A moment to remember

hurt

2009-02-22T23:09:00.003+08:00

hopefully time will heal all wounds.
i need to stand on my feet again.

cute doggie!

2009-02-20T19:47:00.003+08:00

went to cmpb today. i didn't know clerks were so rude. omg! look at urself. who are you to even threaten or raise ur voice at me. even ur sirs were much polite than you are. went through all e medic stations, was pretty fast not veri crowded. however blood test was done damn slow. i dunno why my blood doesn't want to come out. allergic to needles i guess. haha.

after everything was done. i was given PES C! haha, i dunno wad it means though. but i've not heard of my friends getting tt alphabet. went for e IQ test. i suddenly felt smart aft it. i manage to ans alot of qns. LOL. esp those memorising one.

i guess my enlistment letter will come pretty soon alr. it's time to get in. time to make new friends. haha. my hse have been pretty lively with lix arnd!! so active. and so cute. a friend of mine just bought some apparels for him. haha see how he looks like!!

THIS IS MY LIX!!!!!!

cny

2009-02-02T01:15:00.004+08:00

CNY has so far been great! got together with my family members and friends.. went to e river hong bao thingy.. haha it was nice.! lightings and food! oh and i juz got a new PUP! maltese.. heh heh.. my little cute boy! hes 10 mths old alr though.. haha.. so so playful and snores at night! lol. he loves e cushion i bought for him! but hes still quite fragile now! yea..

i love my 2 darlings!

breaker

2009-01-10T02:43:00.003+08:00

so wad if i'm tryin my best to keep my promise.
U can't even keep a simple one.

-why should i bother now-

.u suck big time.

sweet

2009-01-06T16:10:00.002+08:00

the overcrowded mambo night!

sweet eve dinner

okie well xmas eve was well spent with my close friends. had steamboat at my place! delicious!!
was a nice cozy small gathering. ha else i guess i'd have to be alone again. as usually all are with their family having dinner. went on a short holiday to KL and genting, was suppose to go bangkok but close again. so well as long as i leave sg it'll be fine. did lots of shopping! bargaining seems to be one of my talent! haha. spent NY eve in genting. love the weather. cold but nice. one bad thing. i brought a camera but it failed me there. sadded!

xmas party

2008-12-24T01:08:00.005+08:00

tis few days have been greatly spent!! last sat was justtheclique's xmas party and yup it was lots of fun and gossiping!! hhaa.. was held at ritz carlton hotel! on e freaking 28th floor! e view's way superb.. spending there alone with ur loved one will be sweet perfect! all of thm had lots of alcohol drinking while i stayed out of it. else my day's gone. evryone soon fell aslp by 4am! left me winfield vinc and wey still surviving.. so we shared lots of stuffs. by 8am we decided to get our lazy ass up and go for breakfast at qiji at marina sq. and head hm aft tt! FREAKING DAMN TIRED!!

r/s complicated?

2008-12-18T23:05:00.004+08:00

hmmm is having a relationship tt complicated?

Isn't trust, faith, loyalty and communication all that is needed?

PISCES

The months ahead could start with a welcome improvement in terms of work or school, and in terms of romance, as you’ll become a little more realistic in your goals. The need for positive thinking will crop up, as you’ll tend towards feeling moody and unappreciated around June, but this will be temporary. Financially, this is a good year with plenty of opportunities for growth if you invest wisely and carefully. Watch that you don’t over indulge yourself towards the end of the year: balance the demands of work or school with a need for fun. However, you’ll be able to rely on a friend to keep you on the straight and narrow!

GEMINI

Shifting influences may well bring about a shift in perspective, almost from the start of the week: you could get the sense that one ongoing matter is slipping from your control. Be a little chameleon like, because being adaptable will make the transition a lot easier. Instead of battling against the changes, blend; go with the flow. Don’t try and hang on to what is unimportant!

moments

2008-12-18T20:04:00.004+08:00

C.U.T.E

camera obssession

e murderers!

adorable!

Remember bout my much antcipated zoo trip!? haha yea it was damn fun.. there was slight drizzle tt day, but it soon became a good breezy weather.

these are e few pics, there are alot but lazy to wait. haha

i haven't been to e bird park yet!!!

oh oh went to mambo ytd! freaking overly crowded. but it was still fun. manage to get into phuture later.. songs were great!! but in e end left me, winfield and melvin.

we walked all e way to lido e mac there for breakfast and took e first bus hm.

*tired*

coolio

2008-12-14T20:09:00.003+08:00

OH HELL YEAH!! my beloved holidays........ I'M LOVING IT! went to town ytd to have dinner with winfield and jake and eric.. haha wanted to catch e movie TWILIGHT aft dinner, but things happen to crop up so we gave it a miss.. haha but went hm and played mj instead.. haha.. dun say tt its gambling. apart from e money used. its actually a fun memory game!!

argh i'm beginning to have double skin tone colour alr.. dammit! can e rain pls SHOO~~ and i'll make a trip to sentosa and get my colour back.. haha.. i so can't wait for tmr.. am going to e ZOO! haha, mel wanted to bring her tuition kids so i tagged along too ahha..

its gonna be a fun day!! =)

i love to club

2008-12-11T22:27:00.004+08:00

haha i suddenly love CLUBBING again!! now i know why friends are great influence lol..

club again this weekend or next......................wed! MAMBO

hehe

2008-12-10T19:18:00.003+08:00

why so serious?

goli loves me!

jiawei's bday. haha nw thn upload

isn't he adorable!!

ric & lu

artistic eh!

studying is getting quite bored. im juz trying memorising everything.
some can msg me
"i end my paper alr lets go out and hav fun!"

-_-"

this thurs and fri is my paper.

i'm meeting e clique more often now.
i see myself clubbing more than usuals.
but still can't take alcohol.
i saw a dog at e pet shop. damn gian to get it.
oh and im going to e zoo nxt wk with mel! hurray!!i wan to see tt infamous white tiger!
maybe i shld tell him
"u ate e wrong guy. ur food is at e construction site. loads of it."

clubbing

2008-12-09T02:21:00.003+08:00

when u study too long and get sick of it, i'll start doing meaningless things, like chnging skin of my blog. haha. oh well. i finally managed to catch up with someof the clique pple. and its realli true. pple do change. some drastically. i wonder to myself, do they feel anything in e process? went to mambo on wed! uber FUN! i initially went with jon and mel.. but ltr met e some of e clique peeps! and SERENE! shes back.

had so much fun. was with mel and jon first and thn i went join winfield and e rest. haha. e way all of them met was so awkward ha. lazy to type here. after leavin. LOUSY MEL PUKED! haha. i drank coke so okie. lol. on e same wk went club on e wkend again with e clique pple! damn fun. but was freaking HOT! got forced to drink some ewwy taste alcohol. *yuck* dunno y ppl enjoy it. maybe their taste buds not wrking alr. left e club at 4 i tink. me melvin winfield and tis friend of theirs went to hav supper at hk cafe. so eat eat eat. soon aft e friend and melvin fell aslp. me and winfield talked. leavin e place at like 7am!! haha i reached hm *collapse*

sad me

2008-10-16T16:50:00.003+08:00

my beloved spiky is gone. if u don noe who is spiky. its my dog! well its not dead. just tt i had to give it up. dad suggested to tie him up at a tree and call e spca to collect it. or even to juz set it free like tt.. i'm juz not realli into tt idea. so i asked my dad to drive me to gombak private estates there. e one beside e civil defence. and i walked my dog in pressing e doorbells of every households which has small breed dogs to try asking them whether they can take in another dog. after 4 houses e 5th finally accepted. she has 3 dogs alr. but she has a big garden so yea, tts e last thing i can do for him. to give him a better life for his last few yrs. take care. u'll always be remembered.

i love u

now tt he's gone. i'm still not quite used to it. my house has been rather quiet. and guess wad. when i came hm earlier aft opeing e door i still whistled for him. . .

he's staying with e family at e house unit of 79.

2008-08-20T00:35:00.002+08:00

time to juz jot somethings dwn. i'm having my last paper later at 9am.. haha. 11am will be e start of my holidays.. now a student. holidays - - a Teacher hahaha! yup.. im giving tuition as well as being a relief teacher at st. Anthony primary sch.! haha.. my use-to-be best friend's sch.. LOL! and also i'll be at e I.T fair end of tis mth.

i have plenty to say within me.
i'm startin to stray.

1yr 4mths and counting.

happy moments

2008-06-11T00:00:00.005+08:00

all i can say to date is...

THIS JUNE HAD STARTED OFF GREAT!!!

my 21st birthday!!HAHA

well went to take e singapore flyer at night.. it was awesome! and we were guessing which building is wad.. haha cos practically can see evrything all e way to EAST COAST!! wow~

went clubbing, and indeed e music is much better! ahaa.. had great fun.. had barbecue at east coast park.. took a lil time to start off the fire.. cos e sea breeze was way too STRONG!

and as expected oni partial ppl of e clique wld turn up. altho some expected ppl din turn up at all.. oni to hear those usual excuses.

anyway..

e food was realli gd.. esp e prawns mann.. haha.. we bbq all e way till 4am.. gosh.. was totally burned out by thn.. had so much to share with each other.. and oh oh i love all e prezzies thx alot guys! juz exactly wad i needed.. haha and o sat went down to my grandpa's place, cos they wanted to celebrate my bday altho is belated..lol.. had dinner at tis chinese restaurant with all my relatives and stuff.. i received 600 bucks from thm!! SO HAPPY!! but.......

they say its a tradition tt e 21st birthday boy need to treat dinner.. *I FREAKING ROLL MY EYES* okie NVM! since i got so much money...

after dinner e bill came...

~sit on floor and cry~

$560

SOMEBODY JUST KILL ME

haha and ohh i cnt wait to go sebu kelong fishing tis weekend!!

and nxt weekend to tioman! huraay!!!!!

2008-05-29T00:51:00.002+08:00

will it all just finally lead to a break up.

just like the rest.

2008-05-28T15:44:00.002+08:00

my life is in a mess.

i've ended up with nth now

aimless future again

2008-05-15T01:03:00.002+08:00

hahaha all e candid shots we took while waiting for bus!! LOL.. ohoh i juz received a uob card saying e old tx card is discontinued alr.. nw tis card can act as a debit card, atm card and EZ-LINK card. how lame!! too many card to give out issit!

well been bowling quite alot lately got back my touch somehow. time to start using my skills to earn money alr.. haha.. *tink back to those days* but whenever i bowl at e interclub every wk... i'm always veri fascinated by hook bowlers.. e style realli nice. but lane condition not nice. score like shit. i dunmind chnging to hook actually. but e feeling of starting all over again is damn sianz.. and oh... national age group championships starting soon alr.. hope i can repeat history and win back my titles.. heh heh!! haven't been out with justtheclique for quite some time alr...

they muz be !#!#$#%#%$^^&^%$ so much tt my ear itch alot.. *stares hard at jane* hahaa

owell better meet her soon before she leaves..

uncertainty

2008-03-29T00:52:00.002+08:00

sometimes you give me this uncertainty. It just always pops out from nowhere. Is it me being over sensitive. Or actually theres just nothing wrong. Sometimes i find it so hard to get the connection. You once told me "life's not like a bed of roses". There are good and bad times. But are bad times really needed. Everything is fine. I'm just saying how i feel. I can sense like there is something wrong. But is there really anything. I don't like to play this hidden feeling game. Just pour out anything thats not right. I don't believe nothing can be settled.

and to a friend of mine : don't always think so highly of yourself. if you're trying to be confident i think you're over doing it. have some humble pie.

2008-03-24T01:19:00.005+08:00

well last wk was pretty well spent.. celebrated eric's bday and the clique's 1 yr anni.. haha.. and it all happened at sentosa! veri enjoyable indeed.. spent ample time together.. but 1 thing wasn't in favour to us. e dumb dumb weather!! aarrghhh i realli enjoyed the pool place.. waterfalls, trees, sun, jacuzzi... so temptation island feeling! lol.. shall upload all those pics soon..haha.. had so much volleyballing and swimming.. i wan more more!! honey baby more pls!!

strip dai di.. SIMPLY HOT!

as days past.

2008-03-07T00:40:00.002+08:00

well did i mention tt i'm tuitioning a primary 4 student now.. well yea.. teachin him eng, maths and sci.. and wow their standard of sci are realli much higher thn wad i've learnt whn i'm at their age. life is pretty boring nw. trying to get a job for e day time as well. as for nw. mon and wed having squash trainings. tues and thurs try to pull myself go swim and at nite tuition. fri sat and sun on the rocks. nxt wk would be an impt wan. spent the whole day today to plan. i realli hope it works out well. many ppl arnd me are talking bout cars nw. i felt rather uneasy or perhaps not in place. i'm juz not meant to drive. i dunno wad i realli want now. i've got my love life. i've got everything a normal kid would have. i hav my sports. wads my goal. ( ?? )

feling much better

2008-03-04T01:24:00.002+08:00

well i'm feeling much better now. after ranting to some of my close friends and dear one. guess there are still people who still cares for me. and it doesn't make me feel tt i'm alone in this shit. thx. well things seem to be quite fine still. had my first inter club league at warrens on last monday night.. too my astonishment, i bowled not bad i tink. aft so long not been training. we defeated keppel club 5-0!! woohoo.. my club celebrated.. and nw i realli noe how does an anchor bowler feels. realli STRESSED UP! and oh oh how could i not mention bout the weekends which actually refers to friday having more sentimental values.. sat and sun friendship. and i watched MEET THE SPARTANS like twice!! haha and i laugh damn hard.. esp the nipple part.. LOL. today went to sch early for squash training.. gotta start training hard if i still wan to be in the sch team.. who knows some rising star from yr 1 might juz knock me out. brrr... and tutoring is a veri big deal of patience test! and if i master it..............

