hmmm before i go any further, i juz wanna say im realli veri sori guys, i reali reali din mean to stood u all up, no one told or informed me bout u all going dwn for trning. And to tink u've all contributed to buy me wad i needed, i realli am veri touched and appreciate it alott, it realli made me feel worst aft knowing tt u all had been helping me behind my back thru out. I'm reali grateful. thx alott. i will make it up to u guys. i promise.

hmmm... actually nth much to blog oso, tis entry main reason is to apologise oni. heex. oh well will juz talk bout sme bits and pieces of stuff happening yea. Well.. didnt go sch on fri! haha, classes were all cancelled except for 2, bt both were splitted 5 hrs apart, LOL.

Hw wonderful.. so self declare early weekends..haha.. well was quite anticipating for tis day, went to buy evrything needed, food and stuffs. headed hm aft tt, actually planned to slp, bt juz cldn't, felt so excited. so hog onto my laptop, a msg came, my mood dampen. Well, dragged myself to bed to try catch sme slp. There was a knock on the door, i went out to take a look. What i saw stunned me, and indeed wad a surprise it was. haha. sudden mood chnge. im realli veri happy actually. heex. spending time with u, is better thn anything else. take gd care k..

hmmm fri was also the deadline for the submission of the bursary application alr. Mann, dun even noe whn will they start notifying pple, hope they cn do it asap, rather thn let me wait hopelessly. i await gd news only! hahaa. wa bt the tot tt super alot of pple applied for it too, juz makes me feel like i dun stand a chance alr.

today, sat. Felt damn tired. mann, woke up at 9.30am pack up and went harbour front meet my frend go sentosa. whole journey was practically draggin myself. reached sentosa went to collect my islander card first!!! haha. at ther so long alr..lol went to siloso beach. promised nt to be so tann..hahaha.. so bought a block lotion, bt at the end of the day, it seemed rather useless, i still gt burnt.! HAHA. was pretty shagged aft tt, ao juz went to grab smt light, shop a little and we left separate ways. dinner at grandpa hse. yummy! haha.. cldnt stay long, my soul was pestering me to go hm quick.HAHA!

the rest of the pics haven gt yet. tis pic NOT use my phone take wan!!! gt it clear.hahah

these are wad i bought today.. hahaa.. the specs is inspired by odell!!~ LOL

oh ya, my class suddenly all become so hardworking!! DAMMIT!~ nt even 1 wk of sch yet rite, they were all chionging their wrk, GOSH! i cnt let thm go too ahead of me, i gotta pace up mann!! LOL... but of cos thers always an exception, hahaha. u'll noe ltr.. lol!

early muggers! scaryy`

tis is the exception one!

an eg. whn u drift out frm mugging~ hahaa

Ended my post @ 4/29/2006 02:30:00 AM

okiee.. tis is a continuation of today's blog..hahaa.. well sch ended at 4pm, was raining ants and flies. haha, went cck meet terrence thn go gyming, actually wanted to bring glenda go see doctor, bt she insist tt shes okie alr and tt its nt necessary for it. So okie lor, cn go gym instead. pump for an hr plus, went lot 1 to hav dinner, and ermm yea shop abit..hahaa.. i bought a billabong tee and a boardshort.. while terrence bought a tissot watch! omg.. its nice! haha.. in the end he spend more thn me! LOL.. headed hm aft tt..
dunno uh, my mind seems to be somewher else. haha..

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/26/2006 10:13:00 PM

hmmm nw in sch blogging.. haha muz be wondering rite.. the damn teacher 1 hr alr still haven come! dammit!! still made me rush to sch for nth.. aaarrgghh... okie..

well din blog ytd cos too tired alr, but anw, ytd my class started at 1pm for my marketing module. And u noe how long the class is? GOSH!!! 4 WHOLE HRS!! realli cn die. but luckily the lecturer had smt on, release us an hr earlier, or else he wld hav been teaching us in our lala land alr..HAHA..

