hmmm, common test is rnd e corner, and i haven't seem to have started on anything yet.. haha prolly soon i guess..since i alwaes depend on memory skills.. had clubbing sensations lately aft a long break frm it... but still.. a lousy drinker.. kns.. haha.. singapore nationals championship had juz call it an end.. and... david champ of it.. I WAN A BETTER CHRISTMAS PRESENT AH!! hahah... anw congrats and well done mann...

no picture updates in tis post cos... i'm in sch.. LOL.. i'm damn sick of this damn bloody programming thing.. KNS.. do for whole damn 3 hrs.. e result..."programme failed" AARRGGHHH... enuff of it..

finally one mth of working at vivocity is going to end soon.. and wad does it mean.. PAY DAY!! ole!! and i've quitted my arcade job alr... mann i realli cnt wait for tt 2 wks of holidays.. i so need it!!

will be gng for a friend's birthday party at aloha changi chalet there.. sounds familiar.. kns.. its e one opp OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL... wonder if we wil be gng again... nth happened on my last visit.. *crosses finger*

taking a break frm sports for e time being.. quite tired of it le.. since all e competitions hav ended alr...

friends and foes has been split up clearly.

Ended my post @ 11/27/2006 04:11:00 PM

well many things have been happening lately... too many things tt perhaps i need time to recall.. haha..

firstly to talk bout my squash ivp.. well we got 2nd.. losing to temasek poly.. realli a close fight.. well emotions were drowned in.. but we still gotta accept it.. i've alr done my veri best.. perhaps i lost out on stamina wise.. i was like some retarded exhausted pig running arnd in e court.. haha..
3 cheers for SQUASH!!

secondly BOWLING!!
best achievement amongst all... haha... it was a 1 whole day event.. tiring definitely!! alex went down to support me.. lots of thx!! *hugz* but too bad i cldn't realli perform in my morning squad.. bowl like some kuku.. it was a doubles event at tt time.. had lunch tgt thn he left first... went back to e alley to continue with my noon squad.. it was a much better one.. high scoring!! boost up my singles avg as well.. but too bad some pple weren't there... ... ... well aft the whole event the results are as follows

singles : 1st runner up
doubles : 2nd runner up
team : champion!
overall schools champ : NGEE ANN POLY!!!

hippip hurray! hippip hurray!!!

did grt at this yr's bowling PIL-ITE!!
i've fulfilled my promise to u.. :)

competitions over, relationship stronger, studies penging.. haha

oh yaa and not forgetting...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!!


hope u've had a wonderful birthday as planned... and hope u like the present too.. haha..

no bitches or bastards wld spoil this day... some pple juz dun noe whers their limits, selfish and self centred... true colours were shown, impression has chnged...speechless were us. Friendship has ended. contact lost. unforgiven. trying to ruin smt impt to me. grave mistake u've done.

Ended my post @ 11/20/2006 03:00:00 AM

well monday was my 1st squash pol-ite competition, i felt rather normal bout it, whn we were still in our own sch compund... still happily chatting awy.. enjoying e music at the atrium.. but e moment we arrived at s'pore poly.. i was realli hell damn nervous, keep havin sweaty palms... i'm on match 2... jun jie to lead the team first, thn me, thn by daryl ryan and sam... jj won his match.. but din realli seem like hw he played whn during trainings.. perhaps due to pressure as well.. oh ya the sch we vs against with was NANYANG POLY.. and whn i knew tt my opponent was nyp's first seat player.. my heart realli start palpitating fast and furious.. but i had to face it.. it was a best of 5 game.. and luckily it turned out well.. i did my part.. YAY!! i WON!! the feeling was realli grt.. and i was happy too..

the results:

9-4
10-9
9-6

the last match was a rather critical match for me.. if i were to lose it and play the 4th one, i can tell u i'll lose as well alr, i'll be so totally demoralised.. i know my score was 8-3 alr, and i juz needed 1 more freaking point to win.. but my energy level was seriously drained out alr, and i'm realli damn tired, perspiring like some mad pig.. and the pressure given by my team mates.. oh gosh.. evrytime i look at thm they'll be giving me those expressions.. i know, but im oso super tired wad.. so i was juz hoping tt he wld make a mistake.. and indeed he did.. yay!!.. i came out of the court with a load off me.. and the final score of NP vs NYP was 5 - 0.. yay thrashing score.. haha.. nxt match wld be on fri.. NP vs TP.. the most difficult wan.. and kuku nathan.. i sprained my ankle during my match.. and its the same ankle as the last time.. kaoz eh.. hw suai cn tis get.. hope it beta recover asap.. my medal event - saturday!! and we can do it!!

well i recently recv'ed an email.. and tis 2 particular snetence realli made me think back..

