnd genting to search for grt food... walk all e way till dunno wher... thn saw this international buffet restaurant.. haha, started queueing up... paid using mastercard, cos not enuff money alr.. haha.. go in sit awhile,, CHIONG AH!! the nxt moment our table was pack with food... LOL!! yummy, and we took all types of deserts! gosh!!
but overall the meal was fantastic!! aft tt went to catch a movie... "rob-b-hood".. haha, we've watched the shw in singapore alr, watch again cos tt cinema offers osim massage chair.. mann way shiok!! ahha... thn aft the shw, went to massage parlour... we do the leg oni.. ermm is abit pain lar.. but still okie.. spent till we totally "dry" haha... realli enjoyed my time... the nxt day was our day to return to singapore alr.. kinna do miss tt place, esp the weather.. singapore's wan is damn shitty!! well the journey back din seem long to me, cos i practically slept all e way, i wake up tt time at johor custom liaoz.. haha.. went hm put our luggage and stuffs, rest awhile, thn we went to meet willie for a movie alr... HAHA!!

many things hav been happening lately, partly due to misunderstandings, explanations cleared, and i've forgiven u, and u noe i will. I love u alot and tts y the hurt was so great. But evrything is fine now, and i noe we'll always overcome bad times together. U ain't gonna leave me. `i love u`

sch reopen
nvr looking forward to
as usual like it has always been
grades in rubbish bin
wad am i gonna do
squashing bowling loving u
is all i do
ain't bringing me nowhere
to an air steward-wanna-be
wad can i do
all i wan is u :)


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 10/17/2006 11:53:00 PM

try outs... nice riteee... :)

at JB...

more try outs..

haha, been some time since i last blogged..LOL.. had lots of late nights this few days, reach hm slp alr, so juz cldn't find the time to blog.. haha... well on fri my programme was packed.. haha, well slept till quite late i tink... thn went to park mall there make reservations and payments for the Genting trip.. gosh cnt wait any longer for it mann!! haha.. its supposingly a 3D2N stay, but aft much discussion, we extended it for 1 more day...

will be departing on tues morning!! back in s'pore on sat.. mann, its gonna be so FUN! collected all the receipts and stuffs for the confirmation of the trip.. its bout 7pm thn.. me and alex went to JB to supposingly shop and of cos have SEAFOOD DINNER!!! YUMMY!!!!.. lol.. but due to the kuku traffic jams.. we reach city square at 9pm like tt.. manage to buy alex's cap.. thn left the place.. cos majority of the shops oso close alr.. thn we took a cab to daman market or dunno wad lar.. ther got alot thing eat.. ordered...
2 chilli crabs
veg
sting ray
sotong!!

YUM YUM!! 2 person eat so many things.. haha.. but was all swept clean.. haha... aft tt made our way back to s'pore, had some disppointments, but i was persistent to tink in e way of a forgive and forget mindset.. i didn't wan much sorrows to add on... and viewing a horoscope book once before, it says, a gemini and a scorpio relationship would be the toughest and most challenging one.. and tis sentence has always been in my mind to keep me going.. to assure on my side tt nth would happen.. and thus so far so gd.. :)

there are many temptations arnd us, but the fact tt u are my oni temptation, nth else can stray me awy... there may be people arnd trying to separate us, but i believe the bond between us can fight it all.. okiee, hmmm reach s'pore alr took 170 to newton ther and we walked to town.. walked to cine ther catch a movie...
" Rob-b-Hood"... OMG!! u guys must realli watch tt show.. the baby its like so freakingly adorably CUTE!! hahaha.. watched till bout 5.30am like tt, thn we chatted awy while waiting for the first bus.. haha. mann wad a day!!!

next day.........
sat late noon.. met alex went to acc him to his interview at NUH... some frontline services job.. thn aft tt went plaza sing... buy his ring, thn had dinner ther too... met willie aft tt.. he booked out frm camp today.. bought his stuffs at cine!! while me and alex trying their sunglasses and taking pics.. HAHA.. went hm aft tt.. changed.. and thn go out again.. me and alex met willie at chinatown there lor, went for some party thingy.. yepz... till morning 7am.. so tired.. aft eating mac for breakfast, thn go hm le.. ZZZZZZ.... -_-


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 10/01/2006 05:50:00 PM

alex & me during clubbing

alex and me with our new friend, wesly

jeanette and me

well hmmm spending my holidays veri wisely by having lots of fun lately.. haha, clubbing movies etc... din realli shop this few days, pocket veri tight alr.. haha, abit over spend... nw waiting for coming month's allowance! haha, well willie finally booked out of camp aft 2 wks of torture... listen to his story in there, kinna sounds fun! haha.. went enjoy ourselves with grace andy alex and willie... and of cos clubbing at ltr nite..

well i've got something to say, pls listen carefully...



(24th)
ITS ANDY'S BIRTHDAY!!!
happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to ANDY
happy birthday to YOU!! haha




ltr on tink they went to ah yi's hse for mahjong session, while me and alex aft clubbing was kinna tired alr, so we went hm.. hahaa...

well as for today... went to meet jun xiong and jeanette to have dinner at cine's ramen!! been wanting to eat tt so much!! haha, so yummy mann!!! thn i had a little bit of shopping.. bought a cap and 2 shirts... thn so lame, went into the hse of condom shop.. thn were like making fun of stuffs we see.. LOL... thn went to lucky plaza there play pool!! haha, jeanette happily snapping pics!! hahaha... went to newton aft tt for supper... was kinna hungry, so i ordered quite alot.. hehe.. thn chatted awhile before we took cab home..


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/25/2006 03:43:00 AM

mann, this black heads on my nose is realli gettin on my nerves, no matter wad i do, or wad means i use.. it juz won't bloody get off my nose.. is my nose realli so comfy to stay on... cnt u find some other nose!! grrr... the biore pack i about to use finish alr lor.. and those blackies are still dare.. y are u so stubborn.. tell me y, ain't nth but the black heads.. tell me y, i juz wanna hear u say, cos i hate u tt way.. oh no.. y am i singing.. haha... well, i wan to go johor nd have seafood again!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! but well sometimes things won't always go one's way... nvm another time perhaps..

aarrgghhh!! i cnt wait for my sushi buffet this wed... it'll be so fabulous and mouth watering.. yummilicious!!! hope i'll always have u by my side... i love u baby!


David Copperfield where are u?...

Ended my post @ 9/19/2006 12:03:00 AM

went for a late night movie with alex ytd, since we were both still quite energetic aft a dead or alive mahjong showdown at ah yi's hse the previous night... watched "John tucker must die"... well its a nice show... and it made me realise lots of things.. but i still believe tt it wll not happen.. the faith is still holding strong... the ending of the show didn't turn out to my desire.. oh well... left and walked arnd like zombies... we were outraciously tired by thn... took a cabbie hm... opened lala land's door, and off i went dreaming...

woke up today at bout 2pm.. chatted on the phone with precious... thn went to meet alex and tony at cck station at bout 6pm.. and we set off to johor!!.. yay.. went to city square to wa arnd first, see got anything to shop for, but sadly nothing.. haha.. at bout 8pm, it was the moment i've been waiting for!!! SEAFOOD DINNER!! yippie!! took a cab dwn to dunno wad name... oh gosh, so many seafood stalls.. so we juz settled on one, and oredered!.. here goes..

chilli crabs!!
fish!!
pork ribs
veg
oyster egg

mann and they were all fabulous!!.. whn the bill came guess wad.. covert to dollar.. each of us gotta pay 13 bucks oni!! MY GOD,, imagine how bloodily cheap is tt... and i'm veri sure it will not be my last time visiting tt place.. many more to come.. hahaha... realli enjoyed myself to the extreme... but.......... arrrggghhhh!!! tony goh han WAH.. U stole my cap!!! grr...

on the going back journey we were kinna lost.. haha.. whn we saw bus 170 we were like yay got hope.. haha.. but guess wad.. the kind-hearted bus driver, juz ask us to hope on at the junction.. so good rite.. har i've got a song in mind nw.. rmb the powerpuff girls theme song.. haha i've edited it juz for the great bus driver uncle... here goes..


"Fighting crime trying to save the world, and you come juz in time, the powerpuff girls!"

INTO...

"Fighting time trying to save 3 guys, and you come juz in time, the SBS bus driver!"


haha nice rite.. LOL.. well reached s'pore at bout 11.30pm like tt... took train home.. Thanks guys for the day.. realli enjoyed it!!


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/18/2006 01:44:00 AM

... Pics for laugh...

Mann, i'm still feeling sleepy...

Told you not to my ears, didn't I?

The new titanic...

Papa don't leave me...

Ohh god! pls save me...

Kungfu fighting!! better not...

My new toilet...

Will you marry me?...

I'm flying without wings...

My dear, lets celebrate after my face lift...

You are too young for my spring chicken meal...

I've got my hair done at the famous hair salon across the road...

mann, been having late nights out recently.. haha shortage of slp alr.. LOL.. ytd accompanied alex and tony to this studio at newton there.. which was exactly the same company which asked me to be one of their models, but i rejected them cos the price was way too high.. so as for alex's and tony's, theirs were asked to be singers, and groom them in this area.. talk talk talk, in the end oso need to pay a price.. but this is worst.. oni last for 3 mths.. but anw is their career so i have no rights to interfere, so the decision lies with thm still.. 7.30pm................................

Finally they finish talking alr!! yay!! haha, my butt rotting alr.. went to newton circus for our dinner!! ordered seafood.. FABULOUS MANN!! had sting ray, sotong & veg.! realli way nice...!! enjoyed it to the bits!!! left for town aft tt... walked arnd, tony had to leave for hm awhile to hav dinner.. (?_?) so me and alex went to play pool.. haha fun fun FUN! chilled out at ps there while waiting for tony..

thn the start of my owl life.. went to ah yi's hse(willie's mum) to play mahjong... heyy sorrie grace & andy... this mahjong thing was a veri last min thing.. tts y din inform u guys... so yea reached her hse at bout 11.30pm like tt.. and started playing... all e way till today 3pm. GOSH!! i broke my record again.. 15 HRS of mahjong!!! can u believe it!! till the last rnd evryone's mind were wondering off alr, smashing the door, to break into lala land! hahah... cleared evrything.. and due to the extreme tired-ness.. haha, we cldn't make it hm.. so we slept over at her hse, say nap awhile oni.. in the end 7pm thn wake up.. LOL.. took cab hm! but tho is way too tiring towards the end, it was overall still fun!! and the company was grt!


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/16/2006 08:39:00 PM

looks innocent rite.. hahaa
alex and me!



glad tt we had a talk bout it.. and now everything is back to normal...
love u precious!

well nth much to talk nw wait till i tink of smt thn i blog...

Ended my post @ 9/13/2006 11:47:00 PM

I'm so bored
I need u by my side
and tts all i need
ur hugs, ur kisses
juz makes me feel so warm
ur my evrything
and nth can detour me from this path i've taken
moments w/o u
juz makes my mind spin
i've realli fallen for u too deep
in my heart
there are oni 2 spaces
a part is for sports
and the nxt huge half is only able to fit u in
nth else
my worries till now
is still scared of losing u
tinking too much?
perhaps i am
I've put my evrything in u
my faith my trust
the ring symbolises our love
and i hope tt it will nv be lost.

Ended my post @ 9/12/2006 03:25:00 PM

woke up today, thinking tt evrything wld be fine... went for my attachment. went for a course, it was very mind-numbing, but i tried my veri best to pull thru it... for the thought of wanting to start being more diligent and chnge towards a positive attitude towards my attachment. But guess evrything was just too late alr, aft the course i was called in to speak to the person-in-charge of me...

he asked for the reason of my absence for the days i wasn't here.. and all the reasons and excuses were accepted, but thinking back tt during morning my friends or rather colleague told me to be truthful, perhaps it will not be a serious consequence, i heed the advice.. and told thm tt on friday i wanted to send my friend off to national service.. and tts the one and only thing he cldn't accept, even tho my friend had taken leave for me on tt day... i was told to pack up and leave. speechless i was, i juz apologised and left..

over the weekends of trying to prepare myself for this consequences.. i still cldn't take it today... i felt veri sad, i dunno why.. perhaps its the responsibility tt i was unable to fulfil, and the fact tt i've let my colleagues and friends down. I'm sorrie. leaving my workplace rather early today, was feeling lost. This feeling hasn't occured to me for quite some time alr.. but well i still have to face the fact tt they have alr terminated me..


took a cab down to bring alex go see doctor, he was feeling veri sick alr.. but he still can play jokes on me.. wad the..LOL... say the consultation fee is 30 bucks and each medicine issued is 10 bucks... saying tt its a renowned clinic tts why the pricing is higher... and to tink i believed wad he said,GOSH! and whn the doctor said thers a total of 4 types of medicine, my chin dropped... in the end whn making payment the total cost is oni 22 bucks! KUKU BIRD!!!.. still dare to add on, cos got student price.. aaarrgghhh!!! went to hav an early dinner tgt... thn sent him hm and i made my way hm...

][ life has many ups and downs, i just have to accept what is destined for me ][


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/11/2006 07:28:00 PM

well well well... guess i shld start off the sad part first...


Fri 8/9/06
my dear friend willie has to report to jurong camp for enlistment alr... sad sad sad.. we the grp of friends, alex tony andy and me, tried our best to spend as a longer time with him as possible before he registers into "hell".. haha... well we accompanied him to the camp... waited for all the admin stuffs to be done.. and we went to see thm take their oaths.. aft tt it was parting time... tears rolled dwn on most of the parent's faces... it was a rather sad scene.. i didn't know hw it was like till today... i suddenly felt like a friend wld be leaving us, and a barrier is created arnd him...

i didn't know wad to say, all i cld do was to wish him all the best and we promised tt everytime he books out, we WILL always be there for U!.. all of us were sad..Alex, his many years friend, i guess he wld be the one feeling more sad thn any of the others, for the many yrs of friendship developed, and the habit of having willie arnd wld hav to start to chnge alr, seeing his facial expression, i can tell tt alex wld miss his company and most of all the strong bond of friendship they have over the yrs..

but the person who felt the worst wld be his mum, we can realli see tt shes veri reluctant to leave tt hall.. altho its not a goodbye forever, but the thought tt we cannot see him as often as before makes us feel down.. going through this, realli made me experience and understand the real meaning of friendship. Before stepping out, we turned to take a last glance and bid goodbye.


aft tt everyone went home to slp!! lacking of slp le.. felt super tired!! haha.. thn at nite met alex and tony went to hav dinner and catch a movie, haha and due to the lethargic-ness, me and alex dozed of in the midst of the show.. LOL.. but he snored so he was worst.. HAHA.. tony watched the entire show... bravo!...


9/9/06 sat
went down to safra toa payoh there to play my round 3 squash match.. jillian and this guy( sorrie haven got ur name yet) supported me thru, realli appreciated it.. THX!

I
vs
TAN YAN LIANG

i didn't know bout his squash backgrnd, so was feeling alrite.. but tt kuku jillian go tell me tt hes Raffles Institution top seed played, i sian ji pua! wa kaoz... its like hercules vs garfield.. sure lose situation.. but well, i'd still have to go on playing the match... I lost.. as expected.. haha but at least i didn't allow him to thrash me! tts the gd thing.. haha perhaps squash is realli not my cup of tea... tony came dwn aft tt.. whn i was bout to leave the place..

Lol.. went to get some light snacks to eat first... thn he went to kim seng first to meet his friend... and i went to meet alex.. bought some medicine on e way, b4 we went to kim seng to meet up with tony.. played a few rounds of bowling.. haha.. thn aft tt went to tony's hse to have jeanette's and alex's tarot card reading, since they both wanted it... i was quite affected by it whn certain ans was told.. well didn't wan to brood over it...

me alex and tony ltr at bout 1am went over to ah yi hse to play mahjong.. cos she wanted to play.. so we agreed.. but in the end we reach there so late.. thn she needed to go out first.. and mann, whn we reach her hse, she prepared evrything for us alr.. i fel so bad and guilty.. so we 3 played first... thn joined by ah yi ltr at 4am... haha.. and guess wad we played till 10am! MY GOD... frm 1am to 10am of mahjong, my longest record of playing!! LOL.. by thn evryone was half dead.. went for brunch... and left for home!... didn't slp..

bathed and evrything... went to meet alex again.. haha.. accompany him go his campus idol singing competition audition organised by M5 concept.. tony joined us ltr on.. they all sang pretty well... and to round up those who moved on to the nxt rnd, they both got in!! BRAVO!! well done guys!.haha... was thn approached by m5 concept for modelling... no definite ans was given, considerations still taking place... oh ya, in the midst of the programme, saw last yr project superstar finalist jason.. didn't know he was one of the singers for M5 concept as well... seems like this company has indeed many artiste... alex go for it!!


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/10/2006 11:11:00 PM

imagine me gotta climb up this thing.. gosh!
taken during attachment



went to work today... and gosh.. its realli veri tiring!! to tink tt i hav to reach my wrk place at 7.20am, juz like during secondary sch days, realli sianz me off totally... today reach work place, find a table.. zzzzzzz awy alr.. cldn't take it mann.. thn walk arnd, practically my tis attachment is kinna slack.. so yepz.. its juz the scorching hot sun and the long wrking hrs tts numbing my mind...

aft work took the company's shuttle bus to toa payoh.. supposingly to meet clifton ther.. but he still at home.. LOL.. so i went to play arcade awhile... thn was quite late alr.. so walked to safra ther.. clif joined me ltr... was finally my match.. i was playing against thn clif keep scaring me say he damn pro and stuff... in the end he dun even noe who the person is.. neh neh PUNANI!!
realise it was a young boy.. and i won.. cannot let history repeat the 2nd time le!! waited for clif match.. while waiting we stood at the side eat their free food.. yummy!! LOL..aft tt waited so long.. in the end his match walk over.. kuku bird! left the place went to take mrt lor...

and oh ya.. tis is to Alex & tony... nvm if u guys cldn't make it into the project superstar... its not tt u guys are not singing well, in fact to me u guys vocal were the best alr!! but there are always people better.. and tt applies to all areas in competitions.. there are always happy and sad moments... altho i cnt guide u guys in singing or even correct the way u all sing... but i gave my sincere support by going down on both days to accompany u guys to queue up, and trying my best to entertain u all, so tt time passes faster.. haha.. this is my veri first time i've waited in a queue for a total of more thn 6 hrs... LOL... dun wry thers more to such vocal competitions... and i believe u guys can do it!!

to tony : ur singing is alr not bad.. dun be demoralised by hw they eliminated u...

to Alex : ur singing is alr realli realli veri gd le! trust me im not lying about it.. it is their loss for not selecting a potential singer infront of thm...

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/07/2006 12:35:00 AM

wad a tiring day.. upload some tmr.. ",

Ended my post @ 9/06/2006 02:09:00 AM

well, its kinda long since i last updated...so yea here goes..

firstly, i changed my blogskin alr, the previous one i'm like kinda sick of it le... so change to this one, hope its nice to u guys, slowly get use to it lor... haha!!

been having lotsa fun lately, with my group of insane maniac friends.. haha.. having late night outs. all this wld mean nothing to me without my precious spending with me. I realli treasure the time we have tgt.. Love u baby!

well went dwn to toa payoh HDB hub ther to acc alex and tony... cos they joined


PROJECT SUPERSTAR!!!


haha, bravo bravo.. applauds for ur courage!! they were queuing up since 1pm.. i reached ther at bout 3pm... acc thm queue all the way till 8pm... see! wher to get such a friend!! hahaha... in the end cos too late le, so they brought forward their audition date to tuesday!! poor thing! haha.. aft tt went to wei li's bbq session.. tink cos he gng NS soon, tts y hold a mini "party" for him..

TODAY, kuku bird of all!! went to sch to train awhile on my squash... thn took a cab with jas dwn to toa payoh for the


SAFRA SQUASH OPEN COMPETITION


reached ther waited awhile thn it was my turn... i vs kim jae jeong.. some korean guy!
his strokes weren't tt good.. but i juz dunno y, i'm not playing to my form, lke hw i use to play... i was playing so nonsensical... and worst of all.. i din noe about the rules!! DAMMIT! it was a best of 2 games.. whn i tot it was a best of 3.. and in the end i merely lost by a margin of 2 pts!! tis is F**** pathetic.. whn i came out of the court aft the match ended.. i cld even hear murmurs arnd.. i noe i realli did not play till my standard today.. clif said i underestimated my opponent.. i guess so... well juz take it a lesson learnt thn... CHECK THE RULES BEFORE PLAYING!

i felt kinna embarrassed...why? cos of today's matches all my sch team mates defeated the opponents and went on to the next round, wheras i lost mine... when coach approached me.. the disappointment in me grew... his "why did it turn out like this" question realli right smack me in the middle of nowhere... i cldn't find an ans or rather an explanation for him. i'm sorrie jillian.


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/05/2006 05:21:00 AM

...special you...

I finally found my special someone
I think about you all the time
You're perfect, couldn't come any better
Truly an angel in my mind
When we are together
Time runs by so fast
I just wish I had the power
The power to make our time together last
There is just something about you
I don't know what it is
I think we both know sparks will fly
When we get our first kiss
You find the right ways to make me laugh
Just looking into your eyes makes me smile
I think about you non-stop
The memories we share I'll hold onto for a long while
I care about you more than anything
I just hope you know
As we keep spending time together
My love and feelings for you will do nothing but grow


][ ever loving you ][


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 8/23/2006 05:04:00 AM

haish...


exams

exAMS

EXAMS

!!!

i'm like surrounded by notes and books...
get thm awy frm me..
well for the past few papers...
all i was able to do, cos all calculations type
LOL
know means know, dunno means dunno..
but.....
aaarrgghhh
my last and final paper which is on thurs..
happens to be theory paper
and the most toughest one!!
kill me!!!

i've had enuff of such life alr!!
evrytime i wan to go out and play
i'll start to have this guilt in me
i'm in the exam period
y ain't i studying
gosh!! IRRITATING

and guess wad, i have attachment in my holidays!!
WTF

but guess ill be taking lots of leave and mc

cos i got so many things to do

1- squash ivp selection
2- bowling ivp selection
3- squash safra open
4- sun tanning!
5-squash trainin(tink i abit lose touch)
6- shopping
7- catch up on my slp
8- laugh more!
9- complete my bloody driving test asap


hahaha, okie tts abt all i wan to do!!
with all these things fitting in, guess i'll be visiting the polyclinic quite often alr... haha, even if i'm perfectly fine!
LOL

talking bout ivp selections... gosh i cnt believe tt squash is having theirs tis friday lar!! SO DAMN FREAKING FAST LAR!! its juz one day aft my exam.. i haven touch the racket since like dunno when! and the nxt moment i know, im playing in the selections alr.. gosh.. my confidence not tt high alr... form drop tremendously al i guess! well one day shall juz go train and get my stroke back in touch!

!!!I WON'T LET HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF!!!

and following up nxt is bowling ivp selections.. well for this i needa go bowl abit more to get the feeling rite... and i see some threats lingering too.. or even some hypocrite arrogant arses!
if not for the love of the sport, joining bowling in np, wld not be one of my choice.



-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 8/22/2006 02:32:00 AM

sitting on a fence
i din know which side i was going to fall
but gradually i leaned towards
my desired side
but yet
my shirt had been caught onto the edge
of the fence
reframing me to fall off
hanging me there in mid air
the feeling isn't good
confusion strikes
i've made up my mind alr
but yet
why is there still something clinging on
was it left unfinished?
why do i feel that i'm being
unfair in a certain way
is there still a possibility of
making up to u
i want to live on with what i have
but i don't want to see u sad
for what i had promised u
i'll still keep to it
but at this juncture
any decision made
would definitely
hurt either party
time time time
i realli need u to heal the process
for now i've no choice
but to detach my shirt from
the edge of the fence
that it had been caught
i love u

Ended my post @ 8/17/2006 03:50:00 AM

alex & me
taken at O.C.H
mama vs chick
ah beng(it is NOT lighted)
messed up style
grace vs lou
wad disgusting teeth u have





well well realli had a great time this few days...

first to talk about is my exams... aarrgghhh
2 down 5 papers to go!

mann those 2 papers are theory type wan lar.. god damn they are diff to enter and stay in my memory, for the fact tt i hav short term memory.. memorised is the whole night w/o slping.. went to sch with evrything stucked iin... unload evrything onto the paper.. grace was waiting for me... so met her thn went to tony's hse.. supposingly to study for my 2nd theory paper which was the nxt day.. but in the end find food out to cook at his hse.. and for the first time i've eaten the SALTIEST noodle i've ever eaten before in my whole entire life!! haha, thx to my grt mama! LOL.. but well for the first few mouths it taste grt, aft tt... kept drinking water alr.. hahaha!

aft having our saltish lunch.. tony helped me read my "life" using his set of tarot cards.. i din actually quite believed it... its juz a pack of cards, wad cn it do.. but aft he deciphered every card i picked... it realli freaks me out... it realli speaks wad i've been thru, and wad im thinking... and the fact is i've nv told anyone abt it at all!! EEKS! stupid cards!! but aft evrything i still chose nt to believe it, afterall, wad has to happened, has to happened.. nth cn stop it.. so y bother so much bout the outcome..

aft all those stuffs started our studying revision...


GRACE AND TONY'S birthday!! ON NATIONAL DAY!! me and alex shared the price of a swensens ice cream cake for thm!! well sang the birthday song esp loud! haha, they were kinna embarrassed! tts gd, so tt it wld be memorable! lol.. slacked awhile, thn at bout 2am like tt... me tony alex and grace set off to old changi hospital... took a cab ther.. on the way they were talkin sme ghostly stuffs, thn the driver oso add on, gosh!! realli starting to freak me out a little.. but din wanna be a cold blanket.. so carried on with the journey.. made our way in... kenna shock by the guard hw lame, cos the door suddenly open, thn we all ran out! hahaha.. aft tt met tis 2 malay guys.. thn they offered to guide us in.. since they went in b4 alr.. haha.. so went in to all the blocks... gosh, goosebumps mann... so eerie.. sumore the lift door still open! gosh...

went to the roof top at on of the blocks.. mann the view is realli nice.. bt due to im scared of heights, i maintained quite a distance frm the edge... toured every single place at o.c.h! aft the first bloack, din realli felt scare alr... aft we toured finish.. we saw another patch of pple coming in.. so in the end instead of us scaring ourselves we went to scare pple.. LOL.. cos grace was wearing white.. so she stood at the window ther.. thn those pple dwn ther were like pointing and quiet dwn.. and i was at the corner laughing my ass off.. gosh... bt cnt laugh too loud.. scared ltr gt pple follow me laugh oso.. eeeks! aft tt left the place... and ther were quite alot of pple trying to make their way in... afterall we din see anything or hear anything... went to take a cab to twn.. to wait for the first bus since it was like abt 5am alr... so went to the swensens ther tt hotel to rest.. grace and tony fell aslp.. and they look so unglam! LOL..