went squash trning aft tt, thn volleyball trning ltr, but due to vball trning had SOO many pple, it made it so boring, so went back to squash. Well gt to noe sme yr 1 pple, theres crappy ones, exaggerating ones, blur ones and oso poser ones! hahaa.. perhaps image realli too impt to thm even whn playing sports.!! LOL... trning ended at 8.45pm, went to wash up, chnge thn left sch alr. TIRED!!! *glenda im realli sori, realli din mean to injure you, hope u'll gt well soon. i'll be responsible for it.*

mann the lecturer still haven come.. grr tink aft tis i'll go self declare break liaoz..hahaha. for nw at a glance, my whole class is lan gaming. haha, poly life is juz pathetic!! LOL.. shall cont. tonite if thers anything to write about.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/26/2006 09:00:00 AM

term starts again.. and...

its the 1st day of sch!

and

its alr so dumb dumb!!

wanna noe y... grrr.. my class is to be frm 10am - 2pm today.. and noe wad.. halfway thru my first class.. tt InDiAn lecturer for the subsequent class for the rest of the day came in and said " hi class, as u noe tt ther will be my class ltr, and i suppose u guys haven bought ur books yet am i right, and so due to im quite busy too, the class will be cancelled. " DAMN HIM!!!

i come to sch pathetically cn say for no reason! cld hav juz self declared one more day of holiday.. grrr.. since the first class was oni intro. aarrghhh!!! in the end ended sch at 12pm instead. went to settle sme sch stuffs and bought all my modules books. mann the queue was sure long mann. haha.. bt u noe impatient me sure hav my ways..LOL.. had lunch in sch before going hm. hmmm the sch was practically flooded with the new batch of yr 1s! grr... and 6/8 of thm were all so tall.. damn! haha.. bt at least it made me felt beta.. haha.. lots of funny type of looks and dressings..lol.. perhaps they were trying their veri best to impress..hahaha.. slowly u'll tend to notice it'll gt more and more casual..hahahah..

well heard a friend of mine said he saw smeone carrying a squash bag in sch.. haha.. wondering, pro? haha, well my logic applies again. havin a bag doesnt mean pro, same goes to doesnt mean a runner with lots of shoes means he runs damn fast. HAHAH.. okie nonsense again.. well went back to sch for squash trning at 6pm. was raining dinosaurs.. gosh.. and clever me wore the ripcurl-frictionless-slippers.. haha.. slipped lots of time, bt din fall. haha.. bt i dun like tt feeling..lol.. like ur heart skip a beat like tt..hahaha.. hmmm trained till bout 8.30pm. damn tired alr! and whole body damn wet!! grr.. left sch.. went to grab a bite b4 heading hm..

~and thx to u ah fee* my elbow realli hurts!! grr.. i make sure i fry pancake on ur face nxt time!!!~ haha

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/24/2006 01:26:00 AM

well heres the smt i wanted to write for you.

All About You

I spend everyday missing you
but what can I do
I just can't help it too
all I do is think of you

Mann, I'm just so in love with you

Dreaming about you all the time
makes me think about how you're mine

I need to see you again
the time is ticking away
its getting harder & harder each day

My heart longs for you everyday
in everyway

Missing you is what I do
until I see you again

The pain is getting too much
I'm missing your touch

Everytime I think about how when I say, I love you
you'll just say " me too "

it"ll always make me smile.
",

][ just for you ][
][ love you ][

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/22/2006 12:43:00 AM

YAY!!!

today finally last day of wrk alr!!

but

starting school alr.

DAMMIT``

gosh.. been waitin for tis day so long mann.. hahaha.. tho sme unemployed pple mite tink tt im CRAZEE!!! so happy tt gt no more job.. haha.. perhaps im juz nt ready for the working life. Im still more of the playful type, juz pure 'innocently' enjoying life.. hahah.. i alr hav someone so impt, wad else more wld i ask for. heex. hmmm school gonna start on monday ler.. sianzz.. bt cos of the sports.. hurray! haha.. need to fight back my position alr.. it aint easy overthrowing me! one thing juz motivates me on too much, tt perhaps may have led me to a bad attitude wise, which is i dont like to lose or admit defeat. I know tis may sound kind of a poor sportsmanship, i may have juz developed this ever since competing at high levels of my major sport, bowling. Giving it a thorough thot, I've decided to give it one last try, to set my flame burning again, and giving myself a 1 mth intensive trning in bowling, and gt back into the national youth team again.(aft knowing tt they're nt tt bias alr). im gonna prove everyone wrong, esp those who look dwn on me. I'll be back on the lanes again. To think i was once tt gd, i'm sure i cn make it back tt lvl again, or perhaps even better. haha tis is starting to sound abit exaggerating, beta start trning first thn say. LOL..! hmm time to clean off the dust.

