alex & me during clubbing

alex and me with our new friend, wesly

jeanette and me

well hmmm spending my holidays veri wisely by having lots of fun lately.. haha, clubbing movies etc... din realli shop this few days, pocket veri tight alr.. haha, abit over spend... nw waiting for coming month's allowance! haha, well willie finally booked out of camp aft 2 wks of torture... listen to his story in there, kinna sounds fun! haha.. went enjoy ourselves with grace andy alex and willie... and of cos clubbing at ltr nite..

well i've got something to say, pls listen carefully...



(24th)
ITS ANDY'S BIRTHDAY!!!
happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to ANDY
happy birthday to YOU!! haha




ltr on tink they went to ah yi's hse for mahjong session, while me and alex aft clubbing was kinna tired alr, so we went hm.. hahaa...

well as for today... went to meet jun xiong and jeanette to have dinner at cine's ramen!! been wanting to eat tt so much!! haha, so yummy mann!!! thn i had a little bit of shopping.. bought a cap and 2 shirts... thn so lame, went into the hse of condom shop.. thn were like making fun of stuffs we see.. LOL... thn went to lucky plaza there play pool!! haha, jeanette happily snapping pics!! hahaha... went to newton aft tt for supper... was kinna hungry, so i ordered quite alot.. hehe.. thn chatted awhile before we took cab home..


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/25/2006 03:43:00 AM

mann, this black heads on my nose is realli gettin on my nerves, no matter wad i do, or wad means i use.. it juz won't bloody get off my nose.. is my nose realli so comfy to stay on... cnt u find some other nose!! grrr... the biore pack i about to use finish alr lor.. and those blackies are still dare.. y are u so stubborn.. tell me y, ain't nth but the black heads.. tell me y, i juz wanna hear u say, cos i hate u tt way.. oh no.. y am i singing.. haha... well, i wan to go johor nd have seafood again!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! but well sometimes things won't always go one's way... nvm another time perhaps..

aarrgghhh!! i cnt wait for my sushi buffet this wed... it'll be so fabulous and mouth watering.. yummilicious!!! hope i'll always have u by my side... i love u baby!


David Copperfield where are u?...

Ended my post @ 9/19/2006 12:03:00 AM

went for a late night movie with alex ytd, since we were both still quite energetic aft a dead or alive mahjong showdown at ah yi's hse the previous night... watched "John tucker must die"... well its a nice show... and it made me realise lots of things.. but i still believe tt it wll not happen.. the faith is still holding strong... the ending of the show didn't turn out to my desire.. oh well... left and walked arnd like zombies... we were outraciously tired by thn... took a cabbie hm... opened lala land's door, and off i went dreaming...

woke up today at bout 2pm.. chatted on the phone with precious... thn went to meet alex and tony at cck station at bout 6pm.. and we set off to johor!!.. yay.. went to city square to wa arnd first, see got anything to shop for, but sadly nothing.. haha.. at bout 8pm, it was the moment i've been waiting for!!! SEAFOOD DINNER!! yippie!! took a cab dwn to dunno wad name... oh gosh, so many seafood stalls.. so we juz settled on one, and oredered!.. here goes..

chilli crabs!!
fish!!
pork ribs
veg
oyster egg

mann and they were all fabulous!!.. whn the bill came guess wad.. covert to dollar.. each of us gotta pay 13 bucks oni!! MY GOD,, imagine how bloodily cheap is tt... and i'm veri sure it will not be my last time visiting tt place.. many more to come.. hahaha... realli enjoyed myself to the extreme... but.......... arrrggghhhh!!! tony goh han WAH.. U stole my cap!!! grr...

on the going back journey we were kinna lost.. haha.. whn we saw bus 170 we were like yay got hope.. haha.. but guess wad.. the kind-hearted bus driver, juz ask us to hope on at the junction.. so good rite.. har i've got a song in mind nw.. rmb the powerpuff girls theme song.. haha i've edited it juz for the great bus driver uncle... here goes..


"Fighting crime trying to save the world, and you come juz in time, the powerpuff girls!"

INTO...

"Fighting time trying to save 3 guys, and you come juz in time, the SBS bus driver!"


haha nice rite.. LOL.. well reached s'pore at bout 11.30pm like tt... took train home.. Thanks guys for the day.. realli enjoyed it!!