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 8/14/2006 04:06:00 AM

mama and i
posing witht the 8th wonder of the world, - lavitating lift -
aww, so sweet
charm





hmmm well exams are juz round the corner only, bt guess wad i still dun realli understand thm yet.. so dead... how how??? but well haven been having enuff slp lately, am like so busy with sch work and stuffs.. i realli need to fully enjoy myself!! mann... giv me back my freedom! haha.. hav been gng out with my gang lately... and i realli start to eat alot again, mann.. tink i've overspent on food le.. kns! oh ya and did i say i went to hav a mass shoppin spree on the last day of grt s'pore sales.. haha spent like 200 bucks like tt on clothes.. so ain't gonna shop for the nxt mth.. lol... watched lakehouse, its like so romance lar.. so nice!!!

know what are those?... they aren't any overgrown coloured sperms... haha.. their GUPPIES!! lol.. the student plaza at my sch ther juz offially opened.. and yea tis was one of their game.. to use a thin piece of paper like a net to catch as many fishes as possible.. well i gave it a try, it was realli diff, any patient-less me.. haha, gave up quite fast.. LOL.. din even manage to catch a single one.. hw pathetic.. oh and my mum juz spoiled one of my fav. tees!! grr.. she looked so guilty and came to ask me hw much is the tee shirt u juz bought... i sense smt wrong.. and she giggled.. ask me go buy another one thn she pay me back.. LOL.. frm white shirt become brown lar.. my god..

to my buddies, thx for caring for me so much.. realli appreciate it.. ",

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 8/05/2006 01:56:00 AM

alex and me in the bus
nt my gf.. juz friend.. sec friend.. yvonne.



okie well... tink my injured ankle is on the verge of full recovery alr... bt still hurts a little still.. well today my class ended 1 hr earlier, hw kuku rite.. so in the ended at 11am.. dunno wad to do.. so called clifton to meet me.. went hm put my things and came out again... he wanted to repair his mp3 player... meet at 1pm.. he was freaking late for half an hr.. bt luckily i was use to waitin for tt kuku alr.. so yea killed time waiting for him, by eating lor, went to buy char siew bao and sme other snacks to eat.. whn clif reached, he told me sme VERY wonderful thing.. " i forgot to bring my mp3 player.".. -my god!! qi si wo de xin ( adapted frm mama )!!! in the end we went to jurong entertainment centre to catch a movie... haha.. long hu men ( dragon tiger gate ).. a very comic type shw.. bt its realli nice their power and stuffs.. LOL.. the shw was abt 1 and half.. nt bad.. aft tt head back to sch for squash tnring... train till 8.30pm like tt thn go eat... nw feeling so shagged!!


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 8/01/2006 11:40:00 PM

me and tony trying out shirts at flesh imp
G.L.T
the fantastic sleeper
wonders



haha well, been havin late nights with my friends recently... mann they realli cn make me laugh alot mann.. well dunno y oso, recently been eating super alot.. and i dun seem to hav absorb anything frm the food.. kuku, dunno which alien stayin in me, gettin free food evryday.. gotta shoo him out alr.. DOCTOR HERE I COME!!

chicken mama, chicky here noes my mistake alr.. love love u!! muzks!

hmmm gotta start studyin alr, exams approaching!

do i realli hav the dao look?



-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 7/31/2006 03:27:00 AM

me and weili
",
alex and me.. dammit my bunny is showing alr!!
my gang.. err whers dear jas???
acting retard!
original family portrait!!!
retards shareholders
smile~~



hmm okiee.. more pics uploaded alr.. haha... been gng out with my retard gang lately.. realli had lots of fun and laughters.. love u guys mann!! had late nights this weekend, going out with frenz.. had a gd long talk with my chicken mama.. LOL.. well she realli gave me lotsa guidance... and tell me bout some particular grp of pple.. and i realli din noe, by making new friends, one wld say tt, oh pple gt new friends alr wad, dun need old friends alr... tts juz too ridiculous.. and more like a veri childish thinking of yours.. pple tell me tt its jealousy.. and this is the first time i've ever heard, whn one make new friends, another party wld gt jealous.. GROW UP attitude problematic arse. and errm, ur arrogance too, dun ever tink tt ur like so big shot.. if u wan to enjoy urself, pls bear in mind tt money wld be involve, and nt tink tt u cn always gt it for free..pls reflect!


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 7/24/2006 01:42:00 AM

Retards & Assocs. ™ -family portrait-
cnt u smile?
my class gang~!!
scandal on bus! tsk tsk
the pinky and the brain
trophy won frm the squash competition
squashers!!~~!!
err, wan some?
the negative side of me. LOL




hmm tis post is more on the uploads for the pics.. tmr no sch, YAY!! HAHA... -I WAN TO EAT JACK'S PLACE!!!-


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 7/20/2006 03:31:00 AM

well well, guess tis shld be quite long... sum up evrything.. haha


well my squash competition journey has finally ended... my finals was on last fri... okie shall begin on last thurs..

ended class early.. so met clif and went lot 1 to watch superman! lotsa pple passed comments tt the shw was freaking boring.. bt well, the kuku 2 of us wanted to see hw boring it was.. lame rite.. lol.. in the end.. it almost made me slp! GOSH.. the storyline realli sux mann.. bt the effects were gd.. hahaa.. mann tot will gt some nice parts, made me control my filled-to-the-brim water tank so long lar... grrr.LOL.. went back to sch aft the shw for squash trning... to prepare for my finals on fri.. reached sch at 7pm.. LOL.. trained.. my strokes were like shit.. i din even win a single match.. its seriously truely damn demoralising..

FRIDAY!! the day has come... i'm startin to feel abit tensed alr.. haha.. overslept today... so din go sch.. haha.. bt i went to gt an mc.. to cover up... met clif in the noon, thn started trnin again.. yay.. tis time im playin better.. aft tt me clif and gla went to meet jas, take bus to kallang...

my game is on.


Finals

me
vs
isaac ho


i realli super nervous alr.. well cnt expect much rite.. tis my first ever squash competition i made till so far mann.. he won me all 3 sets straight.. realli sad.. i juz dun gt my mistake... sumore all 3 sets... tho he lead till alot alr.. i'll still fight till we're both tie.. bt i dunno y.. ill juz let go frm ther.. and he wins the set... coach was ther to gave me guidance... bt guess wad.. hahaa.. he bla bla bla bla... till the end i din gt a single thing he said.. he like mumbling to himself like tt.. thn i juz orh.. gt back into the courts with qn. marks all arnd my head... so i juz depended on myself.. and form my own tactic play... bt tt kuku ho juz keep intercepting it.. and it realli feels damn irritating!!! AARRGGHH!!! he was the the champion.. aft my match, was kinna feeling dwn for the rest of the nite.. bt din wan to spoil my gang's happy mood.. i juz put it aside... aunty janet drove us out to eat..coach joined us too.. haha the food realli fantastic.. or perhaps i was starving alr! LOL.. ordered super lotsa stuffs.. yummy!! sumore she treated us.. thx! jillian joined us aft tt... nw thn i noe her laughter so horrifying! haha.. some of my friends called and msged to console me.. heyy thx... realli appreciate it.. ",

today's the prize presentation day... went to kallang at bout 4 plus.. cos was told the thing will commence at 5pm.. met melvin on the way ther.. hw suai.. lol.. well watched the matches.. jillian was ther alr.. she won her finals... congrats pretty gal! all the finals today was delayed.. kuku.. in the end we waited till 8pm thn the prize presentation started.. wad the hell sia.. aft tt... okie tis is the surprising part alr.. guess wad.. me melvin HO and isaac HO went twn to hav dinner... hw wonderful.. LOL.. afterall they're nt tt mean pple lar... melvin talks alot.. isaac crap alot.. wad shock me is tt.. they ask one day free come out play squash tgt... haha.. feel abit weird weird.. cos they keep talking bout squash.. grrr... wad safra and dunno wad... im like?????????????... haha.. i keep on cut in, thn chnge topic.. haha.. in the end dunno how the hell it went back to squash again.. aarrghhh.. took bus hm aft tt.. pics wld be on the nxt post.. i wan to slp nw.. haha


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 7/16/2006 02:08:00 AM

mann today went for trnin, realli in need of it.. see cn find any last min mistakes i hav b4 tmr's death match! sianz.. played pretty well during trnin today.. kinna happy too.. but the moment i tink about tmr.. i sian ji pua liaoz.. my god.. i juz checked my tmr's opponent match in the quarter finals rite.. gosh.. he practically thrashed his opponent, 9-3, 9-0, 9-0!! WTF!! i see alr oso start to wry... my fellow team mates being defeated alr... nw left me tis kuku struggling my way thru.. its realli nerve racking.. if i cn perform like hw i train in sch... gd liaoz!! bt the prob is i cnt.. evrytime i play at the competition grnd.. all my shots like so pathetic.. but nvm.. shant tink anymore.. do maths and occupy my brain cells!

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 7/11/2006 11:48:00 PM

went to buy my belated birthday present in twn with my friends... cos my tt friend dunno wad i like, so juz gave me the money ask me go buy.. haha.. went to queensway first, but thn i cnt find the bag tt i wanted, mann i so so so wan to buy tt kappa Germany bag lor!! bt my friends say tho the bag is nice, bt nt nice on me.. WTH!!! haha.. went to twn the adidas shop and bought the sling bag.. like it mann!! haha.. went hm ltr at nite.. thn stayed up to watch the world cup finals!!

ITALY
vs
FRANCE

haha, wad a showdwn.. tot the most bout 2 hrs oni.. so still okie, class starts at 10am.. scarly go drag till extra time and penalty.. KUKU!! make me 5am thn slp.. pehh pehh!! HAHA.. in the end guess wad.. haha i woke up at 12pm.. wonderful.. LOL.. clif called me at 12pm tts hw i woke up.. bt aft hang up.. i go back slp.. LOL.. he msg me at 1pm.. thn i realli wake up.. haha.. suppose to meet him in sch at 12pm wan!! haha, in the end met him at 2pm.. ole! im 2 hrs late.. wahahha...!
went for lunch tgt, thn went timah plaza play pool to past time.. haha.. thn walk to sch bus stop to meet jas and gla.. LOL.. all the slpy faces.. haha

mann its the DAY alr.. gott face the quarter finals match alr.. seriously speaking im realli veri nervous and tensed up.. reached ther went to eat abit first.. thn go register... my opponent ther alr... went to warm up abit.. thn called to start the match alr.. at tt kuku court in the room wan.. dun like the feeling ther, well it was a best out of 5 games match... i won the 1st gm.. lost the 2nd.. gosh, i lose tt match i abit more tense alr... thn the psycho-ers start psycho-ing me.. haha.. began the 3rd match.. lol.. my god.. dunno wad the hell i playin.. opponent leading me 7 - 0 alr.. sianz ji pua!! haha, bt i kept tinkin of an incident.. if he cn do it, whn at a losin end alr.. y cnt i.. so fight back.. thn i won.. haha.. forgot the score alr.. heex..thn won the 4th as well.. yay!! won tt bloody attitude like fuck guy 3 games - 1!! phew!! ole.. i'm onto the semis alr! it'll be on wed.. mann.. my last stage to the finals.. dun be like portugal vs france tt match cn alr.. haha.. cos tt match portugal like die die oso cnt score any goals like tt wan sia.. LOL
wish me luck guys!

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 7/10/2006 11:08:00 PM

mirror image
bus cuddle

boredom in class = tis^




well well... had been havin squash trnin with my pals... mann and i'm realli feelin veri shagged frm it alr, esp tis wk.. gosh almost evryday playin squash.. bt yea, needa perservere on... today was my rnd 3 match, scheduled at 3pm.. suppose to meet at 1pm at lot 1.. haha bt all diff timing come.. LOL... so me and jas went hav light lunch first.. meet cliff and fee alr, thn off we went to kallang!! kuku.. i was late lar.. LOL.. bt nth happened.. haha, so the match cont. my match was assigned to court 1! my god... it is the inside the room tt wan.. sianz... so mani pple... and i dunno the standard of my opponent... so juz played lor.. haha... it was a best of 5 games match.. and i won him, 9-0 , 9-1 , 9-1!! yay!! happy happy HAPPY!! i'm into the quarter finals!! OLE!...

aft tt we went twn to hav dinner... go play arcade first.. haha.. lol.. went to the new cathay cineplex suppose to watch movie.. bout our shw atbther dun hav.. and other places were full alr.. so we went esplanade ther chill.. haha, by the shore, and is realli by the shore juz a metre awy frm the sea... haha... jiang joined us ltr... high metabolism us, were hungry again!! ahhaha, went hav yoshinoya at marina sq. yummy!! bt the ebi we ordered was like so freakin small cn!!! hahaha.. well it was nice tho.. LOL.. was gettin late, sent jas hm.. thn we headed hm..damn tired!! in the bus stonin, din dare close my eyes take a nap.. coz i alwaes end up at the interchnge... haha.. oh ya my match will be on monday, wish me luck guys! haha ",


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 7/08/2006 02:40:00 AM

Np squashers
wearing tt kuku goggles..




hmmm...



SQUASH COMPETITION OFFICIALLY BEGINS...



our matches all started awy ytd at KALLANG! GOSH... its like so freakin far mann.. suppose to play my 1st match ytd.. bt the whole bottom list were like pushed dwn to today, means like somehw i go for nth... haha, nvm at least cn go support my team mates.. evrything ended like bout 9pm+.. thn we went hav kfc for dinner.. lol.. tink i realli over hungry alr.. LOL.. i ate a total of 5 piece of chickens!! LOL.. ltr took bus all the way hm.. chnged bus in twn.. thn str8 hm.. and itchy hand me still holding zheng jie's laptop.. grrr.. in the end took bus bak to panjang pass to him, thn go hm.. LOL.. lame rite.. hahaa..

wa bt ytd was realli dead tired.. suppose to wake up at 3am to watch the Germany vs Italy mach, in the end overslept.. LOL and guess hw i woke up... is cos my area residents all suddenly shouted "GOAL!" thn i sat up oh okie goal.. n back to slp.. awhile ltr " GOAL!" again.. im like huh???... so went switch on tv see.. my god italy won 2-0.. sianz!! thn went back to slp again...

overslept for 1 hr.. haha.. class starts at 8am, and i woke up at 8.. hahah.. dunno y like feelin so dwn like tt.. haha.. weird feeling.. bt well was late for class for an hr.. !! HAHAHA... reach class lecturer str8 awy ask " soccer rite?" haha thn i juz said ya, thn he said expected.. thn okie liaoz.. LOL.. whn in actual fact i din even watch the match.. hahaa..

whole of today i was realli feelin damn slpy.. class ended at 4 sumore, with 3 periods of maths str8.. gosh, aft 2 hrs, brain dead alr lor.. aft tt went to squash court meet cliff fee jas & gla.. thn go take bus to kallang le...

reached ther, jas played first... yay she won!! congrats gal!.. haha.. thn ltr on since my opponent was here alr, so we began the match...


I vs Seah Cheng Hong



at first i see like gosh tamasek poly again... i realli gt abit phobia towards tt sch le lor... evrytime like cnt win like tt... in those sports tt i play competitively lar... okie back to the match.. haha.. we were like warming up for the game so had a few strokes.. wa his drive kinna gd sia.. so well din realli care alr... at first i had the mentality in me tt to treat him like pow wee... muz chiong for evry shots... match started.. as usual i gave my those type of serve... aft about a few points here and ther, i cn roughly guage h shld i play the gm alr.. it was a best of 3 games match...
and i won him,
9 - 0
9 - 0

haha, yay happy mann... thn see my match schedule for my 2nd rnd will be tmr evening.. vs sme indian guy! haha.. a match to be awaited for.. lol.. isaac claimed a walkover.. cos opponent nvr come.. pehhpehh!! he'll be playing tmr too.. wa like quite alot of my sch players hav match tmr sia.. so cool!! HAHA.. well aft today's match went to mac for dinner.. thn so funny on the way saw someone car scratch against another car whn comin out frm the parking slot.. LOL.. thn he keep smiling.. at mac, gosh i realli laugh till buai tahan lor.. HAHA.. thn took bus with thm go hm.. LOL..
-laughters realli cnt be controlled-


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 7/05/2006 12:02:00 AM

the pee and the fart fetishers.. hahaha
the insanity one
smile*
over smile@
bish^
the ehh ehh gang
my camp grp! CHEERS!




BACK HM FRM CAMP!!!




was back hm ytd... bt due to the tired-ness.. haha.. i nw thn update.. well.. overall cn say tis camp is rather enjoyable.. perhaps is cos of my grp mates.. and esp my gang!! haha.. my laughing ehh ehh gang!! LOL.. sat was the main day of the camp.. haha.. fri was like more of the settling dwn and gt to noe the other peeps.. bt mann... sat was the most shagged day mann! the physical trning part killer mann.. gosh!! and of cos ltr part of the day was squashing all the way... and wad im happy about.. haha i won freaking pow... thn aft tt was the skid time.. mann.. so damn funny lor.. cn realli laugh my ass off sia.. haha...

evrything ended at bout 7pm... and off we dash to the swimming pool..!! yay.. haha... evrybody juz jumped in and started playing games.. hahaa... water bomb type.. hw lame.. LOL.. woah.. bt cn say the most killer and made me damn bloody tired for the day was the swimming part sia!! gosh... mean gaston told me his plans to "assassinate" someone... haha.. so i followed accordingly.. bt damn! i swam ther too slow.. grrr.. -target escaped- lol... bt dunno who threw one of the water bomb.. kenna my face.. kaoz ehh damn pain sia.. bt nvm since its juz for fun... hahaha... left the pool at 9pm+ like tt... dumb dumb.. i had cramps lor.. dun like tt feeling mann.. feeling like the muscle shrunk like tt! hahaa..

had dinner... thn they say want to watch scary movie 4.. so watch lor.. haha bt i was like almost dozing off lar.. haah.. felt realli veri slpy... bt since it was the last nite of camp.. so tahan.. haha.. chatted all nite... till bout 4am.. i realli K.O liaoz.. realli instantly type.. haha... morning kenna waken up so early sommore.. grrr.. and evrybody starin at me.. hw pathetic.. i was the last to wake up.. hahhaa... went al ameen hav our breakfast.. chatted awhile.. and i din noe ther was "dirty things" walking arnd in the rm till one of my friends who claims tt he cn see those stuffs told me.. my god.. luckily i din wake up halfway sia.. phew! hmmm went hm pronounce dead till 5pm.. haha.. super tired mann.. thn aft tt had my lovely time... heex..

nw for today.. hahaha.. aft sch waited for cliff thn went to queensway shopping centre... to buy squash shoes and re-string our rackets... half way ther jas said she'll come find us.. thn awhile ltr.. fee said he'll come find us too... haha.. hw lame both take diff bus.. LOL.. whn all reach alr... time to shop for our shoes!!! ahahha.. spent like nearly an hr choosin and testin sia.. LOL.. till the lady like gt pissed off with us.. HAHAHA... keep tryin diff shoes see nice anot.. i bought the strikin colour wan.. haha.. shall post the pic of it nxt time.. cos its in sch nw.. LOL.. and i oso bought a new shoe bag.. haha kinna nice sia.. LOL..

aft buying our stuffs, headed back to sch to train.. dammit sia!! i like lost all my touch.. cnt execute the shots properly alr.. im so nt use to the new tension of the racket.. kaoz ehh! fee and jas left.. while me and cliff stayed on to train... im seriously nt use to it.. mann.. tmr aft sch, which ends at 12pm.. haha, shall go train again, before heading to kallang for the competition at night.. wish me luck mann!


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 7/03/2006 12:08:00 PM

hmm yay!!! tmr is the long awaited camp alr!! gonna prepare to keep laughing non-stop liaoz!! cnt wait for it mann!! hahaha.. hmmm juz took out all the things i wan to bring.. actually oso nth much... gt sme small bag cn alr.. but gosh.. my lessons tmr end at 4pm!! WTF... i sure cnt concentrate de lor.. kuku sia.. others havin fun liaoz.. im still in class tryin to absorb stuffs..


NT FAIR!!!



hahaha..hmmm had squash tnrin today... started trnin at bout 4pm like tt.. and tts damn early k.. lol.. trained 10% while 80% were playing matches.. haha... got to pit against more pple today.. and playiin with thm made me realise my diff. mistakes oso.. so kinda gd too.. vs pow wee on my last matches.. cos cnt take it liaoz.. feeling realli tired alr.. i was super duper damn determined to win him!! shan't reveal the score.. but i won all the match.. *happy*... ehh i tink dun write too much here.. haha.. anw went for supper yea... cliff had a grt time aft time.. isn't it?! LOL...
okie well gonna be at camp frm fri - sun.. yepz..

Ended my post @ 6/29/2006 11:06:00 PM

brown dunks match louis vuitton? perfect!


hmmm haha, juz bought this nike dunks nt long... was planning to buy the black/white shades tt dunks soon... scarly i saw 4 of my friends wearing it alr.. idea dropped instantly!! hahaa, i planning to buy the jeans material tt dunks.. looks damn nice!! mann. haha... and the wallet.. looks might be deceiving!! hahaha.. hmmm well u noe smt.. i still cnt stop laughing whenever i view those videos... realli cn make me laugh my ass off!! hahaa.. hmm tis wk currently seem quite pathetic.. sch ending earlier thn before evryday.. worst still.. today no class! hw wonderful!! hahaa.. so yea w/o any disturbance... i happily slept all the way till 5pm! haha, i've recovered back all my slp lost alr!! hahaha! as for tmr, sch frm 10 - 2pm!! haha i juz love tis wk!! lol... oooo, and uh.. i'm taking french evry tues for my I.S class nw... haha.. my god i sound so funny communicating in french lar.. LOL.. better nt disgrace myself too often..!! hahah


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 6/28/2006 08:23:00 PM

well well... wad cn i say.. everytime going to sgcc... we will all laugh till pengz!.. okie tis time is s chnge over alr.. jas and cliff wld be having their match, while me fee and gla wld be the supporters.. hahaha..so on sat... met in sch as usual... and kuku thm collaborated to tell me say meet at 10am.. whn its suppose to be 11am.. cos they know i sure overslept again.. but well no diff anw.. hahaha.. i oni reach sch at like 1pm with fee.. wahaha.. and checking my phone..hahaaa.. so many missed calls again..LOL.. well tis time we din take cab to sgcc.. clever dunno who suggested taking bus.. and we the wonderful followers tagged along... and in the end, the whole bus journey WAS ALMOST 2 HOURS!! aarrgghhh ...



" I'M... SOOO... FREAKIN... PISSED! " -with actions


WAHAHHAA!!!


in the end we were so damn late for jas match..haha suppose to start at 3pm.. 3.45pm.. we still at the bus stop!.. haha.. cliff match was at 4pm.. so still okie... and blur cliff still tot tt s.p.c.a was halal!! hahah, as well as ba kua!! my god... biggest joke of the day!!


ARRIVAL AT SGCC...

jas played her match.. while we the supporters outside cheering her on.. with gilian too.. haha... the 1st gm.. mann she like so weak sia.. haha bt 2nd gm was beta.. lol.. and oso.. hahaha.. so many unglam poses!!! LOL.. bt nvm we're the oni ones who saw it..hahaha... cliffton was up nxt.. maybe he was realli damn tensed up.. haha.. cnt realli execute the shots well.. kuku u.. in sch cn do it on me so well, and make me run like mad!! haha.. bt nvm tho.. well played match!! aft tt both cliff and jas went to hav their...


...heavenly bath...



the whole day they werent looking forward to their matches lor, more like looking forward to the bathing time... oso dunno wads so miraculous about the shower.. LOL.. they juz keep saying veri shiok!! dammit~~!! shld hav brought my towel and bathe ther.. HAHA... cliff came out in awhilst time.. so we watch other pple played while waiting for jas...till we...



PRONOUNCE HER DEAD...



gosh... she realli took damn long to bathe sia... my god!! nxt time move ur rooom to the cubicle k.. thn cn bathe as and whn u like.. HAHAHA... and aft tt all of us were SUPER DUPER HUNGRY LAR!!!!!! mann i've nvr been so hungry like tis b4 mann.. worst still all cnt decide wad and wher to eat... bt concluded it to be at taka's seoul garden!!! ... i dun mind.. as long as its buffet type.. eat as much as u cn, can alr!! hahaa.. imagine hw hungry i was!!