No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.

and i've also realised the importance of it. Come to think of it, we've realli been thru alot tgt alr.. and theres juz tis bond holding us tgt, a bond tts unbreakable.. haha sounds so chemistry.. lol.. anyway.. i love u baby jl :)

Ended my post @ 11/08/2006 12:10:00 PM

well, i'm pretty bored now.. so juz use blogging to acc me.. well evrybody seems to hav gone to bed alr.. and due to a long slp today, i still cnt put myself to slp nw, prolly wld be juz rolling abt on the bed.. haha

met alex today for lunch and oso to go collect our pay, took a train down to paya lebar, and walked kinna far.. dumb dumb lor! well the boss was rather sarcastic, so din wan to argue or talk to much to him. whn we were bout to collect our pay, all the excuses for giving us lesser money start shooting out frm his wrinkled mouth.. was kinna pissed off, but juz got to bear with it.. went to take mrt, home we go..

well today actually i had 3 sports to attend to, but i turned 2 of thm off str8, so tt at least can go out with u..yup.. one of my friends msged me, asked me to go play in their team for volleyball polympics, cos they had a shortage of pple.. the other one was squash, today there was a friendly match against NJC.. lazy worms vs book worms.. haha, but turned both sports down, reason saying tt ther was bowling sch team trning, cos bowling was the oni sport tt started the latest, so can have more time with u.. but upon meeting u, i can realli tell tt u were veri tired.. and u realli needed a veri gd night rest.. and whn i knew long ago tt i cldn't make it in time for bowling trning alr and decided to skip it.. i still juz cld't bring myself to ask u to go out, cos seeing u so suffering, realli hurts me deep down..

after seeing u off, i walked arnd aimlessly trying to find a atm deposit machine, suddenly a familiar ringtone sounded..knowing it was u, i know tt i'm not alone anymore. :) bought some snacks to eat while walking home.. was rather cooling..

i dunno y, but tis few days, i juz find it so hard to pull myself outta bed.. its like i'm being tied dwn, no matter how hard i try to struggle out, its still useless.. tis muz got to stop.. give me BACK my gemini character!!!

i was told about the team formation ytd... and i'm like stunned.. wad the hell is tis.. its totally the opp. of our choice.. u said we cast our slections for our desired teams.. but u added on.. if our choice differs frm urs widely.. u will overrule us.. thn wads the point of wasting our time to fill in ur "forms" might as well u juz decide urself.. wad u told me personally came out differently.. do u realli wan our sch to win in the frist place.. if u see those scores tt we recorded dwn during evry trning at safra yishun.. do u tink he deserve to be in the team.. i'm not being bias or wad, evrything is recored down black and white.. i tink in the end u are the one who is blind.. You are not the one who guides and train me to who i am right now, so dun claim tt i'm ur student.. trainings of urs tt i've attended till now.. u hav nv tell or guide me at all.. tink abt it. (rk)

Ended my post @ 11/02/2006 09:38:00 PM

well things are going pretty fine now, no arguements no nth... but u noe wad... sometimes i'm realli not showing attitude or black face to u... so smile ", haha.. i love u.
oh ya, went to the global music awards at e indoor stadium on the 28th.. it was way awesome... haha.. i enjoyed it.. did u? aft tt went to eat.. and wanted to catch e movie "the guardian" but i guess it was too late alr.. so we sat arnd to chat before going to west coast park.. for 19 yrs alr.. and i haven been there before.. LOL.. well i actually juz wanted to spend more time with u, since now ur always so busy during weekdays, and the weekends were juz too short.. i don mind going any places juz to be with u..

okiee school is ever boring, and early mornings are juz not for me, i've taken quite a number of MCs to covr up alr.. haha.. my holiday mood is still not fine tune back, i guess i'll juz see how it goes after awhile..

went for an interview some time ago, and was recently accepted.. the shop name is "mother garden" sounds like some maternity or rather women or baby shop rite.. haha.. anw its not... its a japanese company, first shop in singapore.. and its at Vivocity! haha... at level 2, beside the fila shop... working as a part-timer of cos.. lol.. so not evryday oso work.. thn tmr going for an interview at clementi arcade there.. haha.. hope evrything gies fine.

lastly been having alot of trnings, both in squash and oso bowling.. cos the ivp, or rather pol-ite is nxt wk.. OMG.. so fast lar.. some more both in same wk, gonna be so shagged mann!! had squash trning frm 4-6pm today, and frm 8-10pm had bowling trning.. this type of intensiveness beta stop soon..

Ended my post @ 11/01/2006 12:59:00 AM