haish.. hmm haven posted up the pics taken ytd wan., will do so soon.. not realli in the mood for tt now... well nvr tot tt a close friend cn actually mean harm... to tink tt i put in my absolute trust in u for yrs.. and yet.. with juz one action u've totally betrayed it all... am i always being too kind and friendly to u.. tt uve actually treated it as my weakness. But y.. did u realli bear to do it, to sacrifice the yrs of friendship?... all of a sudden i feel like i dun realli noe u well... oni to realise perhaps it was juz all an act? wich muz be concluded at the end of it.. if ure realli havin probs... im more thn willin to giv a helpin hand... but u need not lie to hav urself gettin the benefits... it realli does hurt.. do u even noe how hard it took me to raise tt sum of money... and yet... my pity and sympathy for u was juz makin me be like one fool... altho ur out of contact alr.. and i noe myself.. i wont be gettin it back alr... i tink i wont pursue it alr... ill juz hav to treat it as a lesson to be learnt... but isnt tis lesson too expensive to bear... tink bout ur conscience, do u feel gd about it.? if u dun feel anything, perhaps all tis yrs of friendship shld nvr even hav started. Do u noe.. uve made me feel so lost.. made me lose my confidence.. afraid tt out ther.. ther mite be another sumone like u also..

Ended my post @ 3/31/2006 11:52:00 PM

hmmm... today as usual wrking... haha.. took 188 all the way... haha.. and so embarrassing!! sme auntie gotto wake me up whn the bus terminated at harbour front.. .gosh! sumore whn i wake up so mani pple lookin.. WTH!! but well dashed out of cos.. hahaa.. reached office.. slept for 2 hrs first.. haha.. cnt be blame, too tired alr.. heex.. lunched at pasta mania again.. im so getting grossed out by it.. *YUCK*... aft tt... i din notice tt chermaine & rina was starin at me... till my friend tell me..!! haha.. sori uh.. i was too engross at the show alr..heex.. well chatted awhile... i realli din expect to see thm ther.. hahaa.. cos its like rainin too.. so ask thm.. reason.. see doctor.. i was like wad the! bukit batok doctor lousy meh.. muz see harbour front doctor.. hahaa.. well went back office.. -slacked- haha... d/l loads of videos.. and a movie.. hahaa.. cool rite.. chatted whole day.. it juz keeps me occupied.. time passes fast tis way oso..heex.. super freezing today... luckily they din install slurpee.. or else ltr brain freeze oso.. HAHA... left at 6pm! and how kuku.. hp batt FLAT!! booo... grr.. -_-" oh ya.... read a fren's msn nick.. kinda funny tho.. "how u define F.U.C.K.. Friends U Can Keep!!!" cool eh

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/29/2006 09:04:00 PM

yep.. tis is the V3i fone tt i quite like tt wan.. haaa.. but still considerin.. dunno bout ( ' . ' )
LOL

hmm well tis 2 days hav been so so.. yep.. nth much lar... still the same wrk... haha.. no life rite.. but whn pay day comes.. u will noe wads LIFE!! lol... hmm well.. ytd.. suppose to go for tis theory practice.. but forgo it.. cos too early alr.. so shall go another day... my mum suddenly cook ytd! tt realli surprised me..HAHA... well.. yummy as usual.. haha... bloated AGAIN!! cos abit siao siao lar.. haha.. 2 person eat oni rite.. she cooked till 5 dishes.. i was like... NTUC givin out free food issit?! HAHAHA.. aft tt was searchin thru the papers for handphone ads... found one... im quite +ve bout it.. but dunno bout the other.. yea.. but i still carried on checkin bout it.. haha.. brought the papers to wrk today..HAHA.. reached harbour front.. went for heavy breakfast at mac!! haa.. dunno y suddenly so damn hungry sia..LOL... started typing again.. as usual.. sianz... hahaaa.. lunched at pasta mania.. YUMMY!!! hahaa.. aft tt the half rest of the day im pretty slack.. haha.. called all the outlets.. check out the price of the fone.. haha.. so kuku!! u noe wad.. diff outlets diff priciing!! WTH!!! shant tell whers the cheapest.. haha.. scarly i wan go buy tt time no more stock!! HAHAHA..hmmm the thunder was kinda irriating today.. damn noisy.. i tink the merlion quarellin with it.. hahaa... hmm left EXACTLY at 6pm.. LOL..