AT SEOUL GARDEN

the bill totalled up to 113 bucks for the 5 of us.. hmm still okie lar.. weekends sumore.. bt i tink all of us oso heck care the price liaoz.. all we need is FOOD FOOD FOOD!!! lol... despite the price we paid.. we ended up having the losers table.. hahaha.. cos its a 4 seater.. so one more seat was juz slot in at the passage way ther.. haha.. and kinda irritating whn keep kenna kicked!! bt the hunger diluted the anger.. hahaa.. eat eat eat... yummilicious!!! ate for i tink 2 hrs+ hahaa.. wasnt full actualli... was oni made till bloated aft eating the ice cream.. LOL.. i had 2 big bowls of it.. realli damn nice sia!! hahaa.. hmm bt overall the variety of food in seoul garden realli veri little.. veri fast gt sian alr!! so we shall try other things nxt time!!! haha..

bloated all of us started being lame alr... hahah.. i started getting bored of the chocolate ice cream... and tis was wad happened..... LOL.. -plain actiing disgusting-
* the choco gloss *





haha... aft having enuff fun eating and laughing... we finally left the place.. lol... and we spotted an abandoned door juz outside of seoul garden... pity-ing it, we decided to film a skit with it.. haha... actors : lye, koh, wu, tat. director : chong. * The Hahahawaiian pizza *





aft having fun with the door.. hahaa.. we went search arnd taka for a mirror, and clever cliff suggested in the lifts.. haha.. cos confirm hav wan!! LOL.. went up and dwn inside juz to gt the right moment to film our " pirated idols "... haha.. and we finally gt it... * Cnt touch this *





mann aft a long day of laughing... im realli shagged alr.. took 171 with gla jas and cliff... haha the bus became so packed till we alighted at newton ther, and switch to 67.. LOL.. i dun mind.. my direct bus hm anw.. hahaha... and juz as i expected.. whn we entered the bus, the whole bus was polluted by TT "fragrance".. hahah, the one tt i hate the most.. LOL.. those who know me well, shld noe..hahah.. bt well, no choice bt to tahan... poor cliff still gotta chnge back to 171 to go back yishun.. haha.. in the bus kept laughing oso.. tink quite loud.. thx to jas's : tammy cheer : hahaha... reach hm... flat-

lots of pictures were taken on tt day.. haha.. and here they are.....

cliff, need u laugh till like tt?!

bus pose!
the prawn eaters
i tink the effect kinda nice sia..hahaa
prawn mania^^^
mmmm.. ice cream...
sneaky wu
used up lots of energy to dig up so much k!! hahaa
woah! u tink ur hse ah.. lol
our messy table
posing with the door!
hahaa... my god, i look like kenna punch sia, eye swollen LOL!!
grp pic in the lift@

spasm~ hahaa

CONTINUATION...

the nxt day... which was ytd.. LOL.. went to the creative warehouse sale at jurong ther with fee.. kuku him sia.. gt shuttle bus lor, still walk in.. haha.. but anw.. reach ther.. almost all those super cheap stuffs were all taken alr.. so we were like sme "karang guni" like tt.. haha, shopping on those leftover stuffs... bt well.. in the end i bought a speaker set.. and 3 sets of mp3 player.. haha... and guess wad.. everything i bought were juz $39.90 each!!! haha.. mann.. they realli want to mass clear their stocks sia!! and talking bout the speakers.. mann!! real solid! come my hse and u shall experience it urself!! LOL...

aft tt went to twn buy his ear phones, thn had burger king for dinner.. hahaha.. shux forgot took pics! LOL.. shld hav seen hw much we order mann.. realli ALOT!!! hahaa..

*phew.. i'm finally done with the blog!! tis post took me damn long mann!!*

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 6/26/2006 09:25:00 PM

hmm had my first ever squash competition on sunday.. mann damn nerve racking!! bt whn i knew who my opponent was, i sianz liaoz..is daryl lar! hw dumb dumb, hes one of my sch players, sumore is one of those top few damn best wan!! grrr... stoopid system, put me against him for wad.. in the end i lost to him to a damn thrashing score.. 21-5.. realli super pai seh!! juz won bowling oni, nw kenna thrash in squash! hw pathetic.. hahaha..

thn today gt the plate event squash competition, cos i lost my first match thn proceed to tis rnd lor, to make it sound bad, is the losers rnd.. lol.. my match was 7.45pm, while fee's one was 7.30pm.. haha.. so we planned to go sch at 12pm to train up abit first, thn go twn walk walk, before going dwn to serangoon gardens country club, wher the competition is held.. in the end i overslept again.. haha met at 1pm instead.. thn aft train finish in sch went to twn meet cliffton and jasmine... thn was still early so went arcade kill time..HAHA.. damn funny sia.. took cab to sgcc.. haha tot we were late in the end fee's opponent oso haven come..LOL.. i reach ther register tt time rite.. i see i gt no opponent.. damn happy lar.. shld be a walkover match liaoz..

thn suai suai they go slot one guy in to vs me.. sianz... philip smt wan.. whn i see him.. im like err.. an old ang moh guy.?. i see his stroke nt tt gd oso.. feel like gt chance to win liaoz.. whn start playin.. i whack till we tie at 6 alr.. thn i lost it alr.. its like all my shots all nvr execute the way i wan it to be.. whn i cn do it in sch... wtf mann!! its like i noe wads tt guy weakness alr.. bt i juz cnt attack it.. i realli cld hav killed lots of shots instantly.. bt i go act smart..go drop shot.. dumb dumb.. in the end lost 21- 10.. feeling rather pissed off aft the match.. i juz threw the opportunity awy juz like tis.. damn sad.. smemore tt cliffton still keep talking bout my errors.. grrr.. bt anw still.. thx for ur pointers.. haha.. aft cooling dwn awhile.. im back to my laughing again.. hahaa..

took bus to ang mo kio ther to eat.. suppose to eat pizza hut.. bt close dwn alr.. pathetic! haha.. in the end eat wad? food court.. haha LOL... whole day keep laughing till stomach damn pain.. thx to...


PHRASE OF THE DAY


" I'M SO FREAKIN PISSED "



mann... the way fee and jas say it ah.. juz makes me laugh sia!! hahaha... aft dinner walked to the interchnge take bus.. while cliffton i tink take cab hm... haha.. kuku!! lol...

took 166 i tink.. haha.. to little india.. and the journey is so damn long.. so we... PICTURES TIME!! haha..

me and cliff with our new bought rackets.. * i juz love the bckgrnd!!! *

my god... jas watch ur enormous mouth mann!!

feel blessed?

smile*

pantat being shot!

omg! caught red handed..

SBS bus idol..lol

posing with our rackets.. hahah

we've reached little india.. haha

can see us?

aaarrgghhh.. im disfigured!!!

acting silly..

hhahaa.. so emo!

mann smt stinks! i tink come frm ur hair sia.. lol

jas damn spastic cn.. haa

the bus shoook! wad a lousy camera.. hhaaha

yay.. success shot..

sme amazing player?!

me and fee struggling on the stage! lol

cliff muz hav become a mad psychic killer!!

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 6/20/2006 03:28:00 AM

yay! we did our sch proud!!

the goodies!!! won frm the masters event.

okie well, to sum up the National Age Group competition..

for my doubles event, we were the CHAMPIONS!! hurray!! hahaha, kinna unbelievable too mann, i juz tried to bowl my best and cover up for my partner.. yay.. more surprising thing is tt haha, i bowled an avg of 210!! LOL.. reall glad..

okie, for my team event, mann tis is damn bloody infuriating!!! our team total score actually tied with another team for the 1st position!! kuku sia, and going thru the tie breaker, the other team was 1st and our team 2nd, cos the other team 1 of their game score was the highest.. grrr!! haha bt happy thing is tt i bowled an avg of 215 avg! LOL..

okie, now for the all events category aft all the other events scores were all added up, i was ranked 3rd! haha glad enough alr, i frm 8th pos. cn jump so high, more thn satisfied!! haha.. yay!!

and lastly, the masters event! haha, worst shock ever in my life... i emerged as the CHAMPION!!! AARRRGGHHHHH!!!!!! my god lar.. i din even noe i was able to post these series of scores.. okie here goes... 210, 220, 266, 224, 235, 277, 193 and 202!!! mann, for an avg of 228!! i've nvr in my life bowled such an avg lar!! my friends and coach was ther to support me and guide me thru and cheering me on..haha. damn happy.. bt on the masters event tt day itself, it was realli hard to focus. my heart was totally shattered.


hmmm, okie nw for the sad part, well nt been updating recently due to sme problems occuring in my life, which is kinna depressing, it made me know what type of person i'm actually like and what i am to u... i cn admit tt this period of time is the worst one ever, feeling so depressed, feeling so lost.. i realli dunno wad ur thinking alr... and i believe after tis bad weather has settled, things somehow i tink won't be the same anymore.

][ hw i yearn to be like before][

][ my feelings for u still unchange ][

][ i love u ][

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 6/19/2006 01:03:00 AM

hmmm today was the 2nd block of singles event for the National Age Group... aft ytd's first block, with an avg. of 202.. i realli held onto the hope tt i had in me, started of today with a 224 game! tis realli shot my level of hope all the way up, the hope of getting top 3.. bt frm the 2nd game onwards, i juz practically cnt gt those strikes anymore, despite shifting evrywher and chnging of balls.. imagine throwing gd shots but keep having a pin standing, hw frustrating! and with tis frustration, my mentality went dwn, and of cos frm having such high hopes, i fell all the way dwn..

its realli truely damn demoralising.. seeing my teammate performing so well and yet for juz 2 more games, i had to struggle so much.. for tis i hav myself to blame for nt trning much more often.. i realli cnt accept the fact tt on the overall placing i'm the fourth pos. spinner, of cos i shant compare to 1 of thm being a hardcore bowler, bt the other 2 is like... they don't bowl tt much and yet............ nvm... its all printed black and white, and i cn chnge nth about it. Anw congrats jeremy!...giv me ur chocolates cn??!! LOL..

Tmr wld be my doubles event, tis one i realli hold high hopes... i've realised my mistakes for today alr, nw is only whether am i able to execute thm tmr.. and my partner being the champion for the singles event, hope tt he cn repeat those scores today!!! * prays * HAHAH... aft today's singles event score, tho i screwed the last 2 games, i'm still in the top 16 for the masters event! yay!! hahaha.. able to remain in the top 16 wld depend on my doubles and team event alr! sianzzz... haha..!


hahah, okie pictures time!!!

okie these are all the shoes i took pic of today at diff shops in twn... haha.. went with one of my bowling friend to twn hav "dinner" first before going dwn to orchid country club for the competition.. so aft eating still early so went walk arnd first, thn took these pics... cos i need to buy shoe alr, so deciding on which to buy!! which one nicer uh???...

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 6/13/2006 03:15:00 AM

hmmm well been a long long time since i last updated.. haha, well tis shld be a long one i guess hahaa...

okie well firstly,


THX TO THOSE WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

hahaha, altho pathetically tis yr my bday ended up in my common test wk, it still was a happy one. haha.

well mets talk bout 4th june onwards k, haha for tts wad i rmb, LOL...


hmmm was waiting for tis day anxiously, we gt to meet finally!~!~!
u realli gave me a huge surprise... i realli cldnt believe my eyes.. realli din expected u to hav bought a cake, sumore my fav. mango cake!! aarrgghhh!! I LOVE U SO MUCH!!! nt even letting me take a breather, u gave me another surprise!! hahaaha, mann, a quiksilver wallet!! realli like it alot.. U realli made my day, nt oni becos of the gift and cake, bt becos u were here to celebrate with me, its u tt meant much more thn anything else to me...

the mango cake!!! yummilicious.

the wallet i like so much!

~THX ALOT~

aft all the happiness, it is time to gt back to work, DAMMIT!~ gotta study for my paper tmr wich is on my bday, hw PATHETIC!! cldnt realli concentrate at hm, so asked my friend go mac study... haha.. hate the paper mann, gotta memorise so much theory, rather do calculation type!! dumb dumb, bt well no choice.. clock struck 12AM !!! its my BIRTHDAY!!!! and wishes start comin in... thx to all realli!! my friend was the first to wish me of cos, hahha, hes juz sitting in front of mi.LOL.. Dear was rite after, juz a few seconda apart... mann they were juz competin whose msg gt in my fone first..hahah, so funny!! LOL...well spent my 1st sec of my birthday in mac studying.. haha! chiong till 3am like tt thn go hm slp.. haha, damn tired sia!


5th june!! i lived in this world for 19 yrs alr, ther were ups and downs.. bt frens stood by me, and i realli appreciate it alot, thank you!... bt for my 19th birthday, god gave me one very precious present, which was U, my dear. *And i promised tt i will treasure this present for life..*


went for my paper in the morning!! "well prepared" hahaa... wishes frm my classmates!! THXTHXTHX!!! aft tt went to meet my frens awhile aaarrgghh they bought a mini cake for me!!! thx alot sme presents too.. heex.. aft tt went to library meet friend gt present..hahaa... thn went to meet fee go lot 1, suppose to go walk walk oni.. in the end i did shopping!! hahaha.. bought quite a few stuffs.. lol... till i was able to apply billabong membership card..hahaha!! thn went to fee hse for the day to study for tmr's paper maths!! my most capable paper among the rest.. LOL.. the others realli cn die mann.. din study much..haha, keep playin oni..lol... not in the studyin mood lar.. HAHA..

hmm see the amt of maths stuffs to study, aarrgghhh!!!

6th june, wishes still comin in to fone, reason being.. exam, so forgot.. hahaa, nvm its okie.. at least u guys rmb!LOL... went hm put bag and chnged went out again.. haha.. sort of celebrating belated birthday for me.. went taka ther.. my god.. they and their kuku idea, make me till so embarrass!! in the end play the cake on the streets, LOL, so yuck! sme gotta leave liaoz, cos needa go hm chiong studies..haha, so me and a 3 other frends went to watch movie, hw wonderful.. go buy sme kuku horror shw... grrr... tis one realli scare the hell outta me! haha

fun times over, gotta gt back to study for exam again, sianz.. gotta memorise sme stoopid theory stuffs again.. and im realli bad at it.. and being a person who cnt study alone, haha, so asked my frend out to study..LOL.. studied in twn... realli depends on which part of twn chosen sia, mann its so distracting, nt by the noise, its by he shops, cos i wan to shop!!! hahaha.. bt well i still perservered on.. LOL.. study till 7pm+ thn went walk arnd twn, my friend did window shoppin, while i did live shopping! haha.. went back hm study again.. mann i realli cnt take it ler.. bt luckily u were ther for me, spurring me on.. tts hw i managed to gt thru tis period, w/o u, it wldnt be as easy.. thx...

study study and more study for exams exams and more exams.. while seeing others starting their holidays alr.. its juz so demoralising.. studied in sch with classmates... used a beta tactic of studyin theory stuffs, or else ah study it alone, gonna be so mind numbing mann! i realli needa life mann!!! aft tt went to meet fee thn went twn eat and walk arnd.. haha need to relax awhile first mann!!.. he tis idiot finish exam liaoz!! kuku sia.. cn enjoy like alr.. aft tt at nite chiong study again.. theory for the morning paper on fri and calculations at noon.. guess wad, the 2 papers are separated 6 hrs apart.. hw wonderful rite.. LOL..

tryin to study~

9th june!! my most awaited day!! last day of exams!! YAY!!! hahaa, 2 beeps came to my fone, guess wad birthday wish, errr... anw thx still.. haha.. aft the 1st paper, haha went to watch movie with classmates!! LOL.. cos since the 2nd paper ltr wld be a manageable one.. relax relax awhile first..LOL.. bout 2pm + like tt thn went back to study..haha, clock struck 1730!!



MY EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!~!~!

HOLIDAYS WELCOME ME!!!


Went over to kismis field, cos gt my course bbq.. haha juz nice i was damn hungry oso le.. so while waitin for thm to set the cahrcoal, i help myself to the beehoon and fried rice first.. hahaha.. fire started.. i keep eatin non-stop alr.. haha, bt of cos at ltr part i helped out abit too lar.. hahaa.. to fan the fire..lol.. wanted to leave at 9pm wan.. bt gotta wait for jun wei, cos he say wan take class pic.. haha, so while killing time, i continued eatin again.. hahaaa.. aft tt we played hide and seek arnd the area, lame rite.. but it was fun.! hahaa.. wad a form to release stress aft a day of exams.. lol.. left with siok aft tt.. went hm first thing BATHED!! haha, i stink of the bbq mann..LOL..

10th june!!
went to malaysia today!!! with fee and family.. bt needa go lavendar renew passport first..grrr.. went malaysia, din realli shop... withdrew 100 ringgit, spent on food and entertainment oni!! LOL.. saw a few nike dunks i liked super alot!! so gonna buy it whn grt malaysia sales come mann, and tts if i'm able to wait till thn!! WAHAHHA.. ordered, sme malay food for lunch, those type pick dishes wan.. guess hw much.. GOSH 20 ringgit!! my god, made of gold ah!! HAHA.. forgt take a pic of it! dammit! LOL.. aft tt walked arnd.. and arcade awhile.. haha.. bought dvds and sme other stuffs too.. left ther back to s'pore at bout 9pm like tt, thn went hm chnge, chatted on msn awhile, before going to kitson hse to watch soccer match, with tt weiboon! haha..so cool we won money for england's match!! bt at least beta thn nth.. haha.. went hm at bout 3am like tt, so dead tired.. flat on the bed.! haha..

taken in malaysia, so cool lar, their green man cn move wan!! lol

today slept all the way till 4pm.. haha sorrie uh wei boon, we'll go swim again one of the days tis wk k.. went hav dinner with my friend at newton, ordered lots of things and chicken wings!
haha... aft tt waited at the bus stop so long lar! gosh.. sorrie k.. i din mean to reach hm so late today.. bt i'm glad tt u told me evrythin bout u, and u've oso noe evrything bout me.. see we've kept our promise for nt keeping anything frm each other.. heex.. and for nw tt u've unload ur burden kept in u so long, u cn hav a peace of mind nw. And dun wry, trust me, i'll keep my promise. i love u

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 6/11/2006 04:22:00 AM

hmmm, recently juz a bought a pair of coloured contact lenses, grey colour i tink. haha, oso nt sure, diff place see diff colour wan... hahaha, hmm din wan a too obvious colour, LOL. but tis current one whn stare at too long look abit monster,hahah, bt juz a glance or wad still okie i tink. hahaah. Had rather a difficult time putting on for the 1st day!! took half hr to gt both in mann!! gosh. hahaa, taking out oso quite sme time. hmmm, gt use to it aft sme days alr. Hmmm, common test nxt wk alr, sianz. I HATE MEMORY WORK!! so much things to rmb, formulas and theory stuffs. DAMMMIT!!~

boredom``

my life been realli boring lately, due to tis stoopid common test! grr, gotta study or else will feel abit guilty like tt, thn oso cnt enjoy myself alr. sumore my whole class chionging like siao! i muznt lose out too. LOL.. take a pic of the amt of things needed to study nxt time. hahaa, squash trning oso stop alr, mann i miss those laughters!! cn i hav thm back.HAHAHA,

KL trip`

hmmm i notice friends arnd me having major pimples outbreak, lol... gt so stress meh, i stress oso gt none pop out! LOL... hmmm today took back my thermo test marks, dumb dumb!! i lost to my friend by a single mark!! aarrgghh, bt at least i won sme bitch, same goes to my maths test too. Yippie, look dwn on me sumore lar, see whos shorter nw! boo. Rather satisfied with the tests, haha din expect gt so high oso.LOL. birthday for me? ya. a rather pathetic one, nxt day gt exam! dumb dumb.


e.g : pimple outbreak vs anti pimple ! ! !

Ended my post @ 6/02/2006 03:40:00 AM

the nerdy dog!

act cool dog! * i tink storm was his teacher..! u finally revealed ur true self, by showing ur stormy eyes!! HAHAHA

mann my dog finally willing to take pic with me! LOL.

the "trophy" won at the NP open bowling competition, haha, pos. unrevealed!

hmmm, woke up at like 11am, cos damn hungry suddenly! haha, eat finish, went back to slp again, haha, rrealli veri veri tired! woke up at like 4pm.. LOL.. hmmm wanted to go out with frens but in the end too lazy, so ask thm come my hse instead. chit chat. thn in the end still went out. hahaa, dinner at lot 1. thn back to my hse play game. hahah!

oh yaa, to howie and mark.. thx for ur concern, im feeling much better alr.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/28/2006 01:03:00 AM

well ytd nite went to zouk with friends, was quite a last min thing, haha. the songs were nice! left at bout 3am i tink nt too sure maybe earlier. cos howie cldnt take it alr, LOL, and guess wad, he gt wasted!!! HAHAH. see lar drink sumore! haha, actually im nt feeling any much better, but i control. haha, sent howie hm alr thn we all went hm. haha i still gt tt bowling competition ltr, hw grt!

haish!! to much disappointment, i din perform for the competition as expected. DAMN!! and its nt the first time alr, evrytime bowl at tt alley, sure crash! dumb dumb!! but nvm, my doubles partner crashed as well, yay!! lol, so nt tt bad!! HAHAHHA!!! i shant mention my position, juz noe its in top 10 cn alr. LOL

had lunch with the bowlers, thn go hm nap first. realli tired. ltr at nite going out. hahaa
whn my frend gave me a wake up call, i had 2nd thots of whether to go anot sia, but still went in the end, din wanna ps thm. was suppose to go club, bt i rejected the idea almost instantly!! HAHA, i've had enuff alcohol mann! and i dunn wanna go deaf so soon.LOL... so went to watch movie instead. haha, edmund bought the 2am shw tix, im like errr -_-"
gt 2 more hrs till the shw, GOSH! lol, so the silly pple do their silly stuffs.. HAHA. shw ended at 4.30am! im like so half dead alr. im so desperate for a bed mann!! HAHA, see all the sloppy faces, haha. took cab hm. luckily im the first to alight!! HAHA. and nw its 6.22am, im REALLI veri tired alr! nitez pple...

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/27/2006 06:23:00 AM

mann time pass real fast! one moment it was monday, and nw its fri alr! dammit!! wad does tis mean? common test is NEARING!! aarrgghh.. had a 2 hr break today, we were suppose to do the project wan, hahaa, in the end we watched funny video clips and movies for an hr+ LOL!! laugh till my stomach damn pain sia, sumore we in the library cnt laugh too loud.. haha, kinda embarrassing sia, pple arnd us keep staring, but we obviously din cared.lol..

proceeded to the "devil" class.. HAHA, EM3B maths class, GOSH!! one single line qn, the solution damn freaking long!!! cn realli fainttt.. imagine tis type coming out for exam, my god, i wldn't wanna tink bout it nw mann!! HAHA.

aft tt went to hav dinner with wei hao and mark at newton circus ther, hahaa.. my fav place of food!! as usual ordered alot, haha. went walk arnd awhile, thn headed hm, cos i had a headache, sori guys. butt heyy, thx for your care and concern, realli appreciate.

hmmm, dunno is i super suai today or wad, took 67 all the way back rite, weather was nice. when it reached my bus stop, all of a sudden it juz rained so heavily. damn! no choice, so juz chiong hm under the rain. Mann tis time it realli triggered the pain in my head more, hw dumb sia! went hm rest.

Tmr wld be the NP bowling open competition alr, haha, almost forgotten sia. Mann, my aim is to gt top 3, hope i'm not aiming too high. hahaaa. sianz part is still gotta wake up early, cos the place so damn far! its at kim seng plaza!! nvm, i shall juz slp in the bus and pray hard tt it doesnt bring me to orchard instead, LOL!!!

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/26/2006 12:35:00 AM

hmmm, class as boring, dosing off as usual. Went meet clifton thn go squash training. today at least can play more, haha, finally the no. of yr 1s decreasing alr, HURRAY!! but unluckily, a bitch joined in. DAMMIT!~ damn shagged alr, tot of going hm aft trainin, but promise go eat, so no choice. ghost stories, haha. but not at camp pls! hmm but anw sme seniors came back for trning too, as comical as they were. LOL.

mann, tmr is the sports scholarship interview alr, happy is i got selected, on the other hand is i scared get tongue tied. so dumb! but well i oni juz realise tis tongue tied habit of mine not long ago oni. hahaa, someone juz like tt made me realise it. hahaa. i tink evrything shld be fine, shld be. * fingers crossed * ! shit!!! tmr still gt project meeting, SIANZZZ...

die sia, common test is coming up, and yet i still hav 1 module i totally dunno wad its gonna be tested about, or rather totally an idiot on it, practically dun even noe issit a calculation sub, or a theory sub... no idea. dead meat!!! hmm kinda lots of competition coming up, mann hope i'm still able to perform like how i use to be, whn im on my peak form. now? ahaha, tinking too much. LOL.

seeing you happy
just makes me feel contented

all that i yearn for
is that smile on your face

as long as you're happy
i would be happy too

i love u

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/23/2006 12:04:00 PM

hmmm, well seems like its not what it was afterall. heex. kinda glad bout it. hmmm well was accompanied to watch the S'pore idol, haha, and shockingly amusing!! I SAW MY FRIEND, hes frm NP too, wahahha, ur singing realli ermm yea.. haha, u muz be hating ken to the core rite!! wahaha.. after hearing "pls get out". but well, heyy look at the brighter side k, at least u've the bravery and courage to even go up to thm and sing! for this i applaud u!! The funniest part of the whole shw was still the caucasian gal, the one who was done with the fastest timing! WHAHAHA!! still cn rmb it quite clearly, "can u all pls say no, so i cn leave." HAHAHA. 6.36 sec! LOL.. realli laughed my ass off! hahaa...

mann, was dwn with running nose today, tink the class too cold alr, i forgot bring jacket somemore!! dumb dumb! well lessons frm 10-2pm, lamest as it could be.. haha, thn went to meet my friend at tiong bahru plaza to watch the davinci code, at first he suggested tampiness one, im like DOTS! tts y chnged to "MORE" centralised place.haha. Muz be wondering, y tiong bahru. haha, cos town all fully booked alr, lol. the code code thing kinda cool. but ermm, the story abit the merry-go-round, cos the starting shw the person die at the meuseum ther rite, thn the whole mystery or code code stuffs of the story led back to the museum itself, like hw lame. but kinda cool, at least tis shw let me see hw the inside of the museum in paris look like. haha, and nw i understand y so against the christian, its actually not the whole shw lar, its juz one part of the shw, wher they went deeper to elaborate the picture of "the last supper".

hmmm, halfway thru the shw i sudeenly recieved a call, i was selected for the sports scholarship interview!! YAY!! damn happy lar, tot was another wasted effort again, the interview is tis wed, wish me luck guys!! hahaa.. well, the cinema at tiong bahru plaza is realli like freezer! gosh!!! damn bloody cold, summore my water tank full storage alr!! so dumb!! but i din wan to miss any part of the shw, so controlled!! aft the shw, CHIONG AH!!! went separate ways with my friend alr, thn took bus hm, transit here and there, haha, save money! LOL. in the end dunno at wher, crap mann! end up at dunno sme isolated stop. Sumore my friend still go tell me pontianak stories, im like err, gosh beta dun let me hear any laughters, i make sure i juz take anything arnd me and whack! haha, so to even nt let this happen, i blasted my mp3! lol.. waited for 20 mins+ alr, still no bus in sight, in the end took cab hm.. HAHAA, nw the other way rnd i tink i spent more. hahaa!

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/22/2006 10:15:00 PM

what have become of me? why do i feel like im being more and more undecisive, is this a gd or bad sign? always need, or rather depending too much on people around me. Why am i so concerned about what others think. Are they really so important? Or is it that i have already made my choice, but i just need someone to support. Worried of keep making the wrong choice? I guess so. I don't like this feeling, the feeling of being lost. My fighting spirit, i just feel that it has weakened, Why is this so? Even me, am clueless about it too.