no more arguments!! yippie!!! =)

lonely

2008-02-26T07:59:00.002+08:00

well i juz ended my mahjong game. it's 7.59am nw. i'm realli feeling kinna depressed. tt father of mine is juz so obvious he wans to stop the responsibility he has towards me asap. if i doesn't need his support on financial. i would hav long ago ignored him. he has alr lost my respect towards him since the day i've found out he had a 2nd wife. to think he accused my mum on adultery and unfaithfulness. and to even spread it to the relatives. but in fact he is the mastermind. call urself a man. you're seldom with me from childhood till now. so dun assume u noe me tt well. u said i dun like study. ya its true. but i still perservered on till tis stage. at least i did not follow ur step of stopping at sec lvl. wadever the reason might. u made me hav a broken family. threatening me my allowance. no father would do such thing. u said ur tight in hand. but u can buy a dog, 2birds. revamp the whole f* hse. change all furnitures. and u can give me tis shit. all u hav to do is support my studies till i enter ns. once i'm enlisted. u dun hav to f* bother bout me anymore. u can treat tt u dun hav such a son. juz concentrate on ur wonderful daughter. aft wad mum told me. i've nv expected u to be so scheming. ur realli mentally unstable. aft yrs of marriage with ur wife and with a daughter. u can still msg my mum middle of the night to ask bout tt fella's no. whom u tink had an affair with my mum. wads the f* problem with u. if thers nth wrong bring ur wife to visit ur relatives. y always hide. its all cos of ur f* face. men like u shld juz be extinct. since u'll juz be regarded as bastards. no words can describe the hatred in me now. u tink u noe me so well. try findin the last secret. it will be a blow to u.

closure

2008-02-24T01:12:00.002+08:00

it happened again. all i wan is a little more attention and care. wad i realli nv ever wan to hear is to be compared to ur ex. it felt horrible. so wadever gd times and bad times are juz similar to when ur with ur past. u weren't any happier thn tt. i felt a total failure. i know certain words shldn't be said. maybe i wasn't thinking properly in tt mood. it made me felt worst when i feel tt ur starting to give up frm ur tone. at tt point of time i felt like taking back my words. but i noe its too late. e damage has alr been done. i'll juz hav to bear e consequences. i'm juz childish in handling matters. ur right. everything shld juz cease for a moment. to allow time for us to think bout it. whether is there a future.

when a vase has been broken, no matter how its patched back, it'll nv look e same anymore.

take care.

envious

2008-02-15T01:00:00.002+08:00

while walking past glass window restaurants, couples dining in on a candlelite dinner just made me so envious. everywhere was practically filled with couples today. I thought 2008's vday would juz pass me like any other days. but thx ivan. thx for e companion. =)

valentine

2008-02-14T13:48:00.002+08:00

14th Febuary - valentines day :

a day on which lovers express their love for each other and spending precious time together. nothing can really describe valentines day. walking down town seeing stalks of roses everywhere. made me bought one without any hesitation to give it to my love one. but eventually it became of no use. tears rolling down the petals. all i can do is juz watch this day go pass me.

where's my valentine?

break down

2008-02-14T04:00:00.001+08:00

I've lost everything.

sadness

2008-02-13T21:13:00.002+08:00

Thursday, 14th feb is not important to you, but at least it is to me. no other days seem important to u other than your precious holidays.

only u

2008-02-01T14:36:00.000+08:00

hrm so much been passing through my mind lately. but. first thing first. as long as ur back alr everything is alright now. well my hell week is finally over! hurray!! well tho i got some critics. which i don't realli like. as for now i need a break. enjoy my CNY before mugging for my 2 exam papers. my life is almost bck to normal. but juz feel tt something is missing. but i juz dunno wad. sat infront of my fish tank pondering bout it. heck

anw today in sch my friend showed me a short vid clip.. i laugh till mad mann!! LOL... omg ! its realli hillarious! so juz share with u guys

hahaha...

and oh oh best of all.. the 2007 victoria's secret runway show.. OMG HOT!HOT!HOT!!

GOSH!! how gorgeous they are mann!! juz simply WOW!

juz miss those days...

lost

2008-01-30T16:16:00.000+08:00

i've finished my disastrous wed!! cos why?

2 reports
2 presentations
1 test

all up today.. and i've finally went through it. a huge sigh of relieve
but dunno why i'm in e same mood as before. it suddenly seems like my life is so aimless.
yesterday after a long day of chionging all the assignments. went home and went to clementi there the fish shop with fee. cos the fish shop there doesn't close. haha. bought a huge pkt containing 50 pieces of neon tetras. guess the price. ONLY 6bucks! so very worthwhile. and main item to be bought was the lighting for the fish tank. shopped there till 12+am haha. missed last bus and train. took cab hm. no choice. settled the fish on the water of my tank. installed the light. released them awhile ltr. lights on. omg. its really spectacular! just so pleasant to the eyes. now i really understand what fish owners used to tell me, their really quite true. looking at fishes makes u feel more calm and ease stress and sadness. like suddenly all the problems are gone. but of cos its juz awhile. but still. better thn nothing. all i hope for now is only squashy.

.
where are you.

lonely

2008-01-29T02:16:00.000+08:00

ermm wad can i say, it has realli been quite hard for me passing these few days. is it like some form of mental test for me? or just trying to see how much faith i have. been trying to keep myself occupied for e weekends, so that my mind won't start wondering off again. hmm went for my medical appt on sat. well lets not talk bout it. after which i went to the hospital to pay my friend a visit, oso at the same time to find someone to talk to. went to my grandpa's place since it has been so long since i last went. had dinner tgt with them, and a rnd of mahjong. which was not realli ideal. cos guess wad. i zha hu twice. how surprising. juz cnt realli concentrate. and maybe i mislook those tiles. sianz. somemore they play so fcukin big. to me tt is. $1 $2. so shld noe bout how much those 2 cost me.. haha? well luckily in the end my mum covered me and i lost only 10 bucks. wow she must've won quite alot. juz dun realli hav the pulling power tt night. aft tt took cabbie with my mum back home. hav to face e 4 walls again. oh ya did i mention tt i juz started my fish hobby again. ya juz feel more calm looking at thm everytime. i received a call at 2.53am. i was overjoyed. a moment of relief. i felt much better. way much.

it was sunday. i woke up. and as usuall i'll dash out to look at my fishes. see got any die anot. cos i heard e startin 2 wks if their not stable will just die. so i'll always hope i see none floating. ha..
i'm starting to miss u again. took out my books and tried to study. but it seems every half hr i study i'll spend like 15 mins stoning there, and once this happens usually my imaginations will juz take over me. and perhaps sometimes run wild. which is damn bad. called my friends out. try to keep myself occupied. evening period went over to my dad's place to have dinner. happened to be my aunt's bday too. left at bout 10pm. dad sent me home. i was feeling quite lethargic. washed up. vexed over my reports. and decided to head to bed. it was 12.30am. for the nxt subsequent hr. i kept waking up to check my phone 1.30. 2.30. 3.30. sadly my phone did not ring. i finally fell into my deep sleep.

it's monday. it's 9am. open my eyes to check my phone. no missed calls no msg. i went to wash up. fed fishy hamsy doggy. off to sch i went. it was veri difficult for me today. i tried to do my reports and presentations. 11am - 7pm. it juz cnt seem to be done. i keep going into my own world thinking of things. had dinner with classmates at timah before heading home. called fee out to hav a chat with me and oso keep me acc. shared my thoughts. felt better aft speaking my worries. it's 2.53am exactly now. 2 days alr and i've heard nothing from u. i dun need a call. perhaps juz a "i'm fine" msg would do. maybe u dun see a need to. waste money. i'll respect u. not to be so dependent. i'll try. i promise.

these lines are really hurtful.

A : if i'm seriously ill in hospital, will u still leave for overseas?
B : that depends on how serious.
A : take it like in critical condition and i want to see you?
B : erm but i already bought the tickets.
A : so will leave or not?
B : err will la.

A : if i'm in a coma will u still wait for me?
B : depends
A : wad u mean?
B : if its permanent maybe i'll move on, if temporary maybe i'll wait.

such things going into ur ears. imagine the feeling.

i'm tired.
good nitex.
i hope tmr will be a better day.

lonely

2008-01-09T20:29:00.001+08:00

The company isn't you.

2008-01-03T16:11:00.000+08:00

haha its been ages since i last blogged, feeling kinna lazy yea. but owell i'll just start now.

juz got back 2 days ago frm my genting/KL trip.. haha. we departed on 29th dec. well i can say the trip was whole lot of fun to me, dunno wad others feel. but well unlucky me had fever thru out my holidays. :( come to think of it maybe god was partially punishing me and oso at the same time not letting my holidays go to waste, wonder why? cause my fever only shoots up middle of the night and once its daytime my temperature drops. LOL, as for the punishing part would be not listening to yung and drink more water hahaha!! my one and only pukihanna with an angelic voice haha love ya! my oh my! and so much thx for taking care of me thru out the whole period. really a heart warmer. :)

our first stop was.... KL!

checked in federal hotel not too bad to stay in. and after, the shopping BEGINS!!!

went to sungei wang, hmmm not a place i want to be at, nothing to buy. so shall not talk much here, haha. evening arrives, we were at PERTALING ST! my auntie spirit is unleashed! carrying a fake louis vuitton wallet going arnd bargaining. LOL, spent hours at the st walking to and fro. bought quite a number of stuffs. sobx but i nv buy shoe. duno why all their stocks now not nice alr. owell at least i got things i wanted. aft long hrs of shopping we settled down for a nice sumptious dinner, before making our way back to the hotel.

checked out at 1pm. took a cab to the mountains and from there taking a cable car up to genting, hai sianz tts the only i dun like part. Its like so high! but anw its e fastest way to get up oso. the queue was FREAKING long, i tot it'll take at least an hr to reach us, but in e end 20 mins oni, lol. the cable cars like so unlimited like tt. camwhored on our way up!

ITS GENTING!

wow 12 degrees is realli quite low. checked in to our rooms and guess wad, we were at e highest lvl. 28! omg!! went to walk arnd first explore the place and eat of cos. watched ALIEN vs PREDATORS. with osim chair somemore. haha so shiok!

there were so much fun and laughters, at ripley's, van helsing, indoor and outdoor theme park to the lame 4D magix motion master, we all sure did enjoy ourselves. the weather up there was great, cold and surrounded by clouds. till e last 10 sec to the new year we were alr under the open air waiting for the spectacular fireworks!

HAPPY NEW YEAR

nothing can be compared to such display mann, even the ones in my homeland.

getting out of tt area took us a mere 1 hour haha, uncivilised people just trying to squeeze their way through, so we waited for the crowd to subside abit before proceeding.

i didn't manage to eat those good food, had fever. but well still enjoyed myself alot. MISS the weather so much.

shall upload all the photos as soon as vincent sends me, as for now i have 1, which was taken when we were taking the cyclone coaster. haha

2007-11-07T00:10:00.000+08:00

cafe delmar.

my 11th FINE. haha
at lot 1 arcade with pantat
retards member!
hey gorgeous!

wakeboarding!
bus whoring!
sun + water = HOT
phantom of the obra....!

e background!
new haircuts!
errrrpss......
.....sizzling....

haha okie enuff of the photos, well, recently kept going out with jia wei and danced DDR till our legs really went jellied.. haha, altho it was fun.. hmmm went wakeboarding sentosa-ing and movie-ing alot lately... fun fun fun! but gotta face sch work tt time sianz sianz sianz.. esp monday's computer lessons..

omg la, all e programming and design stuffs... and whn at e end e product doesn't work, gotta redo! and i kenna once alr! IT TOTALLY SUCKX!

ermm, thurs a HOLIDAY!! LOVE IT! haha, so totally gonna enjoy it.. woo hoo!

Went out with my squash mates = retards and assoc. haha.. had lots of fun and laughters.. esp e vid taken at pasta mania.. err i heard it was posted on youtube, so try ur luck, altho i hav it with me, uh uh, so not posting it.. ! LOL

wonder y i'm blogging all of a sudden rite.. haha, well cos i'm at e same time having my supper.. haha so mite as well.. i still hav 1 more char siew bao to go.. i've taken 5 alr, cnt go down no more.. fee u wan it's halal u noe... haha

hope tmr will be a better day.

-ilovemysquashy-

just for laugh

2007-11-01T16:54:00.000+08:00

-JUST FOR LAUGHS-

wanted to share this super funny clip with u guys, taken from my clique's blog.. haha!
I just can't stop laughing whenever i see it lar.. LOL..cutest panda ever mann!!

enjoy!

rugby?

2007-10-22T22:57:00.001+08:00

Hmmm wads e commotion bout rugby nw... gosh evryone arnd me uz simply keep talking and complaining bout it.. perhaps its juz of the world cup rugby thingy i tink.. i juz dun understand any bit of the game at all.. to me, its juz simply "big buffalos" charging against each other... haha

a friend of mine was like "heyy u noe ah, dunno y tis country oso can win, so lousy, tsk oso nv hear b4 wan their rugby team"
me:u got watch rugby wan meh?
her:no
me:erps thn how u noe
her:cos my friend tell me
me:dots.. -_-"
me:thn u comment so much for wad sia
her:cos nw trendy ma
me:ignores.

if u dun talk bout rugby rite no one will ignore u wan.. haha..

anw i heard south africa won.. wow.. if im nt wrong.. LOL

still beaching alot these days.. haha, and volleyball is our greatest fun.. heh heh, not bad alr sia.. woohoo.. haha..

sch trainings hav all resumed

squash and bowling

timetable for tis sem... UGLY

love of my life - wonderful

tagboard-ignored --> no life divas-wannabe

spiky - horny as ever, haha

army - commando! lol
*call me whn u need me on land*

booboo

2007-09-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

hahaa okiee well tis birdie aint it cute, the dad bought it... im like ermmm, so wads with e bird... for fun lor... i got nth to say.. but well quite fun tho.. heh heh.. been visiting sentosa veri often lately, volleyball craze.. lol.. so fun... dun forget ur promise ah... "the luge" & "cable car"...

haha tis future commando anything oso can! bring it mann!!! hahaha

well, let me tell a joke k?

Heheh. Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday School. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, ''Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?'' When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. ''God Almighty !'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good'' and Mary fell back to sleep. A while later the teacher asked Mary, ''Who is our Lord and Savior?'' But Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. ''Jesus Christ!'' shouted Mary and the teacher said, ''Very good,'' and Mary fell back to sleep. Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, ''What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?'' And again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, ''If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!'' The Teacher fainted.