Ended my post @ 3/28/2006 09:46:00 PM

hmmm.. well tis post will contain quite a few pics.. yea.. so to tt person..dn say i nvr put alr..LOL..

well lets see..
hav sme updates on my dogs first yea.. happy case is tt they cn get along veri well alr.. sad case is tt shes still not PREGNANT!! mann.. is ther smt wrong with their.. abilities..HAHA..

hmm sori yea.. bear with his precious stickin out.. tink he abit horny whn havin his foto shoot..lol.. well kuku him.. looks of arrogance stickin all over.. wad an attitude mann!! but tink he quite tired lar.. so cnt blame... one day tis bachelor felt so lonely.. so on one fine day.. whn strollin.. he met his dream gal...

ther she is... i juz realise she seems to like to take foto... all the shots i take.. will look at the camera wan..LOL... ohh but i gotta becareful her wolverine claws are revealin alr.. haha.. the looks of lonliness and deprive of a husband is juz written all over her face... haha.. so aft both hav met and got along with each other alr... they're finally married

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!!and they live happily ever after!!

lol.... well oh ya forgot whether i got mention bout my squash racket anot.. anw.. yea.. juz went to redo my whole squash racket.. the price was quite abit lar haha!! at first play with it.. doesnt realli seem quite use to it.. but slowly adaptin to it alr... the POWER is juz shiok mann!!! haha.. ther it is..

the green grip is juz seriously outstanding mann!!! ~love it~ hahaa..

oh ya... juz got the pics of jingyang's bday... well ther were lots of food and they were grt!! haha.. mann tink tis part abit the lag.. haha.. cos over for like i tink bout a wk or so le.. lol... but nvm..

yep tis are the peeps of the earlier batch who went... cos we left earlier... before the nxt batch came.. haha.. ther the bday boy sittin!

oh ya took a pic of my YOUNGEST of all cousin...

juz so cute uh..haha

hmmm okie okie... today 26th.. slacked arnd at hm till bout 6pm.. thn went to meet mel and friend... went to bugis ther meet char... yep.. UR TOTALLY LATE!!! but well since so long nvr catch up with each other..nvm thn.. haha.. went to eat spicy steamboat for dinner.. was damn hungry!!! ate for 2 whole hrs!LOL.. super bloated!!! chatted alot.. seems tt i dunno quite alot of things..haha.. need go change my satelite alr.. LOL... aft tt went to cine... wanted to catch MN movie at cine.. but no nice ones.. in the end we booked a rm and........ rented dvd.. haha.. cool rite!!! played com and watch movie.. mann so nice.. laugh till i pengz!! hahahaz... left at 2am.. shared a cab hm... -shagged-... tmr still got wrk.. MANN.. tsk.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/26/2006 03:15:00 AM

hmmm... today dun so colourful alr... haish..
*has smt happened or is ther smt wrong?*
my feeling juz dun feel so rite... tinking too much? perhaps..
haha.. well

today.. ermmm... watch movie at my hse with friend... yea... quite nice... and my laptop memory space depleting at an extrme pace..hahaa... gotta delete some movies alr..lol... tink i burn into cd beta.. thn nxt time still can watch..HAHA.. hmmm ive juz realise smt.. i haven been to the cinema for movies for ages alr... haha... but tho... my a/c inside still droppin at high speed..LOL... well.. i was quite pissed off by a short while today by some other pple... shant let it ruin my day..haha.. went for dinner at lot 1.. yea.. ate alot.. abit too hungry alr..hahaa.... the desert part..ermmm.. suppose to be swt... but i tink its not?..LOL.. -left-

hmmm.. smethin seems to be troublin inside me... has smt realli happened... is like i cnt fig. it out.. shld i trust my feelings... or is it its the culprit tt makin feel so troubled?... but overall im still in a cheerful mood todae.. lol... well tho i gotten my pay cheque.. gosh... still gotta wait till monday!! dumb dumb.. but wont feel tt broke alr.. cos allowance comin soon too.. heex.. woohooo... i cnt wait to start shoppin again.. but not so much tis time.. yep.. mann... i tink all the ivp selections comin soon... beta start trnin myself up alr... cnt lose to the new batch of yr 1.. *if ther are any sporty ones* haha.. hmm..

][today nvr ends, tmr nvr arrives][
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][troubles nvr leave, happiness nvr comes][

- chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/25/2006 11:13:00 PM

hmmm... wad can i say... today im juz having mood swing? HAHA...

MORNING
i felt damn frustrated and veri low in mood.. 1 thing i was so damn tired... the nxt was the bus practically had no seats.. full up... and i stood all the way frm cck to harbour front!! GOSH gosh wad luck is tis... carryin one damn laptop... is realli makin me feel worst.. and okie... for tis.. not say tt im so damn racist altho im one.. but tis indian on the bus is realli pollutin the air alr.. and i got no space to move in but to stand ther.. sumore he fell aslp.. and keep leanin to me... so haha.. i admit i was abit bad.. lol..but i cldnt stand it alr.. sooo... i took my laptop and push his head "slightly" whn he lean again.. LOL.. makin it seem like it was the bus movement fault..LOL... oops! hahaha...