Am i beginning to lose everything i have, or why am i feeling this way, being so scared. i guess my journey of life has reached the bumpy roads. Which is a test for me to go through, and hopefully reach the even roads again. I really do not wanna lose what i have, the part of my life that made me feel so fortunate, so fortunate to live this life, just to meet you. You've owned half of my heart, living witout it, would just pronounce me dead.

My friends say i'm just thinking too much, but is this really so. Relationship wise, i guess i can maintain and handle it well. But why, why do i always have to reach a cross road, to have a decision made. I use to be decisive of what i wanna do, but wher is it now? what is actually missing to equate the correct formula. I still can't figure it out.

Am i feeling sad? Is my rope tied too tightly. Or is it the plain simple reason that i'm thinking too much again. I just can't bring myself to think positively. You have your own life too, i can't possibly demand too much, maybe i'm still not mature enough. A short temporary separation doesn't mean parting. But i just can't think this way, maybe i'll need to slowly get into this mindset to have everything right. Maybe this way both parties would benefit.

Well today had my doubles and mix doubles matches, shan't talk about singles. Hmm, was doing pretty well till i injured my knee AGAIN! exactly the same bloody spot i injure when playing squash. But today worst the whole skin came off, haa, okie shan't go further. Well seriously speaking it was damn pain, although i say its okie, don't wanna demoralise my doubles partner. Imagine playing with the perspiration dripping into the wound, mann! What a night.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/19/2006 09:39:00 PM

hmmm lets talk bout monday first.. haha, well it was the NP badminton open! haha, assembled at 6pm, and hw grt, my first singles match was schedued at 7.15pm. hw dumb, gotta wait for a whole hr.. , "Louis lye report to court 2 aft tis match" haha, finally my turn sia..lol, gotta know who my opponent was, so act act abit..lol, asked him bout his badminton backgrnd,haha, and he told me join for fun oni dun realli noe hw to play, can hit the ball tho. haha, phew a load of me,haha, whn started playing he kept smashin.. WTF!! he cheated my feelings!!! grr, thn frm thn on, i din giv way alr, whack all e way!! ahahhaa. and i won.. lol, nxt match was at 7.45pm, my doubles match! haha, was more looking forward to tis instead..haha, cos my doubles partner is my sec sch best doubles partner all e way!! as usual act friendly, haha, start match thn whack liaoz..hahaha, bt its boon tt was bullyin thm sia, i serve, they return, thn he kill. haha, cnt play long wan. haha, gt sme supporters too..hahaa, damn funny! ................ we won our doubles match too! tis fri wld be the 2nd rnd of our match!! cnt wait to thrash again mann!! ahhaa, *fingers cross* LOL, tuesday was squash! hahaa, managed to play a few matches with junjie, at the same time cn warm me up oso.. haha, hw kuku, out of 5 matches oni won him 1!! HAHA, bt i tink damn gd alr, cos to me he like damn bloody gd lar. hahaa, aft tt sudennly jas ask all of us go track run, i sian half. gosh like donkey yrs nvr run le lar! haha. finsih runnin alr, me and clifton perspired like dunno wad, practically soaked in our sweaty shirts and shorts. haha, played till 9pm thn went al ameen eat with clif and huey, haha, laughters again,hahaa, me and clif were damn shock whn huey told us the sports tt she plays, and damn gd at it oso, including bowling -_-" hahaaa, well me and clif made a deal, muz fight our way in. hw we counted, still gt 2 vacancies.hahaa, wish us luck! today, wednesday! well missed yah exceptionally alot, perhaps maybe ytd din gt to talk to u long enuff, cldnt quite gt use to it, heex. hmm was sitting on the fence on whether to go for volleyball ivp selections or not to go, with the help of my friends, hahaa. till the point tt we started listing out the pros and cons of it.lol, it wasnt helping at all!!! hahaa, i dun wan to giv up squash, i believe i cn do it. volleyball? hmm perhaps i guess im nt talented enuff. "follow your heart" tts all wad my frens kept tellin me. i told thm, i cnt, its stuck at a crossroad. hahaha. well in the end, i chose not to go. though sme mite tink im damn silly, bt i tink my plan nw is to narrow dwn the sports im talented in, and major-ise thm! hahaa. i tink ive sota left my studies out, haha.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/17/2006 12:39:00 AM

hmm had sme reunion dinner at grandpa hse last wk i tink, dun noe wad ocassion oso..haha, and tis is my 2nd youngest of all cousin, and kinda the most irritating one oso..hahaa, oops actually nt realli lar, is juz tt he like sme glue like tt, keep sticking to me, and keep asking question! GOSH! haaa, other thn tt hes one gd cousin! LOL.

hmmm, well sch was as sianz as ever, bt lessons ending earlier each time. HAHA.. so whn class is boring we'll be like tis haha.. the rest ermm shant upload..LOL.. tooooo.....

*me and the RoUnD china gal* hahaaa-she beta nt read tis...!!LOL

went for squash trainings as usual, actually thursday planned to go for volleyball wan, bt thn was advised nt too..lol.. so i heed it.hahaa.. nxt wk thn go perhaps. well anw thurs squash trnin was like so dumb dumb, at the ltr part lar. starting part still trained alot, aft the yr 1s came. all the courts occupied liaoz. sumore 1 of the court still nt acessible in the end we were like slacking at chatting,

thn aft tt went to kap mac to hav our dinner. while eating we started telling racist jokes! hahaha.. i laugh till my stomach cramp sia, while clifton evrywher oso cramp!! HAHA.. bt surprisingly nobody came to tell us off despite the loud laughters!! hahaha..

oh yaa.. ive finally seen a bentley mann, haha thn bloody *toot* drove it to sch.hahaa.. nt as nice as i expected lar, his other 2 cars still nicer the lamborghini & the ferrari! hahaa.

Bentley-

today public holiday!! been waitin for tis day for so long mann. bt felt rather restless, cos last nite din slp well, gt tooth ache, hw dumb! bt i HATE dentists!!! so i shall bear with it thn.. aarrgghh...tho today din spent long enuff, im contented to hav tt few hrs alr. take loads of care. -back to my waitin mode again- '' .

i love u

][ Even if the sun refuse to shine

Even if romance went out of rhyme

You would still have my heart until the end of time

you're all i need ][ my precious ][

Ended my post @ 5/12/2006 10:29:00 PM

... pics nt ready yet, patience yea. haha. ohh well hmm chose to go for squash trning over volleyball trning, tink i juz enjoy it more. lol, bt injuries seem to be gettin more too..hahaha.. stretch too much alr, hmm tinking of muscle pull, nahz. Its skin tear.hahaa.. rubbed against floor. damn kuku pain. ahaa, a "first aider" came along, iced my wound! while 2 other players grabbed hold of me! haha, GOSH!! its realli damn pain!! the bathing part was the sensational one!! MANN!! its SUPER PAIN!! bt no choice bt to tolerate it. the whole wk i was juz hopin it wld pass faster, and gt to friday asap.. i juz cldnt wait much longer. hahaa.. well, to u , all i cn say is im realli touched. i realli cherish u alot! fate has brought us tgt, and i've gt hold of it, nth cn chnge the way it is, for they gotta go thru me first!!! ahhaha.

this is for you

everytime i look into your eyes
all i want to say is how much i love you
hugging you tightly in my arms
and never to let you go
is what i want to do
the care and concern you give me
i'm really very touched
my love for you is immeasurable
and everlasting
and there is no doubt about it
i've never felt like this before
but you gave me this chance
wad more can i ask for
i'm so in love with you
i wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

haha, okie enuff of my love life, well the election votings for my area went to PAP again.. as usual. mann tt opposition muz be damn sianz at hm nw! hahaha. but still, it has nth to do with me.hahah. well the virus bug came to say hi again, dammit!!! this time rnd the medicine taste worst! mann!! hope it'll bid goodbye soon! hahahaa. had rather plain meals today. lunch: chicken porridge, dinner: egg with porridge. hahaa, no choice. `im missing u every moment and every second`

][ i love u ][

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/06/2006 01:27:00 AM

hmm well.. evrything seems to be going pretty well tis few days or so.. secondary schs exams in tis mth, while mine.. juz startin to learn new things.. haha, hmm dun realli like tis semester.. noe y.. tis wld be the first time i wld be spending a stressful birthday! wad the.. common test falls juz aft my birthday. dammit! bt gd thing is, finally i hav holiday in june! hahaa, clashes with all sch in s'pore.. haha.. so cool sia, bt most impt is tt i cn hav more time with someone.. *hopefully* haha. hmm found the squash racket i wanted alr, since pow wee's one has alr extinct.. HAHA.. mann hav been considering on whether to return to volleyball, the comittee realli sux, esp. sme who tink tt her power cld over rule the whole situation. Damn u. setting rules like nt achieving 90% of attendance nt allowed for IVP. eh pls. look at urself first. i tink i'm beginning to enjoy squash alr, rather thn see black faces arnd. SHIT u! well today aft class dismissal, was like standing arnd waitin for frend b4 going for lunch.. and guess wad i saw!! GOSH!!! the lamborghini car!!! aarrgghh... and suddenly the owner of the car appeared.. tt fat indian guy, whose father is known to own the paragon shopping centre! dumb dumb rite!! and ther he was walking towards his car carryin a LOUIS VUITTON BAG!! hw dare he carry my brand! wahaha. the car door flipped up.. and seriously it looked damn cool.. refering to the car, nt the person. yea. haha.. he kinda had abit difficulty squeezing in yea.. lol.. the best was whn he started his engine! wow mann!!! it was packed with pple arnd tt area mann, juz looking at him driving his car awy, even upstairs.. gosh. and noe wad, tt kuku even owns a ferrari and a bentley, haven seen his bentley b4 tho, hahaa, bt his ferrari kenna scratch alr. mann tot ive missed the chance to hav a pic of it..LOL.. bt fate is helping me. hahaa, end of sch today, while walking to the gate with my classmates, HA! it was ther at the parking lot.. LOL

okie juz a praise, its realli damn outstanding! for tis ive realli gt nth more to say..hahaa.. okie enuff of tis kuku, went to play badminton awhile aft tt, before going hm. haha, signed up for my sch's men's doubles open..LOL.. partnering my sec sch best doubles partner!! ahhaa.. okie tmr startin late ending early, haha, wad more hav i gotta say, oh ya i do hav 1 more thing to say. i love u alot! u noe who! haa.

][ Je l'amour Vous ][

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/03/2006 11:09:00 PM

hmmm before i go any further, i juz wanna say im realli veri sori guys, i reali reali din mean to stood u all up, no one told or informed me bout u all going dwn for trning. And to tink u've all contributed to buy me wad i needed, i realli am veri touched and appreciate it alott, it realli made me feel worst aft knowing tt u all had been helping me behind my back thru out. I'm reali grateful. thx alott. i will make it up to u guys. i promise.

hmmm... actually nth much to blog oso, tis entry main reason is to apologise oni. heex. oh well will juz talk bout sme bits and pieces of stuff happening yea. Well.. didnt go sch on fri! haha, classes were all cancelled except for 2, bt both were splitted 5 hrs apart, LOL.

Hw wonderful.. so self declare early weekends..haha.. well was quite anticipating for tis day, went to buy evrything needed, food and stuffs. headed hm aft tt, actually planned to slp, bt juz cldn't, felt so excited. so hog onto my laptop, a msg came, my mood dampen. Well, dragged myself to bed to try catch sme slp. There was a knock on the door, i went out to take a look. What i saw stunned me, and indeed wad a surprise it was. haha. sudden mood chnge. im realli veri happy actually. heex. spending time with u, is better thn anything else. take gd care k..

hmmm fri was also the deadline for the submission of the bursary application alr. Mann, dun even noe whn will they start notifying pple, hope they cn do it asap, rather thn let me wait hopelessly. i await gd news only! hahaa. wa bt the tot tt super alot of pple applied for it too, juz makes me feel like i dun stand a chance alr.

today, sat. Felt damn tired. mann, woke up at 9.30am pack up and went harbour front meet my frend go sentosa. whole journey was practically draggin myself. reached sentosa went to collect my islander card first!!! haha. at ther so long alr..lol went to siloso beach. promised nt to be so tann..hahaha.. so bought a block lotion, bt at the end of the day, it seemed rather useless, i still gt burnt.! HAHA. was pretty shagged aft tt, ao juz went to grab smt light, shop a little and we left separate ways. dinner at grandpa hse. yummy! haha.. cldnt stay long, my soul was pestering me to go hm quick.HAHA!

the rest of the pics haven gt yet. tis pic NOT use my phone take wan!!! gt it clear.hahah

these are wad i bought today.. hahaa.. the specs is inspired by odell!!~ LOL

oh ya, my class suddenly all become so hardworking!! DAMMIT!~ nt even 1 wk of sch yet rite, they were all chionging their wrk, GOSH! i cnt let thm go too ahead of me, i gotta pace up mann!! LOL... but of cos thers always an exception, hahaha. u'll noe ltr.. lol!

early muggers! scaryy`

tis is the exception one!

an eg. whn u drift out frm mugging~ hahaa

Ended my post @ 4/29/2006 02:30:00 AM

okiee.. tis is a continuation of today's blog..hahaa.. well sch ended at 4pm, was raining ants and flies. haha, went cck meet terrence thn go gyming, actually wanted to bring glenda go see doctor, bt she insist tt shes okie alr and tt its nt necessary for it. So okie lor, cn go gym instead. pump for an hr plus, went lot 1 to hav dinner, and ermm yea shop abit..hahaa.. i bought a billabong tee and a boardshort.. while terrence bought a tissot watch! omg.. its nice! haha.. in the end he spend more thn me! LOL.. headed hm aft tt..
dunno uh, my mind seems to be somewher else. haha..

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/26/2006 10:13:00 PM

hmmm nw in sch blogging.. haha muz be wondering rite.. the damn teacher 1 hr alr still haven come! dammit!! still made me rush to sch for nth.. aaarrgghh... okie..

well din blog ytd cos too tired alr, but anw, ytd my class started at 1pm for my marketing module. And u noe how long the class is? GOSH!!! 4 WHOLE HRS!! realli cn die. but luckily the lecturer had smt on, release us an hr earlier, or else he wld hav been teaching us in our lala land alr..HAHA..

went squash trning aft tt, thn volleyball trning ltr, but due to vball trning had SOO many pple, it made it so boring, so went back to squash. Well gt to noe sme yr 1 pple, theres crappy ones, exaggerating ones, blur ones and oso poser ones! hahaa.. perhaps image realli too impt to thm even whn playing sports.!! LOL... trning ended at 8.45pm, went to wash up, chnge thn left sch alr. TIRED!!! *glenda im realli sori, realli din mean to injure you, hope u'll gt well soon. i'll be responsible for it.*

mann the lecturer still haven come.. grr tink aft tis i'll go self declare break liaoz..hahaha. for nw at a glance, my whole class is lan gaming. haha, poly life is juz pathetic!! LOL.. shall cont. tonite if thers anything to write about.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/26/2006 09:00:00 AM

term starts again.. and...

its the 1st day of sch!

and

its alr so dumb dumb!!

wanna noe y... grrr.. my class is to be frm 10am - 2pm today.. and noe wad.. halfway thru my first class.. tt InDiAn lecturer for the subsequent class for the rest of the day came in and said " hi class, as u noe tt ther will be my class ltr, and i suppose u guys haven bought ur books yet am i right, and so due to im quite busy too, the class will be cancelled. " DAMN HIM!!!

i come to sch pathetically cn say for no reason! cld hav juz self declared one more day of holiday.. grrr.. since the first class was oni intro. aarrghhh!!! in the end ended sch at 12pm instead. went to settle sme sch stuffs and bought all my modules books. mann the queue was sure long mann. haha.. bt u noe impatient me sure hav my ways..LOL.. had lunch in sch before going hm. hmmm the sch was practically flooded with the new batch of yr 1s! grr... and 6/8 of thm were all so tall.. damn! haha.. bt at least it made me felt beta.. haha.. lots of funny type of looks and dressings..lol.. perhaps they were trying their veri best to impress..hahaha.. slowly u'll tend to notice it'll gt more and more casual..hahahah..

well heard a friend of mine said he saw smeone carrying a squash bag in sch.. haha.. wondering, pro? haha, well my logic applies again. havin a bag doesnt mean pro, same goes to doesnt mean a runner with lots of shoes means he runs damn fast. HAHAH.. okie nonsense again.. well went back to sch for squash trning at 6pm. was raining dinosaurs.. gosh.. and clever me wore the ripcurl-frictionless-slippers.. haha.. slipped lots of time, bt din fall. haha.. bt i dun like tt feeling..lol.. like ur heart skip a beat like tt..hahaha.. hmmm trained till bout 8.30pm. damn tired alr! and whole body damn wet!! grr.. left sch.. went to grab a bite b4 heading hm..

~and thx to u ah fee* my elbow realli hurts!! grr.. i make sure i fry pancake on ur face nxt time!!!~ haha

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/24/2006 01:26:00 AM

well heres the smt i wanted to write for you.

All About You

I spend everyday missing you
but what can I do
I just can't help it too
all I do is think of you

Mann, I'm just so in love with you

Dreaming about you all the time
makes me think about how you're mine

I need to see you again
the time is ticking away
its getting harder & harder each day

My heart longs for you everyday
in everyway

Missing you is what I do
until I see you again

The pain is getting too much
I'm missing your touch

Everytime I think about how when I say, I love you
you'll just say " me too "

it"ll always make me smile.
",

][ just for you ][
][ love you ][

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/22/2006 12:43:00 AM

YAY!!!

today finally last day of wrk alr!!

but

starting school alr.

DAMMIT``

gosh.. been waitin for tis day so long mann.. hahaha.. tho sme unemployed pple mite tink tt im CRAZEE!!! so happy tt gt no more job.. haha.. perhaps im juz nt ready for the working life. Im still more of the playful type, juz pure 'innocently' enjoying life.. hahah.. i alr hav someone so impt, wad else more wld i ask for. heex. hmmm school gonna start on monday ler.. sianzz.. bt cos of the sports.. hurray! haha.. need to fight back my position alr.. it aint easy overthrowing me! one thing juz motivates me on too much, tt perhaps may have led me to a bad attitude wise, which is i dont like to lose or admit defeat. I know tis may sound kind of a poor sportsmanship, i may have juz developed this ever since competing at high levels of my major sport, bowling. Giving it a thorough thot, I've decided to give it one last try, to set my flame burning again, and giving myself a 1 mth intensive trning in bowling, and gt back into the national youth team again.(aft knowing tt they're nt tt bias alr). im gonna prove everyone wrong, esp those who look dwn on me. I'll be back on the lanes again. To think i was once tt gd, i'm sure i cn make it back tt lvl again, or perhaps even better. haha tis is starting to sound abit exaggerating, beta start trning first thn say. LOL..! hmm time to clean off the dust.

hmm.. tink i shall go write smt for *U* again.. haha. nxt post yea.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/21/2006 02:19:00 AM

mann finally the "crisis" is over.. it was realli a suffering period. But yet, i din felt much pain from it, cos you were ther for me through tis affliction. And i realli appreciate it alot. u were all i had in my mind through the tormenting process, u kept me going. Thx alot! and nw im convalescent. I'll be back to my usual hyper self again! haha.. shoppin, sports, shoppin and sports!! and of cos nt forgetting u, my precious! haha.. ", well today my sch called me.. they gonna refund me my money for the jersey, jackets and those competitions whn sch reopens!. Cos they said they'll be fully sponsoring our team..hahah..!!! "Say 3 cheer!` Say 3 cheer!` Say 3 cheer for my money back!! hippip hurray!~ hippip hurray!~ HIPPIP HURRAYY!!~~" hahaha.. gonna hav a shoppin spree tis weekend! dun wry.. i'll recycle the paper bags! hahaha.. oooo im juz so excited bout it.. nt oni bout shoppin, bt for another reason too.. heex.!

[[``uoy evol i ``]]

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/19/2006 12:19:00 AM

haish.. Is everyone prone to getting sick nowadays, or issit to me only. damn!! im so down with my normal common illness again.. FLU!! aarrghh.. no choice.. gt a sensitive noise.. maybe my nose was influenced by my personality.. haha. my colleague was dwn with damn bad flu the past wk.. maybe i got it frm her.. so dumb dumb.. perhaps its revenge, cos i kept teasing her evrytime she about to sneeze.. haha.. thn make her cnt sneeze.. i know tt type of feeling, its real irritating!! haha.. nw im the one getting sick.. but getting more types of illness thn her.. dammit! kenna flu, slight fever & worst of all soar throat.. grr.. realli veri uncomfortable! kaoz.. tis bloody 'virus' realli ruined my day.. no mood to do anythin at all.. guess wad.. i today go wrk like nvr go wrk like tt.. din do a single thing the whole day.. feeling damn weak and lethargic.. grrr.. in the end juz watch movies to pass time... mann bt tis is the last wk of wrk alr.. cannot dun go wrk.. muz earn the full caps! aarrgghhh... muz tolerate! it'll be over soon.. *i guess* . Oh ya.. even today whn i read one of the magazine in the office, i read bout my zodiac sign rite.. gosh... it realli state wad im going thru.. tis is so freaky.. but tho i still dun realli trust such "nonsense" man-made predictions.. but anyway, it says " Mercury, the planet responsible for your brilliant ideas, is still on your side, and you can be as certain as you ever will be that decisions and choices that you make now will be the right ones. As a matter of importance, you should also pay very close attention to financial developments and expenditure, and also to your health." haha.. mann juz hope tis virus crisis wld be over soon.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/17/2006 10:55:00 PM

hmm, well my weekends were grt! bt dammit so fast over alr..aarrgghhh.. well knew my air con's full potential today.. gosh.. realli darn freezing! haha.. juz tot of some stuffs so decided to hav it here.. with a few more lines added to it..HAHA... *u guys shld noe the top few lines is taken frm wher* LOL

whenever theres a fool,
theres always a flirt.
whenever theres school,
there'll always be homework.
whenever theres a beat,
theres always a drum.
whenever theres a match,
theres always a winner.
whenever theres me,
i'll always still love you!

[ ", ]

aarrgghh today went window shop. decided wad to buy when i get my pay alr! OLE!! but damn..still gotta suffer for 5 more daes of waking up early in the morning.. so kuku sia!!! even during sch days i oso dun need wake up so early. but the oni diff is... one pays me, the other i pay thm... hahaaa.. well i gotta sit & wait to meet again uh!! grrr.. heex. mann tink i gotta go buy the ear piece again for the nano.. i've like lost 4 pairs of it alr.. aarrgghh!!! mann i still nt realli wan to gt back into study mood sia.. oni enthu for the sports.hahaha... okie for nw.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/16/2006 11:26:00 PM

well haven gt the pics frm my friend at the birthday party tt time... will upload as soon as its with me. Nth much to blog about lately. Been having GRT food lately, hahah.. oh ya i juz bought 1 more levi's jeans again.. cos tt time walkin arnd thn saw the levi's shop at taka ther gt up to 70% discount!! chiong ah!!!!! haha.. actually wanted to buy more.. but alot no sizes alr.. sianz! aarrgghh getting my pay cheque soon! OLE!!! thn it'll be shopping time.LOL, but on a controlled basis..hahaha...plan to change a new look to my room.. repaint another colour, chnge of flooring, and shift evrything to new position! haha.. or else veri boring sia. no wonder evry nite cn make me slp so fast! HAHA.. perhaps add a few more things too. since nw kinda too much space alr! LOL.. well tis coming wk wld be my last wk of wrk le.. come to tink of it kinda fast sia.. and the following wk. SCH STARTS!!! yay.. i cn finally go back to my sports.. hope ive nt lose out alot.. need some time to catch back.. *hope tt fee haven improve yet* HAHA.. beta train hard alr.. in yr 2006, i muz get into the ivp team for SQUASH, VOLLEYBALL & BOWLING!!! i wan more medals more trophies again!! grrr... ermm studies.. errr aft tt perhaps.haha.. since my timetable is so damn kukuly slack! haha.. more time shall be focused on sports & fitness! haha..OH YA!!! the sch still owes me 60 bucks! damn thm!!!

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/15/2006 11:50:00 PM

hmmm.. as usual wrking daily.. well nvr skipped wrk at all tis mth..haha! gt a promise to make. yep. well recently juz came a new colleague. dunno y, cnt talk much. cos i keep asking qn, and he ans tts all. cnt he cont. the converstaion..gosh.. okie nvm.. enuff of him.. gt frustrated with my boss today. he kept insisting tt my documents to be submitted are wrong.. in the end whn i explained evry single details to him.. thn he admit he wrong.. gave me a smile.. i cnt even be bothered to look.. juz walked awy.. grrr! well walked arnd tell jokes here and ther.. hhaha as usual.. or else damn boring sia!!! nowadays always go back by mrt.. dunno y if take bus will feel abit nauseous.. thn will be damn uncomfortable.. well as usual still gyming 3 times a wk.. oh ya!! i today received a msg from a friend and it realli sound damn wad lar! gosh!!! here goes " my dear friend, this thurs wld be my birthday, pls come and be accompanied by a present or else cnt enter, haha. each person to pay 10 bucks too. thx" cn u believe it.. ask for a present and still need to pay 10 bucks!! wad the hell.. sumore its still a guy! i tink he wait long long yea..haha.. ill support mel instead! HAHA..

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/11/2006 10:03:00 PM

well evrythings been going pretty fine tis 2 days or so.. but gt nth to write.. so well.. decided to post the lyrics for this song. self edited the lyrics.. so if u sing it with the original song tune.. it'll sound abit weird.haha... *i know it sounds quite silly, but bear with it k* yep.. i quite like this song(original version)][haha][ but sounds abit too sad, so made it nt sound so sad]hahaa

-Feelings-

you're always on my mind, from the time i wake up,
till i close my eyes.
You're everywhere i go, you're all i love.
Though you stay so far away, just keep getting stronger everyday.
Even now you're home, i'm still missing you.
so tell me where do i start, cos you've made me so fervent,
don wanna let you go.
Maybe you will come back next week,
as this is what spurs me on.
And i know our hearts will find their way,
leading you to me, and all i can do is sleep and dream,
all about you.
My friends keep telling me,
that if u really treasure,
you've gotta seize the chance,
if you return in time,i'll know you're mine,
tell me where do i start,
cos you've caught my attention,
don wanna let you go.
And i know you will come back someday,
for the hope i held in me,
and i know our hearts will find their way,
cos we've set the path,
everytime u bid goodbye,
all i can do is watch u leave,
i felt like holding you back, i am loving u so much,
why do we go dreaming cos i know you're always there,
and all the time i act so brave i'm shaking inside,
why do i feel this way, maybe i love you so.
I know my love, you will come back someday,
that is all i know,
i know our hearts will find their way,
regardless of any misconception,nothing will come in between us,
and all i can do is sit and wait,
for us to meet again.
Awaiting,
for the day to come.