Wahahaha!! I juz cnt stop laughing can..

hatred

2007-08-30T17:54:00.000+08:00

i seriously hate e person i call "dad"... its alright tt u hav a second family and juz walk out on us, but bear tis in mind, ur still responsible for our living. I nv blame u for not letting me hav a complete fmily. But stop accusing me of this and that, u juz seem to hav a nv ending excuses and reasons. When will u hav enough, i'm fine living my life, don't come and make it difficult for me. Your not going through my life with me, so don't ASSUME u noe me so well. U juz hav e mindset i'm leadin a luxurious life, "juz for a meal u need to go all e way to town" does town mean expensive food? all i wan is to hav dinner with my friends and not alone, it doesn't mean havin it at reatuarants, for ur info town do hav hawkers and food courts too.. i've many things tt i've kept it frm u.. why? all along i thought father and son can share anything tts in their mind, but tt doesn't apply to u.. ur juz not understanding, all u tink is tt juz by forcing me to go ur way evrything wld be fine.. im not 10 yrs old anymore, such methods are no use. i know what i want and the type of life i want. If ur method hav worked, i wouldn't hav walked out of e hse for mths and defied u. Ur juz too much. sometimes thoughts pass through my mind, what if i'm not a lye, would life be easier?

pics frm kl and nite safari

2007-08-21T15:01:00.000+08:00

okie photo upload time, haha finally got all e pics frm my friend.. heh heh heh.. these are pics for the previous post, and night safari. enojoy.

malaysia trip

2007-08-17T00:23:00.001+08:00

okie well wher shld i start off... hmmm perhaps frm national day.. heh heh heh

Dragged myself up early in the morning on national day.. which eediot would do such a thing.. haha but at least i dragged jarrod along too.. LOL.. both of us took a cab down to tanjong pagar train station to buy tickets to K.L on the night itself.. haha, cos i nv travelled in those railway train before, so might as well use this opportunity.. HAHA.. got bed one somemore..LOL.. so aft tt took a cab to my place and i packed up my luggage and we took a cab back to his hse.. grr.. if he would hav drove, DUN need to SPEND so much alr.. hahaha..

soon aft, jia wei joined us for mahjong.. heh heh.. when e national day parade strted broadcasting on tv, we got so distracted alr, so we decided to stop playin.. LOL.. thn we viewed the fireworks frm jarrod's hse..LOL juz nice facing e place..HAHA.. so cool rite.. eric came aft his wrk.. had dinner, and off we went to e train sation.. jarrod's mum fetched..hehe.. met strider there.. me jarrod and eric were like rushing alr, cos we were quite late, thn strider first see us, scold vulgarities alr, but nvm we shut up, since its oso our fault. But in my heart i was thinking, is vulgarity needed?

Soon aft going through the customs, we boarded the train, aha double decker bed wan, so cool.. and one thing the train is damn freaking long!! GOSH!...

...THE TRAIN STARTED MOVING OFF...

It was a 8 hr journey, so would reach K.L at bout 6.30am...
we chatted awy till bout 1am+ and they started dozing off, while me and jarrod went to e cafeteria which was dunno how many cabins awy from ours.. lol..kinna scary whn crossing the mid joints of the train, like anytime gonna break like tt wan sia.. haha.. but anw we return to our beds soon aft and went into our lala land... zzzzz

YAWNZ... the sun shining brightly, we finally reached K.L, was delayed by an hr lar! but overall the journey was rather comfortable, worth the money.. hehe.. took a cab to strider's aunt place, we'll be staying over at her place for our holidays.. she's kinna a nice person, able to get along well with, and her family too.. yupz.. hehe.. after settling down, we head off to.......

.....SUNWAY LAGOON.....

OMG... its freaking fun can.. haha, took all the slides, and scream for the sake of screaming..HAHA... and we went to walk on e FREAKING SUPER DUPER DAMN BLOODY OMG GOSH SCARY BRIDGE... its so damn high and at the middle part its abit shaky, and guess wad they use to make the mid part of the bridge... DRAIN COVERS!! my legs went jelly whn gng thru tt section mann! after all e thrills, we started doing our favourite thing.. CAMWHORING!! HAHAHA.. had so many at e mini waterfall ther..LOL.. we left the place at arnd 5pm like tt... and all of us got burnt! LOL, had our dinner had sunway and headed hm to prepare for the night, slp? NO!! go out again.. haha.. went to zouk.. but got bounced out.. guess wad need to be 21.. im like WAD! hello SINGAPORE 18 CAN alr.. pls update ur club!! so we left and decided to go bowling at sunway instead, so we flagged a cab, guess wad maxi cab sia!! HAHA.. by the time we reach ther.. its 48 ringgit!! AARRGGHH so ex mann!! from this moment, the disaster begins...

we went to bowl, but strider doesn't wan.. hah so be it.. had juz 2 games, wasn't enough, so we bought 1 more.. haha..kinna fun lei.. and there u see strider sitting alone, oso dunno wads he doing.. and out of kindness jarrod went over to ask strider to go check movie timings with him, and guess wad was the reply.. "I DON'T FUCKING CARE", can anyone tolerate this nonsense.. wtf.. u say u don like to compromise, hello majority says wan to bowl, if majority says wan to sing K, i would oso hav followed and not sulked, and u alr say its e 4 of us having holiday, so y muz becos of 1 person dislike, all oso cnt play.

So y not u say its YOUR holiday. Your realli too much. After our games, he stomped off to the taxi stand, so we juz followed, took a cab back to his aunt's place.. nearing e area e taxi driver asked for e exact location, asked strider, "DON'T KNOW" was his reply, im like wtf, u dun wan to get hm u can always get down e cab and slp at e road side.. so e 3 of us slowly figured e way back.. GRRR!

washed up and stuff, sat dwn and chit chatted, while tt strider plugged in his mp3 and went to bed, im like wadever.. 3 of us were playin cards.. haha, laugh till i stomach pain.. LOL.. until....... tt idiot woke up and went to off the lights.. I was realli freaking pissed tt time alr, but because we were stayin at his aunt's place, i hav no choice but to keep the anger in me, if such thing happen in sg,a bowling ball would hav flown to his face alr.. no choice but to juz end off the nite.. off we went to bed.. gd nite...

......SHOPPING DAY......

Sun shining brightly, woke up early cos jarrod's parent's friend coming to fectch us go hav lunch... tot aft a gd nite of slp evrything wld be alrite, but NO.. still the same fuck tup attitude... din bother alr...u wan to make ur holiday miserable, by all means. Anw, lunch was absolutely fantastic, ate at some indian reataurant. Aft lunch we headed to shopping malls!! not much things to buy tho, so juz like keep walking arnd oni, but tt strider-the-irritant keep standin at a corner sulkin whn we're in a shop,and oso at times getting himself lost and we hav to turn back to search for him, grrr wan to giv attitude and sulk oso can follow closely rite.

Not as if we don wan to go talk to him or wad, talk to him, he either giv those dun feel like talkin tone, or juz simply dun ans u... and worst of all see his attitude oso piss pple off.. Aft having a long walk, we decided to hav smt to eat.. yay!! haha.. got a table, but tt stridr chose to sit at another table, we giv up, juz went to order our food.. till bout evening alr, we set off to the NIGHT MARKET!! our shopping realli begin!! bargain here bargain ther!!! haha i bought 2 polos for 35rm, but tt jarrod bought 1 for 35, im like roll on floor laughing!!

hahah, shopped realli realli alot! and finally tt strider wan to talk to us, y lei? cos he wan us to see if the shirt fits him or if the size is right, wadever la k WADEVER. U need help thn talk, dun need, juz shut up and sulk.. shopped till the market closed, and we ended with a delicious dinner! went hm with our hands full of bags.. haha, reali, juz feel like tis holiday oni got the 3 of us... went hm stated packing our stuffs.. im e best.. i bought a huge luggage with oni 3 sets of clothes, hahah lots of space to spare for my shopping..LOL.. bathed and wash up, we played cards.. haha, tis time strider finally joined us... not long, we all fell aslp.. haha e shoppin was realli tiring.. BUT REAL FUN!!

DEPARTURE FROM K.L

early noon his aunt family brought us to eat the best duck rice i've ever eaten! OH GOSH.. so yummy!!! return hm and get ready our stuff.. bid farewell and his aunt sent us to the coach terminal... scheduled to leave at 3.15.. goodbye K.L
the journey was realli veri long, reached sg at bout 9pm.. we took a cab to bugis to meet jia wei for dinner.. haha starving mann!! soon aft we all headed hm......

had so much fun in k.l, with those irritating parts censored!

2007-08-01T00:27:00.000+08:00

Its just always like this.

2007-07-23T14:26:00.000+08:00

deep inside me

2007-07-21T03:02:00.000+08:00

Things has changed so much.

2007-07-18T01:41:00.001+08:00

well things seem to be pretty fine for me now, everything are stable and calm... learning to Give And Take i realise is a veri important thing for me now.. it'll benefit at e end of the day.. maybe its juz of some minor thing, but u nv noe it may mean alot to someone else.. now life's pretty diff, weekdays are usually a constant line, its e weekends tt makes it full of energy and alive again... tts y its nw veri impt to me, so as to stay strong btw us. well pple in THE CLIQUE stay happy as always..

2007-06-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

omg u guys muz realli watch tis.. super funny can... i was laughing till damn bad whn watching.. HAHHA... anw well... i did some refelctions on myself lately.. i tink smt im realli too much, too demanding, or even selfish.? i still find it veri hard to control e temper part.. altho its not showing tt much alr... but everytime it comes into me, i always start calming myself dwn and leave e matter alone... i tink if im able to conquer this...everything wld be juz fine.. but arrgghhh i juz need time... perhaps e thing i shld be learning nw is spare a thought for other's feelings before mine... won't u think things would work pretty well..but maybe sometimes tt old bad habit haunts me again, which is thinking too much... smt i wonder, i realli do hav gd imaginative skills. As for now, i've totally put faith and trust into a mixture and drank it dwn, i do hope nth wld cause it to be vomitted out..

alrite enuff of those... today's trning was damn tough, seriously, i've nv been so tired before... it was juz totally focused on physical.. oh gosh!! till e end of it, i can realli feel my leg like as if they belong to e elephants... so numb and heavy..! haha

BEST OF THE CLIQUE - TEAM HUNNYBUNS- LOL

BIRTHDAY!!

2007-06-14T01:33:00.001+08:00

haha finally found e time to blog again... well firstly!!

THX BUDDIES!! MY BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION WAS GREAT!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!

and of cos to u... esp u... w/o u none of this wold happen.. thx alot.. hugz!

well i din even know it was all planned out alr... grr.. haha.. woke up early in e morning on 5th june!! haha my big day.. lol... took mrt all e way to punggol station.. to meet porky, blonde and squashy.. so i stone stone made my way ther.. took a cab frm ther, to punggol marina, and i still did not noe wad was happening, they said we were gng wake boarding.. and celebrate on e boat.. i was like okiee, quite special nv done it b4... thn whn reach alr... took a ferry.. im like.... totally clueless alr... tot we were suppose to take a boat...??? haha, but they still refuse to say.. so alright.. i juz followed... halfway thrue ferry trip.. fell aslp le.. LOL so tired mann.............................

and whn i woke up, we were on tis island.. and i still dunno wher.. lol.. till i read e small words on e sign board... WELCOME TO PULAU UBIN!!! hahahahha... i was like oh mannn... tis is so gonna be so fun!! haha.. so excited... and guess wad.. squashy even booked a chalet ther.. OMG OMGOMG!!!!! doubly excited alr... checked in... put our things.... thn we took their van and went to e central ther to rent bikes and oso hav our lunch.. haha, weather was gd!!

aft tt slowly cycled back to our chalet... and porky and blonde went to rent fishing rod..LOL.. slowly aft tt we joined thm.. haha so funny.. e first cast tzit threw he caught a fish alr... and i can say e fish was totally damn super duper SUAI!! haha.. it hooked its eye instead of e fish eating e bait and get hooked..LOL.. aft tt we chnged spot.. haha.. and caught more fishes.. hehe.. so happy!! ltr in e evening ah pek, shark, mongolian, toothhole came oso alr.. yay!! so happy u guys came too... later at night we took a ferry to changi V to hav our dinner... aft tt mongolian and tooth hole needed to go le.. nvm... thx for coming too!!!

had seafood for our dinner!! so delicious..

bought some fish baits and fishing stuufs.. thn we head back to e island alr... lol.. blackie cldnt come... hai.... nvm... reached e chalet.. it was cake time!! haha.. and guess wad OMG!! it was my ultimate fav!! OREO CHEESE BIRTHDAY CAKE!!! OH MY OOOO LALA GOD!!! so happy!! so yummy... aft tt me squashy and blonde went to e jetty for fishing.. haha.. it was alr like 1am alr.. LOL.. had some gd catches... packed up arnd 3 am+ and head back chalet.. haha... tired alr... bathed chatted awhile and everybody laid flat on e bed.. hahah... checked out e nxt day morning!! but we stayed on LOL.. went for their outdoor jacuzzi, wooooo pure shiokness haha... went to hav our lunch, aft tt went back to s'pore alr... haha went for bowling in e eveing!! hehe..

this is e greatest birthday i've ever had!! realli and im so touched... a million thx...

and oso thx to

SQUASHY - tzit

blonde - serene

porky - levin

ah pek - jovan

shark - jane

mongolian - winston

tooth hole - edison

blackie - derek

meow - melvin

birdie - matthew

saliva - strider

FOR THE PRESENT !!!!

u guys rawks!!!

Went for jovan's band concert on e 9th of june.. "behind wooden bars" yea it was pretty nice... and was e first time i enetered e concert hall at esplanade! LOL... whn u enter e hall there'll be auto no reception.. COOL RITE.. hahaha.. e concert was bout 1 1/2 hrs like tt.. aft tt went for dinner at kovan... thn go hm alr.. while e rest of e clique went clubbing.. haha.. high energy lvl LOL!!

and now for today... haha woke up at 3pm today.. lol cos of mahjong e whole of last nite.. haha.. so tiring.. went to meet edmund and wei bin... and went to pariss international for buffet dinner.. haha edmund treatin as a form for my bday.. hehe... ate for a total of 3 hrs.. so damn bloasted after tt.. haha.. headed to kim seng to bowl ltr... tiring tiring.. lol tink eat too mucuh alr.. haha

-an unforgetable memory on 5/6/2007-

concerns

2007-05-23T22:55:00.000+08:00

hmmm thx for evryone's concern yea... appreciate it alot... well i guess things nw are much settled dwn, since thers silence in e hse.. But now......

grr National Age Group for bowling is here again, and starts nxt monday... i'm like so not prepared can.. trainings are expensive.. But e feeling of wanting to win is still burning in me! I wan to repeat history for my masters event.. but tink tis yr is abit impossible alr... but anw... no matter how bad or lousy i am, i promise i won't pull e team dwn... hope evrything goes well...

well was kept acc thru these days =) went swimming tennis sun tanning!! and doing all sorts of stuffs.. it was realli tremendous FUN FUN FUN!! thx alot.. thx for bringing back my smiles.. i realli enjoyed myself.. today aft my class which ended at 12pm.. haha went Sentosa!! LOL.. played volleyball! haha... and so coincidence the FIVB BEACH VOLLEYBALL thing was going on as well.. seeing players frm diff countries compete.. woohoo...

shattered into million pieces

2007-05-20T23:35:00.000+08:00

Once again shattering into a million pieces.. problems came all round frm my parents.. Does a divorced parent realli hav such a wide different view? They juz dun understand what i'm going through, its all juz assumptions their having.. "my dad" said he would be open minded, and ask me to tell him evrything, and i was prepared to alr, but before i could speak up, i realised he was alr forcing me to lead a life of his his words. And again, wadever i wanted to say went down my throat. Bottling all up in me.. Just bother bout ur own family, and dun assume tt u noe me so well.