reached the office... went to internet check my exam results... i was pretty nervous alr.. * clicked view results* oh MANN!!! IT WAS LIKE SHIT! realli shit.. GPA drop like hell oso... frm heaven directly to hell... yes.. its tt serious !!! well felt kinda sad...demoralised... study so hard for wad.. results still like tt.. but nvm at least i still passed evrything... i dun care... nxt sem... if i dun get GPA 3.2 i'll QUIT sports.. errr... tink tts too serious.. heex.. ill............i'll wad.....hmmm... not do anymore shopping!!! HAHA.. yep... so mornin practically din wrk at all.. was ther stonin troubled by my results... worst thing is tt!!! even tt china gal win me!! WTF... she slack more thn me lar... gosh... not fair.. the marker muz be frm china too!! LOL...

NOON
me and my colleague went for lunch at food junction.. i din eat much... whn she came back with her food.. i felt abit disgusted at first.. cos it looks abit disgustin.. hahaha.. the pic below is her food.. LOL

its actually 'mee tai mak' but doesnt the first impression shows tt... it looks like a MEALWORM?haha.. but of cos i din tell her lar..LOL.. it still looks gross to me!! oh ya.. today used the new cologne my frend bought for me... gosh its damn nice... 'david beckham instinct' haha... juz love the smell mann!! whooooo!!! it shoos off indians...! oops.. haha... well today.. in office... watched 'bruce almighty' my god lar.. my friend laugh so loud... -_-" but well i went out to laugh..haha.. im so considerate... LOL...

!!!!OLE!!!!

my boss nxt wk going oversea business trip!!! wahaha... "im flying without wings" HAHAZ... but well wont slack so much oso lar.. complete his assignment asap... thn i can stop hearing houseflies buzzin arnd me.. heex... okie nth much bout today alr... awaits tmr!

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/24/2006 11:41:00 PM

{ OH ya b4 i start.. due to my blog abit laggin now... whn cant scroll dwn.. minimise the window.. and click on the bar again}

hmmm well well... today as usual wrk... but was diff today.. whn wrking half way............


!!! I FOUND AN INTERNET CABLE!!!

HAHA... and of cos... smart me started being able to be connected online.. but ther are disadvantage & advantage!!!

*disadvantage is cant surf the net.. how kuku rite...
*advantage is can go MSN and d/l movies...LOL

hmmm so today... overall.. din realli do much wrk... kept chattin oni..haha.. at least it kept me company... but halfway thru did cont. with the wrk load lar..haha... they're not payin me for nth...time realli flew today!! REALLI!!! HAHA.... tried not to eat so much during lunch... so bought snacks... but big appetite me not enuff..lOL.. TRIED to control.. but in the end the small snacks added up to 6 bucks still.. DAMN!!! hahaa... went for my final theory lesson 1 part 2 tmr... my basic theory test wld be on 5th april!!! haha.. gosh... i study till like i so gd at rd signs alr lar.. haha.. but some i din even see b4..lol... kinda tiring makin to classes at nites.. cant wait for my practicals to start!!! go crash a few cars..haha j/k! hmmm guys im runnin out of ideas for surprises alr... any tips?! hahaha... u said not too ex... but wad i wan to buy for u originally still lingers arnd my mind... im such a disappointment uh.. hahaa.. oh gosh!!! tmr gettin back exam results alr.. it'll be released at 9am online!! mann... luckily i din apply for thm to send via sms... haha.. LOL... tink i see how my frend fare first... and see got hope anot.. if no hope.. im so not gonna go see!!! LOL... im like tis... cant face REALITY!! wahahaha..j/k...till thn..

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/23/2006 12:50:00 AM

hmmm.. today as usaul went to wrk... im realli veri sick and tired of it alr.. but wad can i do.. its my oni source of income now... and smt i need to pamper my love ones too... its not tt they are addin pressure to me.. its my own will... but im startin to feel veri lethargic alr... dozing off often at wrk... and recently got to add on the driving course onto my shoulder... both of thm are realli heavy alr... i realli need sumone to be ther for me.. and be my pillar of support.. im reali gonna collapse soon... but love realli can do wonders.. its it tt im still tryin to push on... but havin tis as my daily routine... i realli cant take it.. am i like so useless..? cant even take such loads.. but do u noe... frm studyin so hard evryday till exams and till now i wrk... i realli haven taken a gd break yet..( *errm except for some days*) while others.. happily enjoying themselves... even going for cca and physical trniin seems to hav a prob... some wld ask.. of all time y choose tis pt of time to learn drivin... but do u noe.. tis is perhaps the oni time i can squeeze in.. i dun even noe how my new time table wld be like.. and i realli realli yearn to drive a car.. esp my dream car..!! but it'll be a long flight of stairs b4 i reach tt dream... well at least i've climbed up a step nearer..