][ its meant for u][ ",]
][ ill keep my promise][
][ and i love u so][

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/09/2006 05:25:00 PM

well took some pics today... u cn say tt im bored.. cos im realli bored..!! haha.. ther they are....

tis is wad i ate for lunch.. aft eating salad still damn hungry.. cnt take it alr..LOL..
and guess how much is tis.. gosh!.. its 7 BUCKS!!! WTH!!! most expensive bryani i ever eaten mann!!!

tis lady.. realli OMG!! i saw her plate coming with extra added noodles.. 5 mins ltr ALL GONE!! cos i juz started eatin oni.. like wad the..im startin to wonder did she pour the noodles dwn into her oesophagus sia! scary!!!

and as for tis i name it the "wasted everest" HAHA.. gosh nt even eaten a single bit and they left.! mann..

tis is my colleague oso my classmate a.k.a overgrown hobbit! LOL...

and finally.. yours truely! hahaha... ",

hmmm well today suppose to go for my driving test, but something cropped up last min.. so gave it a miss.. going for it on another day. The magazines kept me awake thru out the whole journey..haha.. first time sia..LOL.. well i msged tt person tt i wld be waitin at the bus stop.. to clear the misunderstandings and also to apologise for the hurt i've caused.. but i waited for whole damn 2 hrs... still no sign.. my mood realli chnged.. i've nvr waited so long b4.. i alr gave way to u.. wad more do u still wan.. if u dun wan to appear.. a msg to tell me wld do.. and dun need to let me wait ther like some bloody fool.. u said u need time and will msg me again.. okie i respect it.. vice versa i hope u respect my decision too... and i hope ur not takin it out on me for lettin me wait.. i will be seriously damn pissed off. I shant let tis matter ruin my day. well juz bought the chen wei lian's album AGAIN!! dunno who ah!!!! go and misplace it!! LOL.. mann my daily routine is gettin real sian!!! but for our future.. chiong ah!! hahaha.. today in the office told one of the accountant a lame joke.. she "huh?".. so nvm.. i told her the ans she "huh?" again.. wa piang!! her blood nvr boil my blood boil first mann!!! gosh.. -_-" till thn.......

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/05/2006 11:48:00 PM

haha well... today started of damn lethargic!! and its super lethargic!! gosh.. woke up early for wrk.. and FIRST time ever.. i board the bus got no seats... sumore is bendy bus.. omg! aarrgghh.. well no choice.. stand.. oni got a seat aft like half an hr.. aarrgghh.. was so happy!!! haha.. pathetic rite.. bt noe wad.. in the end i suffering.. i directly under the air con.. cold like hell.. slp oso cannot.. mann.. tsk. bt today at office damn slacking.. haha.. juz compiled the wanted documents for the printin guy to take.. thn i nth do alr.. hahaha.. lunched at noodle hut.. yummy!! finally had my mango pudding aft daes!!!! hahaha.. bought loads of magazines back to office.. haha.. thn d/l shows of cos.. haha.. cureently gt 3 damn nice shows d/ling.. *hint : it aint out in the cinemas yet!* hahaha.. today veri siao the office connection.. the d/l rate suddenly chiong till 100+!! haha.. so cool.. hmm time flew of cos... cos i kept chatting..ahah.. went to meet friend for gym at cck stadium again.. and tis time realli gotta take a break frm gym alr.. haha.. aft 2 consecutives days of it.. mann.. registered french language and fundamentals of marketing as my modules.. hahaha.. hope it wld be fun.. till thn........

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/04/2006 12:17:00 AM

haha before i start off...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
yelun

hmmm juz scanned thru my calendar.. thers realli alot pple bday.. haha.. hmmm but shant be a baddie uh.. haha.. cos its SHOPPING TIME!!! LOL... bt sincerity counts rite..haha.. so if i buy smt not expected of.. sori yea..hahaha... hmm well today no wrk! hahaha... actually tot of goin dwn squash.. but.. promise my friend gyming alr.. so another day thn.. so yea... went swim at cck stadium bout dunno 2+/3+.. haha forgot.. till 6pm like.. go wash up.. thn go gym..! feeling quite shagged.. mann tt 20 laps is realli smt! gosh... got to know tt one of my aes friend workin alr... but is like 1 wk wrk 2 or 3 times... but guess 1 day pay how much.. OMG lar.. 100 bucks.. gosh.. he wrk twice is equivalent to me wrking 4 days.. WTF!!! tis is so not fair.. haha.. but nvm.. i shall accept my fate!! aarrgghhh..LOL.. got an appointment tmr.. hope i cn get into the module i wan.. PLSSSSSSSSS!!! okie thn

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/03/2006 10:45:00 PM

hmmm... woke up at like i tink 3pm? haha.. slept pretty late last nite.. so cnt be blamed..LOL.. spent the day chatting... yep.. and also updating my phone stuffs.. haha.. went out with friend at bout 6.30pm like tt.. to town for dinner yep.. went hm shortly aft tt.. din spend much! haha..

hmm well i juz wan to say...

!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
to
ALAN DING
!!!!!

well altho hes my rival in bowling.. but hes still my friend afterall.. haha.. hmmm was wondering.. y not be born on april fool's day instead.. it'll be like so cool lar.. ahha.. and it'll make u my first friend i noe whose bday is on tt day!!! haha..

till now im still laughin at the replies of the april fool msg ive sent.!!! HAHA.. i juz cnt help it.. LOL.. shall post the msg here..haha

hey, i want to be frank with you.
The truth is i never liked this friendship.
I think its the worst mistake one could have done.
I regret knowing you, and i just want to say this,

Happy April Fools Day!!!
and damn i love our friendship!!

hahahahz... beta pray tt i dun get any retributions!!! LOL ",

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/02/2006 01:39:00 AM

hmmm well as promised i wld upload all the lame pics taken with fee, and is L.A.M.E , its taken at near clark quay.. at the fire station ther, with their monuments, gort some intro bout it below.. but din take.LOL. Durin the process of tis "photoshoot" its damn embarrassing mann! evrybody look at us like sme idiots like tt, haha.. but who cares.. we'll oni see thm once...hahaa... thn aft tt.. walk thru or rather cut across fort canning park.. abit eerie tho.. haha.. to go ps ther take bus... hmmm well today was the day alr... a day well spent.. err.. sori bout me lying k.. u need to gt use to it.. cos im lye! HAHAHA... now i reali understand.. trust, faith & confidence is realli so impt... bt i seem to still hav some flaws with it.. i realli need to start coping up with the diff type of feelings entering my heart.. some words did reali hurt me deeply... perhaps.. i shld start going with the flow of my chnge of character... i cnt be so dead minded and tink tt evrythin wld turn out to be wad i want it to be... smt it cld be quite upsetting. Well, nth always goes perfectly fine rite.. and ive juz gotta accept tt.. haa.. but noe wad.. ur so not leavin me.. too bad..LOL.. hmm well.. ytd one of my friend called.. say go gym tgt.. and hav it as a weekly routine.. haha i din mind.. hmmm.. 1 wk go 4 times.. mon, wed, fri & sun! LOL.. cool rite.. duno y sudddenly he gort such a tinking oso.. LOL..today's APRIL FOOL!!!.. haha.. sent msges to evryone.. so funny all their reply..lol.. those realli at least abit kenna shock ah.. are juz my true frens mann!!! heex.. oh ya.. juz chnged my hp colour to black..haha.. like it mann.. or else tt previous colour i see oso sian alr.. haha.. anw i had an enjoyable day today.. thx for making it so.. *hope u like it.* heex ",
-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/01/2006 12:01:00 AM

haish.. hmm haven posted up the pics taken ytd wan., will do so soon.. not realli in the mood for tt now... well nvr tot tt a close friend cn actually mean harm... to tink tt i put in my absolute trust in u for yrs.. and yet.. with juz one action u've totally betrayed it all... am i always being too kind and friendly to u.. tt uve actually treated it as my weakness. But y.. did u realli bear to do it, to sacrifice the yrs of friendship?... all of a sudden i feel like i dun realli noe u well... oni to realise perhaps it was juz all an act? wich muz be concluded at the end of it.. if ure realli havin probs... im more thn willin to giv a helpin hand... but u need not lie to hav urself gettin the benefits... it realli does hurt.. do u even noe how hard it took me to raise tt sum of money... and yet... my pity and sympathy for u was juz makin me be like one fool... altho ur out of contact alr.. and i noe myself.. i wont be gettin it back alr... i tink i wont pursue it alr... ill juz hav to treat it as a lesson to be learnt... but isnt tis lesson too expensive to bear... tink bout ur conscience, do u feel gd about it.? if u dun feel anything, perhaps all tis yrs of friendship shld nvr even hav started. Do u noe.. uve made me feel so lost.. made me lose my confidence.. afraid tt out ther.. ther mite be another sumone like u also..

Ended my post @ 3/31/2006 11:52:00 PM

hmmm... today as usual wrking... haha.. took 188 all the way... haha.. and so embarrassing!! sme auntie gotto wake me up whn the bus terminated at harbour front.. .gosh! sumore whn i wake up so mani pple lookin.. WTH!! but well dashed out of cos.. hahaa.. reached office.. slept for 2 hrs first.. haha.. cnt be blame, too tired alr.. heex.. lunched at pasta mania again.. im so getting grossed out by it.. *YUCK*... aft tt... i din notice tt chermaine & rina was starin at me... till my friend tell me..!! haha.. sori uh.. i was too engross at the show alr..heex.. well chatted awhile... i realli din expect to see thm ther.. hahaa.. cos its like rainin too.. so ask thm.. reason.. see doctor.. i was like wad the! bukit batok doctor lousy meh.. muz see harbour front doctor.. hahaa.. well went back office.. -slacked- haha... d/l loads of videos.. and a movie.. hahaa.. cool rite.. chatted whole day.. it juz keeps me occupied.. time passes fast tis way oso..heex.. super freezing today... luckily they din install slurpee.. or else ltr brain freeze oso.. HAHA... left at 6pm! and how kuku.. hp batt FLAT!! booo... grr.. -_-" oh ya.... read a fren's msn nick.. kinda funny tho.. "how u define F.U.C.K.. Friends U Can Keep!!!" cool eh

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/29/2006 09:04:00 PM

yep.. tis is the V3i fone tt i quite like tt wan.. haaa.. but still considerin.. dunno bout ( ' . ' )
LOL

hmm well tis 2 days hav been so so.. yep.. nth much lar... still the same wrk... haha.. no life rite.. but whn pay day comes.. u will noe wads LIFE!! lol... hmm well.. ytd.. suppose to go for tis theory practice.. but forgo it.. cos too early alr.. so shall go another day... my mum suddenly cook ytd! tt realli surprised me..HAHA... well.. yummy as usual.. haha... bloated AGAIN!! cos abit siao siao lar.. haha.. 2 person eat oni rite.. she cooked till 5 dishes.. i was like... NTUC givin out free food issit?! HAHAHA.. aft tt was searchin thru the papers for handphone ads... found one... im quite +ve bout it.. but dunno bout the other.. yea.. but i still carried on checkin bout it.. haha.. brought the papers to wrk today..HAHA.. reached harbour front.. went for heavy breakfast at mac!! haa.. dunno y suddenly so damn hungry sia..LOL... started typing again.. as usual.. sianz... hahaaa.. lunched at pasta mania.. YUMMY!!! hahaa.. aft tt the half rest of the day im pretty slack.. haha.. called all the outlets.. check out the price of the fone.. haha.. so kuku!! u noe wad.. diff outlets diff priciing!! WTH!!! shant tell whers the cheapest.. haha.. scarly i wan go buy tt time no more stock!! HAHAHA..hmmm the thunder was kinda irriating today.. damn noisy.. i tink the merlion quarellin with it.. hahaa... hmm left EXACTLY at 6pm.. LOL..

Ended my post @ 3/28/2006 09:46:00 PM

hmmm.. well tis post will contain quite a few pics.. yea.. so to tt person..dn say i nvr put alr..LOL..

well lets see..
hav sme updates on my dogs first yea.. happy case is tt they cn get along veri well alr.. sad case is tt shes still not PREGNANT!! mann.. is ther smt wrong with their.. abilities..HAHA..

hmm sori yea.. bear with his precious stickin out.. tink he abit horny whn havin his foto shoot..lol.. well kuku him.. looks of arrogance stickin all over.. wad an attitude mann!! but tink he quite tired lar.. so cnt blame... one day tis bachelor felt so lonely.. so on one fine day.. whn strollin.. he met his dream gal...