hmm.. tink i shall go write smt for *U* again.. haha. nxt post yea.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/21/2006 02:19:00 AM

mann finally the "crisis" is over.. it was realli a suffering period. But yet, i din felt much pain from it, cos you were ther for me through tis affliction. And i realli appreciate it alot. u were all i had in my mind through the tormenting process, u kept me going. Thx alot! and nw im convalescent. I'll be back to my usual hyper self again! haha.. shoppin, sports, shoppin and sports!! and of cos nt forgetting u, my precious! haha.. ", well today my sch called me.. they gonna refund me my money for the jersey, jackets and those competitions whn sch reopens!. Cos they said they'll be fully sponsoring our team..hahah..!!! "Say 3 cheer!` Say 3 cheer!` Say 3 cheer for my money back!! hippip hurray!~ hippip hurray!~ HIPPIP HURRAYY!!~~" hahaha.. gonna hav a shoppin spree tis weekend! dun wry.. i'll recycle the paper bags! hahaha.. oooo im juz so excited bout it.. nt oni bout shoppin, bt for another reason too.. heex.!

[[``uoy evol i ``]]

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/19/2006 12:19:00 AM

haish.. Is everyone prone to getting sick nowadays, or issit to me only. damn!! im so down with my normal common illness again.. FLU!! aarrghh.. no choice.. gt a sensitive noise.. maybe my nose was influenced by my personality.. haha. my colleague was dwn with damn bad flu the past wk.. maybe i got it frm her.. so dumb dumb.. perhaps its revenge, cos i kept teasing her evrytime she about to sneeze.. haha.. thn make her cnt sneeze.. i know tt type of feeling, its real irritating!! haha.. nw im the one getting sick.. but getting more types of illness thn her.. dammit! kenna flu, slight fever & worst of all soar throat.. grr.. realli veri uncomfortable! kaoz.. tis bloody 'virus' realli ruined my day.. no mood to do anythin at all.. guess wad.. i today go wrk like nvr go wrk like tt.. din do a single thing the whole day.. feeling damn weak and lethargic.. grrr.. in the end juz watch movies to pass time... mann bt tis is the last wk of wrk alr.. cannot dun go wrk.. muz earn the full caps! aarrgghhh... muz tolerate! it'll be over soon.. *i guess* . Oh ya.. even today whn i read one of the magazine in the office, i read bout my zodiac sign rite.. gosh... it realli state wad im going thru.. tis is so freaky.. but tho i still dun realli trust such "nonsense" man-made predictions.. but anyway, it says " Mercury, the planet responsible for your brilliant ideas, is still on your side, and you can be as certain as you ever will be that decisions and choices that you make now will be the right ones. As a matter of importance, you should also pay very close attention to financial developments and expenditure, and also to your health." haha.. mann juz hope tis virus crisis wld be over soon.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/17/2006 10:55:00 PM

hmm, well my weekends were grt! bt dammit so fast over alr..aarrgghhh.. well knew my air con's full potential today.. gosh.. realli darn freezing! haha.. juz tot of some stuffs so decided to hav it here.. with a few more lines added to it..HAHA... *u guys shld noe the top few lines is taken frm wher* LOL

whenever theres a fool,
theres always a flirt.
whenever theres school,
there'll always be homework.
whenever theres a beat,
theres always a drum.
whenever theres a match,
theres always a winner.
whenever theres me,
i'll always still love you!

