...special you...

I finally found my special someone
I think about you all the time
You're perfect, couldn't come any better
Truly an angel in my mind
When we are together
Time runs by so fast
I just wish I had the power
The power to make our time together last
There is just something about you
I don't know what it is
I think we both know sparks will fly
When we get our first kiss
You find the right ways to make me laugh
Just looking into your eyes makes me smile
I think about you non-stop
The memories we share I'll hold onto for a long while
I care about you more than anything
I just hope you know
As we keep spending time together
My love and feelings for you will do nothing but grow


][ ever loving you ][


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 8/23/2006 05:04:00 AM

haish...


exams

exAMS

EXAMS

!!!

i'm like surrounded by notes and books...
get thm awy frm me..
well for the past few papers...
all i was able to do, cos all calculations type
LOL
know means know, dunno means dunno..
but.....
aaarrgghhh
my last and final paper which is on thurs..
happens to be theory paper
and the most toughest one!!
kill me!!!

i've had enuff of such life alr!!
evrytime i wan to go out and play
i'll start to have this guilt in me
i'm in the exam period
y ain't i studying
gosh!! IRRITATING

and guess wad, i have attachment in my holidays!!
WTF

but guess ill be taking lots of leave and mc

cos i got so many things to do

1- squash ivp selection
2- bowling ivp selection
3- squash safra open
4- sun tanning!
5-squash trainin(tink i abit lose touch)
6- shopping
7- catch up on my slp
8- laugh more!
9- complete my bloody driving test asap


hahaha, okie tts abt all i wan to do!!
with all these things fitting in, guess i'll be visiting the polyclinic quite often alr... haha, even if i'm perfectly fine!
LOL

talking bout ivp selections... gosh i cnt believe tt squash is having theirs tis friday lar!! SO DAMN FREAKING FAST LAR!! its juz one day aft my exam.. i haven touch the racket since like dunno when! and the nxt moment i know, im playing in the selections alr.. gosh.. my confidence not tt high alr... form drop tremendously al i guess! well one day shall juz go train and get my stroke back in touch!

!!!I WON'T LET HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF!!!

and following up nxt is bowling ivp selections.. well for this i needa go bowl abit more to get the feeling rite... and i see some threats lingering too.. or even some hypocrite arrogant arses!
if not for the love of the sport, joining bowling in np, wld not be one of my choice.



-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 8/22/2006 02:32:00 AM

sitting on a fence
i din know which side i was going to fall
but gradually i leaned towards
my desired side
but yet
my shirt had been caught onto the edge
of the fence
reframing me to fall off
hanging me there in mid air
the feeling isn't good
confusion strikes
i've made up my mind alr
but yet
why is there still something clinging on
was it left unfinished?
why do i feel that i'm being
unfair in a certain way
is there still a possibility of
making up to u
i want to live on with what i have
but i don't want to see u sad
for what i had promised u
i'll still keep to it
but at this juncture
any decision made
would definitely
hurt either party
time time time
i realli need u to heal the process
for now i've no choice
but to detach my shirt from
the edge of the fence
that it had been caught
i love u

Ended my post @ 8/17/2006 03:50:00 AM

alex & me
taken at O.C.H
mama vs chick
ah beng(it is NOT lighted)
messed up style
grace vs lou
wad disgusting teeth u have





well well realli had a great time this few days...

first to talk about is my exams... aarrgghhh
2 down 5 papers to go!

mann those 2 papers are theory type wan lar.. god damn they are diff to enter and stay in my memory, for the fact tt i hav short term memory.. memorised is the whole night w/o slping.. went to sch with evrything stucked iin... unload evrything onto the paper.. grace was waiting for me... so met her thn went to tony's hse.. supposingly to study for my 2nd theory paper which was the nxt day.. but in the end find food out to cook at his hse.. and for the first time i've eaten the SALTIEST noodle i've ever eaten before in my whole entire life!! haha, thx to my grt mama! LOL.. but well for the first few mouths it taste grt, aft tt... kept drinking water alr.. hahaha!

aft having our saltish lunch.. tony helped me read my "life" using his set of tarot cards.. i din actually quite believed it... its juz a pack of cards, wad cn it do.. but aft he deciphered every card i picked... it realli freaks me out... it realli speaks wad i've been thru, and wad im thinking... and the fact is i've nv told anyone abt it at all!! EEKS! stupid cards!! but aft evrything i still chose nt to believe it, afterall, wad has to happened, has to happened.. nth cn stop it.. so y bother so much bout the outcome..

aft all those stuffs started our studying revision...