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/18/2006 01:44:00 AM

... Pics for laugh...

Mann, i'm still feeling sleepy...

Told you not to my ears, didn't I?

The new titanic...

Papa don't leave me...

Ohh god! pls save me...

Kungfu fighting!! better not...

My new toilet...

Will you marry me?...

I'm flying without wings...

My dear, lets celebrate after my face lift...

You are too young for my spring chicken meal...

I've got my hair done at the famous hair salon across the road...

mann, been having late nights out recently.. haha shortage of slp alr.. LOL.. ytd accompanied alex and tony to this studio at newton there.. which was exactly the same company which asked me to be one of their models, but i rejected them cos the price was way too high.. so as for alex's and tony's, theirs were asked to be singers, and groom them in this area.. talk talk talk, in the end oso need to pay a price.. but this is worst.. oni last for 3 mths.. but anw is their career so i have no rights to interfere, so the decision lies with thm still.. 7.30pm................................

Finally they finish talking alr!! yay!! haha, my butt rotting alr.. went to newton circus for our dinner!! ordered seafood.. FABULOUS MANN!! had sting ray, sotong & veg.! realli way nice...!! enjoyed it to the bits!!! left for town aft tt... walked arnd, tony had to leave for hm awhile to hav dinner.. (?_?) so me and alex went to play pool.. haha fun fun FUN! chilled out at ps there while waiting for tony..

thn the start of my owl life.. went to ah yi's hse(willie's mum) to play mahjong... heyy sorrie grace & andy... this mahjong thing was a veri last min thing.. tts y din inform u guys... so yea reached her hse at bout 11.30pm like tt.. and started playing... all e way till today 3pm. GOSH!! i broke my record again.. 15 HRS of mahjong!!! can u believe it!! till the last rnd evryone's mind were wondering off alr, smashing the door, to break into lala land! hahah... cleared evrything.. and due to the extreme tired-ness.. haha, we cldn't make it hm.. so we slept over at her hse, say nap awhile oni.. in the end 7pm thn wake up.. LOL.. took cab hm! but tho is way too tiring towards the end, it was overall still fun!! and the company was grt!


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/16/2006 08:39:00 PM

looks innocent rite.. hahaa
alex and me!



glad tt we had a talk bout it.. and now everything is back to normal...
love u precious!

well nth much to talk nw wait till i tink of smt thn i blog...

Ended my post @ 9/13/2006 11:47:00 PM

I'm so bored
I need u by my side
and tts all i need
ur hugs, ur kisses
juz makes me feel so warm
ur my evrything
and nth can detour me from this path i've taken
moments w/o u
juz makes my mind spin
i've realli fallen for u too deep
in my heart
there are oni 2 spaces
a part is for sports
and the nxt huge half is only able to fit u in
nth else
my worries till now
is still scared of losing u
tinking too much?
perhaps i am
I've put my evrything in u
my faith my trust
the ring symbolises our love
and i hope tt it will nv be lost.

Ended my post @ 9/12/2006 03:25:00 PM

woke up today, thinking tt evrything wld be fine... went for my attachment. went for a course, it was very mind-numbing, but i tried my veri best to pull thru it... for the thought of wanting to start being more diligent and chnge towards a positive attitude towards my attachment. But guess evrything was just too late alr, aft the course i was called in to speak to the person-in-charge of me...

he asked for the reason of my absence for the days i wasn't here.. and all the reasons and excuses were accepted, but thinking back tt during morning my friends or rather colleague told me to be truthful, perhaps it will not be a serious consequence, i heed the advice.. and told thm tt on friday i wanted to send my friend off to national service.. and tts the one and only thing he cldn't accept, even tho my friend had taken leave for me on tt day... i was told to pack up and leave. speechless i was, i juz apologised and left..

over the weekends of trying to prepare myself for this consequences.. i still cldn't take it today... i felt veri sad, i dunno why.. perhaps its the responsibility tt i was unable to fulfil, and the fact tt i've let my colleagues and friends down. I'm sorrie. leaving my workplace rather early today, was feeling lost. This feeling hasn't occured to me for quite some time alr.. but well i still have to face the fact tt they have alr terminated me..


took a cab down to bring alex go see doctor, he was feeling veri sick alr.. but he still can play jokes on me.. wad the..LOL... say the consultation fee is 30 bucks and each medicine issued is 10 bucks... saying tt its a renowned clinic tts why the pricing is higher... and to tink i believed wad he said,GOSH! and whn the doctor said thers a total of 4 types of medicine, my chin dropped... in the end whn making payment the total cost is oni 22 bucks! KUKU BIRD!!!.. still dare to add on, cos got student price.. aaarrgghhh!!! went to hav an early dinner tgt... thn sent him hm and i made my way hm...