[ ", ]

aarrgghh today went window shop. decided wad to buy when i get my pay alr! OLE!! but damn..still gotta suffer for 5 more daes of waking up early in the morning.. so kuku sia!!! even during sch days i oso dun need wake up so early. but the oni diff is... one pays me, the other i pay thm... hahaaa.. well i gotta sit & wait to meet again uh!! grrr.. heex. mann tink i gotta go buy the ear piece again for the nano.. i've like lost 4 pairs of it alr.. aarrgghh!!! mann i still nt realli wan to gt back into study mood sia.. oni enthu for the sports.hahaha... okie for nw.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/16/2006 11:26:00 PM

well haven gt the pics frm my friend at the birthday party tt time... will upload as soon as its with me. Nth much to blog about lately. Been having GRT food lately, hahah.. oh ya i juz bought 1 more levi's jeans again.. cos tt time walkin arnd thn saw the levi's shop at taka ther gt up to 70% discount!! chiong ah!!!!! haha.. actually wanted to buy more.. but alot no sizes alr.. sianz! aarrgghh getting my pay cheque soon! OLE!!! thn it'll be shopping time.LOL, but on a controlled basis..hahaha...plan to change a new look to my room.. repaint another colour, chnge of flooring, and shift evrything to new position! haha.. or else veri boring sia. no wonder evry nite cn make me slp so fast! HAHA.. perhaps add a few more things too. since nw kinda too much space alr! LOL.. well tis coming wk wld be my last wk of wrk le.. come to tink of it kinda fast sia.. and the following wk. SCH STARTS!!! yay.. i cn finally go back to my sports.. hope ive nt lose out alot.. need some time to catch back.. *hope tt fee haven improve yet* HAHA.. beta train hard alr.. in yr 2006, i muz get into the ivp team for SQUASH, VOLLEYBALL & BOWLING!!! i wan more medals more trophies again!! grrr... ermm studies.. errr aft tt perhaps.haha.. since my timetable is so damn kukuly slack! haha.. more time shall be focused on sports & fitness! haha..OH YA!!! the sch still owes me 60 bucks! damn thm!!!

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/15/2006 11:50:00 PM

hmmm.. as usual wrking daily.. well nvr skipped wrk at all tis mth..haha! gt a promise to make. yep. well recently juz came a new colleague. dunno y, cnt talk much. cos i keep asking qn, and he ans tts all. cnt he cont. the converstaion..gosh.. okie nvm.. enuff of him.. gt frustrated with my boss today. he kept insisting tt my documents to be submitted are wrong.. in the end whn i explained evry single details to him.. thn he admit he wrong.. gave me a smile.. i cnt even be bothered to look.. juz walked awy.. grrr! well walked arnd tell jokes here and ther.. hhaha as usual.. or else damn boring sia!!! nowadays always go back by mrt.. dunno y if take bus will feel abit nauseous.. thn will be damn uncomfortable.. well as usual still gyming 3 times a wk.. oh ya!! i today received a msg from a friend and it realli sound damn wad lar! gosh!!! here goes " my dear friend, this thurs wld be my birthday, pls come and be accompanied by a present or else cnt enter, haha. each person to pay 10 bucks too. thx" cn u believe it.. ask for a present and still need to pay 10 bucks!! wad the hell.. sumore its still a guy! i tink he wait long long yea..haha.. ill support mel instead! HAHA..

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/11/2006 10:03:00 PM

well evrythings been going pretty fine tis 2 days or so.. but gt nth to write.. so well.. decided to post the lyrics for this song. self edited the lyrics.. so if u sing it with the original song tune.. it'll sound abit weird.haha... *i know it sounds quite silly, but bear with it k* yep.. i quite like this song(original version)][haha][ but sounds abit too sad, so made it nt sound so sad]hahaa

-Feelings-

you're always on my mind, from the time i wake up,
till i close my eyes.
You're everywhere i go, you're all i love.
Though you stay so far away, just keep getting stronger everyday.
Even now you're home, i'm still missing you.
so tell me where do i start, cos you've made me so fervent,
don wanna let you go.
Maybe you will come back next week,
as this is what spurs me on.
And i know our hearts will find their way,
leading you to me, and all i can do is sleep and dream,
all about you.
My friends keep telling me,
that if u really treasure,
you've gotta seize the chance,
if you return in time,i'll know you're mine,
tell me where do i start,
cos you've caught my attention,
don wanna let you go.
And i know you will come back someday,
for the hope i held in me,
and i know our hearts will find their way,
cos we've set the path,
everytime u bid goodbye,
all i can do is watch u leave,
i felt like holding you back, i am loving u so much,
why do we go dreaming cos i know you're always there,
and all the time i act so brave i'm shaking inside,
why do i feel this way, maybe i love you so.
I know my love, you will come back someday,
that is all i know,
i know our hearts will find their way,
regardless of any misconception,nothing will come in between us,
and all i can do is sit and wait,
for us to meet again.
Awaiting,
for the day to come.