"my mum" claims tt i dun show concern for her anymore, but the fact is does she even know wad i'm doing for her... i guess not.. another assumption again.. To think on mothers' day i wanted to bring her out for dinner, but in the end whn i woke up, i realised i'm all alone at hm with my dog... i called wher was she, with her friends was her reply.. in my heart i was thinking, so did u bore them?

feeling all alone, i called each and evryone of my friends asking them whether they wanted to go out... but all were out with their family alr... All of a sudden i felt.... Do i realli have a family? If one day someone were to ask me to rate e people arnd me, relationship and friendships will definitely be above my family... Why is this so? Cos they are the people who realli understands and cares for me..

Went out alone today, took a bus to town.. i juz needed some peaceful time alone.. started walking frm far east... plugged in my mp3, and started pondering.. i was so angry at my parents at tt moment... but all of a sudden the thoughts of my parents dying flashed thru my mind, and unknowingly tears juz flowed down my cheeks.. i continued walking, and a kind lady offered my tissue.. thers still kind souls arnd tho.. a word of thx and we became by passers.. after a realli long walk of ending up at raffles hotel... i felt so lost internally, juz whn i needed u e most, u weren't ther. msged. but my phone didn't beep.

Perhaps i was realli meant to be left alone.. reaced fort canning park.. sat at the stairs looking high up, stars were shimmering brightly.. i prayed... God can u heal my heart? y muz evrything bestow upon me.. i cnt realli handle e load anymore.. i used to be hot tempered and maybe hurt my friends indirectly, but i've chnged... squash is e oni game for me to vent all my anger... i've always tried to spare a thought for evrybody.. but why cnt "others" spare a thought for me.. am i realli such a loathsome? i know there are many obstacles in life, but isn't this too many for me alr... someone juz tell me why.

2007-05-16T00:16:00.000+08:00

haha this are all e pics taken on uniform outing.. haha although ther are still more to come.. i'll juz post tis few first!! hahaha

2007-05-15T01:06:00.000+08:00

okiee seems like thers some prob with e blogging system alr... well nvm bout it...

lately just starting to get pretty stressed up bout sch wrk, assignments and stuffs.. they're all juz piling up like garbage!! and no matter how much i clear thm it still keeps coming in, at a faster pace eac time.. some of my friends told me tt they want to study as long as they can, and not be involved in e complicated society yet.. but in my mind i was wondering, cld u take e stress even at sch.. maybe yes if u belong to e nerdy grp... e word mugging doesn't seem veri appealing to me everytime it gets into my ear... it juz makes me slouch and lean back... thinking of every means to get over tis crisis.. and yes... one is alr approaching, its my common test! dumb shit.. to think tt i've not realli known anything much bout my modules yet... and guess wad i cnt believe its happening this yr again.. e common test wk falls during my birthday! dumb shit... for e first time in my life.. i spent my first minute of my birthday in mac studying for a paper which falls on my freaking birthday.. how pathetic can it ever get...

from young i use to tink tt wow my birthday is in june.. such a right time cos its always vacation time!! now haha wad a wishful thinking of mine... well enuff of unhppiness...

Recently.. e animal gang had a UNIFORM OUTING hahaa.. it was way cool and fun LOL... shall juz upload some pics first.. e rest haven received yet.. haha...

having fun fun and more FUN

2007-05-03T02:21:00.000+08:00

okiee lets start on monday... haha.. well those are my classmates!
went for squash training.. hmm errors were all over.. grr.. i juz need some time k MR DARYL..

and yea was trained by tis new guy gary or smt.. dun realli rmb.. KNS.. so damn tough.. can realli die mann.. aft tt left alr.. haha.. too tired.. lol no lar needed to go meet friend alr.. haha for STEAMBOAT DINNER!!! at bugis ther.. HAHA.. shiok.. we started at 9.30pm like tt.. ate till 12+ haha.. thn aft tt took pics along arab steet ther.. haha cam whoring mann.. LOL

haha.. okiee.. thn aft we went EAST COAST PARK!! my god.. sat at e seaside ther and crap.. haha.. till morning... thn we cab out of e place.. LOL.. tiring tiring mann!! but my fun is not over yet... went hm slp for not long.. mr tzit yung called!! haha.. go sentosa.. yippie!! i oso dunno i tell him meet at 1.. he was ther alr.. and i err.. 1pm thn wake up..LOL cab dwn.. thn went in.. so cool mann.. we went to dolphin lagoon and underwater world!! aarrgghh... I LOVE IT!! and dumb dumb me forgot to take pics of e dolphin.. grr... haha.. anw here are e pics..

haha cool rite.. love e last one esp.. VERI NICE..!! haha.. well wanted to catch e gons of the sea thing wan, some musical fountain.. but t was FULL HOUSE! dumb dumb.. so yea.. juz slack arnd at e shore.. playing vball.. haha cnt realli see cos veri dark alr.. and well we got wet in e end.. LOL.. thx ah! haha.. washed up and left.. went to hav dinner.. and headed hm.. woohoo wad a tiring yet fun day mann!! loved it!!

2007-04-29T23:35:00.000+08:00

VANITY ON TRAIN

HAHA alrights.. wellhad clubbing ytd nite.. wow was a frt one mann!!! but not a gd ending.. cos was raining.. kns!! its e first time i finish clubbing and its raining mann.. so gotta like be some wet chicken to walk to e hawker.. LOL.. butt........... pole dancing was cool.. hahaha *winkx*

meddled arnd with my mp3 stuffs.. slept till 3pm.. woohoo.. still to of gng sentosa in e morning wan.. but thn i wake up see so cloudy thn went back to slp again.. haha.. went to my dad's hse aft tt to hav a small gathering.. cos my aunts will be there.. so ya kinna missed thm too.. nv keep in touch for 8 yrs alr.. and wow they've realli chnged alot.. haha.. had dinner tgt.. and with some carpenters job.. thx to my dad.. grr... well wonderful eveing tho.. haha.. suppose to meet YOU!! but aft tt cancelled.. sobx!! haha..

back to life again

2007-04-26T23:08:00.000+08:00

hmmm been quite sometime since i've jotted anything down here alr.. well lately just got to know this cool bunch of peeps.. realli fun to be with thm.. esp whn comes to playing mahjong, laughters juz keep filling the air.. haha.. "HONG ZHONG" still cnt believe got pple play till like tt.. well it'll be our laughing matter.. haha.. doggies to sentosa, tennis-ing, sun tanning, swimming, clubbing, mahjong are e favourites.. well went to zouk ytd.. haha best of all mann! loved it.. its wher e fun are, dancing to e beats... feels GREAT! lol..

hmmm havent been going to work at mother garden for quite some time alr.. i'm sorrie guys.. esp to lihui.. maybe i realli juz need a break... My dad doesn't want me to work and if i were to work, i've gotta somehow support myself partly, which im unable to do so.. i will come back to work soon if im still needed.. love all..

As for now i better start brushing up on my competing sports.. squash and bowling.. bowling(hopefully no one surpass me yet) hoohoohoo.. haha but i'll juz start popping up for training sessions alr.. gotta get back our team winning feeling!! WE CAN DO IT AGAIN GUYS!! *CHAMPIONS*

But i've been attending some trainings of squash lately.. standard still arnd there.. but stamina drop like mad.. gosh.. panting like one dead pig aft a match.. this is so not right.. gotta get it fixed soon.. and e oni cure.. more swimming!!!! haha

problematic

2007-03-27T14:56:00.000+08:00

aaarrghhh, why am i in living hell.. why must all these come upon me.. now i realli understand how others felt.. its realli a squeeze in e heart.. i don't like this kind of feeling, i've had it before once, and i dun wan a 2nd time.. y did i fall so deep.. was it becos i was directionless and i followed e light with a heart full of trust. which landed me in this position nw. Friends are important to me before, now and will always be.. it was them who kept me company, through my darkest hours tt i've been in my entire life, and of cos w/o e motivation u've given me, nth wld seem right.. u were always by my side when i needed someone to talk to.. thx.. i realli appreciated it alot.. relationship now in a topsy-turvy state, how did it ended up like this.. hmm don wanna elaborate on it too much, some wld hav alr known.. many comments and solutions went into my ear.. and sounded sensible.. but its e consequences i'm always afraid of..

well these few days been hanging out with a grp of friends.. extremely funny.. and even went to k-box.. oh gosh.. friends of mine juz noe tt i cnt sing.. hahaa.. but for not being a cold blanket.. i started killing chickens.. =) few of thm cld realli sing.. bravo bravo!!

and......... haha.. i...finally...watched...my...favourite...show...last...night...

TEENAGE MUTANT
NINJA TURTLES

OMG!! so damn cool!! nice nice.. well bought it last min tho.. cos the rest buy alr, i tot it was some other shw, so din wan to watch.. but aft tt they mention it was turtles.. me and jovan went to buy alr.. haha... thoughts went thru my mind during e movie.......... shall juz keep it in me for e time being...
went home aft tt.. was there suppose to be smt else tt night............

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( 'o') ('o' )
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1 hell of a day

2007-03-17T02:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm totally no live!! attachment attachment and more ATTACHMENTS!! im so gettin sick of it.. let me sing u a song.. " early in the morning 6 'o clock, louis gotta wake up and get out. Y muz this happen to him? becoz he has no other choice." evryday like tt and end wrk at 430pm.. tis is how my holidays go past me nw.. boring is e sole word to describe it... nw oni sat i will hav 1 whole full day to myself.. cos sun may hav to wrk at vivo ther.. sianz..

this mth is such a tough mth for me.. perservere is all i can do nw.. hai.. well at least ytd was slightly beta.. went to meet nic and acc him go cut hair.. haha.. thn yea walk walk arnd.. and ltr met jarett.. tgt went watch [ blood and chocolate ] 1 word of praise.. it sucks! gosh.. tot it wld be smt similar to underworld.. got werewolves and vampire.. tis show.. run awhile "abacadabra!"

yay im a wolf!! how pathetic.. -_-"

today.. aft a day of tiring attachment.. gotta rush dwn to vivo for my job.. luckily e manager went off earlier.. so i cld like slack a lil.. LOL.. e whole shop oni left me and kai wei.. e rest of e gals went to st. James to watch e finals for Cleo's bachelor... haha.. they are realli fanatic bout thm mann!! haha.. aft tt went mac to hav supper with e rest.. aft they returned frm e "party".. shared funny moments which realli made me laugh alot.. and yea i dun realli control my laughter.. lol.. alrite.. till thn...

-chaoz-

the toughness of life

2007-03-07T22:14:00.000+08:00

hmmm doing attachment nw.. dumb dumb 5 wks of torture.. my friend psycho me say go for e money.. i rather not earn it lor.. a pathetic hw much oni.. grr.. well nw my wkdays are wake up 6am wrk till 4.30pm.. and go hm.. and since nw i've moved to my friend's place.. my journey to wrk wld be 2 hrs.. haha -_-" LOL.. hmm been bored at wrk.. gosh gotta wrk practically with bangla and indians.. aarrgghh.. see lar me and my racist jokes.. nw i realli end up with thm.. anw my friend juz gave me a daily diet plan to follow.. haha so as to gain some wt.. since my metabolism is so damn high.. wil try for a mth or so lor, see got any effect..

hmm gonna chnge phone soon le.. hehe, starhub send me voucher oso, plus i sell my phone and oso my ipod nano.. i still got money left aft buying phone lor, was planning whether to get E65 or W850i... btw tis 2 oni lor, e rest eliminated out alr.. ahahha.. but leaning towards E65 le aft much considerations.. lol.. and thn end of e mth aft i get my attchment's pay and vivo job's pay, will get another mp3 player, maybe tinking of samsung.. well still looking arnd..

oh ya.. and take care xiang and ginn in germany!