I'VE PASSED MY FIRST TEST!!!

but the 1st attempt i failed... and it realli sent me stompin out of the rm.. cos failed by 1% oni!! like wad the.....
and i gotta pay again to take the test again.. cos i dun believe i can still fail LOL!!

2nd attempt!! guess wad!! I GOT FULL MARKS!! WHAHAHA...

kinda surprised tho!! cos got 3 qns tikam wan!! LOL

now got to proceed to basic theory test alr... and if pass to final theory test.. thn i can start going on rd alr!!!PRACTICALS!!!

-squash today was okie.. nth much.. abit the slack... yea-

*oh ya.. check out the snow effect.. haha*

][ i still love u ][

Ended my post @ 3/22/2006 01:11:00 AM

hmmm ytd din update cos practically was spendin my time meddlin with tis new skin.. to me it looks quite nice lar.. like the glowing effect colour esp... yep... finish transferin all the stuff frm the old blog to tis skin at bout 3am... was pretty shagged alr... tis mornin wake up at 7am.. felt abit feverish... so din go wrk today... cont. slpin..haha... woke up at noon... lunched and went to apply for my driving licence again... for the 1st time i failed the theory.. thn lazy alr.. so now the temptation arises again!! LOL... but since the driving centre sooo damn near my hse.. so still okie lar... hahaa.. and noe wad.. 200 bucks gone alr..LOL... cos i chiong all the basic theory classes today... haha.. get it done and over with... frm 4pm all the way till 9.30pm..haha.. but of cos got intervals lar..lol... i took manual driving... the gal who attended to me said it'll be diff.. but will benefit in future.. so take lor since the cost wld be the same as auto... yep... but the whole process to get the licence wld cost me $2000++!!! aarrgghhh!!.. no way... hhaa.. tmr will be going dwn to take my evaluation test.. gotta pass tt wan to take final theory test.. gosh!! and noe wad..got 70 qns.. oni cn get 5 wrong.. WTF!!!!! nvm.. grrr.. i'll study during wrk tmr.. haha.. mann... 3 more days!! gosh friday!!! grr... my exam results wld be out alr... dunno shld be happy or scared.. seriously tt day i dun even realli dare to go the website ther see... esp whn the loadin part.. gosh.. u will realli feel like smashin the screen mann!! haha... cos im not confident in 2 modules.. and im so not interested to take thm again.. im gonna feel like one dumb dumb lar.. lol.. mann!! hmmm tmr gotta go wrk again... noe wad gears me up to go everyday..haaa... its the food they sell ther.. veri nice..lol.. but eatin too much alwaes hav consequences...lol..if u gt wad i meant..haha.. oki enuff for the day..
-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 3/21/2006 10:19:00 PM

well im slowly gettin over it alr...time is all i need.. hmmm.. well slept at 6am... woke up at 12pm by a nudge..haa... oni to see tt it wasnt the person im longin for.. went to find.. but wasnt online.. so well... went back to slp again.. woke up ay 2pm... went to beauty world plaza to do my squash racket... changed the grip and the string.. the feelin juz so rite mann.. meet fee ltr.. walked to sch.. to play squash... the others were ther alr... well the effect turned out well.. the power is ther.. feel so shiok! competed for my first match of the day... ahah.. and i won unexpectedly!! LOL.. aft tt.. train and compete more... compete with fee.. my target is always to keep him below 5 pts..haha.. and of cos CANNOT let him win!! LOL... played till 7pm+ damn bloody shagged.. bathed in sch.. gosh... the water kenna the bruise was damn PAIN!! aft tt went twn to hav dinner... KFC... suffered again.. damn bloated... played arcade awhile... thn headed for hm alr... went to coffee bean and get a drink... aft tt hm immediately!!! haha... *dun wry too much k.. nth will happen*

Ended my post @ 3/19/2006 11:47:00 PM

time seem to be passin so slow whn one is depressed... many friends came to tell me not to tink bout it alr.. leave it behind... and continue with my life... but i cant... they r juz not lookin at the situation frm my pt. of view... okie maybe im selfish... but perhaps to thm.. its juz a broken broken glass... cant be fixed back tgt again... its meant to be thrown awy.. but to me... im still findin every means to hav it mended back... tis broken piece of glass juz means so much to me... i noe the state im in now.. im practically juz throwin my life awy... but i juz find it so difficult to stand up on my feet again.. almost impossible... tis fall had alr paralysed me... am i going to be wheelchair bound? or do i juz need the time to heal my wound b4 i can walk again... im realli feelin lost.. can someone juz pull me out frm tis dark rm... and let all tis be over... but i noe.. the oni person's hand i can ever reach out to wld only be u... ur the cure of it all... but frm the way it is now... tink i wld hav to spend my life in tis rm for the time being alr... and feel the way out myself...will we ever meet again? i guess i alr hav the ans in me...