ther she is... i juz realise she seems to like to take foto... all the shots i take.. will look at the camera wan..LOL... ohh but i gotta becareful her wolverine claws are revealin alr.. haha.. the looks of lonliness and deprive of a husband is juz written all over her face... haha.. so aft both hav met and got along with each other alr... they're finally married

``````````````````````````````````````````

!!and they live happily ever after!!

lol.... well oh ya forgot whether i got mention bout my squash racket anot.. anw.. yea.. juz went to redo my whole squash racket.. the price was quite abit lar haha!! at first play with it.. doesnt realli seem quite use to it.. but slowly adaptin to it alr... the POWER is juz shiok mann!!! haha.. ther it is..

the green grip is juz seriously outstanding mann!!! ~love it~ hahaa..

oh ya... juz got the pics of jingyang's bday... well ther were lots of food and they were grt!! haha.. mann tink tis part abit the lag.. haha.. cos over for like i tink bout a wk or so le.. lol... but nvm..

yep tis are the peeps of the earlier batch who went... cos we left earlier... before the nxt batch came.. haha.. ther the bday boy sittin!

oh ya took a pic of my YOUNGEST of all cousin...

juz so cute uh..haha

hmmm okie okie... today 26th.. slacked arnd at hm till bout 6pm.. thn went to meet mel and friend... went to bugis ther meet char... yep.. UR TOTALLY LATE!!! but well since so long nvr catch up with each other..nvm thn.. haha.. went to eat spicy steamboat for dinner.. was damn hungry!!! ate for 2 whole hrs!LOL.. super bloated!!! chatted alot.. seems tt i dunno quite alot of things..haha.. need go change my satelite alr.. LOL... aft tt went to cine... wanted to catch MN movie at cine.. but no nice ones.. in the end we booked a rm and........ rented dvd.. haha.. cool rite!!! played com and watch movie.. mann so nice.. laugh till i pengz!! hahahaz... left at 2am.. shared a cab hm... -shagged-... tmr still got wrk.. MANN.. tsk.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/26/2006 03:15:00 AM

hmmm... today dun so colourful alr... haish..
*has smt happened or is ther smt wrong?*
my feeling juz dun feel so rite... tinking too much? perhaps..
haha.. well

today.. ermmm... watch movie at my hse with friend... yea... quite nice... and my laptop memory space depleting at an extrme pace..hahaa... gotta delete some movies alr..lol... tink i burn into cd beta.. thn nxt time still can watch..HAHA.. hmmm ive juz realise smt.. i haven been to the cinema for movies for ages alr... haha... but tho... my a/c inside still droppin at high speed..LOL... well.. i was quite pissed off by a short while today by some other pple... shant let it ruin my day..haha.. went for dinner at lot 1.. yea.. ate alot.. abit too hungry alr..hahaa.... the desert part..ermmm.. suppose to be swt... but i tink its not?..LOL.. -left-

hmmm.. smethin seems to be troublin inside me... has smt realli happened... is like i cnt fig. it out.. shld i trust my feelings... or is it its the culprit tt makin feel so troubled?... but overall im still in a cheerful mood todae.. lol... well tho i gotten my pay cheque.. gosh... still gotta wait till monday!! dumb dumb.. but wont feel tt broke alr.. cos allowance comin soon too.. heex.. woohooo... i cnt wait to start shoppin again.. but not so much tis time.. yep.. mann... i tink all the ivp selections comin soon... beta start trnin myself up alr... cnt lose to the new batch of yr 1.. *if ther are any sporty ones* haha.. hmm..

][today nvr ends, tmr nvr arrives][
=
][troubles nvr leave, happiness nvr comes][

- chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/25/2006 11:13:00 PM

hmmm... wad can i say... today im juz having mood swing? HAHA...

MORNING
i felt damn frustrated and veri low in mood.. 1 thing i was so damn tired... the nxt was the bus practically had no seats.. full up... and i stood all the way frm cck to harbour front!! GOSH gosh wad luck is tis... carryin one damn laptop... is realli makin me feel worst.. and okie... for tis.. not say tt im so damn racist altho im one.. but tis indian on the bus is realli pollutin the air alr.. and i got no space to move in but to stand ther.. sumore he fell aslp.. and keep leanin to me... so haha.. i admit i was abit bad.. lol..but i cldnt stand it alr.. sooo... i took my laptop and push his head "slightly" whn he lean again.. LOL.. makin it seem like it was the bus movement fault..LOL... oops! hahaha...

reached the office... went to internet check my exam results... i was pretty nervous alr.. * clicked view results* oh MANN!!! IT WAS LIKE SHIT! realli shit.. GPA drop like hell oso... frm heaven directly to hell... yes.. its tt serious !!! well felt kinda sad...demoralised... study so hard for wad.. results still like tt.. but nvm at least i still passed evrything... i dun care... nxt sem... if i dun get GPA 3.2 i'll QUIT sports.. errr... tink tts too serious.. heex.. ill............i'll wad.....hmmm... not do anymore shopping!!! HAHA.. yep... so mornin practically din wrk at all.. was ther stonin troubled by my results... worst thing is tt!!! even tt china gal win me!! WTF... she slack more thn me lar... gosh... not fair.. the marker muz be frm china too!! LOL...

NOON
me and my colleague went for lunch at food junction.. i din eat much... whn she came back with her food.. i felt abit disgusted at first.. cos it looks abit disgustin.. hahaha.. the pic below is her food.. LOL

its actually 'mee tai mak' but doesnt the first impression shows tt... it looks like a MEALWORM?haha.. but of cos i din tell her lar..LOL.. it still looks gross to me!! oh ya.. today used the new cologne my frend bought for me... gosh its damn nice... 'david beckham instinct' haha... juz love the smell mann!! whooooo!!! it shoos off indians...! oops.. haha... well today.. in office... watched 'bruce almighty' my god lar.. my friend laugh so loud... -_-" but well i went out to laugh..haha.. im so considerate... LOL...

!!!!OLE!!!!

my boss nxt wk going oversea business trip!!! wahaha... "im flying without wings" HAHAZ... but well wont slack so much oso lar.. complete his assignment asap... thn i can stop hearing houseflies buzzin arnd me.. heex... okie nth much bout today alr... awaits tmr!

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/24/2006 11:41:00 PM

{ OH ya b4 i start.. due to my blog abit laggin now... whn cant scroll dwn.. minimise the window.. and click on the bar again}

hmmm well well... today as usual wrk... but was diff today.. whn wrking half way............


!!! I FOUND AN INTERNET CABLE!!!

HAHA... and of cos... smart me started being able to be connected online.. but ther are disadvantage & advantage!!!

*disadvantage is cant surf the net.. how kuku rite...
*advantage is can go MSN and d/l movies...LOL

hmmm so today... overall.. din realli do much wrk... kept chattin oni..haha.. at least it kept me company... but halfway thru did cont. with the wrk load lar..haha... they're not payin me for nth...time realli flew today!! REALLI!!! HAHA.... tried not to eat so much during lunch... so bought snacks... but big appetite me not enuff..lOL.. TRIED to control.. but in the end the small snacks added up to 6 bucks still.. DAMN!!! hahaa... went for my final theory lesson 1 part 2 tmr... my basic theory test wld be on 5th april!!! haha.. gosh... i study till like i so gd at rd signs alr lar.. haha.. but some i din even see b4..lol... kinda tiring makin to classes at nites.. cant wait for my practicals to start!!! go crash a few cars..haha j/k! hmmm guys im runnin out of ideas for surprises alr... any tips?! hahaha... u said not too ex... but wad i wan to buy for u originally still lingers arnd my mind... im such a disappointment uh.. hahaa.. oh gosh!!! tmr gettin back exam results alr.. it'll be released at 9am online!! mann... luckily i din apply for thm to send via sms... haha.. LOL... tink i see how my frend fare first... and see got hope anot.. if no hope.. im so not gonna go see!!! LOL... im like tis... cant face REALITY!! wahahaha..j/k...till thn..

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/23/2006 12:50:00 AM

hmmm.. today as usaul went to wrk... im realli veri sick and tired of it alr.. but wad can i do.. its my oni source of income now... and smt i need to pamper my love ones too... its not tt they are addin pressure to me.. its my own will... but im startin to feel veri lethargic alr... dozing off often at wrk... and recently got to add on the driving course onto my shoulder... both of thm are realli heavy alr... i realli need sumone to be ther for me.. and be my pillar of support.. im reali gonna collapse soon... but love realli can do wonders.. its it tt im still tryin to push on... but havin tis as my daily routine... i realli cant take it.. am i like so useless..? cant even take such loads.. but do u noe... frm studyin so hard evryday till exams and till now i wrk... i realli haven taken a gd break yet..( *errm except for some days*) while others.. happily enjoying themselves... even going for cca and physical trniin seems to hav a prob... some wld ask.. of all time y choose tis pt of time to learn drivin... but do u noe.. tis is perhaps the oni time i can squeeze in.. i dun even noe how my new time table wld be like.. and i realli realli yearn to drive a car.. esp my dream car..!! but it'll be a long flight of stairs b4 i reach tt dream... well at least i've climbed up a step nearer..

I'VE PASSED MY FIRST TEST!!!

but the 1st attempt i failed... and it realli sent me stompin out of the rm.. cos failed by 1% oni!! like wad the.....
and i gotta pay again to take the test again.. cos i dun believe i can still fail LOL!!

2nd attempt!! guess wad!! I GOT FULL MARKS!! WHAHAHA...

kinda surprised tho!! cos got 3 qns tikam wan!! LOL

now got to proceed to basic theory test alr... and if pass to final theory test.. thn i can start going on rd alr!!!PRACTICALS!!!

-squash today was okie.. nth much.. abit the slack... yea-

*oh ya.. check out the snow effect.. haha*

][ i still love u ][

Ended my post @ 3/22/2006 01:11:00 AM

hmmm ytd din update cos practically was spendin my time meddlin with tis new skin.. to me it looks quite nice lar.. like the glowing effect colour esp... yep... finish transferin all the stuff frm the old blog to tis skin at bout 3am... was pretty shagged alr... tis mornin wake up at 7am.. felt abit feverish... so din go wrk today... cont. slpin..haha... woke up at noon... lunched and went to apply for my driving licence again... for the 1st time i failed the theory.. thn lazy alr.. so now the temptation arises again!! LOL... but since the driving centre sooo damn near my hse.. so still okie lar... hahaa.. and noe wad.. 200 bucks gone alr..LOL... cos i chiong all the basic theory classes today... haha.. get it done and over with... frm 4pm all the way till 9.30pm..haha.. but of cos got intervals lar..lol... i took manual driving... the gal who attended to me said it'll be diff.. but will benefit in future.. so take lor since the cost wld be the same as auto... yep... but the whole process to get the licence wld cost me $2000++!!! aarrgghhh!!.. no way... hhaa.. tmr will be going dwn to take my evaluation test.. gotta pass tt wan to take final theory test.. gosh!! and noe wad..got 70 qns.. oni cn get 5 wrong.. WTF!!!!! nvm.. grrr.. i'll study during wrk tmr.. haha.. mann... 3 more days!! gosh friday!!! grr... my exam results wld be out alr... dunno shld be happy or scared.. seriously tt day i dun even realli dare to go the website ther see... esp whn the loadin part.. gosh.. u will realli feel like smashin the screen mann!! haha... cos im not confident in 2 modules.. and im so not interested to take thm again.. im gonna feel like one dumb dumb lar.. lol.. mann!! hmmm tmr gotta go wrk again... noe wad gears me up to go everyday..haaa... its the food they sell ther.. veri nice..lol.. but eatin too much alwaes hav consequences...lol..if u gt wad i meant..haha.. oki enuff for the day..
-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/21/2006 10:19:00 PM

well im slowly gettin over it alr...time is all i need.. hmmm.. well slept at 6am... woke up at 12pm by a nudge..haa... oni to see tt it wasnt the person im longin for.. went to find.. but wasnt online.. so well... went back to slp again.. woke up ay 2pm... went to beauty world plaza to do my squash racket... changed the grip and the string.. the feelin juz so rite mann.. meet fee ltr.. walked to sch.. to play squash... the others were ther alr... well the effect turned out well.. the power is ther.. feel so shiok! competed for my first match of the day... ahah.. and i won unexpectedly!! LOL.. aft tt.. train and compete more... compete with fee.. my target is always to keep him below 5 pts..haha.. and of cos CANNOT let him win!! LOL... played till 7pm+ damn bloody shagged.. bathed in sch.. gosh... the water kenna the bruise was damn PAIN!! aft tt went twn to hav dinner... KFC... suffered again.. damn bloated... played arcade awhile... thn headed for hm alr... went to coffee bean and get a drink... aft tt hm immediately!!! haha... *dun wry too much k.. nth will happen*

Ended my post @ 3/19/2006 11:47:00 PM

time seem to be passin so slow whn one is depressed... many friends came to tell me not to tink bout it alr.. leave it behind... and continue with my life... but i cant... they r juz not lookin at the situation frm my pt. of view... okie maybe im selfish... but perhaps to thm.. its juz a broken broken glass... cant be fixed back tgt again... its meant to be thrown awy.. but to me... im still findin every means to hav it mended back... tis broken piece of glass juz means so much to me... i noe the state im in now.. im practically juz throwin my life awy... but i juz find it so difficult to stand up on my feet again.. almost impossible... tis fall had alr paralysed me... am i going to be wheelchair bound? or do i juz need the time to heal my wound b4 i can walk again... im realli feelin lost.. can someone juz pull me out frm tis dark rm... and let all tis be over... but i noe.. the oni person's hand i can ever reach out to wld only be u... ur the cure of it all... but frm the way it is now... tink i wld hav to spend my life in tis rm for the time being alr... and feel the way out myself...will we ever meet again? i guess i alr hav the ans in me...

Ended my post @ 3/18/2006 05:15:00 AM

another day hav pass... and nth seem to hav changed.. im still missin u so much... y cant i face the fact tt its all over alr... i juz cant bear to open my eyes frm tis beautiful dream of mine... to fear tt once opened... i wld be livin in reality alr... y muz u be so cruel to me... is ther smt in me tt u hate about or unsatisfied with... we can alwaes talk it out... or issit just... u feel tt i'v initiated the relationship too fast to u... not givin u enuff time to noe me beta yet... or even enuff time to tink it over... im realli for being so rush... but my love for u is realli unbearable... if i wld've known we wld end up in tis state.. i wld rather chose to keep my feelings for u in me... at least we wld still be close to each other.. and not like now... alwaes tryin to avoid me... are u realli tt scared of me now... all i wanted was to tell u how i feel tts all... u need not accept it too... but seems tt u've teated it too seriously... to the extent... tt ur beginnin to develop a fear towards me... y muz all tis happen... if possible... can we return to how we used to be... i realli miss those times... haish... WADS WITH TIS!!!

Ended my post @ 3/17/2006 01:05:00 AM

hmmm well... life hav many ups and dwns... but y muz i hav it in a dwn manner... its realli pointles for life to go on... ever since i knew u.. i tot tt tis wld go far.. u were realli the joy of my life...but thn it juz didnt turn out as expected... were we realli to be destined to meet each other.. but not fated to be with each other... evrythin doesnt seem rite w/o u arnd... u promised tt u'd alwaes be ther for me.. but yet... i can lean on no one to cry on now... are we realli drifting apart so far... so far tt i can hardly feel ur prescense anymore... the moment u told me those words... i felt like i was ther standin in the middle of nowher.. lost is the oni word tt can describe.. i stood ther blankly.. bleeding silently... rite in the middle of my rm.. at the veri spot i was so happy to get to noe u.. but yet those words of urs juz ruined it all... my beautiful dream juz shattered into pieces.. y are u so heartless & unfair...y did u giv the others a chance to hurt u.. but not givin me a chance to love u.. Y? did u noe how much it hurts... even after a few days have passed.. i still cant forget bout u.. u've alr engraved urself in my heart.. and nth can erase it awy... can tis beautiful shattered puzzle be pieced back tgt again.. i dun mind spendin slpless nites juz to hav tis puzzle completed... as long as u'd return back to my side... i dun mind sacrificing anythin for u... THIS IS SO CRAP!!

Ended my post @ 3/16/2006 01:17:00 AM

okie here goes... hmmm on the 12th let me see... nth much happened oso... stayed at hm... glued to my msn... haha... oh ya... brought the dogs go dating... lol... but abit the diff to handle sia... cos they keep anyhow run... grrr... lost my patience... in the end juz unleash thm at a big field.. let thm ownself go and play... wild i juz sit ther and stone... LOL... return hm.. tiring mann!! but at least i still spent some time with the dogs..hahaha... okie now onto today 13th... haish got to go wrk again.. actually the job is kinda easy wan... is the journey tt makes me damn sian... 1 whole hr juz to get ther... mann... u can say tt im lazy... but sittin at the same place for an hr is sufferin mann... so usually i prefer takin the train... at least can walk..LOL...!.. well today my colleague whos helping me wan nvr come!!! grr... but overall today was a super duper slacky day for me.. wahahha... mornin sorted out the documents... thn ready alr by 12pm... went for lunch... came back.. my boss was havin meeting till 4pm.. LOL.. and u noe.. me w/o supervision abit hard for me to keep concentratin on wrk yea..hahaha.. started watchin movie... lol.. aft tt continued to do the typing things.. grrr... so hate it mann.. practically like keep typing the same things!! gosh.. left at 6pm SHARP!!! hahaha... took mrt hm.... bla bla was gaming... thn i oso nth much to do... so went twn with fee... played arcade.. haha... perspired like hell.. gosh.. tirng mann... haha.. headed hm aft tt... din wanta hav yea waitin too long... chatted........

Ended my post @ 3/13/2006 12:43:00 AM

hahaa... hmmm din blog ytd.. cos wanst tt sober yea.. lol.. hmmm well was abit pissed ytd.. cos the boss actually said was half day wan..in the end he made it full day gaain.. cos got more wrk.. dammit mann... so damn selfish.. i like plan my day's activity alr thn like tt... so well worked till 6pm.. thn went to buy a set of clothes... thn took a cab went to meet my friends alr... haha.. the function/gathering ended at bout 9pm like tt... thn gaston fetch us to main rd ther.. yea.. thn me jas glad and dunno who..haha shared a cab... sent the 3 gals hm first b4 me.. grrrr... haha... bypass sec sch.. they havin their sec 1 camp again.. its juz gettin more and more boring.. lol.. tts wad i tink.. went hm... ok today.. SATURDAY!! haha... went hav KFC with my friend.. ordered so much.. omg.!! lol.. struggling to finish mann.. haha.. well aft tt movies... yea.. enjoyed today totally.. thx..

Ended my post @ 3/11/2006 12:46:00 AM

hmmm.. ytd din blog.. not tt i din wan to.. is the damn blogger thing.. dun allow me to.. say wad tt my blog got spamming.. like wad the... if tt the case tell me earlier.. i write a whole junk of stuffs thn like tt.. in the end evrything gone.. BOO!! so well now tt its back to normal.. shall cont. ytd stuff.. grr. haha.. ya... my time estimation wrong again.. kuku... reach ther half hr early again.. grrr... so went to mac.. go drink cup of tea again... tot the smae method wld wrk cos i was feeling veri tired.. u muz be tinking wad method rite.. LOL.. cos previous nite clever me... went to drink teh for fun... and in the end i whole nite cant slp... mann.. so now trying tis method again to keep me awke.. hahaa.. i shall show u...

hahaha.... im so prepared to get diabetes mann.. lol... cos the tea juz wasnt swt enuff.. haha.. and tot of going for teh again.. got 2 packets of their stoopid coffee mate... drank it all up before going for wrk! AARRGGHHH!!! now i'll tell u y they are stoopid... cos it caused me to keep going to bomb... practically the whole morning... mann!! and sumore is not solid bomb.. is machine gun type..HAHAHAz.. okie gross.. !! so well today.. the time seems to be passing damn slow mann.. gosh... oso dunno y i like so desperate for today to end so fast... maybe im juz so looking forward for wkends... well... today the boss treated us dim sum buffet for lunch... externally i was like mann... shldnt hav it... internally i was grining..HAHA... okie im evil....lol.. well ate to my fill... and back to wrk.. suddenly got alot things to do.. so the time.....ZOOM.. 6pm alr.. LOL.. time to leave.. took 188 hm... told myself not to slp... but in the end... yea.. hahahha... hmmm tink i gonna start penning dwn some of my tots since some stuffs are not mentioned here... and tis wld be personalised.. nth of ther wld be written here...yep.. bottled up feelings is alwaes umcomfortable..

Ended my post @ 3/09/2006 08:25:00 PM

hmmm lets see.. well today's the 2nd day of wrk.. grr.. reached harbour front at 8am again.. aarrgghhh.. tink thers realli smt wrong with my time estimation.. i planned to reach ther like 8.45am wan lar.. lol.. cos me and my friend agreed tt we're not gonna wrk for free labour.. haha.. so went to mac and stone ther.. oh ya.. wore my newly bought LEVI'S jeans today.. lol.. well overall today wore quite casual lar.. haha.. started wrk at 9am.. bla bla bla bla... soon it was 1pm..LUNCH TIME!! but i skipped it for half hr.. lol.. cos still got not completed docu.. yea.. aft tt.. went PASTA MANIA to hav our lunch... i was smart enuff not to put so much cheese tis time.. haha.. cos ther nvr sell clorets..haha.. cant expect me not to talk for the whole day rite.. ahaha.. yep.. still had xtra time.. so hmmm.. went for some shoppin.. haha... bought tis cologne.. and a new tee..haha..!! total price.. i shant say!! LOL... went back office.. continued.. tis time my colleague... like wad the.. keep telling jokes..haha.. thn i started to.. and the jokes kept going dirtier..HAHAHAHA... thn watch abit of movies on my laptop.. those funny parts oni.. gosh!!! laugh till so loud.. was realli super embarassing!!.. but cant help it...guess wad no more shows... talk more dirty stuffs again.. mann!! LOL.. but it was real funny i can say... time pass real fast for the 2nd half of the day... u shld noe y..hahah... packed up.. exactly at 6pm ( no free labour) haha... left...took 188 hm again.. slept on bus.. tink bout those jokes.. dunno real anot.. wahahahahaha....!!!! haish seeing u so sickly realli hurts..

Ended my post @ 3/07/2006 08:25:00 PM

hmm okie... as for on the 5th i stayed hm the WHOLE day to chat on msn.. tsk tsk tsk.. dunno how i can make myself do tt too..lol.. okie on to the 6th today first day of wrk.. at harbour front building... (not the shopping mall) lol.. forget wad tower alr.. yea anw.. reached ther.. thn the person brief me and my fren of wad to do... sounds kinda simple.. aft tt whn we started doing.. OMG.. aarrgghhh.. its living hell... so much documents to sort out... mann.. and u noe we gotta start frm wich yr... 1986!!! can u believe tt... mann.. i even by pass one docu wich was on my bday..lol... but i was not born yet..hahah... was damn shagged thru out the day... like body ther.. but my mind is not.. cos aft tt need to use microsoft exel do the further documentation.. thn ther got no wireless network sumore.. gosh!! actually is got lar.. but thn all being secured so cant use.. dammit!!!~ haha.. din realli had the appetite for lunch.. grrr.. went back to office start doign the same thing again.. mann.. and i realise smt whn wrking.. evrybody ther all caucasians... lol.. whn they talk.. oso dunno wad language is tt.. so alien.. kinda funny tho.. haha.. finally off wrk at 6pm... oh btw i started at 9am.. yea.. haha.. so realli tired alr.. thn went to take 188 test the journey back hm how long.. cos its a direct bus.. and noe wad IT TOOK 1 WHOLE HR!!! mann.. reach hm 7.30pm alr.. practically dragged myself back... tink bout tmr gonna do tt again.. OMG!! bla bla bla.. u've got to help mi!!! LOL

Ended my post @ 3/06/2006 09:29:00 PM

hmmm today... woke up at 12pm.. went to cut hair at lot 1... so kuku.. the person keep talkin to me non stop.. ltr miss cut.. i strangle him mann!! lol.. okie. aft tt took a train all the way to KALLANG!! can u believe how it was.. mann.. din noe how to go to the stadium... so took a cab.. reason for going ther.. cos ytd got a gal frm s'pore bowling called me go collect my specs.. (money).. cos i haven collect any yet.. and its pilin up.. oops.. haha.. so went ther today... and kuku enuff.. whn i reached the office.. it was CLOSED!!!! fuck sia... gosh... anw walked out.. took the wrong bus sumore.. suppose to take to twn.. in the end brought me to east coast park.. wad the hell mann.. gave up.. took a cab instead.. i was still early b4 meeting a friend of mine... so went to walk arnd.. see can buy anything gifts anot.. but.. cldn't find an ideal wan.. so yea.. walked all the way to meet my friend at orchard mrt.. *late*.. haha.. so i went to wheel lock place ther first collect my nano and hp.. met ther instead.. yep... aft tt... went shoppin and huntin for nice food..lol.. bought a levi's jeans..haha.. finally aft so long... haha.. thn evening like tt.. had our dinner at cafe cartel.. *extrmly bloated*..!! went walk arnd aft tt... b4 takin a train hm.. yea.. ~nxt time sick... jux let me noe.. its okie..~.. had an enjoyable day!

Ended my post @ 3/04/2006 11:40:00 PM

hmmm.. okie... wad bout today.? all i can say is ive realli enjoyed my day thru out... hmm okie to start off... well woke up at like 1pm i tink.. meddled with my blog... thn went to wash up and meet my friend. suggested cafe cartel.. i was like err.. lot 1 got meh.. haha.. dun hav.. so settled for pizza hut... well.. bill came i insisted paying.. *juz let me treat u k* *NO pay back pls* haha.. hmm kinda filling.. maybe due to the cheese.. haha.. bought a pack of clorets aft tt.. yea.. will hav bad breath aft too much cheese..LOL.. thn went to my hse for movie ... my friend got all the snacks ready alr..lol so fast... well i tried makin it seem like in cinema.. but maybe tis one more comfortable..haha.. cos got bed.. and more spacious.. haa.. oki nonsensin again..haha...well watched till nite.. hmmm time seem to be passing kinda fast whn ur obsessed with shows... grr.. yep..well.. yea...oh and sorrie for causing u not being able to watch final destination 3 today...realli sorrie..
THX for evrything.!.!.!

Ended my post @ 3/03/2006 02:07:00 AM

(theres a continuation of tis date's blog below)
haha.. okie well.. muz be wondering is ther smt wrong with ur com rite.. or issit lagging..haha.. okie let me tell u its not.. main reason is i juz removed the song playing thing on my blog.. well yea.. cos SoMeOne dun like blogs with songs.. haha.. so was removed instantly... lol.. well and oso.. haha juz added tis lame hit counter thing..haha.. juz for the fun of it.. or else my blog alwaes the same old things.. ytd slept at 4am.. juz cant get to slp.. so went dwnstairs the playgrnd ther lie dwn.. see stars.. made a wish to my fav tripple of stars.. haha.. i name it guardian stars..lol.. cos evrytime i look up the sky at nite.. i'll alwaes see the 3 stars wich is in a row first(orion belt).. haha learnt it frm the astronomy club last yr... cool yea.. so yea juz hope tt tis wish will remain in my life.. yea my 3rd precious.. okie.. well fell aslp at the playgrnd.. woke up tt time 6am alr.. so went to eat breakfast.. thn go hm slppppppppppppppp..!! woke up oni at 4pm.. haha.. rather tiring... chatted awy.. hmmm..maybe ltr going to play bowling.. grr.. i'm playin it AGAIN... actually smt i tink of it.. its not tt im sick of the sport.. is cos i need to carry loads of stuffs juz to go play.. dumb dumb mann.. gonna go play at tis newly open allet at bt batok.. haha.. nvr go ther b4.. i shall bring u ther one day.. hope aft a long time not touching tis sport.. ltr will not hav any embarrassments.. haha.. hmm.. well today i juz did a veri lame thing.. cos my hse the 2 dogs haven mate yet i tink... so yea in order to speed up the process.........lol... i held the female dog.. thn let my dog *in-out* her..HAHA.. thn she like became so firece.. so i let go.. hahaah.. hmmm... luckily my friend agreed to lend me one of his lousy fone to use for 2 days.. to sub my fone.. or else i need to use a fone with anthena wan..gosh!!! hmmm.. i shall go make my hair now.. first impressions are alwaes impt..haha.. err tis time im refering to going to a new place.. dun mistaken... heex

Ended my post @ 3/02/2006 07:17:00 PM

tis is a continuation of ytd's blog.. yep.. hmmm went to bt batok civil service club to bowl ytd.. reached ther first.. grrr.hate it.. cos i waited so long for thm... whn all reach alr.. the alley was packed.. gotta be on the waitin list..started playin at bout 9pm like tt.. well the first few shots i threw.. gosh!!! suck like shit... so damn damn embarassin mann.. but thn got back slowly.. haha.. started playin with money.. i was like errrr... hmmm since nvr play for a long time alr.. and oso dowan spoil the fun.. so agreed.. but the bet was small..yep.. LOL i won some cash tho..haha.. covered half of my gm fee alr.. so cool... but overall... my pin action suck ytd.. like whn strike the sound not as solid alr mann.. WAHAHAH...okie nonsense.. well played till 1am.. which the alley was closing.. haha... went to mac to eat with friends... and they and their nonsensical conversations again..haha... took a cab back.. veri near..haha... reached hm super tired alr.. kinda feelin sick... the throat abit the irritatin.. somemore kenna flu.. aarrgghhh.. so long nvr attack now thn attack.. ~dammit~ well went hm.. stuff a whole lot of medicine in mouth.. and went to slp.. HAHA.. well the arm ache back again.. tink i played too much.. dumb dumb.. now im tryin to host a pic.. my friend tell me how to do.. its like so complicated.~~!! mannn... i shall fig it out!! -gone-

Ended my post @ 3/02/2006 01:09:00 PM