....and lastly...

friends are people who dun talk behind my back..

if u like to know so much, come and ask me urself, i will be glad to tell u.

been so long

2007-02-16T01:35:00.000+08:00

well its been quite long since i update alr.. so well juz pen dwn some thots of mine

recently juz fallen out with my parents.. their juz overdoing it, not considering bout my feelings, they juz went ahead.. trying to control my life and stuffs, im alr 20, i can survive on my own. why issit tt whenever i need u all, ur juz not by my side, and after such a long time, naturally i've alr learnt how to live on myself. threatenin me of my allowance? fine go ahead.. money is not evrything i wan, its e concern and understanding i need e most. i always tink to myself, how come other parents can and not mine... u've alr caused me to hav a broken up family, wad else do u all still wan.. cant u all juz accept who and what i am, and not chnging me into someone whom u all wld prefer.. do u noe hw much stress ur putting on me.. and for e first time in my life, im planning to move out of here and live on my life myself. I don't need ur support. u dare me to go against u, i'll prove it to u.. fuck u

anw shall not spoil my mood... for e joy im having nw!! MY EXAMS ARE OVER!! yipie!.. finally can stop memorising mann.. ytd aft e last paper went to juring sports complex there to swim, haha, at e same time sun tanning oso.. since im like quite fair alr... haha.. thn went to twn and watch "EPIC MOVIE" u can say its damn lame mann... and my laughters juz rose up.. haha.. and thn aft everything.. went to wallace hse for mahjong.. haha can say damn funny while playing..LOL.. hmm today nth much lar... went to work in e evening lor.. haha.. no life.. LOL..

barney barney plant e bomb

2007-01-30T02:52:00.000+08:00

well been some time since i blogged again.. haha well.. many things happen lately.. shld juz talk bout some..

well i dun care whether wad forgiveness or so... its not as if, if u don forgive me my life wld turn upside dwn...ur bad character and attitude still clings onto u, but friends arnd juz say nvm juz ignore it, ur juz like tt .i thot to myself maybe it was juz e type of education and life ur gng thru, getting boot-licked and having e way u want always . im not trying to say or criticise u in any ways, i juz wan u to know how some pple arnd tink bout u... and of cos i wld realli hope u wld turn for the better . And bout e choice i made, i dun mean any hurt to u , rather thn letting the hurt go on and on and on, not having any ending to it. I don realli bother bout wad story u tell others, as long as ur part of story doesn't float arnd and reach my ears, i will be fine with it. Lastly i hope theres at least some respect given, and not always being so self-centred.. I'm juz letting u know frm a friend's point of view.. whether or not u wan to listen, its all up to u alr.. =)

got to talk to Grace again... well wad has happened has happened, its all in e past alr.... ur still my cool mama! i'm willing to look ahead. it has been ages since we've met, wonder how've u been.. still short? haha.. go out some time soon k..

attachment gonna start soon le... at e same time will still chiong my wrk ast vivo there still.. thn earn more.. haha... gng go holiday with carrot!! haha.. cnt wait... it'll be veri fun.. i know it.

went to target some clothes with jarett lately.. haha thn whn get pay chiong go shop alr!! LOL.. aarrgghhh... hope tis yr cny wont be a cheapo wan! muz tink of the +ve side.. ur helping the economy.. hahaha!! =)

2007-01-12T17:40:00.000+08:00

well many many things hav happened lately... but wad cld be done.. life does chnge somehow, no matter how we wan it to be... some choices are to be made no matter how hard we try to shun it.. and i'm ready to face it... altho i'm one who doesn't realli like making major decisions, tests are always made upon me.. but for e past few days i've given it a clear thought and reflected on e matter.. and i feel tt it shld be e right one.. i'm sorrie if i've hurt anyone in e process.. no matter wad choice i make, either party wld be affected.. but i cnt possibly hide frm it, and juz take it tt nth ever happened...

well blog again..........

2006-12-28T02:44:00.000+08:00

weee..

squash mates..

colleagues..

toilet snaps...

YIPPIE mickey...

nice nice...

gum gu

lookalike

kenneth

clubbing

collleague.

cool.

well its been kinna long since i last blogged... hmmm still in my holidays nw.. enjoying every moments of it.. well.. e best one was still my christmas night!! went to st. james power house for clubbing.. WOW!! it was teriffic mann!! lol.. danced to e extreme.. music was gd.. evrything is juz right.. left at bout 5am.. breakfast first before heading hm half dead.. haha..

still working at vivocity ther as usual... hmm hope can get bonus for tis mth.. thn i cn do massive shopping again alr.. yippie!!! haha..

sianz.. sch gonna start nxt wk le.. and my 2006 is gonna end real soon alr.. y is evrything gng so fast... can it juz slow dwn a lil..

oh ya.. juz switched my adidas bag with my colleague.. i like her colour design, she likes mine.. so might as well.. hahhaha.. loved e bag mann.. and night at e museum and death note are 2 shows realli worth watching..

I WAN FOOD!

PICTURES

2006-12-04T01:29:00.000+08:00

pics time...
Ngee Ann's IVP bowling team

Team Champion!!

Overall schools champion!!!

Doubles runner up

Singles runner up

At workplace!!

GOSH! exams juz e whole of nxt wk.. gotta start chiong-ing alr.. haha.. aft nxt wk.. HOLIDAYS!! yipeee!! and....

I WANT TO GO HONG KONG!!... haha..

things have come to light

2006-11-27T16:11:00.000+08:00

hmmm, common test is rnd e corner, and i haven't seem to have started on anything yet.. haha prolly soon i guess..since i alwaes depend on memory skills.. had clubbing sensations lately aft a long break frm it... but still.. a lousy drinker.. kns.. haha.. singapore nationals championship had juz call it an end.. and... david champ of it.. I WAN A BETTER CHRISTMAS PRESENT AH!! hahah... anw congrats and well done mann...

no picture updates in tis post cos... i'm in sch.. LOL.. i'm damn sick of this damn bloody programming thing.. KNS.. do for whole damn 3 hrs.. e result..."programme failed" AARRGGHHH... enuff of it..

finally one mth of working at vivocity is going to end soon.. and wad does it mean.. PAY DAY!! ole!! and i've quitted my arcade job alr... mann i realli cnt wait for tt 2 wks of holidays.. i so need it!!

will be gng for a friend's birthday party at aloha changi chalet there.. sounds familiar.. kns.. its e one opp OLD CHANGI HOSPITAL... wonder if we wil be gng again... nth happened on my last visit.. *crosses finger*

taking a break frm sports for e time being.. quite tired of it le.. since all e competitions hav ended alr...

friends and foes has been split up clearly.

2006-11-20T03:00:00.000+08:00

well many things have been happening lately... too many things tt perhaps i need time to recall.. haha..

firstly to talk bout my squash ivp.. well we got 2nd.. losing to temasek poly.. realli a close fight.. well emotions were drowned in.. but we still gotta accept it.. i've alr done my veri best.. perhaps i lost out on stamina wise.. i was like some retarded exhausted pig running arnd in e court.. haha..
3 cheers for SQUASH!!

secondly BOWLING!!
best achievement amongst all... haha... it was a 1 whole day event.. tiring definitely!! alex went down to support me.. lots of thx!! *hugz* but too bad i cldn't realli perform in my morning squad.. bowl like some kuku.. it was a doubles event at tt time.. had lunch tgt thn he left first... went back to e alley to continue with my noon squad.. it was a much better one.. high scoring!! boost up my singles avg as well.. but too bad some pple weren't there... ... ... well aft the whole event the results are as follows

singles : 1st runner up
doubles : 2nd runner up
team : champion!
overall schools champ : NGEE ANN POLY!!!

hippip hurray! hippip hurray!!!

did grt at this yr's bowling PIL-ITE!!
i've fulfilled my promise to u.. :)

competitions over, relationship stronger, studies penging.. haha

oh yaa and not forgetting...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX!!!

hope u've had a wonderful birthday as planned... and hope u like the present too.. haha..

no bitches or bastards wld spoil this day... some pple juz dun noe whers their limits, selfish and self centred... true colours were shown, impression has chnged...speechless were us. Friendship has ended. contact lost. unforgiven. trying to ruin smt impt to me. grave mistake u've done.

Through u, i realise what love is

2006-11-08T12:10:00.000+08:00

well monday was my 1st squash pol-ite competition, i felt rather normal bout it, whn we were still in our own sch compund... still happily chatting awy.. enjoying e music at the atrium.. but e moment we arrived at s'pore poly.. i was realli hell damn nervous, keep havin sweaty palms... i'm on match 2... jun jie to lead the team first, thn me, thn by daryl ryan and sam... jj won his match.. but din realli seem like hw he played whn during trainings.. perhaps due to pressure as well.. oh ya the sch we vs against with was NANYANG POLY.. and whn i knew tt my opponent was nyp's first seat player.. my heart realli start palpitating fast and furious.. but i had to face it.. it was a best of 5 game.. and luckily it turned out well.. i did my part.. YAY!! i WON!! the feeling was realli grt.. and i was happy too..

the results:

9-4
10-9
9-6

the last match was a rather critical match for me.. if i were to lose it and play the 4th one, i can tell u i'll lose as well alr, i'll be so totally demoralised.. i know my score was 8-3 alr, and i juz needed 1 more freaking point to win.. but my energy level was seriously drained out alr, and i'm realli damn tired, perspiring like some mad pig.. and the pressure given by my team mates.. oh gosh.. evrytime i look at thm they'll be giving me those expressions.. i know, but im oso super tired wad.. so i was juz hoping tt he wld make a mistake.. and indeed he did.. yay!!.. i came out of the court with a load off me.. and the final score of NP vs NYP was 5 - 0.. yay thrashing score.. haha.. nxt match wld be on fri.. NP vs TP.. the most difficult wan.. and kuku nathan.. i sprained my ankle during my match.. and its the same ankle as the last time.. kaoz eh.. hw suai cn tis get.. hope it beta recover asap.. my medal event - saturday!! and we can do it!!

well i recently recv'ed an email.. and tis 2 particular snetence realli made me think back..

No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.

and i've also realised the importance of it. Come to think of it, we've realli been thru alot tgt alr.. and theres juz tis bond holding us tgt, a bond tts unbreakable.. haha sounds so chemistry.. lol.. anyway.. i love u baby jl :)

what is happening

2006-11-02T21:38:00.000+08:00

well, i'm pretty bored now.. so juz use blogging to acc me.. well evrybody seems to hav gone to bed alr.. and due to a long slp today, i still cnt put myself to slp nw, prolly wld be juz rolling abt on the bed.. haha

met alex today for lunch and oso to go collect our pay, took a train down to paya lebar, and walked kinna far.. dumb dumb lor! well the boss was rather sarcastic, so din wan to argue or talk to much to him. whn we were bout to collect our pay, all the excuses for giving us lesser money start shooting out frm his wrinkled mouth.. was kinna pissed off, but juz got to bear with it.. went to take mrt, home we go..

well today actually i had 3 sports to attend to, but i turned 2 of thm off str8, so tt at least can go out with u..yup.. one of my friends msged me, asked me to go play in their team for volleyball polympics, cos they had a shortage of pple.. the other one was squash, today there was a friendly match against NJC.. lazy worms vs book worms.. haha, but turned both sports down, reason saying tt ther was bowling sch team trning, cos bowling was the oni sport tt started the latest, so can have more time with u.. but upon meeting u, i can realli tell tt u were veri tired.. and u realli needed a veri gd night rest.. and whn i knew long ago tt i cldn't make it in time for bowling trning alr and decided to skip it.. i still juz cld't bring myself to ask u to go out, cos seeing u so suffering, realli hurts me deep down..

after seeing u off, i walked arnd aimlessly trying to find a atm deposit machine, suddenly a familiar ringtone sounded..knowing it was u, i know tt i'm not alone anymore. :) bought some snacks to eat while walking home.. was rather cooling..

i dunno y, but tis few days, i juz find it so hard to pull myself outta bed.. its like i'm being tied dwn, no matter how hard i try to struggle out, its still useless.. tis muz got to stop.. give me BACK my gemini character!!!

i was told about the team formation ytd... and i'm like stunned.. wad the hell is tis.. its totally the opp. of our choice.. u said we cast our slections for our desired teams.. but u added on.. if our choice differs frm urs widely.. u will overrule us.. thn wads the point of wasting our time to fill in ur "forms" might as well u juz decide urself.. wad u told me personally came out differently.. do u realli wan our sch to win in the frist place.. if u see those scores tt we recorded dwn during evry trning at safra yishun.. do u tink he deserve to be in the team.. i'm not being bias or wad, evrything is recored down black and white.. i tink in the end u are the one who is blind.. You are not the one who guides and train me to who i am right now, so dun claim tt i'm ur student.. trainings of urs tt i've attended till now.. u hav nv tell or guide me at all.. tink abt it. (rk)

to be loved, and to love

2006-11-01T00:59:00.000+08:00

well things are going pretty fine now, no arguements no nth... but u noe wad... sometimes i'm realli not showing attitude or black face to u... so smile ", haha.. i love u.
oh ya, went to the global music awards at e indoor stadium on the 28th.. it was way awesome... haha.. i enjoyed it.. did u? aft tt went to eat.. and wanted to catch e movie "the guardian" but i guess it was too late alr.. so we sat arnd to chat before going to west coast park.. for 19 yrs alr.. and i haven been there before.. LOL.. well i actually juz wanted to spend more time with u, since now ur always so busy during weekdays, and the weekends were juz too short.. i don mind going any places juz to be with u..

okiee school is ever boring, and early mornings are juz not for me, i've taken quite a number of MCs to covr up alr.. haha.. my holiday mood is still not fine tune back, i guess i'll juz see how it goes after awhile..

went for an interview some time ago, and was recently accepted.. the shop name is "mother garden" sounds like some maternity or rather women or baby shop rite.. haha.. anw its not... its a japanese company, first shop in singapore.. and its at Vivocity! haha... at level 2, beside the fila shop... working as a part-timer of cos.. lol.. so not evryday oso work.. thn tmr going for an interview at clementi arcade there.. haha.. hope evrything gies fine.

lastly been having alot of trnings, both in squash and oso bowling.. cos the ivp, or rather pol-ite is nxt wk.. OMG.. so fast lar.. some more both in same wk, gonna be so shagged mann!! had squash trning frm 4-6pm today, and frm 8-10pm had bowling trning.. this type of intensiveness beta stop soon..

heartbroken

2006-10-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

i feel so lost now, the feeling is juz indescribable.. Its like standing in the middle of nowhere, unable to find a way out.. All alone in tt unfamiliar place, where are u? disappointment is all i keep getting, is it wrong to give u a surprise? Been so quiet for the whole journey, and i dun wan this to carry on, i took the initiative to try to give in to u, knowing ur character well enough. But wad i get in return was hurtful enough to continue trying to make the matter go well.. All i can say is tt my feelings for u have nvr chnged a single bit, but wad abt u.. altho u had relationship to be the least impt in ur life, i tried my best to understand y u made tt decision.. singing and friends are ur life and of cos not leaving out ur family. But do i still mean anything to u?...

boredom

2006-10-23T13:55:00.000+08:00

im in sch nw, and its so freaking boring... well lets talk on some topic.. hmmm...
changes take place evryday, but does it apply to evrything? When a couple have been together for some time one party might be able to read the other's mind, wad hes feeling or even wad hes thinking. Nth seems to be able to be hidden, its like evrything is written on the face, or perhaps the expression shows it all. One party might deny his feelings, not because he wants to hide things or keep quiet about the matter, its just the way he is feeling inside, feeling different from the rest, just wanting to have evrything to go well and avoid arguements. Recently someone just asked me, " Do u give ur other half freedom?" i replied yes. All i thought at tt moment was, tt qn meant tt if i nvr control, limits the freedom of friends or even being demanding about the lifestyle tt u have been comfortable and enjoy being in, i can say i did give. But when i realli came to think abt it, the important thing was, did i make u feel tt way... altho i said verbally tt i did give. I was scared tt i would go over the limits and become over possessive of u.. and maybe sometimes u wldn't like it. I dunno wad has gotten into me, i keep always predicting how things will turn out, or what will happen.. in short i'm always thinking too much.. and this is realli bad. Its not tt the trust or faith is not there, its perhaps im over concern bout u. Life has many ups and downs.. but all i wan u to noe is tt no matter wad happens, i love u whole heartedly.