][ its meant for u][ ",]
][ ill keep my promise][
][ and i love u so][

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/09/2006 05:25:00 PM

well took some pics today... u cn say tt im bored.. cos im realli bored..!! haha.. ther they are....

tis is wad i ate for lunch.. aft eating salad still damn hungry.. cnt take it alr..LOL..
and guess how much is tis.. gosh!.. its 7 BUCKS!!! WTH!!! most expensive bryani i ever eaten mann!!!

tis lady.. realli OMG!! i saw her plate coming with extra added noodles.. 5 mins ltr ALL GONE!! cos i juz started eatin oni.. like wad the..im startin to wonder did she pour the noodles dwn into her oesophagus sia! scary!!!

and as for tis i name it the "wasted everest" HAHA.. gosh nt even eaten a single bit and they left.! mann..

tis is my colleague oso my classmate a.k.a overgrown hobbit! LOL...

and finally.. yours truely! hahaha... ",

hmmm well today suppose to go for my driving test, but something cropped up last min.. so gave it a miss.. going for it on another day. The magazines kept me awake thru out the whole journey..haha.. first time sia..LOL.. well i msged tt person tt i wld be waitin at the bus stop.. to clear the misunderstandings and also to apologise for the hurt i've caused.. but i waited for whole damn 2 hrs... still no sign.. my mood realli chnged.. i've nvr waited so long b4.. i alr gave way to u.. wad more do u still wan.. if u dun wan to appear.. a msg to tell me wld do.. and dun need to let me wait ther like some bloody fool.. u said u need time and will msg me again.. okie i respect it.. vice versa i hope u respect my decision too... and i hope ur not takin it out on me for lettin me wait.. i will be seriously damn pissed off. I shant let tis matter ruin my day. well juz bought the chen wei lian's album AGAIN!! dunno who ah!!!! go and misplace it!! LOL.. mann my daily routine is gettin real sian!!! but for our future.. chiong ah!! hahaha.. today in the office told one of the accountant a lame joke.. she "huh?".. so nvm.. i told her the ans she "huh?" again.. wa piang!! her blood nvr boil my blood boil first mann!!! gosh.. -_-" till thn.......

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/05/2006 11:48:00 PM

haha well... today started of damn lethargic!! and its super lethargic!! gosh.. woke up early for wrk.. and FIRST time ever.. i board the bus got no seats... sumore is bendy bus.. omg! aarrgghh.. well no choice.. stand.. oni got a seat aft like half an hr.. aarrgghh.. was so happy!!! haha.. pathetic rite.. bt noe wad.. in the end i suffering.. i directly under the air con.. cold like hell.. slp oso cannot.. mann.. tsk. bt today at office damn slacking.. haha.. juz compiled the wanted documents for the printin guy to take.. thn i nth do alr.. hahaha.. lunched at noodle hut.. yummy!! finally had my mango pudding aft daes!!!! hahaha.. bought loads of magazines back to office.. haha.. thn d/l shows of cos.. haha.. cureently gt 3 damn nice shows d/ling.. *hint : it aint out in the cinemas yet!* hahaha.. today veri siao the office connection.. the d/l rate suddenly chiong till 100+!! haha.. so cool.. hmm time flew of cos... cos i kept chatting..ahah.. went to meet friend for gym at cck stadium again.. and tis time realli gotta take a break frm gym alr.. haha.. aft 2 consecutives days of it.. mann.. registered french language and fundamentals of marketing as my modules.. hahaha.. hope it wld be fun.. till thn........