PHEW!! finally aft a long waited semester.. my exams are finally over...! but hmmm.. nt tt happy tho...haish... let me tell u y... today str8 aft exam... went to wheellock place AGAIN!!. GOSH..i can realli tell u tt i super dun like tt place lar.. wad the hell.. went to the apple shop.. send my ipod nano for servicing.. smt wrong with the batt... noe wad.. oni by MONDAY THN CAN COLLECT#%$%^$%&^%#@ feeling so despair alr.. i went up to the nxt lvl.. now is my fones's turn... the probs are back again.. and so coincidental the same gal served me again.. haha.. i walked to her.. first thing she said to me not "hello.. may i help u?" she said" huh, again?" LOL
i was like yeaa.. if u dun wan see me.. can alwaes change a new set for mi.. ahahha.. she giggled... fri thn can collect... thn whn she said fri.. i was like.. is ther smt on tt day? but juz dunno wad.. haha.. i sat at the benches ther tink for half an hr..LOL.. thn TOT OF IT!!! i realli hav smt on.. and is impt... so well.. yea.. i shall not go collect my fone... went to ps to hav my sim card changed.. faulty oso.. the weather today~SO DAMN BLOODY HOT~ took a bus back hm aft tt.. and kuku weather... juz whn i step into my hse it started to rain...AARRGGHHH!! y is evrything going against mi...BOOOO... ohh mann... sad sad SAD!! well din wan to stay hm.. so yea went to swim and gyming with my friend.. gosh.. 15 laps of competition pool.. will DIE!! rested an hr or so..thn went to gym.. haha.. my hand feel so water lar.. so din carry weights.. juz train abs.. dumb dumb... whn go bathe tt time so diff lar.. like a slight motion body ache alr.. went hm again! lol..thn went to my sch's bar (halo bar) had some mini class gathering for last day b4 holiday commence... yep.. din drink... for im a lousy alcoholic intaker... those who've seen me drink.. shld noe y...haha.. yea.. played lan.. gosh.. cant believe i did.. hmmm well.. played warcraft.. till now i still dun understand it..LOL.. but nvm juz joined in the blur fun.. left the sch at 8.30pm i tink...

Ended my post @ 3/01/2006 09:35:00 PM

... hmmm lets see wad shall we say today.. well 1stly.. TMR'S MY LAST PAPER!! ole!! well today.. woke up noon again.. haha.. as usual.. check my fone.. the moment i see the veri one and only msg... it jux drew a huge smile on my face... haha.. yea chatted for the whole day... went for lunch with my friend... at kap ther(mac).. my tt friend yea.. famous for being a chatter box.. talked to me for so long.. but yet i took in nth..lol.. was tinkin bout smt else..... haha.. she was so pissed! she ignored me for the rest of the meal...haha.. well understandin me noe tt she loves ice cream.. went to get her one.. haha.. thn she happy alr.. LOL.. juz so easy to coax her..haha.. yea was like studyin whole day cum msging.. lol... thn grr.. stoopid lecturer!! okie i shall not talk bout tt..its juz veri kuku.. *bang*
well oni manage to leave sch at 10pm!! cos of the urge in me to rush hm asap for a fone call.. haha.. i took a cab..LOL.. kinda fast sia.. $4!! haha.. nvr b4 hit such a lower price..ahha.. reach hm first thing first.. phone!..... okie no more elaboration..

Ended my post @ 2/28/2006 12:09:00 AM

PHEW!!! finally got over with my naval paper.. gosh i juz dun like memorisin things mann.. altho it helped me get quite a few As alr..hehe.. wanna noe smt.. i've not slept yet since ytd.. the whole of ytd nite was juz practically studyin.. errr.. but thn 1st half was tokin to my someone yea.. so tt part not counted..lol.. aft tt str8 into studies alr... halfway thru was like realli cant tahan alr.. thn started to stone w/o myself noeing..LOL.. started to tink bout tt someone again.. haha.. stone finish.......OMG!! lol.. 5am alr.. wahahhaa... so start studyin again.. till 8am like went to sch meet friend to study in lib..gosh... tis the first time i got so tensed up for my exam... perhaps i realli had limited knowledge with it..haish... but luckily.. i was accompanied thru out again.. by my friend i meet up at the lib?? No! its tt special person again... it realli made me calm dwn alot... and help mi get things in more clearly.. thx alot.. tho smt study half way.. my mind will wonder off again..!. haha.. but well i dun mind..LOL...spent 5 whole hrs in sch revisin alr.. finally its time to proceed to exam rm.. omgosh.. tense tense TENSED!!! evrybody were like still lookin thru.. and ther i was.. psycho-ing thm to stop studyin..hahahah...pretty stress lookin at thm... went in.. 2pm----------------------------------------------------------------4pm! finally DONE!!!! haha.. went for some "lame" class.. thn went to my friend hse to collect the dog.. aarrgghh!! the journey!!! i dun like!! 2WHOLE HRS... lol.. somemore hp batt flat!! dumb dumb.. well shared cab with my friend hm.. tired tired tired.. haha.. reach hm.. preparin for the hse to collapse! lol.. started ttalkin to yea.. the same person again..hahah.. cant help it.. my mouse seems to be quite auto go click the msn add..lol.. haha.. my energy booster!!! okie... phone time..!

Ended my post @ 2/27/2006 11:26:00 PM

okie... hmm on the 25th a friend of mine came over to watch movies which i d/led recently..haha.. watched 3 in a row.. tirin sia...LOL.. but well overall still okie lar all the shows..ahha... aft tt yea.... thn i went to buy my food... today realli nth much.. but deep in me.. realli glad to noe u.. now on to the 26th haha.. well force myself to get out of bed at like 1 pm.. muz study.. cos tmr is the most jia lat exam paper.. grrr.. went to meet classmate at woodlands ther to study... but u noe lar.. i sure cant concentrate..heex.. so well chatted arnd in the end.. thn went to arcade enjoy.. thn movie.. haha... dinner at pasta mania.. actually the food damn yummilicious wan lor.. but kenna add the powdered cheese till it taste sooo gross lar.. practically forcin myself to eat it!!! aarrgghh... realli filling.. chatted with "u" the whole day... i realli got to noe u more... well i've been keepin it to myself.. and yea kinda uncomfortable alr.. and was oso scared to say out... but phew..luckily it all juz turned out well... U realli made my day!!! im soo happy now... now i noe how difficult it was to talk with my tongue tied..heex ", ~billabong pencil box~

i kinda like tis pic mann.. haha.. cos my billabong cap is focused!! centre of attraction (COA)

Ended my post @ 2/26/2006 02:42:00 AM

hmmm.. juz cant get my ears off tis song mann.. its like nice, meaningful at the same time too...lol
well juz finish my maths exam papers tis morning.. well rather easy thn wad i expected..haha.. luckily wad i din study nvr come out.. LOL.. so whn i look thru.. haha.. big big smile!!! ", so juz did the paper quite relax.. lol... somemore behind still got formulas to help.. HAHA.. yay!!! my maths maintain same grade again A+ *hope so*
heex.. well aft the paper brought shiok go jack's place to hav lunch.. bla bla bla... thn went back to sch.. while shiok went hm.. meet odell.. suppose to study in the library.. but thn ended up chit chattin.. thn went hm.. hahaha.. well there werent much pple in the campus thn.. all havin their exams for aftnoon shift.. sad case..haha.. ooo.. u guys noe bout the NYP sex scandal thing.. haish.. the rumour juz fly fly fly pass pass pass.. and ther it went into my ear.. lol.. yea i juz got to noe bout it like ytd oni.. and guess wad.. my friend juz sent me the sex scandal vid of it.. haha.. curious person usually will get curious luck..LOL.. well yea shant elaborate bout tis case anymore.. the gal so poor thing alr.. but well.. tis pple are juz bad passin it arnd... *excluding my friend* haa.. hmm yea it shall end with me..LOL... okie.. well i shall go take a nap.. and cont. to study ltr..

Ended my post @ 2/24/2006 04:33:00 PM

hmm past few days was juz keep studyin oni so nth bout to talk about... haish.. well finally the day has arrived.. in 8 hrs time i wld be havin my EG2 paper alr (maths)... and yet im still here blogging..lol.. im juz doing preventive measures... for not studyin or lookin thru the bk alr.. haha.. cos ltr do more pass yr exam papers.. thn find out tt got some more still dunno.. thn will feel stessed.. thn in the end will hav to go study again till late in the nite.. ltr enter exam hall.. lack of slp.. mind blank.. in the end study so much oso cant apply.. see im so smart for not mugging now..ahahhaha... well aft tmr.. can narrow dwn my soar revisions to 2 modules alr.. which is the die die module.. but well despos me and friends.. went to calculate the percentages for the module w/o the exam.. haha.. we needed to score at least 30 marks for the paper.lol.. tink was juz tryin to de-stress ourselves oni..LOL.. my exam ltr will be at the convention hall OMG!! TINK ITS GONNA BE SUPER BIG SIA.. aarrgghh... like so classy mann.. woohooo.. die lar.. ltr i score 100 how.. wahaha.. thn my angel will descend and whisper to my ears " wait long long"... LOL.. juz hope tt the paper will be similar to the past yr papers ive done.. grr.. i've done it to the extent wherby i cld juz finish the paper in 20mins and rmbering all the ans.. wahaha.. cool rite.. tryin to waste brain cells oni.. someone juz told me.. i dun gel or wear cap.. look beta... grr.. i feel it oni makes me carry a mushroom up ther if w/o the both lor.. haha.. well doesnt realli matter lar... 1st impression still the best... hahaaa... the song i sent u nice rite.. haha.. recommendations by me are usually so.. lol.. aarrgghh.. ytd my lecturer jux called me and shiok go wrk at harbour front.. the shipyard ther.. gosh.. it muz be damn big i guess.. with all the cruises docking ther.. woohooo... and he say will earn $2000++ i was like.. WOW.. can enjoy more alr.. but thn during tt period of time.. oni can enjoy in the nite..haha.. luckily its still weekdays oni.. the WEEKENDS are mine!! so still okie i guess..heex.. but dun wry.. i'll still find time to meet up with u..lol.. and carry out the activities u plan so so ahead..ahahha.. slpy time.. bye..

Ended my post @ 2/23/2006 12:34:00 AM

aarrgghh tis is irritating me.. i've actuallu finshed writin tis post.. but lousy blogger deleted evrythin.. now gotta do it again.. grr..

17th

well again.. today had a short day of lessons.. cos noon going damen shipyard... but cos of the C prog cant go.. called odell come early.. but YET AGAIN she din.. i cant trust her anymore.. grrr.. w/o her i cant finish the assignment cos program with her.. aarrgghh.. in the end went to the shipyard with my classmates and others.. main purpose was to do some evacuation thing on their newly launch fast ferry... kinda lame tho the process.. SUFFERING too.. gosh whn put on the life jacket.. im like wrappin myself with black metal and standin under the sun.. HOT LIKE SHIT!! aft the whole evacuation.. went on to tour the place.. thn ltr gave us our pay.!! can u imagine tt.. their payin us juz to do tis evacuation thing.. $28 each.. they muz be feelin rich sia.. well left the place at 4pm.. bus took us to jurong pt.. odell was IN sch alr.. grr.. no choice.. took a bus back to sch frm jp... reached sch at 6.30pm.. muz be wondering how come take so long rite..haha.. cos i overslept in the bus.. and it took me all the way to bugis.. grrrr... gotta take another bus back now... kuku.. reached sch.. settled dwn at the atrium at started doing the C prog project.. till bout 8pm like tt.. meet cher and rina... go timah market for dinner... as usual evrytime go out with thm sure alot laughters wan.. LOL... chatted... headed for hm... reach hm.. study.................

18th

most boring sat i had mann.. well it was oni startin at first..LOL.. woke up at like 3pm.. wanted to start studyin again.. no choice exams real soon.. but juz cant gear myself into the mood.. so slacked arnd...started oni at 5pm.. studied till 9pm like tt.. thn started to chat online.. msn.. and oso long time nvr go... irc.. haha.. dun wan to study alr.. lol.. thn got to chat with tis guy on irc.. oni found out ltr tt i noe him.. at tt point of time i felt like some idiot sia.. grr.. aft tt a friend asked wan go clubbin at MOS... so since my sat were nvr boring.. tis shant be an exception.. HAHA.. asked another along.. met at clark quay ther.. thn walked in.. actually tot of if the queue was too long thn 4get bout it go movie instead.. but well reached ther.. was still acceptable lar.. so queued... was $25 per person.. with 2 complimentary of any drinks.. went in was the main dance floor... thn started go tour the place first.. gosh its like so damn big mann.. go thru one exit lead me to another ambience thn more and more b4 leading back to the main dance floor... haha.. got ourselves a drink enjoy the music... thn hit the dance floor alr.. haha.. the music tt nite wasnt so fantastic...grrr.. aft tt get a drink again.. and clever me went to hav vodka mix.. grrr.. bloody hell the vodka so concentrated wan.. aarrghh.. left the place at 3am.. share cab .. came my hse thon... reached hm.. watched some comedy vids..LOL.. thn my friend recommended me tis vid clip frm youtube.. the letter... hmmm, kinda sad and touching lar.. mix feelings... liked the songs in the vid alot... (d/l-ed it!!) esp the song "It's you", juz love it..haha.. whnever listen to it.. juz brings back the memories of my best friend.. how we went thru tis phase of our life tgt in sec sch.. the fun and laughter.. tinking back.. kinda cool!! haha.. well aft watchin the vid.. was damn tired alr... so went to slp ......more tired...... woke up at 7am.. send my friend off... i still got to go sch at 8am to meet my friend study.. gosh... well went back to bed take a short nap first.. cant tahan aft havin such a tiring nite... aarrghh.. whn wake up! the sun shinin brightly alr!! GOSH!!!...........................


~~ oni manage to take 2 clear shots in MOS~~


19th

checked my fone.. haha 22 missed calls.. oops! LOL.. called back.. all left alr..haah sorrie yea... meet fee in the end... go sch study... lib was closed.. dammit.. so go grand stand ther study instead.. saw the squahers trnin.. settled dwn at grand stand alr.. not realli in the mood to study.. like the ambience and the windiness keep makin me stone ther... so for tt day din absorbed much... studied till 8pm.. slacked arnd.. left sch 1/2 hr ltr.. went al ameen hav our dinner.. due to the xtrme hungriness.. ordered quite alot.. 2 plates of fried rice, 1 medium sambal kang kong, 1 medium tom yum soup, 3 drinks.. LOL... well was eatin quite fast till the end v slow.. whn tryin to finish the soup tt time.. aarrghhh.. so hot! sumore keep makin my head so itchy..grr... left the place bloatedly.. wnt hm... showered... changed into my track suit.. meet fee again.. went to bt timah hill... was 11pm alr... haha.. well lame pple will usually do such lame stuff late at nite even whn exams are arnd the corner..LOL... walked into the forest half way.. then tt fee go tell me things.. thn i start to freak out.. U-turn walk back out again.. wahhaha...thn whn wan to go in again.. he go tell me more things again.. grr.. wad... wad if whn come out the route change thn cant exit... or wad if in the forest halfway suddenly go pitch quiet.. no animal sound.. i was like errrrr... im tryin to pull myself to go in.. yet u say such things.. grr..sumore suai suai suddenly i smell the smell of frangipani.. hah.. i scared alr... so I RETREATED AND BACKED OUT... satisfied? though................. aft tt walked to rail mall the 7-11 ther buy drinks.. damn thirsty alr.. haha.. although i wasnt sufferin along the way... track suit juz ze best...LOl... was 1 am alr.. waitin for a glimpse of hope for any buses.. haha.. wait 1/2 hr.. 4get it.. took cab..LOl... went back hm cab fare $5.55..grr recently i juz keep seein same tripple digits mann.. esp the time.. nehneh.. reached hm.. bathed slp...........

20th

went to sch at 9am... meet shiok and the rest to study... at first haven warm up yet.. so was slackin arnd thn start studyin... maths the whole day!!.. went for quick lunch at the atrium ther.. dammit!! not nice!!! the dunno wad paulo thing shop.. yuck!!! went back lib to study... going thru maths whole day.. now im pro alr.. shoot me any qns!!! LOL.. well still got some haven memorise yet.. yea.. the rest left at 5pm.. i stayed on with pei yin to study... attacked the exam papers till 9pm.. thn i left for hm alr.. was damn shagged...studied for 11 hrs today.. maths drivin me crazee alr..went to ntuc buy sausages and go hm cook for dinner... had an early nite.. still got to wake up early meet thm in sch again tmr.. we'll be doing so for the whole wk til the exams.. haish.. no life!!

21st

hmmm.. still got a few more days to MATHS exam.. aarrgghh... well today was suppose to go meet shiok at 9am in lib.. but overslept..haha.. no choice.. the dream was too gd alr.. reached ach.. started studyin in tis rm.. dammit mann!! its like so cold.. my speed of writin gettin slower and slower..grr.. studied till 12pm.. went for lunch at KAP... thn walked back to the lib to study.. grr.. lib packed no more seat.. so went to the atrium to study...kinda hot.. sudied till 5pm.. shiok went hm.. me and pei yin went back to the lib.. cos we booked rm.. but was at 6pm.. so we slacked at the cafe.. awhile ltr went up to the rm.. started drilling a hole into my brain.. memorisin memorisin and more MEMORISING!!!.. hate it mann!!! studied till 9pm kenna shoo-ed out.. lib was closing.. haha.. so went to the atrium to continue.. left the sch at 11pm... GOSH!! today study even longer..studied for 12 whole hrs.. hmm.. how come time pass so fast uh.. and not whn im in class...lol..took a bus backk.. slacked.................",

Ended my post @ 2/21/2006 01:31:00 AM

hmm.. today got no sch.. haha.. IS class ended alr.. woke up 2pm+ i tink...started meddling with my nano...haha.. juz discovered some new functions..lol... well... was kinda restless for the day.. perhaps due to the weather.. kinda breezy... makin the colour of my rm look so comfy... with my bed messed up with pillows.. juz indeed havin temptations juz to lie back dwn.. but well.. started to study for my exams instead... evry 2 hrs studied i'll slack for half hr..haha.. call frend talk... bout evenin like tt.. the weather was still v gd.. promised my dog to bring him out for a walk... but in the end too lazy haha... played with him at the corridor instead.. juz bought a new toy for him recently.. seems to love it... well called canadian pizza... came shortly... realised tt ther were too much food! called alvin over help out...haha... aft tt sent him to the bus stop.. thn went back... continue studyin again.. juz got to rmb tt it was actually cher's bday ytd... 15/2.. heex...forgot.. too busy lately.. well i'll owe u a dinner thn... a few more days wld be a few more vballers bday.. and all will turn 18!! GRT... can go clubbing alr..yay!!! finally aft a yr of going with outside frens to club... can go with sch mates alr!!LOL...oh ya talkin bout clubbin..juz rmb some liar say tt will be celebratin bday at a club...wow.. amazing... in the end... well i shant continue...

hmmm squash stopped alr... due to exams... well can take a break frm my arm ache... well come to tink bout it... my yr 1 gonna end like in 2 wks time.. kinda fast... now going on to a nxt phase of my life.. haha.. to tt person.. i'll keep my promise to hav a new look whn i come back to sch in my 2nd yr... LOL.. but dun expect a too drastic change... i still wan my frens to recognise me..HAHA...well my frend juz recommended me a job $8/hr... kinda worth it.. but he say tt place quite dangerous..lol.. wonder whers it.. hmm... hav a plan to go overseas for a short while with frens... cos i got free tix..lol.. my krisflyer points can xchange for a pair of tix.. haha.. now is the tinkin part of wher to go..lol.. well all the fun to be left 2 wks ltr... aft i've killed the demon at blk 72 first...HAHAH... okie.. i wan to......zzzzzzz

Ended my post @ 2/16/2006 01:38:00 AM

hmmm.. well today shldn't hav gone sch.. cos the damn practical in the mornin the results oso submit alr.. no use going too.. but since its last.. so go show face thn.. ended at 11am.. so darn early.. ate in sch with classmate..suddenly received a call.. aft so long not being in contact.. it finally rang again... heard the voice.. my mood totally changed.. dunno how come i felt so angry... juz hung up the fone... left for hm...tinking bout it.. was i overdoin it.. or perhaps it was juz a moment of anger oni.. which din really mean it.. tots...... overslept in the bus again.. so malu!! .. reached hm.. slp............. woke up arnd evenin like tt.. called my friend come over accompany me... haa.. or rather study lar... aft tt went lot 1 hav dinner.. thn left separate ways.. went hm.. study again... cldn't take it at 1.30am alr.. so STOP!! slacked... relax... songs...
hmmm.. dunno how come recently i hav tis kinda feelin.. feelin of like bein lost.. no matter how hard i try... i juz cant find a way out... smt muz be missin frm my life.. makin me feel tis way.. issit realli meant to be u? my soulmate?..

recalled - 11++pm
well i went to tink bout it... perhaps maybe im at fault.. i shld clarify matters first before jumpin into conclusions.. u noe it well, a moment of anger will juz cause u to blabber out things which u do not wan to say at all... no matter wad S.W said.. i din realli trust.. in comparison i noe u longer.. of cos i wld choose to trust u more.. wad u said to me.. made me tink back for some time.. perhaps i did realli like u... anw.. bout the misunderstanding... i'm sorrie "~

Ended my post @ 2/15/2006 03:10:00 AM

13th

well today skipped all classes oni attended 1 of thm... while the rest of the day.. was chiong-ing for my compro practical tmr.. whic is the last time i'd ever see tis module.. so tryin to get all into my head.. grrr... din realli had the mood to go out.. to tink tt theres still a heavy burden on me.. studied till late bout 3am like tt.. oh no is memorisin..haha.. well cldn't take it.. SLP!!

14th

hmm.. valentines? haha.. not tt early for me..lol.. well finally competed my MOL alr.. enuff of copy and paste..haha... going to hav tt compro at 1pm.. go the class early book my seat..haha.. see the qn paper..OH NO.. so the whole 2hrs was juz copyin my friend's ans..lol.. cos she sit in front of me.. the invigilator din bothered.. so practically the whole class was like discussin..HAHA.. tink the china gals gonna flung..YAY!! lol.. wad a bunch of irritants... completed it.. slack in sch.. dun hav squash today... so called my friend say ltr in the nite still meeting... left with fee.. went hm.. changed and went twn meet edward.. my valentine? HAHAHA... hmmm seein the 3 most common things in twn.. roses plushies & huge plushies!! haha... went to watch fearless.. gosh gruesome! left the show alr.. crys called..haha.. din noe she and her gang oso watchin the same show in the same cinema.. and they saw me.. but din see thm.. LOL.. frequency u noe..haha... well went for dinner!!! SUPER hungry.. chatted for quite long.. perhaps long time nvr meet up alr... aft tt ARCADE! haha.. the pple inside ther.. in-describe-able...gosh! gotta leave.. cos was closin.. walked to mrt.. thn went separate ways... i go take 190.. go clarke quay ther meet another friend.. tis wan was last meet notification wan..haha.. wanted to take the Gmax reverse bungee.. but.. i backed out!! haha.. too xtrme alr.. thn ltr went to hav tis dunno wad thing.. looks quite gross.. but taste NICE!!! the place i nvr go b4.. aft tt.. slacked at the river side ther.. gosh.. so dark... somemore got trees overhead..LOL.. look so dramatic.. haha.. left the place... thn got a lift hm frm the frend..haa... gosh!!! its my dream car!!! a convertable!! tho abit cramped with pple.. but i still fell aslp..haha.. cant blame.. im too too too tired!!! wad a long day.........

Ended my post @ 2/14/2006 01:42:00 AM

makeover
hmmm.. today as usual woke up late again.. thn started studyin... but no mtter how concentrative i am.. i juz dun seem to be able to absorb.. its like my body is here.. but somehow my heart is not... decided not to waste my time lookin thru animore since its no use...rather spend my time slackin.. well perhaps i juz need to study with friends.. or else i juz cant dot it.. well went to meet fee in twn at 8pm.. main purpose to go buy my nano's new clothes..haha.. so yea.. went to the apple shop at cine.. bought tis blue wan.. aft seeing others.. actually i wanted the luminous green.. but it come in a pack with other colours s well.. wich cost 54 bucks! crazee!!!..lol.. aft tt went dhoby ghaut u noe lar... thn slacked outside the station.. while i wore the clothes for nano..LOL.. thn........................ ther goes the fireworx!! its damn nice.. it came frm esplanade ther.. for tday last day of CNY alr.. aarrghhh no more free money alr.. dammit!!! haha.. well the scene of it juz so nice.. it juz lit up the sky... well tk tis yr s'pore economy doin v. well.. keep releasing fireworx... somemore.. tis wan is everyday of CNY.. thn new yr countdwn 1 at esplanade wich lasted v. long.. the other 1 at sentosa.. gosh.. now tis.. wondering.. since CNY like so grand.. how come deepavali so-nobody-noe event like tt.. like deepavali ah.. orh okie lor.. lol.. its juz the public holiday tt reminds pple tt its actually deepavali...haha.. okie.. walked and chatted all the way to the bus stop at far east ther.. thn took bus back.. on the way the whole bus filled with tinner smell.. STINKS!!! thn whn it reached cck.. the bus filled with smoke lol.. so cool.. but if it wans to bomb aft my stop i alight alr thn xplode... i still wan to enjoy my term break holidays!!! LOL... well seems like i gotta cook my own dinner again.. kkx ",

Ended my post @ 2/12/2006 12:03:00 AM

~MY PRECIOUS~
11th

well today woke up late noon..haha.. ytd went clubbin... till mornin thn return hm... well wake up alr.. thn go meet a friend.. at nite.. bout 7pm like tt.. went play pool.. thn aft tt went to buy my precious!! NANO!!! took a bus ther.. cos dun feel like walkin.. felt kinda anxious to buy it..haha.. scarly the bloody jame so long!! scared the shop close sia.. haha.. thn went to the shop ask for everythin tt i wanted.. the nano, charger, and skin... total $400!! WTF..!! try to chop me oso dun need so obvious.. so but since i was so into it alr.. din mind the price went ahead to buy it.. GOD muz be helpin me.. his machine cant detect my card payment.. LOL.. so i told him i go withdraw cash thn come back... drew out whole lot of 8 $50.. gosh.. nvr carry such huge sum of money in pocket b4.. whoever robs me.. wld be so clever..haha.. so on the way back.. decided to try askin a few shops.. GOSH!! tis time the shop owner offer me the same 3 set of items for $360!! WTF... so decided to buy frm tis shop instead..HAHA... but oni bought the external charger and the nano.. cos his skin v ugly.. perhaps partly oso due to hes indian.. buawahhahaha... so yea.. finally bought my nano aft much bargains...! aft tt went to eat.. thn walk to the other side to take bus.. suppose to meet my friends at cine... but msged me say wan to go clubbin.. so i juz rejected.. so crazee club for2 nites in a row.. i'll go mad! went park mall ther take 190 to go hm.. scarly i see wad i dun wan, hate , discriminate to see.. a whole packed area of indians!!! gosh.. dunno is some festival thing!! they carry all those needle like things thn walk dwn orchard.. GROSS!! took the las bus.. DAMMIT!! inside 7/8 of the ppple all INDIANS!!! grr.. but no choice to tahan for 20 mins.. reached hm... meddled with my ipod till sun rise..haha.. super tired!!

Ended my post @ 2/11/2006 06:37:00 AM

hazy wazy & fee


fee bday with hazzzzz

tsk tsk tsk.. too vulgar

ryu wanna be

stoopid pple will do stupid things

Ended my post @ 2/10/2006 12:28:00 AM

9th

had my last lesson of com toolkit presentation.. as for wad bout it i shall not brag... it'll juz boil myblood.. grr.. well.. rained damn heavy.. went hm changed thn went meet fee at lot 1... took a bus to jp.. haha... my shin HURTS!!... had lunch ther.. thn walked arnd b4 takin a bus back to sch.. not to say the journey back was how suffering.. was so cold.. the chair so short.. felt xtrmly tired.. grr.. went back to sch.. everywher was flooded...went str8 to the squash court and started playin... thn ltr in the evenin trnin.. tiring again.. well ther were some sad and happy moments wh the squash comittee was announced.. and it can be told frm their expressions.. lol... dunno wads so grt bout it too.. hmm.. well aft tt started to play matches.. pow wee came ltr whn it was like gonna end soon.. aarrgghh!!!! i lost to him again.. and tis time was quite lame.. grr... well aft tt went to cool dwn.. clean up.. thn left sch.. din joined the squashers for dinner... still got abit comunication prob.. dunno wad to talk to hm oso..lol.. bowling? out of topic.. HAHA... well will get to noe thm beta... so went to al azhar eat with fee.. a moment of hunger made me oreder alot.. in the end cant finish..haha.. aft tt hm...

10th

attended 8 am class.. as usual still felt damn tired frm the squash.. sch ended at 12pm instead.. lecture cancelled..LOL.. went to do some sch docu thn went to atrium hav lunch.. quite nice... better thn HOTDOGS!! haha.. well went hm slp first.. cant take it alr.. suppose to meet eddie at 5pm.. haha.. but overslept.. thn in the end i lazy go out alr.. so come my hse instead.. lol.. went jack's place for dinner.. yummy! so in the end juz chit chatted at coffee bean..lol.. SO COLD!.. ltr come hm.. thn i slept awhile.. afr wakin up send my friend off.. grr.. cant slp alr... thn tt FEE last min thn say tired!!! BULL! so yea.. now it 11.50pm.. perhaps maybe ltr in the nite go MOS.. tt wld depend if eric they all can wake up..HAHA..

well.. haish.. exams comin alr.. but still warmin up into the mood of studyin..haha.. cant wait for holidays.. hmmm.. currently i hav a goal alr..haha.. aft my previous goal was achieved alr.. no goals for me till tis came by..haha.. oh btw the previous goal was to enter the national youth team for bowling..haha.. it was oni achieved aft 4 yrs..long mann!! lol... now tis current one wld be.... to enter IVP( squash , bowling and volleyball ) LOL.. altho its not as ambitious as my previous wan... its still not as easy to achieve. squash ah! still abit the tough... perhaps juz due to started not long oni.. some players frm my sch i do admire alot, like the way they play v nice.. esp their fake shots... so yea.. some of the skills i noe or learnt is by watchin thm play wan.. LOL.. and ah.. the more i get in action in squash.. the more MIA i getin vball.. cant be blame.. the weather is not helpin too.. hmm.. still sittin on the fence on whether to hav squash as my priority sports.. or juz playin for fun.. if priority.. thn i've got to start investin money in alr.. and bowlin itself alr took awy a major sum of it.. grr!! but if can find pow wee's racket... i dun mind havin the sport as my priority game ! HAHA.. I juz LOVE sports..!! LOL