-chaoz-

Genting

2006-10-17T23:53:00.000+08:00

haha, so long nvr update alr.. been kinna going out alot, so cnt realli find the time... i hav alot to say.. so dun wry.. LOL

the most enjoyable and happy time of my life..(4th - 7th oct) Went to genting for a holiday, some might say, chey tot go wher, genting oni wad nth special.. but to me.. it meant alot, esp the person i went with.. it was our first holiday tgt.. it was different from those previous holidays i had, the feeling, the mood and the contentment. All felt differently.. i can say tt i realli enjoyed myself throughout this journey and i know there will be more to come.. (Hong Kong) haha..!! well some elaboration at Genting...

there weren't much things for us to shop, maybe juz not to our likings... we changed a total of $350 to ringgit.. and guess wad all were spent on entertainment and food oni.. haha, and still not enough, i withdrew another 200 ringgit there.. haha.. more to come ltr part..LOL... walk arnd and familiarise ourself on the 1st day.. it was a 6 hr trip up... my friend said it was cooling, but NO! i felt damn cold!! kuku... 2nd day still walkin arnd and went to watch a magic show at nite.. haha way cool! 3rd day... queued for the tix for the outdoor and indoor theme park rides.. in my mind thn, i was feelin pretty scared alr.. die end of my life!! and for the first time in my life.. i took evry single rides in the theme park!! OLE.. i realli juz dun care, juz take.. the worst one of all, tt almost took my soul awy was the space shot! the one tt raise u high up, as high as 20 storeys, thn drop u dwn freely... GOSH!! i so scared of height alr, still raise me so high... whn reach till its peak, i kept swallowing saliva non stop.. gosh can u imagine how scared i was!! nv in my life i took such idiot rides! whn it juz suddenly drop me down w/o even kindly informing me.. i realli screamed the hell outta myself..

thn on to the roller coaster... another disastrous ride.. dunno go so high for wad.. haha, but not as scary as space shot.. the most funny was the mine coaster alr!! LOL.. we sat the front seat while 2 adult couple sat behind us... the guy kept say he not scared in hokkien, but whn go dwn the slope still scream like mad.. somemore it was for the whole ride.. i kept laughtin till my stomach damn pain!! hahaha... whn we were bout to leave the outdoor theme park, suggested tt we take one more time of the space shot, cos someone hinted to me!! LOL.. so of cos i'll accompany u.. queued and went onto the ride. but seriously the 2nd time i felt much worst, veri scared!! haha.. whn the thing started to lavitate, its practically omg liaoz!! went all e way up.. super duper cold! fear + cold = faintt.... hahah.. altho i noe hw the feeling wld be like alr, but yea the feeling is still eeks!.. LOL... left the place cos closing alr... thn went to take the indoor rides.. haha.. since its free anw..

thn aft tt, since its our last nite, we went arnd genting to search for grt food... walk all e way till dunno wher... thn saw this international buffet restaurant.. haha, started queueing up... paid using mastercard, cos not enuff money alr.. haha.. go in sit awhile,, CHIONG AH!! the nxt moment our table was pack with food... LOL!! yummy, and we took all types of deserts! gosh!!
but overall the meal was fantastic!! aft tt went to catch a movie... "rob-b-hood".. haha, we've watched the shw in singapore alr, watch again cos tt cinema offers osim massage chair.. mann way shiok!! ahha... thn aft the shw, went to massage parlour... we do the leg oni.. ermm is abit pain lar.. but still okie.. spent till we totally "dry" haha... realli enjoyed my time... the nxt day was our day to return to singapore alr.. kinna do miss tt place, esp the weather.. singapore's wan is damn shitty!! well the journey back din seem long to me, cos i practically slept all e way, i wake up tt time at johor custom liaoz.. haha.. went hm put our luggage and stuffs, rest awhile, thn we went to meet willie for a movie alr... HAHA!!

many things hav been happening lately, partly due to misunderstandings, explanations cleared, and i've forgiven u, and u noe i will. I love u alot and tts y the hurt was so great. But evrything is fine now, and i noe we'll always overcome bad times together. U ain't gonna leave me. `i love u`

sch reopen
nvr looking forward to
as usual like it has always been
grades in rubbish bin
wad am i gonna do
squashing bowling loving u
is all i do
ain't bringing me nowhere
to an air steward-wanna-be
wad can i do
all i wan is u :)

-chaoz-

its been some time

2006-10-01T17:50:00.000+08:00

try outs... nice riteee... :)

at JB...

more try outs..

haha, been some time since i last blogged..LOL.. had lots of late nights this few days, reach hm slp alr, so juz cldn't find the time to blog.. haha... well on fri my programme was packed.. haha, well slept till quite late i tink... thn went to park mall there make reservations and payments for the Genting trip.. gosh cnt wait any longer for it mann!! haha.. its supposingly a 3D2N stay, but aft much discussion, we extended it for 1 more day...

will be departing on tues morning!! back in s'pore on sat.. mann, its gonna be so FUN! collected all the receipts and stuffs for the confirmation of the trip.. its bout 7pm thn.. me and alex went to JB to supposingly shop and of cos have SEAFOOD DINNER!!! YUMMY!!!!.. lol.. but due to the kuku traffic jams.. we reach city square at 9pm like tt.. manage to buy alex's cap.. thn left the place.. cos majority of the shops oso close alr.. thn we took a cab to daman market or dunno wad lar.. ther got alot thing eat.. ordered...
2 chilli crabs
veg
sting ray
sotong!!

YUM YUM!! 2 person eat so many things.. haha.. but was all swept clean.. haha... aft tt made our way back to s'pore, had some disppointments, but i was persistent to tink in e way of a forgive and forget mindset.. i didn't wan much sorrows to add on... and viewing a horoscope book once before, it says, a gemini and a scorpio relationship would be the toughest and most challenging one.. and tis sentence has always been in my mind to keep me going.. to assure on my side tt nth would happen.. and thus so far so gd.. :)

there are many temptations arnd us, but the fact tt u are my oni temptation, nth else can stray me awy... there may be people arnd trying to separate us, but i believe the bond between us can fight it all.. okiee, hmmm reach s'pore alr took 170 to newton ther and we walked to town.. walked to cine ther catch a movie...
" Rob-b-Hood"... OMG!! u guys must realli watch tt show.. the baby its like so freakingly adorably CUTE!! hahaha.. watched till bout 5.30am like tt, thn we chatted awy while waiting for the first bus.. haha. mann wad a day!!!

next day.........
sat late noon.. met alex went to acc him to his interview at NUH... some frontline services job.. thn aft tt went plaza sing... buy his ring, thn had dinner ther too... met willie aft tt.. he booked out frm camp today.. bought his stuffs at cine!! while me and alex trying their sunglasses and taking pics.. HAHA.. went hm aft tt.. changed.. and thn go out again.. me and alex met willie at chinatown there lor, went for some party thingy.. yepz... till morning 7am.. so tired.. aft eating mac for breakfast, thn go hm le.. ZZZZZZ.... -_-

-chaoz-

more updates

2006-09-25T03:43:00.000+08:00

alex & me during clubbing

alex and me with our new friend, wesly

jeanette and me

well hmmm spending my holidays veri wisely by having lots of fun lately.. haha, clubbing movies etc... din realli shop this few days, pocket veri tight alr.. haha, abit over spend... nw waiting for coming month's allowance! haha, well willie finally booked out of camp aft 2 wks of torture... listen to his story in there, kinna sounds fun! haha.. went enjoy ourselves with grace andy alex and willie... and of cos clubbing at ltr nite..

well i've got something to say, pls listen carefully...

(24th)
ITS ANDY'S BIRTHDAY!!!
happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to ANDY
happy birthday to YOU!! haha

ltr on tink they went to ah yi's hse for mahjong session, while me and alex aft clubbing was kinna tired alr, so we went hm.. hahaa...

well as for today... went to meet jun xiong and jeanette to have dinner at cine's ramen!! been wanting to eat tt so much!! haha, so yummy mann!!! thn i had a little bit of shopping.. bought a cap and 2 shirts... thn so lame, went into the hse of condom shop.. thn were like making fun of stuffs we see.. LOL... thn went to lucky plaza there play pool!! haha, jeanette happily snapping pics!! hahaha... went to newton aft tt for supper... was kinna hungry, so i ordered quite alot.. hehe.. thn chatted awhile before we took cab home..

-chaoz-

...

2006-09-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

mann, this black heads on my nose is realli gettin on my nerves, no matter wad i do, or wad means i use.. it juz won't bloody get off my nose.. is my nose realli so comfy to stay on... cnt u find some other nose!! grrr... the biore pack i about to use finish alr lor.. and those blackies are still dare.. y are u so stubborn.. tell me y, ain't nth but the black heads.. tell me y, i juz wanna hear u say, cos i hate u tt way.. oh no.. y am i singing.. haha... well, i wan to go johor nd have seafood again!! I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!! but well sometimes things won't always go one's way... nvm another time perhaps..

aarrgghhh!! i cnt wait for my sushi buffet this wed... it'll be so fabulous and mouth watering.. yummilicious!!! hope i'll always have u by my side... i love u baby!

David Copperfield where are u?...

johor trip

2006-09-18T01:44:00.000+08:00

went for a late night movie with alex ytd, since we were both still quite energetic aft a dead or alive mahjong showdown at ah yi's hse the previous night... watched "John tucker must die"... well its a nice show... and it made me realise lots of things.. but i still believe tt it wll not happen.. the faith is still holding strong... the ending of the show didn't turn out to my desire.. oh well... left and walked arnd like zombies... we were outraciously tired by thn... took a cabbie hm... opened lala land's door, and off i went dreaming...

woke up today at bout 2pm.. chatted on the phone with precious... thn went to meet alex and tony at cck station at bout 6pm.. and we set off to johor!!.. yay.. went to city square to wa arnd first, see got anything to shop for, but sadly nothing.. haha.. at bout 8pm, it was the moment i've been waiting for!!! SEAFOOD DINNER!! yippie!! took a cab dwn to dunno wad name... oh gosh, so many seafood stalls.. so we juz settled on one, and oredered!.. here goes..

chilli crabs!!
fish!!
pork ribs
veg
oyster egg

mann and they were all fabulous!!.. whn the bill came guess wad.. covert to dollar.. each of us gotta pay 13 bucks oni!! MY GOD,, imagine how bloodily cheap is tt... and i'm veri sure it will not be my last time visiting tt place.. many more to come.. hahaha... realli enjoyed myself to the extreme... but.......... arrrggghhhh!!! tony goh han WAH.. U stole my cap!!! grr...

on the going back journey we were kinna lost.. haha.. whn we saw bus 170 we were like yay got hope.. haha.. but guess wad.. the kind-hearted bus driver, juz ask us to hope on at the junction.. so good rite.. har i've got a song in mind nw.. rmb the powerpuff girls theme song.. haha i've edited it juz for the great bus driver uncle... here goes..

"Fighting crime trying to save the world, and you come juz in time, the powerpuff girls!"

INTO...

"Fighting time trying to save 3 guys, and you come juz in time, the SBS bus driver!"

haha nice rite.. LOL.. well reached s'pore at bout 11.30pm like tt... took train home.. Thanks guys for the day.. realli enjoyed it!!

-chaoz-

updates

2006-09-16T20:39:00.000+08:00

... Pics for laugh...

Mann, i'm still feeling sleepy...

Told you not to my ears, didn't I?

The new titanic...

Papa don't leave me...

Ohh god! pls save me...

Kungfu fighting!! better not...

My new toilet...

Will you marry me?...

I'm flying without wings...

My dear, lets celebrate after my face lift...

You are too young for my spring chicken meal...

I've got my hair done at the famous hair salon across the road...

mann, been having late nights out recently.. haha shortage of slp alr.. LOL.. ytd accompanied alex and tony to this studio at newton there.. which was exactly the same company which asked me to be one of their models, but i rejected them cos the price was way too high.. so as for alex's and tony's, theirs were asked to be singers, and groom them in this area.. talk talk talk, in the end oso need to pay a price.. but this is worst.. oni last for 3 mths.. but anw is their career so i have no rights to interfere, so the decision lies with thm still.. 7.30pm................................

Finally they finish talking alr!! yay!! haha, my butt rotting alr.. went to newton circus for our dinner!! ordered seafood.. FABULOUS MANN!! had sting ray, sotong & veg.! realli way nice...!! enjoyed it to the bits!!! left for town aft tt... walked arnd, tony had to leave for hm awhile to hav dinner.. (?_?) so me and alex went to play pool.. haha fun fun FUN! chilled out at ps there while waiting for tony..

thn the start of my owl life.. went to ah yi's hse(willie's mum) to play mahjong... heyy sorrie grace & andy... this mahjong thing was a veri last min thing.. tts y din inform u guys... so yea reached her hse at bout 11.30pm like tt.. and started playing... all e way till today 3pm. GOSH!! i broke my record again.. 15 HRS of mahjong!!! can u believe it!! till the last rnd evryone's mind were wondering off alr, smashing the door, to break into lala land! hahah... cleared evrything.. and due to the extreme tired-ness.. haha, we cldn't make it hm.. so we slept over at her hse, say nap awhile oni.. in the end 7pm thn wake up.. LOL.. took cab hm! but tho is way too tiring towards the end, it was overall still fun!! and the company was grt!