Ended my post @ 3/18/2006 05:15:00 AM

another day hav pass... and nth seem to hav changed.. im still missin u so much... y cant i face the fact tt its all over alr... i juz cant bear to open my eyes frm tis beautiful dream of mine... to fear tt once opened... i wld be livin in reality alr... y muz u be so cruel to me... is ther smt in me tt u hate about or unsatisfied with... we can alwaes talk it out... or issit just... u feel tt i'v initiated the relationship too fast to u... not givin u enuff time to noe me beta yet... or even enuff time to tink it over... im realli for being so rush... but my love for u is realli unbearable... if i wld've known we wld end up in tis state.. i wld rather chose to keep my feelings for u in me... at least we wld still be close to each other.. and not like now... alwaes tryin to avoid me... are u realli tt scared of me now... all i wanted was to tell u how i feel tts all... u need not accept it too... but seems tt u've teated it too seriously... to the extent... tt ur beginnin to develop a fear towards me... y muz all tis happen... if possible... can we return to how we used to be... i realli miss those times... haish... WADS WITH TIS!!!

Ended my post @ 3/17/2006 01:05:00 AM

hmmm well... life hav many ups and dwns... but y muz i hav it in a dwn manner... its realli pointles for life to go on... ever since i knew u.. i tot tt tis wld go far.. u were realli the joy of my life...but thn it juz didnt turn out as expected... were we realli to be destined to meet each other.. but not fated to be with each other... evrythin doesnt seem rite w/o u arnd... u promised tt u'd alwaes be ther for me.. but yet... i can lean on no one to cry on now... are we realli drifting apart so far... so far tt i can hardly feel ur prescense anymore... the moment u told me those words... i felt like i was ther standin in the middle of nowher.. lost is the oni word tt can describe.. i stood ther blankly.. bleeding silently... rite in the middle of my rm.. at the veri spot i was so happy to get to noe u.. but yet those words of urs juz ruined it all... my beautiful dream juz shattered into pieces.. y are u so heartless & unfair...y did u giv the others a chance to hurt u.. but not givin me a chance to love u.. Y? did u noe how much it hurts... even after a few days have passed.. i still cant forget bout u.. u've alr engraved urself in my heart.. and nth can erase it awy... can tis beautiful shattered puzzle be pieced back tgt again.. i dun mind spendin slpless nites juz to hav tis puzzle completed... as long as u'd return back to my side... i dun mind sacrificing anythin for u... THIS IS SO CRAP!!

Ended my post @ 3/16/2006 01:17:00 AM

okie here goes... hmmm on the 12th let me see... nth much happened oso... stayed at hm... glued to my msn... haha... oh ya... brought the dogs go dating... lol... but abit the diff to handle sia... cos they keep anyhow run... grrr... lost my patience... in the end juz unleash thm at a big field.. let thm ownself go and play... wild i juz sit ther and stone... LOL... return hm.. tiring mann!! but at least i still spent some time with the dogs..hahaha... okie now onto today 13th... haish got to go wrk again.. actually the job is kinda easy wan... is the journey tt makes me damn sian... 1 whole hr juz to get ther... mann... u can say tt im lazy... but sittin at the same place for an hr is sufferin mann... so usually i prefer takin the train... at least can walk..LOL...!.. well today my colleague whos helping me wan nvr come!!! grr... but overall today was a super duper slacky day for me.. wahahha... mornin sorted out the documents... thn ready alr by 12pm... went for lunch... came back.. my boss was havin meeting till 4pm.. LOL.. and u noe.. me w/o supervision abit hard for me to keep concentratin on wrk yea..hahaha.. started watchin movie... lol.. aft tt continued to do the typing things.. grrr... so hate it mann.. practically like keep typing the same things!! gosh.. left at 6pm SHARP!!! hahaha... took mrt hm.... bla bla was gaming... thn i oso nth much to do... so went twn with fee... played arcade.. haha... perspired like hell.. gosh.. tirng mann... haha.. headed hm aft tt... din wanta hav yea waitin too long... chatted........

Ended my post @ 3/13/2006 12:43:00 AM

hahaa... hmmm din blog ytd.. cos wanst tt sober yea.. lol.. hmmm well was abit pissed ytd.. cos the boss actually said was half day wan..in the end he made it full day gaain.. cos got more wrk.. dammit mann... so damn selfish.. i like plan my day's activity alr thn like tt... so well worked till 6pm.. thn went to buy a set of clothes... thn took a cab went to meet my friends alr... haha.. the function/gathering ended at bout 9pm like tt... thn gaston fetch us to main rd ther.. yea.. thn me jas glad and dunno who..haha shared a cab... sent the 3 gals hm first b4 me.. grrrr... haha... bypass sec sch.. they havin their sec 1 camp again.. its juz gettin more and more boring.. lol.. tts wad i tink.. went hm... ok today.. SATURDAY!! haha... went hav KFC with my friend.. ordered so much.. omg.!! lol.. struggling to finish mann.. haha.. well aft tt movies... yea.. enjoyed today totally.. thx..