GRACE AND TONY'S birthday!! ON NATIONAL DAY!! me and alex shared the price of a swensens ice cream cake for thm!! well sang the birthday song esp loud! haha, they were kinna embarrassed! tts gd, so tt it wld be memorable! lol.. slacked awhile, thn at bout 2am like tt... me tony alex and grace set off to old changi hospital... took a cab ther.. on the way they were talkin sme ghostly stuffs, thn the driver oso add on, gosh!! realli starting to freak me out a little.. but din wanna be a cold blanket.. so carried on with the journey.. made our way in... kenna shock by the guard hw lame, cos the door suddenly open, thn we all ran out! hahaha.. aft tt met tis 2 malay guys.. thn they offered to guide us in.. since they went in b4 alr.. haha.. so went in to all the blocks... gosh, goosebumps mann... so eerie.. sumore the lift door still open! gosh...

went to the roof top at on of the blocks.. mann the view is realli nice.. bt due to im scared of heights, i maintained quite a distance frm the edge... toured every single place at o.c.h! aft the first bloack, din realli felt scare alr... aft we toured finish.. we saw another patch of pple coming in.. so in the end instead of us scaring ourselves we went to scare pple.. LOL.. cos grace was wearing white.. so she stood at the window ther.. thn those pple dwn ther were like pointing and quiet dwn.. and i was at the corner laughing my ass off.. gosh... bt cnt laugh too loud.. scared ltr gt pple follow me laugh oso.. eeeks! aft tt left the place... and ther were quite alot of pple trying to make their way in... afterall we din see anything or hear anything... went to take a cab to twn.. to wait for the first bus since it was like abt 5am alr... so went to the swensens ther tt hotel to rest.. grace and tony fell aslp.. and they look so unglam! LOL..


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 8/14/2006 04:06:00 AM

mama and i
posing witht the 8th wonder of the world, - lavitating lift -
aww, so sweet
charm





hmmm well exams are juz round the corner only, bt guess wad i still dun realli understand thm yet.. so dead... how how??? but well haven been having enuff slp lately, am like so busy with sch work and stuffs.. i realli need to fully enjoy myself!! mann... giv me back my freedom! haha.. hav been gng out with my gang lately... and i realli start to eat alot again, mann.. tink i've overspent on food le.. kns! oh ya and did i say i went to hav a mass shoppin spree on the last day of grt s'pore sales.. haha spent like 200 bucks like tt on clothes.. so ain't gonna shop for the nxt mth.. lol... watched lakehouse, its like so romance lar.. so nice!!!

know what are those?... they aren't any overgrown coloured sperms... haha.. their GUPPIES!! lol.. the student plaza at my sch ther juz offially opened.. and yea tis was one of their game.. to use a thin piece of paper like a net to catch as many fishes as possible.. well i gave it a try, it was realli diff, any patient-less me.. haha, gave up quite fast.. LOL.. din even manage to catch a single one.. hw pathetic.. oh and my mum juz spoiled one of my fav. tees!! grr.. she looked so guilty and came to ask me hw much is the tee shirt u juz bought... i sense smt wrong.. and she giggled.. ask me go buy another one thn she pay me back.. LOL.. frm white shirt become brown lar.. my god..

to my buddies, thx for caring for me so much.. realli appreciate it.. ",

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 8/05/2006 01:56:00 AM

alex and me in the bus
nt my gf.. juz friend.. sec friend.. yvonne.



okie well... tink my injured ankle is on the verge of full recovery alr... bt still hurts a little still.. well today my class ended 1 hr earlier, hw kuku rite.. so in the ended at 11am.. dunno wad to do.. so called clifton to meet me.. went hm put my things and came out again... he wanted to repair his mp3 player... meet at 1pm.. he was freaking late for half an hr.. bt luckily i was use to waitin for tt kuku alr.. so yea killed time waiting for him, by eating lor, went to buy char siew bao and sme other snacks to eat.. whn clif reached, he told me sme VERY wonderful thing.. " i forgot to bring my mp3 player.".. -my god!! qi si wo de xin ( adapted frm mama )!!! in the end we went to jurong entertainment centre to catch a movie... haha.. long hu men ( dragon tiger gate ).. a very comic type shw.. bt its realli nice their power and stuffs.. LOL.. the shw was abt 1 and half.. nt bad.. aft tt head back to sch for squash tnring... train till 8.30pm like tt thn go eat... nw feeling so shagged!!


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 8/01/2006 11:40:00 PM