-chaoz-

boredom

2006-09-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

looks innocent rite.. hahaa
alex and me!

glad tt we had a talk bout it.. and now everything is back to normal...
love u precious!

well nth much to talk nw wait till i tink of smt thn i blog...

boredom

2006-09-12T15:25:00.000+08:00

I'm so bored
I need u by my side
and tts all i need
ur hugs, ur kisses
juz makes me feel so warm
ur my evrything
and nth can detour me from this path i've taken
moments w/o u
juz makes my mind spin
i've realli fallen for u too deep
in my heart
there are oni 2 spaces
a part is for sports
and the nxt huge half is only able to fit u in
nth else
my worries till now
is still scared of losing u
tinking too much?
perhaps i am
I've put my evrything in u
my faith my trust
the ring symbolises our love
and i hope tt it will nv be lost.

saddest day

2006-09-11T19:28:00.000+08:00

woke up today, thinking tt evrything wld be fine... went for my attachment. went for a course, it was very mind-numbing, but i tried my veri best to pull thru it... for the thought of wanting to start being more diligent and chnge towards a positive attitude towards my attachment. But guess evrything was just too late alr, aft the course i was called in to speak to the person-in-charge of me...

he asked for the reason of my absence for the days i wasn't here.. and all the reasons and excuses were accepted, but thinking back tt during morning my friends or rather colleague told me to be truthful, perhaps it will not be a serious consequence, i heed the advice.. and told thm tt on friday i wanted to send my friend off to national service.. and tts the one and only thing he cldn't accept, even tho my friend had taken leave for me on tt day... i was told to pack up and leave. speechless i was, i juz apologised and left..

over the weekends of trying to prepare myself for this consequences.. i still cldn't take it today... i felt veri sad, i dunno why.. perhaps its the responsibility tt i was unable to fulfil, and the fact tt i've let my colleagues and friends down. I'm sorrie. leaving my workplace rather early today, was feeling lost. This feeling hasn't occured to me for quite some time alr.. but well i still have to face the fact tt they have alr terminated me..

took a cab down to bring alex go see doctor, he was feeling veri sick alr.. but he still can play jokes on me.. wad the..LOL... say the consultation fee is 30 bucks and each medicine issued is 10 bucks... saying tt its a renowned clinic tts why the pricing is higher... and to tink i believed wad he said,GOSH! and whn the doctor said thers a total of 4 types of medicine, my chin dropped... in the end whn making payment the total cost is oni 22 bucks! KUKU BIRD!!!.. still dare to add on, cos got student price.. aaarrgghhh!!! went to hav an early dinner tgt... thn sent him hm and i made my way hm...

][ life has many ups and downs, i just have to accept what is destined for me ][

-chaoz-

mahjong craze

2006-09-10T23:11:00.000+08:00

well well well... guess i shld start off the sad part first...

Fri 8/9/06
my dear friend willie has to report to jurong camp for enlistment alr... sad sad sad.. we the grp of friends, alex tony andy and me, tried our best to spend as a longer time with him as possible before he registers into "hell".. haha... well we accompanied him to the camp... waited for all the admin stuffs to be done.. and we went to see thm take their oaths.. aft tt it was parting time... tears rolled dwn on most of the parent's faces... it was a rather sad scene.. i didn't know hw it was like till today... i suddenly felt like a friend wld be leaving us, and a barrier is created arnd him...

i didn't know wad to say, all i cld do was to wish him all the best and we promised tt everytime he books out, we WILL always be there for U!.. all of us were sad..Alex, his many years friend, i guess he wld be the one feeling more sad thn any of the others, for the many yrs of friendship developed, and the habit of having willie arnd wld hav to start to chnge alr, seeing his facial expression, i can tell tt alex wld miss his company and most of all the strong bond of friendship they have over the yrs..

but the person who felt the worst wld be his mum, we can realli see tt shes veri reluctant to leave tt hall.. altho its not a goodbye forever, but the thought tt we cannot see him as often as before makes us feel down.. going through this, realli made me experience and understand the real meaning of friendship. Before stepping out, we turned to take a last glance and bid goodbye.

aft tt everyone went home to slp!! lacking of slp le.. felt super tired!! haha.. thn at nite met alex and tony went to hav dinner and catch a movie, haha and due to the lethargic-ness, me and alex dozed of in the midst of the show.. LOL.. but he snored so he was worst.. HAHA.. tony watched the entire show... bravo!...

9/9/06 sat
went down to safra toa payoh there to play my round 3 squash match.. jillian and this guy( sorrie haven got ur name yet) supported me thru, realli appreciated it.. THX!

I
vs
TAN YAN LIANG

i didn't know bout his squash backgrnd, so was feeling alrite.. but tt kuku jillian go tell me tt hes Raffles Institution top seed played, i sian ji pua! wa kaoz... its like hercules vs garfield.. sure lose situation.. but well, i'd still have to go on playing the match... I lost.. as expected.. haha but at least i didn't allow him to thrash me! tts the gd thing.. haha perhaps squash is realli not my cup of tea... tony came dwn aft tt.. whn i was bout to leave the place..

Lol.. went to get some light snacks to eat first... thn he went to kim seng first to meet his friend... and i went to meet alex.. bought some medicine on e way, b4 we went to kim seng to meet up with tony.. played a few rounds of bowling.. haha.. thn aft tt went to tony's hse to have jeanette's and alex's tarot card reading, since they both wanted it... i was quite affected by it whn certain ans was told.. well didn't wan to brood over it...

me alex and tony ltr at bout 1am went over to ah yi hse to play mahjong.. cos she wanted to play.. so we agreed.. but in the end we reach there so late.. thn she needed to go out first.. and mann, whn we reach her hse, she prepared evrything for us alr.. i fel so bad and guilty.. so we 3 played first... thn joined by ah yi ltr at 4am... haha.. and guess wad we played till 10am! MY GOD... frm 1am to 10am of mahjong, my longest record of playing!! LOL.. by thn evryone was half dead.. went for brunch... and left for home!... didn't slp..

bathed and evrything... went to meet alex again.. haha.. accompany him go his campus idol singing competition audition organised by M5 concept.. tony joined us ltr on.. they all sang pretty well... and to round up those who moved on to the nxt rnd, they both got in!! BRAVO!! well done guys!.haha... was thn approached by m5 concept for modelling... no definite ans was given, considerations still taking place... oh ya, in the midst of the programme, saw last yr project superstar finalist jason.. didn't know he was one of the singers for M5 concept as well... seems like this company has indeed many artiste... alex go for it!!

-chaoz-

super tiring

2006-09-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

imagine me gotta climb up this thing.. gosh!
taken during attachment

went to work today... and gosh.. its realli veri tiring!! to tink tt i hav to reach my wrk place at 7.20am, juz like during secondary sch days, realli sianz me off totally... today reach work place, find a table.. zzzzzzz awy alr.. cldn't take it mann.. thn walk arnd, practically my tis attachment is kinna slack.. so yepz.. its juz the scorching hot sun and the long wrking hrs tts numbing my mind...

aft work took the company's shuttle bus to toa payoh.. supposingly to meet clifton ther.. but he still at home.. LOL.. so i went to play arcade awhile... thn was quite late alr.. so walked to safra ther.. clif joined me ltr... was finally my match.. i was playing against thn clif keep scaring me say he damn pro and stuff... in the end he dun even noe who the person is.. neh neh PUNANI!!
realise it was a young boy.. and i won.. cannot let history repeat the 2nd time le!! waited for clif match.. while waiting we stood at the side eat their free food.. yummy!! LOL..aft tt waited so long.. in the end his match walk over.. kuku bird! left the place went to take mrt lor...

and oh ya.. tis is to Alex & tony... nvm if u guys cldn't make it into the project superstar... its not tt u guys are not singing well, in fact to me u guys vocal were the best alr!! but there are always people better.. and tt applies to all areas in competitions.. there are always happy and sad moments... altho i cnt guide u guys in singing or even correct the way u all sing... but i gave my sincere support by going down on both days to accompany u guys to queue up, and trying my best to entertain u all, so tt time passes faster.. haha.. this is my veri first time i've waited in a queue for a total of more thn 6 hrs... LOL... dun wry thers more to such vocal competitions... and i believe u guys can do it!!

to tony : ur singing is alr not bad.. dun be demoralised by hw they eliminated u...

to Alex : ur singing is alr realli realli veri gd le! trust me im not lying about it.. it is their loss for not selecting a potential singer infront of thm...

-chaoz-

2006-09-06T02:09:00.000+08:00

wad a tiring day.. upload some tmr.. ",

updates

2006-09-05T05:21:00.000+08:00

well, its kinda long since i last updated...so yea here goes..

firstly, i changed my blogskin alr, the previous one i'm like kinda sick of it le... so change to this one, hope its nice to u guys, slowly get use to it lor... haha!!

been having lotsa fun lately, with my group of insane maniac friends.. haha.. having late night outs. all this wld mean nothing to me without my precious spending with me. I realli treasure the time we have tgt.. Love u baby!

well went dwn to toa payoh HDB hub ther to acc alex and tony... cos they joined

PROJECT SUPERSTAR!!!

haha, bravo bravo.. applauds for ur courage!! they were queuing up since 1pm.. i reached ther at bout 3pm... acc thm queue all the way till 8pm... see! wher to get such a friend!! hahaha... in the end cos too late le, so they brought forward their audition date to tuesday!! poor thing! haha.. aft tt went to wei li's bbq session.. tink cos he gng NS soon, tts y hold a mini "party" for him..

TODAY, kuku bird of all!! went to sch to train awhile on my squash... thn took a cab with jas dwn to toa payoh for the

SAFRA SQUASH OPEN COMPETITION

reached ther waited awhile thn it was my turn... i vs kim jae jeong.. some korean guy!
his strokes weren't tt good.. but i juz dunno y, i'm not playing to my form, lke hw i use to play... i was playing so nonsensical... and worst of all.. i din noe about the rules!! DAMMIT! it was a best of 2 games.. whn i tot it was a best of 3.. and in the end i merely lost by a margin of 2 pts!! tis is F**** pathetic.. whn i came out of the court aft the match ended.. i cld even hear murmurs arnd.. i noe i realli did not play till my standard today.. clif said i underestimated my opponent.. i guess so... well juz take it a lesson learnt thn... CHECK THE RULES BEFORE PLAYING!

i felt kinna embarrassed...why? cos of today's matches all my sch team mates defeated the opponents and went on to the next round, wheras i lost mine... when coach approached me.. the disappointment in me grew... his "why did it turn out like this" question realli right smack me in the middle of nowhere... i cldn't find an ans or rather an explanation for him. i'm sorrie jillian.

-chaoz-

huh

2006-08-23T05:04:00.000+08:00

...special you...

I finally found my special someone
I think about you all the time
You're perfect, couldn't come any better
Truly an angel in my mind
When we are together
Time runs by so fast
I just wish I had the power
The power to make our time together last
There is just something about you
I don't know what it is
I think we both know sparks will fly
When we get our first kiss
You find the right ways to make me laugh
Just looking into your eyes makes me smile
I think about you non-stop
The memories we share I'll hold onto for a long while
I care about you more than anything
I just hope you know
As we keep spending time together
My love and feelings for you will do nothing but grow

][ ever loving you ][

-chaoz-

exams!

2006-08-22T02:32:00.000+08:00

haish...

exams

exAMS

EXAMS

!!!

i'm like surrounded by notes and books...
get thm awy frm me..
well for the past few papers...
all i was able to do, cos all calculations type
LOL
know means know, dunno means dunno..
but.....
aaarrgghhh
my last and final paper which is on thurs..
happens to be theory paper
and the most toughest one!!
kill me!!!

i've had enuff of such life alr!!
evrytime i wan to go out and play
i'll start to have this guilt in me
i'm in the exam period
y ain't i studying
gosh!! IRRITATING

and guess wad, i have attachment in my holidays!!
WTF

but guess ill be taking lots of leave and mc

cos i got so many things to do

1- squash ivp selection
2- bowling ivp selection
3- squash safra open
4- sun tanning!
5-squash trainin(tink i abit lose touch)
6- shopping
7- catch up on my slp
8- laugh more!
9- complete my bloody driving test asap

hahaha, okie tts abt all i wan to do!!
with all these things fitting in, guess i'll be visiting the polyclinic quite often alr... haha, even if i'm perfectly fine!
LOL

talking bout ivp selections... gosh i cnt believe tt squash is having theirs tis friday lar!! SO DAMN FREAKING FAST LAR!! its juz one day aft my exam.. i haven touch the racket since like dunno when! and the nxt moment i know, im playing in the selections alr.. gosh.. my confidence not tt high alr... form drop tremendously al i guess! well one day shall juz go train and get my stroke back in touch!

!!!I WON'T LET HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF!!!

and following up nxt is bowling ivp selections.. well for this i needa go bowl abit more to get the feeling rite... and i see some threats lingering too.. or even some hypocrite arrogant arses!
if not for the love of the sport, joining bowling in np, wld not be one of my choice.

-chaoz-

misses

2006-08-17T03:50:00.000+08:00

sitting on a fence
i din know which side i was going to fall
but gradually i leaned towards
my desired side
but yet
my shirt had been caught onto the edge
of the fence
reframing me to fall off
hanging me there in mid air
the feeling isn't good
confusion strikes
i've made up my mind alr
but yet
why is there still something clinging on
was it left unfinished?
why do i feel that i'm being
unfair in a certain way
is there still a possibility of
making up to u
i want to live on with what i have
but i don't want to see u sad
for what i had promised u
i'll still keep to it
but at this juncture
any decision made
would definitely
hurt either party
time time time
i realli need u to heal the process
for now i've no choice
but to detach my shirt from
the edge of the fence
that it had been caught
i love u

updates

2006-08-14T04:06:00.000+08:00

alex & me
taken at O.C.H
mama vs chick
ah beng(it is NOT lighted)
messed up style
grace vs lou
wad disgusting teeth u have

well well realli had a great time this few days...

first to talk about is my exams... aarrgghhh
2 down 5 papers to go!

mann those 2 papers are theory type wan lar.. god damn they are diff to enter and stay in my memory, for the fact tt i hav short term memory.. memorised is the whole night w/o slping.. went to sch with evrything stucked iin... unload evrything onto the paper.. grace was waiting for me... so met her thn went to tony's hse.. supposingly to study for my 2nd theory paper which was the nxt day.. but in the end find food out to cook at his hse.. and for the first time i've eaten the SALTIEST noodle i've ever eaten before in my whole entire life!! haha, thx to my grt mama! LOL.. but well for the first few mouths it taste grt, aft tt... kept drinking water alr.. hahaha!

aft having our saltish lunch.. tony helped me read my "life" using his set of tarot cards.. i din actually quite believed it... its juz a pack of cards, wad cn it do.. but aft he deciphered every card i picked... it realli freaks me out... it realli speaks wad i've been thru, and wad im thinking... and the fact is i've nv told anyone abt it at all!! EEKS! stupid cards!! but aft evrything i still chose nt to believe it, afterall, wad has to happened, has to happened.. nth cn stop it.. so y bother so much bout the outcome..

aft all those stuffs started our studying revision...