][ life has many ups and downs, i just have to accept what is destined for me ][


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/11/2006 07:28:00 PM

well well well... guess i shld start off the sad part first...


Fri 8/9/06
my dear friend willie has to report to jurong camp for enlistment alr... sad sad sad.. we the grp of friends, alex tony andy and me, tried our best to spend as a longer time with him as possible before he registers into "hell".. haha... well we accompanied him to the camp... waited for all the admin stuffs to be done.. and we went to see thm take their oaths.. aft tt it was parting time... tears rolled dwn on most of the parent's faces... it was a rather sad scene.. i didn't know hw it was like till today... i suddenly felt like a friend wld be leaving us, and a barrier is created arnd him...

i didn't know wad to say, all i cld do was to wish him all the best and we promised tt everytime he books out, we WILL always be there for U!.. all of us were sad..Alex, his many years friend, i guess he wld be the one feeling more sad thn any of the others, for the many yrs of friendship developed, and the habit of having willie arnd wld hav to start to chnge alr, seeing his facial expression, i can tell tt alex wld miss his company and most of all the strong bond of friendship they have over the yrs..

but the person who felt the worst wld be his mum, we can realli see tt shes veri reluctant to leave tt hall.. altho its not a goodbye forever, but the thought tt we cannot see him as often as before makes us feel down.. going through this, realli made me experience and understand the real meaning of friendship. Before stepping out, we turned to take a last glance and bid goodbye.


aft tt everyone went home to slp!! lacking of slp le.. felt super tired!! haha.. thn at nite met alex and tony went to hav dinner and catch a movie, haha and due to the lethargic-ness, me and alex dozed of in the midst of the show.. LOL.. but he snored so he was worst.. HAHA.. tony watched the entire show... bravo!...


9/9/06 sat
went down to safra toa payoh there to play my round 3 squash match.. jillian and this guy( sorrie haven got ur name yet) supported me thru, realli appreciated it.. THX!

I
vs
TAN YAN LIANG

i didn't know bout his squash backgrnd, so was feeling alrite.. but tt kuku jillian go tell me tt hes Raffles Institution top seed played, i sian ji pua! wa kaoz... its like hercules vs garfield.. sure lose situation.. but well, i'd still have to go on playing the match... I lost.. as expected.. haha but at least i didn't allow him to thrash me! tts the gd thing.. haha perhaps squash is realli not my cup of tea... tony came dwn aft tt.. whn i was bout to leave the place..

Lol.. went to get some light snacks to eat first... thn he went to kim seng first to meet his friend... and i went to meet alex.. bought some medicine on e way, b4 we went to kim seng to meet up with tony.. played a few rounds of bowling.. haha.. thn aft tt went to tony's hse to have jeanette's and alex's tarot card reading, since they both wanted it... i was quite affected by it whn certain ans was told.. well didn't wan to brood over it...

me alex and tony ltr at bout 1am went over to ah yi hse to play mahjong.. cos she wanted to play.. so we agreed.. but in the end we reach there so late.. thn she needed to go out first.. and mann, whn we reach her hse, she prepared evrything for us alr.. i fel so bad and guilty.. so we 3 played first... thn joined by ah yi ltr at 4am... haha.. and guess wad we played till 10am! MY GOD... frm 1am to 10am of mahjong, my longest record of playing!! LOL.. by thn evryone was half dead.. went for brunch... and left for home!... didn't slp..

bathed and evrything... went to meet alex again.. haha.. accompany him go his campus idol singing competition audition organised by M5 concept.. tony joined us ltr on.. they all sang pretty well... and to round up those who moved on to the nxt rnd, they both got in!! BRAVO!! well done guys!.haha... was thn approached by m5 concept for modelling... no definite ans was given, considerations still taking place... oh ya, in the midst of the programme, saw last yr project superstar finalist jason.. didn't know he was one of the singers for M5 concept as well... seems like this company has indeed many artiste... alex go for it!!