Ended my post @ 3/11/2006 12:46:00 AM

hmmm.. ytd din blog.. not tt i din wan to.. is the damn blogger thing.. dun allow me to.. say wad tt my blog got spamming.. like wad the... if tt the case tell me earlier.. i write a whole junk of stuffs thn like tt.. in the end evrything gone.. BOO!! so well now tt its back to normal.. shall cont. ytd stuff.. grr. haha.. ya... my time estimation wrong again.. kuku... reach ther half hr early again.. grrr... so went to mac.. go drink cup of tea again... tot the smae method wld wrk cos i was feeling veri tired.. u muz be tinking wad method rite.. LOL.. cos previous nite clever me... went to drink teh for fun... and in the end i whole nite cant slp... mann.. so now trying tis method again to keep me awke.. hahaa.. i shall show u...

hahaha.... im so prepared to get diabetes mann.. lol... cos the tea juz wasnt swt enuff.. haha.. and tot of going for teh again.. got 2 packets of their stoopid coffee mate... drank it all up before going for wrk! AARRGGHHH!!! now i'll tell u y they are stoopid... cos it caused me to keep going to bomb... practically the whole morning... mann!! and sumore is not solid bomb.. is machine gun type..HAHAHAz.. okie gross.. !! so well today.. the time seems to be passing damn slow mann.. gosh... oso dunno y i like so desperate for today to end so fast... maybe im juz so looking forward for wkends... well... today the boss treated us dim sum buffet for lunch... externally i was like mann... shldnt hav it... internally i was grining..HAHA... okie im evil....lol.. well ate to my fill... and back to wrk.. suddenly got alot things to do.. so the time.....ZOOM.. 6pm alr.. LOL.. time to leave.. took 188 hm... told myself not to slp... but in the end... yea.. hahahha... hmmm tink i gonna start penning dwn some of my tots since some stuffs are not mentioned here... and tis wld be personalised.. nth of ther wld be written here...yep.. bottled up feelings is alwaes umcomfortable..

Ended my post @ 3/09/2006 08:25:00 PM

hmmm lets see.. well today's the 2nd day of wrk.. grr.. reached harbour front at 8am again.. aarrgghhh.. tink thers realli smt wrong with my time estimation.. i planned to reach ther like 8.45am wan lar.. lol.. cos me and my friend agreed tt we're not gonna wrk for free labour.. haha.. so went to mac and stone ther.. oh ya.. wore my newly bought LEVI'S jeans today.. lol.. well overall today wore quite casual lar.. haha.. started wrk at 9am.. bla bla bla bla... soon it was 1pm..LUNCH TIME!! but i skipped it for half hr.. lol.. cos still got not completed docu.. yea.. aft tt.. went PASTA MANIA to hav our lunch... i was smart enuff not to put so much cheese tis time.. haha.. cos ther nvr sell clorets..haha.. cant expect me not to talk for the whole day rite.. ahaha.. yep.. still had xtra time.. so hmmm.. went for some shoppin.. haha... bought tis cologne.. and a new tee..haha..!! total price.. i shant say!! LOL... went back office.. continued.. tis time my colleague... like wad the.. keep telling jokes..haha.. thn i started to.. and the jokes kept going dirtier..HAHAHAHA... thn watch abit of movies on my laptop.. those funny parts oni.. gosh!!! laugh till so loud.. was realli super embarassing!!.. but cant help it...guess wad no more shows... talk more dirty stuffs again.. mann!! LOL.. but it was real funny i can say... time pass real fast for the 2nd half of the day... u shld noe y..hahah... packed up.. exactly at 6pm ( no free labour) haha... left...took 188 hm again.. slept on bus.. tink bout those jokes.. dunno real anot.. wahahahahaha....!!!! haish seeing u so sickly realli hurts..