Ended my post @ 2/10/2006 12:22:00 AM

hmmm.. well theres lots of things going thru me lately, i juz cant have my decisions made... wads stopping me frm making a choice whn my heart hav alr gave me an ans.. dont i trust my own feelings anymore. perhaps i juz still cant get up frm the minor set back..

6th

well its realli a monday blue for me.. a day which is forever difficult to pass in my education life.. ended sch at 4pm.. thn hav my com toolkit grp meeting at 5pm.. had our discussions and all... left for hm at bout 7pm like tt...had a quick dinner at mobil.. din wanta eat out.. too tired alr.. aft tt went hm slp alr.. the rest forgot wad happened alr.. haha

7th

well... today passes rather fast.. ended class at 3pm.. went for com toolkit meeting again at 4pm.. in the end oni got me and jason.. so jason msged thm say if by 5pm not here thn we go alr.. so at 5pm we realli left.. to say NP library is big.. nah its actually small.. we actually met the rest of the grp members on our way dwn..lol.. so we went up again.. for a short meeting.. thn bout 5.30pm.. i went for squash.. thn went to play warm up first with pow/poh yi..LOL.. dunno how to spell.. kkx.. yea thn while playin he tell me and teach me alot on squash, and quite alot i oso din noe.. so yea.. learnt alot.. haha...but i STILL LIKE his racket alot!!! one day i go duplicate one..HAHA.. wel thn ltr had trning... tiring mann..perhaps din hav trnin like tt for long alr.. ever since i quitted track & field.. so yea.. aft everything.. all pengz!! LOL.. rest awhile, thn played matches.. fun as usual.. thn stopped at 9pm i tink.. hmm on the way to squash rm.. poh/pow yi said lots of things.. but frankly speaking.. i dun realli understand most of it.. haha sorrie uh... but i'll keep my promise tt i made... tt part i understand..haha! left with fee go hm.. felt xtrme tired..aarrghh.. go hm actually suppose to study C prog written exam for the nxt day wan.. but cant stand it.. went to slp alr..LOL..

8th

hmmm today woke up bloody early, cos juz for manufacturing class.. thn the rest of the day no class alr.. so decided to wear shorts go.. so tt they'll forbid me to go for lesson.. but i turned up.. so cant blame..LOL.. so reach sch.. went to the class, they shoo me awy, left for the library.. met a classmate of mine on the way.. thn decided to pon the class oso.. so went to the lib to study C prog exam.. lamer her wanted tt we study on diff lvl to prevent frm gettin distracted..haha.. so she took 5th i took 4th.. well i went to get a sit.. thn SLP..LOL.. till bout 11am like tt.. thn started studyin.. shiok joined me ltr.. thn thrifty us decided to hav hotdogs for lunch.. gosh.. ate 2 of thm each and bubble tea.. thn went to print some materials.. thn went back lib continue study... till bout 5pm like tt we made our way to the exam lecture theatre.. cos quite far.. exam started at 6pm.. 1 1/2 hrs paper.. whn flipped thru the paper i was like OMG!! die.. but well i juz went step by step dd all tt i knew.. thn the rest blanked!! LOL.. but tink still can pass lar.. aft tt took bus to jurong pt.. meet fee and haz.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY malay pig, fee!!! went to hav swensens for dinner on me... with a $10 discount for my payment..HAHA.. treat it as a bday present for him.. chatted arnd.. thn had tis bday ice cream for him.. haha.. ~SMASHED~ dwn he went.. LOL.. left the place arnd 10.30pm i tink.. thn took bus back hm.. with my stomach still rumbling..haha.. i'll make my own feast ltr! HAHA ",

Ended my post @ 2/08/2006 01:40:00 AM

hah.. haven update.. okie juz do a quick summary...

1st

okie.. well today jus had class frm 9-12.. practical in wrkshop.. so kinda boring! aft tt plan to go lib to study.. but thn too tired.. so slept awhile with my friend doing her wrk.. thn slack for 7 whole hrs.. thn started havin our preject discussions..lol.. went hm at arnd 8pm.. SLP!

2nd

okie.. today's my IAC presentation... hmm kinda quite successful i can say.. i manage to talk quitesmoothly with my tongue tied... class ended at 10.30am! DAMMIT.. so early again.. so.. went to hav lunch with friend.. thn went hm to cath up with some slp... woke up at 4pm go sch for cca.. went for squash... another hectic nite.. played till 8pm.. went for dinner with friends and went hm... saw some friends on the way... chatted at a play grnd...grr in the end reah hm at 11pm..

3rd

well today.. i can say is the lamest day of my poly life... woke up go sch for my 8am maths class... whn reach the rm, oni me and one of my friend was ther.. and its alr 8.10am.!! waited awhile more cos too lil pple the lecturer dowan to teach.. 15 mis ltr.. the 2 china gals came.. at 8.30am.. the lecturer decided to cancel the class.. FUCK?!! and worst of all i had no more classes for the rest of the day.. oni tis maths class.. WTH!!!!?? went to the lib had a slight snack.. went hm.. continue with my slp!!! woke up at 3pm... need to report for wrk at 5pm fo banquet at ritz carlton.. kuku.. acyually stop wrkin alr.. but cos 1 of my friend cldn't make it need replacement.. so juz help him... reach ther.. entered the ballroom.. WAD THE FUCK!!!! its a buffet dinner style...AARRGGHH... cos buffet style time always pass veri slow!.. it was a DBS bank CNY function... bout 600++ pax .. thn we had to walk arnd the rm with a tray of drinks.. gosh look like some idiot like tt.. grr.. if it were to be those coures type of dinner.. it'll be so much beta.. well while serving drinks and clearing tables.. i was gettin so damn hungry.. thn i walk arnd go look at wad food they hav... haha.. function ended at bout 11pm.. clear up everything till12 am thn off wrk.. GOSH tiring mann!!! but not bad.. get ang pao frm thm..LOL... sumore they got shuttle bus snd me hm..haha...

4th

hmmm todaY gotta wake up early again.. cos got tis squash friendly match again st. andrew's sch... reached ther earlier to get warmed up.. aft tt i was assigned to play the first match..GOSH!! nerve racking mann.. nvr vs outside pple in squash b4..haha.. well won the guy.. thn won another guy frm their sch oso.. rested awhile... thn played with my own sch player.. aarrghh!!! i lost to him!! grrr.. ZHENGJIE!! i wan a rematch!!!LOL... okie.. aft tt went hm shower up.. thn went to conan's hse.. calvin and friends were ther too.. haven seen thm for quite some time alr i tink..haha.. thn played awhile.. thn WAN WEN came.. !@$@$@!#$@#$ left his hse.. thn went to meet cher and ngiap in twn.. haha.. while waitin for thm i watched the chingay parade..haha.. kinda entertaining!.. aft tt we went to eat pepper lunch.. as yummy as usual... thn ngiap left with her firends go clubbin at lquid rm.. aarrghh boringiest club.. lol... thn me and cher roam arnd twn..haha.. veri easy to entertain her.. laugh so easily wan.. haha...but get lost in the crowd veri easily oso..haha.. thn aft tt we like some idiot like tt wait for bus.. whn theres no tans island bus travellin thru tt rd.. got diversion...kuku..thn we took an sbs bus outta twn.. to tarnsfer to another bus.. waited for 75 quite longthn gave up wanted to walk further dwn..thn scarly walk till half way i saw 75 approachin.. thn we run all the way back to the bus stop.. LOL.. board the bus.. thn wn reach back twn area again.. decided to take MRT instead..hahaha.. juz oni aft 2 stops on the bus..LOL... walked all the way back to orchard station.. thn cher left... i wlked all the way to cine meet fee... ate again.. thn watch movie "i not stupid too"... thn while waitin so wanted to go to the arcade awhile.. thn took the lift.. not careful step tis gal's leg.. apologised.. giggled.. thn tis bloody CHAO AH BENG.. scolded.. " laugh wad laugh" thn i was like oops...lol... exited the lift.. thn tis guy pulled me to a corner.. scolded me.. summarise of his scolding.. juz kept sayin he wanted to punch me.. haha.. he act like how fierce like tt.. not handsome, not macho, not tall, ugly hair, tatoo all over, ugly shirt... hais dunno how he got his gf.. thn whn he wan to leave alr.. he poke my shoulder so hard.. thn my hand juz flew cross.. pushed his hand awy... thn i say my friend call police alr.. thn he left.. HAHA.. but aft the incident while waitin for the movie.. i still abit the stunned.. like kenna scolded out of nowher like tt... well aft the show took nite rider back.. had breakfast with mum.. thn went back to slp..

5th

today woke up at 5pm.. too tired o choice.. thn went to shereen hse at 6pm.. was the first to reach.. had some difficulties in gettin to her hse tho..LOL..the rest reached not long.. watched cartoon thn eat KFC for dinner.. thn played blackjack.. won quite abit.. haha.. ordered pizza too.. not veri nice..lol.. played till 12am.. thn left.. helmi sent me hm.. take one of the bowling ball go dwn pass to david.. kuku.. raining still ask me go up and dwn.. grr... I WAN WOW!!!

Ended my post @ 2/05/2006 01:34:00 AM

26th

okie... recalling... here goes.. hmmm had Vball trnin today... at 6pm.. but i ended sch at 12pm.. so yea.. went hm watch my show first..lol... reach sch at bout 4.30pm like tt.. went to play squash.. oh ya.. ive made up my mind to join squash as 1 of my cca alr.. perhaps 1 of tis daes i'll go fine the person in charge... got to noe more pple frm squash...was fun... hmm played with thm till 6pm like tt.. thn i went for Vball.. well today nth much.. edmund cae dwn.. surprisin.. haha.. well the committee had their meetin and we the rest played the whole nite...haha.. went market to eat as usual thn left for hm... continur with my serial show..............

27th

haha.. din go sch today.. too tired alr.. woke up in the noon..met a friend of mine.. chit chat at my hse awhile.. thn ltr wentto cut hair.. thn meet fee at bout 8pm like tt... as usual went to play arcade.. and as usual all the AJs were ther... played till quite late thn went hm at bout 11.45pm like tt took a train.. today was kinda o life lar.. boredom... well went hm continue with my show again...

28th

hmmm... its the eve of CNY went to my grandpa hse bringing my laptop ther for the 1st time.. haha... so tt i can watch my serial show ma..LOL... hmmm cleared quite a few episodes... the show gettin veri saddenin.. hmm had our reunion dinner at bout 6pm.. WOW... the food are sumptious mann!!! yummy.. played mahjong.. thn went hm at bout 11pm like tt..abit no life again...

29th

well!! its CNY!!!! the start of the day to collect money!! haha.. was at my grandpa hse for the whole day... guest alot.. received quite alot too.. haha.. while waitin for guests.. i kept eatin the cookies.. so NICE!!!..lol thn mahjong whole day... no life again... thn bout 9pm like tt went to melissa hse.. i din noe her hse all her releatives still ther.. i entered the hse.. everybody were like startin at me.. i was like errrrrr... hi? HAHA... well walked to her rm str8 awy.. played mahjong again.. tis time the luck beta alr..haha.. played till bout 4am like tt.. thn walked hm.. since its juz a 5 mins walk back to my se..LOL..tired

30th

well today dragged mself outta the bed.. still feelin tired.. went to my grandpa hse again.. cos today got part 2 of relatives comin..HAHA.. so dun miss the chance... stayed till nite 8pm th went hm.. actually wanted to go out with cher.. but kuku her at boon ay ther.. so FAR.. so 4get it..haha.. go hm watch my serial show beta... finally completed te serial show at 4am.. haish.. the endin so abrupt wan.. shld make it more touchin ma..LOL..

31st

haish.. today the last day of holiday alr.. aft today need chiong study for exams alr..sianz...but well muz tink.. aft exams got 2 mths holiday!! haha.. chinese proverb.. "先苦后甜" haha.. well today woken up by tt jeremy.. ask me go ivan hse.. main idea.. gamble..LOL.. well since i had nth to do.. so i went.. was at jurong.. nvr go b4... alot were ther.. sat down play blackjack.. haha.. startin my luck was damn dwn!! lost bout 40 bucks.. thn whn change to another table to play..haha... i won back quite alot.. well i shant say how much..LOL.. played till 11pm.. thn leave.. in the end went back hm with my wallet thick..hahahahah... yay... okie.. igiv u a hint.. for the 4 hrs ista ther.. they paid for my ipod nano... LOL.. hmm took a bus back hm.. tired.. tmr got sch alr.. okie.. done updatin nitez...

Ended my post @ 1/31/2006 01:50:00 AM

23rd

well... nth much went on... was in sch as usual...OH YA smt did happen...fee called me.. say tt the nokia shop called hijm say my fone ready for collection alr..haha i was OVERJOYED!!! finally i get to see my missed one..lol.. but aft sch me and a few classmates went to science ctr witht he sch.. to view a fighter pilot show at the omni theatre.. grrr.. my neck hurts lar.. bloody hell.. grr.. din enjoy watchin at all.. in the end juz slept.. the show ended at 6pm.. all left for hm.. thn i took a bus frm jurong interchange to wheellock place...GOSH!!!. i din noe the journey was so long... it took me 2 damn hrs to reach.. but felt nth to me..hahaha.. cos i slpt all the way... reach wheellock at 7.55pm.. phew!! was bout to close alr.. collected my fone... thn left.. went to eat orange julius hotdogs with my friend.. haha i practically meddled with my fone all the way..LOL.. till i reach hm... hahaha...

24th

okie... winter tuesday... its cold again... well today is a lappy day.. all classes use laptop wan.. so day passed quite fast.. haha... guess wad.. the class played lan during all lectures.. ahha.. worms armegeddon... so cool!!.. aft ttwent to meet my frend for lunch.. thn return back to sch at 5pm for squash... ahha quite tirin ... played till 9pm.. aarrgghh MISSED by show again.. lol.. reach hm at 10.30pm.. too tired... bathed and slp alr..LOL..

25th

hmmm today felt extremely tired!!! gosh.. dunno y oso.. perhaps is cos of the squash... feel lethargic thru out.. some more durin wrkshop in the mornin the personstill tok non stop.. like as if we nvr do weldin b4... thn i use the helmet mask cover my face and slept..LOL.. actually today all oso practical classes.. so not much to tok bout.. well aft sch.. took bus hm.. haha.. fell aslp in the bus.. till it reach the interchange..haha.. thn the bus driver gotta wake me up..lol... oso not the first time alr.. so juz took aanother bus back... the drver oso lar.. since all alighted alr.. dunno how to send me back meh..LOL..well.. ot hm.. sSLP!!!.. din wan to go out.. dun wan to miss the 9pm show alr.. so stayed hm... went to borrow tis serial show... NICE.. hahaha..
~and i so HATE those pple who bad mouth me~

Ended my post @ 1/25/2006 12:21:00 AM

hmm.. well today most of the day stayed hm.. yea.. since it was rainin too..haha.. actually today got my orientation grp in SAJC gathering wan.. haha.. but i overslept.. boohoo..well... today was watchin some chn serial shows... haish.. cant believe tt it juz changed my mood drastically... tt is y i dun like watch such love love shows.. watch 1 epi mux watch all alr.. grr.. sumore so saddenin oso... hmmm for tt it occupied 3 hrs of mine ALR..haha.. thn went out awhile meet friend... haha.. ltr tink going to ntuc buy all the cny goodies...HAHA!! yummy mann.. eatin sure can kill boredom..LOL... but ransackin ther at such a time is quite weird tho..hahaah... hmmm.. i cant be kept at suspense anymore.. im gonna d/l the the whole serial show and watch it all.. wait for the tv schedule is so torturin..LOL.. okie well.. haven got back my dear precious fone.. so currently usin tis panasonic flip fone..haha.. looks cool.. but internally sucks..! well still beat thn nth.. haish.. gotta experience my most-hard-to-pass-day again.. MONDAY?!! so sucky.. well juz hope tis yr 1 wld end asap... had enuff brain damage alr.. well.. tts all folks.. wads up doc.. ribbit ribbit

Ended my post @ 1/22/2006 10:10:00 PM

HAHA.. okie its been some time since i update.. so here goes

19th

hmm.. today hav iac and com tool... not tt much interest in thm anw..lol.. dismissed at 12pm.. chit chatted awhile with frens thn went hm... was realli tired.. had a noon nap.. thn bout 5 went for Vball trnin.. reach sch sclack at atrium awhile thn left.. played till 8pm.. thn rain..haha.. went to eat at the market with the Vball team..thn went hm.. SHIT mann!! missed the 9pm show..haha.. nvm.. but overall today still quite a tirin day..

20th

hmm.. a veri tirin satrt for the day.. dragged myself to maths class.. was damn lethargic... intended to go hm and slp aft the maths class and pon the rest of the classes.. but well.. in the end still stayed till all the class finished.. which was at 1pm.. thn gotta wait for another hr.. for my Naval arch test at 2pm.. well i was the oni one takin the test at 2pm.. while the rest still tryin to study hard..HAHA.. din realli bothered... aft tt went to tell jun wei all the ans.. no lar treat it as teach him..LOL.. thn confirm he noe alr.. thn left with fee headed to twn.. went to wheellock intendin to collect my fone.. cos it was scheduled tis fri supposin to be ready for collection.. but well as usual.. the PARTS were still not ther yet.. and guess wad... aft CNY thn collect.. WTF mann!!! well but at least i hav a fone now to use too.. so not too bad..haha... ltr wanted to buy my ipod nano wan.. thn tt bloody malay.. psycho me till in the end i nvr buy..grr.. thn went walk arnd.. arcade and more arcade.. ate at mairna sq.. thn went suntec.. bought DURIANS!!..haha.. ltr went to chinatwn.. get free drink..lOL.. thn went walk restricted areas..HAHAHAH.. thn ltr took a bus back to twn.. took the last bus hm.. haha.. and pple were affected by the fragrance of the durians.. so funni.. like they pregnant liddat..haha.. well enjoyed it totally at hm!!!

21th

well slpt till 3pm..ahha.. was damn tired.. aft tt went to my grandpa place hav dinner.. uurrghh.. the journey was so long..grrr... ltr at 7.30pm met fee at dhoby.. aft walked arnd in twn.. thn took a bus to changi airport.. juz to eat.. how lame.. but well killin time..LOL... ate marry brown.. kinda nice.. spicy chickies... lamin arnd.. the journey to airport was an hr plus.. but back to twn was like shorter..yep.. went to cine to watch movie.. "GHOST OF MAE NAK".. some horror show obviously..hahaaha... so kuku.. startin of the show scary alr.. nehneh... well.. tis show is a mix of comedy and horror...HAHA... it was a 1.55am show.LOL... watch till i tink 4am..+ thn took nite rider back hm.. reached hm at bout 5am.. bathed and everything.. ate DURIANS.. haha.. slept at 7am.. was too tired alr.. haha...
haha tis pic was taken outside taka.. w/o thm noein.. see how tired can a couple be.. muz be a triplets..LOL

Ended my post @ 1/21/2006 06:21:00 AM

MY DOG AND HIS BITCH!!

Ended my post @ 1/18/2006 03:41:00 PM

AARRGGHH!!! i haven get back my fone! grr... well oso kinda slowly gettin use to it alr.. haha...
14th

dun realli quite rmb wad happened..LOL... hmmm...left my hse quite late..meet fee thn we went twn.. whn walked pass ngee ann city... stayed to watch the funkamania!! it was damn nice.. ther were 5NP teams.. and 4 qualified for finals.. watched till 930pm liddat.. thn went to cine have a bite.. ltr as usual went for DDR sessions at dhoby ghaut arcade.. haha.. damn fun... aft tt actually wanted to go OCH wan.. but thn got no BIG torch.. so gotta drop the idea.. thn jiang suggested to go plaza bowling.. since nth much to do alr.. so agreed to it.. reach ther bout 12am.. thn we at first decided to bowl 2 games each oni.. thn ltr play play.. play till 5 games each..LOL.. end up each person 19 bucks liddat..haha.. played till i tink 3am.. thn we walked all the way to cck interchange the 24 hr coffeeshop ther to eat.. well i eat oni.. thn sat ther chat till 6am... walked hm.. hav breakfast.. and SLP!! lol

15th

well today slept till 5pm thn wake up.. went to lot 1 to eat first.. thn went to twn with fee to watch the funkamania finals wich was at 7.30pm.. the crowd was huge.. haha.. watched till 9.30pm liddat again.. well 2nd and 3rd was frm NP.. thn the champ was some U.. yea..not too sure.. thn aft tt went to suntec city.. see all the shops oso close alr.. so we went to marina sq... haha... thn we bypass the bowling alley.. gosh.. it was so cheap per gm... so we bowled AGAIN!! lol... ther more fun.. my score all higher.. HAHA... played 3 games each!! aft tt took the last bus hm!! :JIANG-i got 203 alr.. try to beat it.. ur new target..haha..

16th

well today, MONDAY is the most hated day of the wk.. all my modules oso got.. grr.. but well able to stay awake thru out..LOL...sch ended at 4pm.. thn i went with siok khim took a bus all the way to tampiness...gosh.. its a total of 2 hrs lar the whole journey... but it din seem tt long.. cos i kept talkin..haha..muz be wonderin.. go tampiness for wad? LOL... went to her hse to collect her female jack russell dog... to bring it hm with me... to mate with my dog.. the dog was kept in tis dogy outin bag.. i took a train... VERI LONG!!! i tried to hurry hm abit.. cos like so poor thing liddat.. keep in the bag for so long alr.. thn went reach my hse void deck.. i le her out.. bring her go pee first... thn whn entered my hse.. like some mad dog like tt mann!!..LOL... but well at first both the dogs din get along.. now... gosh... wherever the female go the male follow.. and keep smellin her butt lar.. ewwwwwwww... HAHA...guess they are arousin each other mann!!! wahaha.. okie blog till here...

Ended my post @ 1/16/2006 11:03:00 PM

ended class today at 12.30pm.. haha... well since it was still early.. so went twn to send my fone for servicing again.. the queue no. was long mann.. but well.. ive all the time in the world.. haha!! ..............the gal told me tt i can come back to collect my fone aft 7pm.. tot.. still not bad.. veri fast.. so went back to sch to meet fee.. actually suppose to go tis superstition clinic wan.. some ghostly thingy.. but thn ended up we played squash.. haha.. and i KEPT WINNING!! LOL.. play till 6.45pm liddat.. thn o wash up.. thn we headed for twn.. went to wheellock place.. to go collect my fone.. took queue no. thn whn my turn.. i see the guy searchin for my fone.. i knew smt gonna be wrong.. GRR... and juz as i expected... the guy say my fone the part needed to repair no more PARTS!!! wth!! of all my fone tt PART no more!!! grrr... nvm.. the sentence tt realli dampen my mood was..."the PARTS wld be here nxt wk.. so nxt wk whn we call u thn u come collect." WTFFFFFFF! nxt wk.. 1 wk no fone.. is like... aarrgghh... but well forgt it.. aft tt walked to ngee ann city ther.. thn watch tis dance compe thingy... WOW was damn nice.. our sch sent 5 teams 4 got into the finals!! wonderful mann!! haha... left whn the results was announced alr.. walked to cine.. go eat KFC for dinner.. ltr.. walk all the way to dhoby ghaut station play arcade.. wadever happened in ther are not wished to be mentioned!... left at 11.30pm.. went to take 171 thn transfer 67.. go hm..!

Ended my post @ 1/13/2006 02:15:00 AM

today as usual was rainin so damn heavy.. and whole day again...well... it was so nice to slp... yea so.. quite normal as to overslp rite..lol.. my class starts at 10am... and i woke up exactly at 10am.. tt kuku alarm din ring again!!!haha.. well.. laid dwn and slp again.. dince its juz a 2hr class.. woke up at like 2pm liddat.... changed and headed to twn.. went to wheelock to collect my fone!!!! finally aft 2 days...well.. the queue wasnt tt long... got back my fone alr... HAPPY!!! everything seems fine.. on my way hm on the bus... suddenly got prob again.. aarrgghhh!! well tolerated it.. go hm continue slp again.. woke up at 5pm... thn went plaza meet cher... thn go eat tis chinese restaurant... grr one of my bowler friend was workin ther.. how kuku... thn everytime he serves my table.. i'll feel so awkward..lol...left the place at 8pm.. went to wait for 180 to go jurong pt.. GRRR... waited soo damn long... reach ther.. walk walk arnd.. nth much alr.. cos all closin.. so headed back hm.. was sorta tired too le... yep..

Ended my post @ 1/12/2006 02:00:00 AM

Shes suppose to be AMERICA'S NXT TOP MODEL LAR!!!!
chee honging again?!
u pay to watch the programme! not day dream..LOL
=)
i tink i juz saw a ....
hmmm tis singer still not bad!!
long legs vs siao ding dong! ( i bent abit k.. dun overjoy)!!

Ended my post @ 1/11/2006 02:10:00 AM

wooohoo!! today lessons were over fast.. haha.. cos today no lectures, whole day do practical oni..LOL.. hmmm... yea dismissed at 4pm.. thn went hav a bite.. meet jas and gang... thn we went to the convention centre tgt.. going to go watch tis SOE SUPERSTAR!! our dear friend grace is in the finalists!!!LOL... we were considered the few early birds to be in..haha... got to hav some nice seatin views... the crowd came in at bout 6.30pm.. the whole convention centre was practically packed mann!!! last time tt ECE IDOL oso not so many pple.. well tis time we were given lite sticks.. KEWL!!!haha... whn the programme started.. me and jas were like so high.. kept screaming shouting and laughing..haha... but fun tho...thn whn durin interval jas gotta leave.. yep.. i stayed on.. cos main purpose to support grace ma... whn it was finally her turn to sing.. we were like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! haha.. she sang so nice mann.. love it!! aft her were a few more contestants... me and timothy were gettin bored.. we started throwin the lite sticks everywher..LOL!!! so fun.. entertain ourselves..ahha.. FINALLY everybody finish singing.. DAMMIT!!! the highest vote din go to grace.. grr... not enuff supporters ba...thn it was finally time to announce the results.. GRACE GOT 2ND RUNNER UP!!! HIIPIP HURRAY!!! CONGRATS!!! left the convention centre at bout 10.30pm.. GOSH!! IT was rainin so super heavy mann!!! but luckily the longer route to the bus stop has shelter all the way!! haha.. went to cck ther eat with frens... thn since it was juz drizzle so juz walked... reached hm alr.. damn COLD!!! lol.. but well tis coldness muz share.. so i go hug my dog.. haha... and hes totally wet!!!LOL.. okie.. class startin late tmr.. yay!! cant wait for tmr.. cos im collecting my PHONE ALR!!! haha...

Ended my post @ 1/11/2006 01:27:00 AM

hmmm.. okie.. oso dunno wher i stopped.. well juz write wad comes to my mind thn.. lol... actually realli dun rmb much wad happened...seems like my short term memory gettin quite serious alr..haha...oh yea.. on sat!! haha.. okie here goes..
7th
hmmm suppose to wake up at 8am wan.. but thn overslept..lol.. woke up at 9 instead.. took a cab go fetch cher thn go to jintai sec to play Vball with her fellow JT V ballers... was playin in the drizzle.. haha... di realli dare to jump.. lol.. played till 11.30am liddat.. thn go wash up... thn me and cher took cab down to miramar hoel to hav tis tim sum buffet!! at first the pace of eatin was damn fast.. slowly.. can see the food all still stayin on the table..LOL.. well tot ota pay the leftovers.. bbut dun need haha.. *relieved*!!! hmmm.. thn we took a bus to twn.. go the X!capade.. met all friends ther... stayed awhile.. thn we all left go shppin.. but is the gals shop.. we daze..haha.. thn we slacked at tis mac... outdoor.. thn............RAIN!! sper heavy.. so we juz sat ther to wait.. kinda cold.. shoppppppppppppppp... till bout 6pm went back to the X!capade to see the NRA perform.. (NP DANCE).. was veri nice.. haha.. watched till 8pm++ liddat.. thn leve alr.. went to meet my friend while the rest went to some gal's bday party.. reached hm at bout 1am... forgot wad happen on sun...
9th
hmmm got back my maths paper.. 87/100.. haha.. satisfied. due to the fact tt i alwaes fail maths in sec sch..LOL.. thn the rest of the day lessons were as normal..boring..haha.. aft sch.. went hm... slack awhile.. thn went out to meet my friend.. crazee!! went all the way to chani airport juz to hav swensens.. does it taste diff.. lol.. but well eat while lookin at planes...was real full !! took a stroll... stroll stroll.. thn strol all the way till ECP.. gosh.. no wonder how come like was beside the roads.. till end up like in a park liddat.. grr.. leg was super tired alr... walked ALL the way to bedok mrt station.. OMG!!! tink tis walk overtaken tt time me and fee walked frm newton to timah mann!!!LOL... gosh.. by the time i reach hm was like bout 12++am alr.. kinda tired.. but since tmr hol.. so still okie!!haha..
10th
hmmm.. today woke up early in the mornin.. meet fee go wheelock place hav our phones repaired... dodo.. my fone realli problematic le.. reach ther the door haven evn open yet.. ltr went in took queue no. haha.. wathe 5th customer.. thn whn its my turn.. i xplained everything.. and she told me thurs thn can collect.. i was like !!!!!!!... din expect tt.. oh well.. agreed..
left the place walked to taka.. thn walk back wheelock again.. thn walk to shaw.. th walk back to wheelock again.. and 70% of it all underain.. AHHA.. aft tt.. i left for hm first... damn cold!!! reach hm.. slp awhile.. thn went out to meet my friend in twn... aarrgghh!! the trouble of not havin a fone! whn reach far east.. gota find payphones to call.. so dumb!! aft tt walked to cine.. had yuki yaki for dinner!! haha.. kinda gettin sick of it alr.. had it like juz last wk oni.. haha.. well ate to my brim.. halfway..we use the bloter..compare who got more oil.. and all oso use till can see thru.. so cool!!haha.. took 190 return hm.. on the way keep laughin at funny xperiences..LOL.. *SNORT*

Ended my post @ 1/10/2006 01:35:00 AM

hmm.. okie haven been updatin for awhile...well dun tink i can rmb much too... yep.. hmm new yr's eve bout 8pm liddat went to twn with jiang fee brian daryl and kelvin... hhaa.. slacked arnd.. thn left twn 11.30pm.. took bus to esplanade ther to see the fireworks.. but who noes traffic jam..!! thn we alighted at traffic lite.. thn ran to esplanade ther.. so funny!! while runnin.. i suddenly heard pple singing the new yr will sing the song.. thn i ask.. are we in the new yr alr..lol!! cant believe i spent the 1st sec of it runnin sia!! LOL.. but well.. we reach padang tt time.. thn the fireworks started shootin up to the sky.. it was realli magnificent!!! sosososo NICE!! thn see awhile continue run to esplanade... super packed lar!! so we juz viewed at a corner.. yep.. whn end alr.. it wad like a stampede mann!!! gosh.. everybody juz chiong out!!HHAA... we din wanted to get stinked.. so we stand a corner.. cos ther were lotsa indians..LOL... aft tt went to sit outside the mrt station ther.. waitin for the crowd to disperse.. thn ltr went to jiang hse... guess wad.. we played monopoly!!haha.. i like nvr touch tt gm for like yrs alr... haha.. played till so nonsense.. thn aft tt play mahjong... till bout 6am liddat.. i went to slp le...was super tired... guess wad!!! i woke up at 5pm.. gosh!!! cant believe i juz spent my ne yr slping lar!!! grr... but well exams was like the nxt day.. so w