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/10/2006 11:11:00 PM

imagine me gotta climb up this thing.. gosh!
taken during attachment



went to work today... and gosh.. its realli veri tiring!! to tink tt i hav to reach my wrk place at 7.20am, juz like during secondary sch days, realli sianz me off totally... today reach work place, find a table.. zzzzzzz awy alr.. cldn't take it mann.. thn walk arnd, practically my tis attachment is kinna slack.. so yepz.. its juz the scorching hot sun and the long wrking hrs tts numbing my mind...

aft work took the company's shuttle bus to toa payoh.. supposingly to meet clifton ther.. but he still at home.. LOL.. so i went to play arcade awhile... thn was quite late alr.. so walked to safra ther.. clif joined me ltr... was finally my match.. i was playing against thn clif keep scaring me say he damn pro and stuff... in the end he dun even noe who the person is.. neh neh PUNANI!!
realise it was a young boy.. and i won.. cannot let history repeat the 2nd time le!! waited for clif match.. while waiting we stood at the side eat their free food.. yummy!! LOL..aft tt waited so long.. in the end his match walk over.. kuku bird! left the place went to take mrt lor...

and oh ya.. tis is to Alex & tony... nvm if u guys cldn't make it into the project superstar... its not tt u guys are not singing well, in fact to me u guys vocal were the best alr!! but there are always people better.. and tt applies to all areas in competitions.. there are always happy and sad moments... altho i cnt guide u guys in singing or even correct the way u all sing... but i gave my sincere support by going down on both days to accompany u guys to queue up, and trying my best to entertain u all, so tt time passes faster.. haha.. this is my veri first time i've waited in a queue for a total of more thn 6 hrs... LOL... dun wry thers more to such vocal competitions... and i believe u guys can do it!!

to tony : ur singing is alr not bad.. dun be demoralised by hw they eliminated u...

to Alex : ur singing is alr realli realli veri gd le! trust me im not lying about it.. it is their loss for not selecting a potential singer infront of thm...

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/07/2006 12:35:00 AM

wad a tiring day.. upload some tmr.. ",

Ended my post @ 9/06/2006 02:09:00 AM

well, its kinda long since i last updated...so yea here goes..

firstly, i changed my blogskin alr, the previous one i'm like kinda sick of it le... so change to this one, hope its nice to u guys, slowly get use to it lor... haha!!

been having lotsa fun lately, with my group of insane maniac friends.. haha.. having late night outs. all this wld mean nothing to me without my precious spending with me. I realli treasure the time we have tgt.. Love u baby!

well went dwn to toa payoh HDB hub ther to acc alex and tony... cos they joined


PROJECT SUPERSTAR!!!


haha, bravo bravo.. applauds for ur courage!! they were queuing up since 1pm.. i reached ther at bout 3pm... acc thm queue all the way till 8pm... see! wher to get such a friend!! hahaha... in the end cos too late le, so they brought forward their audition date to tuesday!! poor thing! haha.. aft tt went to wei li's bbq session.. tink cos he gng NS soon, tts y hold a mini "party" for him..

TODAY, kuku bird of all!! went to sch to train awhile on my squash... thn took a cab with jas dwn to toa payoh for the


SAFRA SQUASH OPEN COMPETITION


reached ther waited awhile thn it was my turn... i vs kim jae jeong.. some korean guy!
his strokes weren't tt good.. but i juz dunno y, i'm not playing to my form, lke hw i use to play... i was playing so nonsensical... and worst of all.. i din noe about the rules!! DAMMIT! it was a best of 2 games.. whn i tot it was a best of 3.. and in the end i merely lost by a margin of 2 pts!! tis is F**** pathetic.. whn i came out of the court aft the match ended.. i cld even hear murmurs arnd.. i noe i realli did not play till my standard today.. clif said i underestimated my opponent.. i guess so... well juz take it a lesson learnt thn... CHECK THE RULES BEFORE PLAYING!

i felt kinna embarrassed...why? cos of today's matches all my sch team mates defeated the opponents and went on to the next round, wheras i lost mine... when coach approached me.. the disappointment in me grew... his "why did it turn out like this" question realli right smack me in the middle of nowhere... i cldn't find an ans or rather an explanation for him. i'm sorrie jillian.


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/05/2006 05:21:00 AM