Ended my post @ 3/07/2006 08:25:00 PM

hmm okie... as for on the 5th i stayed hm the WHOLE day to chat on msn.. tsk tsk tsk.. dunno how i can make myself do tt too..lol.. okie on to the 6th today first day of wrk.. at harbour front building... (not the shopping mall) lol.. forget wad tower alr.. yea anw.. reached ther.. thn the person brief me and my fren of wad to do... sounds kinda simple.. aft tt whn we started doing.. OMG.. aarrgghhh.. its living hell... so much documents to sort out... mann.. and u noe we gotta start frm wich yr... 1986!!! can u believe tt... mann.. i even by pass one docu wich was on my bday..lol... but i was not born yet..hahah... was damn shagged thru out the day... like body ther.. but my mind is not.. cos aft tt need to use microsoft exel do the further documentation.. thn ther got no wireless network sumore.. gosh!! actually is got lar.. but thn all being secured so cant use.. dammit!!!~ haha.. din realli had the appetite for lunch.. grrr.. went back to office start doign the same thing again.. mann.. and i realise smt whn wrking.. evrybody ther all caucasians... lol.. whn they talk.. oso dunno wad language is tt.. so alien.. kinda funny tho.. haha.. finally off wrk at 6pm... oh btw i started at 9am.. yea.. haha.. so realli tired alr.. thn went to take 188 test the journey back hm how long.. cos its a direct bus.. and noe wad IT TOOK 1 WHOLE HR!!! mann.. reach hm 7.30pm alr.. practically dragged myself back... tink bout tmr gonna do tt again.. OMG!! bla bla bla.. u've got to help mi!!! LOL

Ended my post @ 3/06/2006 09:29:00 PM

hmmm today... woke up at 12pm.. went to cut hair at lot 1... so kuku.. the person keep talkin to me non stop.. ltr miss cut.. i strangle him mann!! lol.. okie. aft tt took a train all the way to KALLANG!! can u believe how it was.. mann.. din noe how to go to the stadium... so took a cab.. reason for going ther.. cos ytd got a gal frm s'pore bowling called me go collect my specs.. (money).. cos i haven collect any yet.. and its pilin up.. oops.. haha.. so went ther today... and kuku enuff.. whn i reached the office.. it was CLOSED!!!! fuck sia... gosh... anw walked out.. took the wrong bus sumore.. suppose to take to twn.. in the end brought me to east coast park.. wad the hell mann.. gave up.. took a cab instead.. i was still early b4 meeting a friend of mine... so went to walk arnd.. see can buy anything gifts anot.. but.. cldn't find an ideal wan.. so yea.. walked all the way to meet my friend at orchard mrt.. *late*.. haha.. so i went to wheel lock place ther first collect my nano and hp.. met ther instead.. yep... aft tt... went shoppin and huntin for nice food..lol.. bought a levi's jeans..haha.. finally aft so long... haha.. thn evening like tt.. had our dinner at cafe cartel.. *extrmly bloated*..!! went walk arnd aft tt... b4 takin a train hm.. yea.. ~nxt time sick... jux let me noe.. its okie..~.. had an enjoyable day!

Ended my post @ 3/04/2006 11:40:00 PM

hmmm.. okie... wad bout today.? all i can say is ive realli enjoyed my day thru out... hmm okie to start off... well woke up at like 1pm i tink.. meddled with my blog... thn went to wash up and meet my friend. suggested cafe cartel.. i was like err.. lot 1 got meh.. haha.. dun hav.. so settled for pizza hut... well.. bill came i insisted paying.. *juz let me treat u k* *NO pay back pls* haha.. hmm kinda filling.. maybe due to the cheese.. haha.. bought a pack of clorets aft tt.. yea.. will hav bad breath aft too much cheese..LOL.. thn went to my hse for movie ... my friend got all the snacks ready alr..lol so fast... well i tried makin it seem like in cinema.. but maybe tis one more comfortable..haha.. cos got bed.. and more spacious.. haa.. oki nonsensin again..haha...well watched till nite.. hmmm time seem to be passing kinda fast whn ur obsessed with shows... grr.. yep..well.. yea...oh and sorrie for causing u not being able to watch final destination 3 today...realli sorrie..
THX for evrything.!.!.!

Ended my post @ 3/03/2006 02:07:00 AM

(theres a continuation of tis date's blog below)
haha.. okie well.. muz be wondering is ther smt wrong with ur com rite.. or issit lagging..haha.. okie let me tell u its not.. main reason is i juz removed the song playing thing on my blog.. well yea.. cos SoMeOne dun like blogs with songs.. haha.. so was removed instantly... lol.. well and oso.. haha juz added tis lame hit counter thing..haha.. juz for the fun of it.. or else my blog alwaes the same old things.. ytd slept at 4am.. juz cant get to slp.. so went dwnstairs the playgrnd ther lie dwn.. see stars.. made a wish to my fav tripple of stars.. haha.. i name it guardian stars..lol.. cos evrytime i look up the sky at nite.. i'll alwaes see the 3 stars wich is in a row first(orion belt).. haha learnt it frm the astronomy club last yr... cool yea.. so yea juz hope tt tis wish will remain in my life.. yea my 3rd precious.. okie.. well fell aslp at the playgrnd.. woke up tt time 6am alr.. so went to eat breakfast.. thn go hm slppppppppppppppp..!! woke up oni at 4pm.. haha.. rather tiring... chatted awy.. hmmm..maybe ltr going to play bowling.. grr.. i'm playin it AGAIN... actually smt i tink of it.. its not tt im sick of the sport.. is cos i need to carry loads of stuffs juz to go play.. dumb dumb mann.. gonna go play at tis newly open allet at bt batok.. haha.. nvr go ther b4.. i shall bring u ther one day.. hope aft a long time not touching tis sport.. ltr will not hav any embarrassments.. haha.. hmm.. well today i juz did a veri lame thing.. cos my hse the 2 dogs haven mate yet i tink... so yea in order to speed up the process.........lol... i held the female dog.. thn let my dog *in-out* her..HAHA.. thn she like became so firece.. so i let go.. hahaah.. hmmm... luckily my friend agreed to lend me one of his lousy fone to use for 2 days.. to sub my fone.. or else i need to use a fone with anthena wan..gosh!!! hmmm.. i shall go make my hair now.. first impressions are alwaes impt..haha.. err tis time im refering to going to a new place.. dun mistaken... heex