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/04/2006 12:17:00 AM

haha before i start off...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
yelun

hmmm juz scanned thru my calendar.. thers realli alot pple bday.. haha.. hmmm but shant be a baddie uh.. haha.. cos its SHOPPING TIME!!! LOL... bt sincerity counts rite..haha.. so if i buy smt not expected of.. sori yea..hahaha... hmm well today no wrk! hahaha... actually tot of goin dwn squash.. but.. promise my friend gyming alr.. so another day thn.. so yea... went swim at cck stadium bout dunno 2+/3+.. haha forgot.. till 6pm like.. go wash up.. thn go gym..! feeling quite shagged.. mann tt 20 laps is realli smt! gosh... got to know tt one of my aes friend workin alr... but is like 1 wk wrk 2 or 3 times... but guess 1 day pay how much.. OMG lar.. 100 bucks.. gosh.. he wrk twice is equivalent to me wrking 4 days.. WTF!!! tis is so not fair.. haha.. but nvm.. i shall accept my fate!! aarrgghhh..LOL.. got an appointment tmr.. hope i cn get into the module i wan.. PLSSSSSSSSS!!! okie thn

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/03/2006 10:45:00 PM

hmmm... woke up at like i tink 3pm? haha.. slept pretty late last nite.. so cnt be blamed..LOL.. spent the day chatting... yep.. and also updating my phone stuffs.. haha.. went out with friend at bout 6.30pm like tt.. to town for dinner yep.. went hm shortly aft tt.. din spend much! haha..

hmm well i juz wan to say...

!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
to
ALAN DING
!!!!!

well altho hes my rival in bowling.. but hes still my friend afterall.. haha.. hmmm was wondering.. y not be born on april fool's day instead.. it'll be like so cool lar.. ahha.. and it'll make u my first friend i noe whose bday is on tt day!!! haha..

till now im still laughin at the replies of the april fool msg ive sent.!!! HAHA.. i juz cnt help it.. LOL.. shall post the msg here..haha

hey, i want to be frank with you.
The truth is i never liked this friendship.
I think its the worst mistake one could have done.
I regret knowing you, and i just want to say this,

Happy April Fools Day!!!
and damn i love our friendship!!

hahahahz... beta pray tt i dun get any retributions!!! LOL ",

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/02/2006 01:39:00 AM

hmmm well as promised i wld upload all the lame pics taken with fee, and is L.A.M.E , its taken at near clark quay.. at the fire station ther, with their monuments, gort some intro bout it below.. but din take.LOL. Durin the process of tis "photoshoot" its damn embarrassing mann! evrybody look at us like sme idiots like tt, haha.. but who cares.. we'll oni see thm once...hahaa... thn aft tt.. walk thru or rather cut across fort canning park.. abit eerie tho.. haha.. to go ps ther take bus... hmmm well today was the day alr... a day well spent.. err.. sori bout me lying k.. u need to gt use to it.. cos im lye! HAHAHA... now i reali understand.. trust, faith & confidence is realli so impt... bt i seem to still hav some flaws with it.. i realli need to start coping up with the diff type of feelings entering my heart.. some words did reali hurt me deeply... perhaps.. i shld start going with the flow of my chnge of character... i cnt be so dead minded and tink tt evrythin wld turn out to be wad i want it to be... smt it cld be quite upsetting. Well, nth always goes perfectly fine rite.. and ive juz gotta accept tt.. haa.. but noe wad.. ur so not leavin me.. too bad..LOL.. hmm well.. ytd one of my friend called.. say go gym tgt.. and hav it as a weekly routine.. haha i din mind.. hmmm.. 1 wk go 4 times.. mon, wed, fri & sun! LOL.. cool rite.. duno y sudddenly he gort such a tinking oso.. LOL..today's APRIL FOOL!!!.. haha.. sent msges to evryone.. so funny all their reply..lol.. those realli at least abit kenna shock ah.. are juz my true frens mann!!! heex.. oh ya.. juz chnged my hp colour to black..haha.. like it mann.. or else tt previous colour i see oso sian alr.. haha.. anw i had an enjoyable day today.. thx for making it so.. *hope u like it.* heex ",
-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 4/01/2006 12:01:00 AM