Ended my post @ 3/02/2006 07:17:00 PM

tis is a continuation of ytd's blog.. yep.. hmmm went to bt batok civil service club to bowl ytd.. reached ther first.. grrr.hate it.. cos i waited so long for thm... whn all reach alr.. the alley was packed.. gotta be on the waitin list..started playin at bout 9pm like tt.. well the first few shots i threw.. gosh!!! suck like shit... so damn damn embarassin mann.. but thn got back slowly.. haha.. started playin with money.. i was like errrr... hmmm since nvr play for a long time alr.. and oso dowan spoil the fun.. so agreed.. but the bet was small..yep.. LOL i won some cash tho..haha.. covered half of my gm fee alr.. so cool... but overall... my pin action suck ytd.. like whn strike the sound not as solid alr mann.. WAHAHAH...okie nonsense.. well played till 1am.. which the alley was closing.. haha... went to mac to eat with friends... and they and their nonsensical conversations again..haha... took a cab back.. veri near..haha... reached hm super tired alr.. kinda feelin sick... the throat abit the irritatin.. somemore kenna flu.. aarrgghhh.. so long nvr attack now thn attack.. ~dammit~ well went hm.. stuff a whole lot of medicine in mouth.. and went to slp.. HAHA.. well the arm ache back again.. tink i played too much.. dumb dumb.. now im tryin to host a pic.. my friend tell me how to do.. its like so complicated.~~!! mannn... i shall fig it out!! -gone-

Ended my post @ 3/02/2006 01:09:00 PM

PHEW!! finally aft a long waited semester.. my exams are finally over...! but hmmm.. nt tt happy tho...haish... let me tell u y... today str8 aft exam... went to wheellock place AGAIN!!. GOSH..i can realli tell u tt i super dun like tt place lar.. wad the hell.. went to the apple shop.. send my ipod nano for servicing.. smt wrong with the batt... noe wad.. oni by MONDAY THN CAN COLLECT#%$%^$%&^%#@ feeling so despair alr.. i went up to the nxt lvl.. now is my fones's turn... the probs are back again.. and so coincidental the same gal served me again.. haha.. i walked to her.. first thing she said to me not "hello.. may i help u?" she said" huh, again?" LOL
i was like yeaa.. if u dun wan see me.. can alwaes change a new set for mi.. ahahha.. she giggled... fri thn can collect... thn whn she said fri.. i was like.. is ther smt on tt day? but juz dunno wad.. haha.. i sat at the benches ther tink for half an hr..LOL.. thn TOT OF IT!!! i realli hav smt on.. and is impt... so well.. yea.. i shall not go collect my fone... went to ps to hav my sim card changed.. faulty oso.. the weather today~SO DAMN BLOODY HOT~ took a bus back hm aft tt.. and kuku weather... juz whn i step into my hse it started to rain...AARRGGHHH!! y is evrything going against mi...BOOOO... ohh mann... sad sad SAD!! well din wan to stay hm.. so yea went to swim and gyming with my friend.. gosh.. 15 laps of competition pool.. will DIE!! rested an hr or so..thn went to gym.. haha.. my hand feel so water lar.. so din carry weights.. juz train abs.. dumb dumb... whn go bathe tt time so diff lar.. like a slight motion body ache alr.. went hm again! lol..thn went to my sch's bar (halo bar) had some mini class gathering for last day b4 holiday commence... yep.. din drink... for im a lousy alcoholic intaker... those who've seen me drink.. shld noe y...haha.. yea.. played lan.. gosh.. cant believe i did.. hmmm well.. played warcraft.. till now i still dun understand it..LOL.. but nvm juz joined in the blur fun.. left the sch at 8.30pm i tink...

Ended my post @ 3/01/2006 09:35:00 PM