GRACE AND TONY'S birthday!! ON NATIONAL DAY!! me and alex shared the price of a swensens ice cream cake for thm!! well sang the birthday song esp loud! haha, they were kinna embarrassed! tts gd, so tt it wld be memorable! lol.. slacked awhile, thn at bout 2am like tt... me tony alex and grace set off to old changi hospital... took a cab ther.. on the way they were talkin sme ghostly stuffs, thn the driver oso add on, gosh!! realli starting to freak me out a little.. but din wanna be a cold blanket.. so carried on with the journey.. made our way in... kenna shock by the guard hw lame, cos the door suddenly open, thn we all ran out! hahaha.. aft tt met tis 2 malay guys.. thn they offered to guide us in.. since they went in b4 alr.. haha.. so went in to all the blocks... gosh, goosebumps mann... so eerie.. sumore the lift door still open! gosh...

went to the roof top at on of the blocks.. mann the view is realli nice.. bt due to im scared of heights, i maintained quite a distance frm the edge... toured every single place at o.c.h! aft the first bloack, din realli felt scare alr... aft we toured finish.. we saw another patch of pple coming in.. so in the end instead of us scaring ourselves we went to scare pple.. LOL.. cos grace was wearing white.. so she stood at the window ther.. thn those pple dwn ther were like pointing and quiet dwn.. and i was at the corner laughing my ass off.. gosh... bt cnt laugh too loud.. scared ltr gt pple follow me laugh oso.. eeeks! aft tt left the place... and ther were quite alot of pple trying to make their way in... afterall we din see anything or hear anything... went to take a cab to twn.. to wait for the first bus since it was like abt 5am alr... so went to the swensens ther tt hotel to rest.. grace and tony fell aslp.. and they look so unglam! LOL..

-chaoz-

distracted

2006-08-05T01:56:00.000+08:00

mama and i
posing witht the 8th wonder of the world, - lavitating lift -
aww, so sweet
charm

hmmm well exams are juz round the corner only, bt guess wad i still dun realli understand thm yet.. so dead... how how??? but well haven been having enuff slp lately, am like so busy with sch work and stuffs.. i realli need to fully enjoy myself!! mann... giv me back my freedom! haha.. hav been gng out with my gang lately... and i realli start to eat alot again, mann.. tink i've overspent on food le.. kns! oh ya and did i say i went to hav a mass shoppin spree on the last day of grt s'pore sales.. haha spent like 200 bucks like tt on clothes.. so ain't gonna shop for the nxt mth.. lol... watched lakehouse, its like so romance lar.. so nice!!!

know what are those?... they aren't any overgrown coloured sperms... haha.. their GUPPIES!! lol.. the student plaza at my sch ther juz offially opened.. and yea tis was one of their game.. to use a thin piece of paper like a net to catch as many fishes as possible.. well i gave it a try, it was realli diff, any patient-less me.. haha, gave up quite fast.. LOL.. din even manage to catch a single one.. hw pathetic.. oh and my mum juz spoiled one of my fav. tees!! grr.. she looked so guilty and came to ask me hw much is the tee shirt u juz bought... i sense smt wrong.. and she giggled.. ask me go buy another one thn she pay me back.. LOL.. frm white shirt become brown lar.. my god..

to my buddies, thx for caring for me so much.. realli appreciate it.. ",

-chaoz-

2006-08-01T23:40:00.000+08:00

alex and me in the bus
nt my gf.. juz friend.. sec friend.. yvonne.

okie well... tink my injured ankle is on the verge of full recovery alr... bt still hurts a little still.. well today my class ended 1 hr earlier, hw kuku rite.. so in the ended at 11am.. dunno wad to do.. so called clifton to meet me.. went hm put my things and came out again... he wanted to repair his mp3 player... meet at 1pm.. he was freaking late for half an hr.. bt luckily i was use to waitin for tt kuku alr.. so yea killed time waiting for him, by eating lor, went to buy char siew bao and sme other snacks to eat.. whn clif reached, he told me sme VERY wonderful thing.. " i forgot to bring my mp3 player.".. -my god!! qi si wo de xin ( adapted frm mama )!!! in the end we went to jurong entertainment centre to catch a movie... haha.. long hu men ( dragon tiger gate ).. a very comic type shw.. bt its realli nice their power and stuffs.. LOL.. the shw was abt 1 and half.. nt bad.. aft tt head back to sch for squash tnring... train till 8.30pm like tt thn go eat... nw feeling so shagged!!

-chaoz-

2006-07-31T03:27:00.000+08:00

me and tony trying out shirts at flesh imp
G.L.T
the fantastic sleeper
wonders

haha well, been havin late nights with my friends recently... mann they realli cn make me laugh alot mann.. well dunno y oso, recently been eating super alot.. and i dun seem to hav absorb anything frm the food.. kuku, dunno which alien stayin in me, gettin free food evryday.. gotta shoo him out alr.. DOCTOR HERE I COME!!

chicken mama, chicky here noes my mistake alr.. love love u!! muzks!

hmmm gotta start studyin alr, exams approaching!

do i realli hav the dao look?

-chaoz-

more pics

2006-07-24T01:42:00.000+08:00

me and weili
",
alex and me.. dammit my bunny is showing alr!!
my gang.. err whers dear jas???
acting retard!
original family portrait!!!
retards shareholders
smile~~

hmm okiee.. more pics uploaded alr.. haha... been gng out with my retard gang lately.. realli had lots of fun and laughters.. love u guys mann!! had late nights this weekend, going out with frenz.. had a gd long talk with my chicken mama.. LOL.. well she realli gave me lotsa guidance... and tell me bout some particular grp of pple.. and i realli din noe, by making new friends, one wld say tt, oh pple gt new friends alr wad, dun need old friends alr... tts juz too ridiculous.. and more like a veri childish thinking of yours.. pple tell me tt its jealousy.. and this is the first time i've ever heard, whn one make new friends, another party wld gt jealous.. GROW UP attitude problematic arse. and errm, ur arrogance too, dun ever tink tt ur like so big shot.. if u wan to enjoy urself, pls bear in mind tt money wld be involve, and nt tink tt u cn always gt it for free..pls reflect!

-chaoz-

fotos

2006-07-20T03:31:00.000+08:00

Retards & Assocs. ™ -family portrait-
cnt u smile?
my class gang~!!
scandal on bus! tsk tsk
the pinky and the brain
trophy won frm the squash competition
squashers!!~~!!
err, wan some?
the negative side of me. LOL

hmm tis post is more on the uploads for the pics.. tmr no sch, YAY!! HAHA... -I WAN TO EAT JACK'S PLACE!!!-

-chaoz-

aftermath

2006-07-16T02:08:00.000+08:00

well well, guess tis shld be quite long... sum up evrything.. haha

well my squash competition journey has finally ended... my finals was on last fri... okie shall begin on last thurs..

ended class early.. so met clif and went lot 1 to watch superman! lotsa pple passed comments tt the shw was freaking boring.. bt well, the kuku 2 of us wanted to see hw boring it was.. lame rite.. lol.. in the end.. it almost made me slp! GOSH.. the storyline realli sux mann.. bt the effects were gd.. hahaa.. mann tot will gt some nice parts, made me control my filled-to-the-brim water tank so long lar... grrr.LOL.. went back to sch aft the shw for squash trning... to prepare for my finals on fri.. reached sch at 7pm.. LOL.. trained.. my strokes were like shit.. i din even win a single match.. its seriously truely damn demoralising..

FRIDAY!! the day has come... i'm startin to feel abit tensed alr.. haha.. overslept today... so din go sch.. haha.. bt i went to gt an mc.. to cover up... met clif in the noon, thn started trnin again.. yay.. tis time im playin better.. aft tt me clif and gla went to meet jas, take bus to kallang...

my game is on.

Finals

me
vs
isaac ho

i realli super nervous alr.. well cnt expect much rite.. tis my first ever squash competition i made till so far mann.. he won me all 3 sets straight.. realli sad.. i juz dun gt my mistake... sumore all 3 sets... tho he lead till alot alr.. i'll still fight till we're both tie.. bt i dunno y.. ill juz let go frm ther.. and he wins the set... coach was ther to gave me guidance... bt guess wad.. hahaa.. he bla bla bla bla... till the end i din gt a single thing he said.. he like mumbling to himself like tt.. thn i juz orh.. gt back into the courts with qn. marks all arnd my head... so i juz depended on myself.. and form my own tactic play... bt tt kuku ho juz keep intercepting it.. and it realli feels damn irritating!!! AARRGGHH!!! he was the the champion.. aft my match, was kinna feeling dwn for the rest of the nite.. bt din wan to spoil my gang's happy mood.. i juz put it aside... aunty janet drove us out to eat..coach joined us too.. haha the food realli fantastic.. or perhaps i was starving alr! LOL.. ordered super lotsa stuffs.. yummy!! sumore she treated us.. thx! jillian joined us aft tt... nw thn i noe her laughter so horrifying! haha.. some of my friends called and msged to console me.. heyy thx... realli appreciate it.. ",

today's the prize presentation day... went to kallang at bout 4 plus.. cos was told the thing will commence at 5pm.. met melvin on the way ther.. hw suai.. lol.. well watched the matches.. jillian was ther alr.. she won her finals... congrats pretty gal! all the finals today was delayed.. kuku.. in the end we waited till 8pm thn the prize presentation started.. wad the hell sia.. aft tt... okie tis is the surprising part alr.. guess wad.. me melvin HO and isaac HO went twn to hav dinner... hw wonderful.. LOL.. afterall they're nt tt mean pple lar... melvin talks alot.. isaac crap alot.. wad shock me is tt.. they ask one day free come out play squash tgt... haha.. feel abit weird weird.. cos they keep talking bout squash.. grrr... wad safra and dunno wad... im like?????????????... haha.. i keep on cut in, thn chnge topic.. haha.. in the end dunno how the hell it went back to squash again.. aarrghhh.. took bus hm aft tt.. pics wld be on the nxt post.. i wan to slp nw.. haha

-chaoz-

tensed up

2006-07-11T23:48:00.000+08:00

mann today went for trnin, realli in need of it.. see cn find any last min mistakes i hav b4 tmr's death match! sianz.. played pretty well during trnin today.. kinna happy too.. but the moment i tink about tmr.. i sian ji pua liaoz.. my god.. i juz checked my tmr's opponent match in the quarter finals rite.. gosh.. he practically thrashed his opponent, 9-3, 9-0, 9-0!! WTF!! i see alr oso start to wry... my fellow team mates being defeated alr... nw left me tis kuku struggling my way thru.. its realli nerve racking.. if i cn perform like hw i train in sch... gd liaoz!! bt the prob is i cnt.. evrytime i play at the competition grnd.. all my shots like so pathetic.. but nvm.. shant tink anymore.. do maths and occupy my brain cells!

-chaoz-

semi-finals

2006-07-10T23:08:00.000+08:00

went to buy my belated birthday present in twn with my friends... cos my tt friend dunno wad i like, so juz gave me the money ask me go buy.. haha.. went to queensway first, but thn i cnt find the bag tt i wanted, mann i so so so wan to buy tt kappa Germany bag lor!! bt my friends say tho the bag is nice, bt nt nice on me.. WTH!!! haha.. went to twn the adidas shop and bought the sling bag.. like it mann!! haha.. went hm ltr at nite.. thn stayed up to watch the world cup finals!!

ITALY
vs
FRANCE

haha, wad a showdwn.. tot the most bout 2 hrs oni.. so still okie, class starts at 10am.. scarly go drag till extra time and penalty.. KUKU!! make me 5am thn slp.. pehh pehh!! HAHA.. in the end guess wad.. haha i woke up at 12pm.. wonderful.. LOL.. clif called me at 12pm tts hw i woke up.. bt aft hang up.. i go back slp.. LOL.. he msg me at 1pm.. thn i realli wake up.. haha.. suppose to meet him in sch at 12pm wan!! haha, in the end met him at 2pm.. ole! im 2 hrs late.. wahahha...!
went for lunch tgt, thn went timah plaza play pool to past time.. haha.. thn walk to sch bus stop to meet jas and gla.. LOL.. all the slpy faces.. haha

mann its the DAY alr.. gott face the quarter finals match alr.. seriously speaking im realli veri nervous and tensed up.. reached ther went to eat abit first.. thn go register... my opponent ther alr... went to warm up abit.. thn called to start the match alr.. at tt kuku court in the room wan.. dun like the feeling ther, well it was a best out of 5 games match... i won the 1st gm.. lost the 2nd.. gosh, i lose tt match i abit more tense alr... thn the psycho-ers start psycho-ing me.. haha.. began the 3rd match.. lol.. my god.. dunno wad the hell i playin.. opponent leading me 7 - 0 alr.. sianz ji pua!! haha, bt i kept tinkin of an incident.. if he cn do it, whn at a losin end alr.. y cnt i.. so fight back.. thn i won.. haha.. forgot the score alr.. heex..thn won the 4th as well.. yay!! won tt bloody attitude like fuck guy 3 games - 1!! phew!! ole.. i'm onto the semis alr! it'll be on wed.. mann.. my last stage to the finals.. dun be like portugal vs france tt match cn alr.. haha.. cos tt match portugal like die die oso cnt score any goals like tt wan sia.. LOL
wish me luck guys!

-chaoz-

quarterfinals

2006-07-08T02:40:00.000+08:00

mirror image
bus cuddle

boredom in class = tis^

well well... had been havin squash trnin with my pals... mann and i'm realli feelin veri shagged frm it alr, esp tis wk.. gosh almost evryday playin squash.. bt yea, needa perservere on... today was my rnd 3 match, scheduled at 3pm.. suppose to meet at 1pm at lot 1.. haha bt all diff timing come.. LOL... so me and jas went hav light lunch first.. meet cliff and fee alr, thn off we went to kallang!! kuku.. i was late lar.. LOL.. bt nth happened.. haha, so the match cont. my match was assigned to court 1! my god... it is the inside the room tt wan.. sianz... so mani pple... and i dunno the standard of my opponent... so juz played lor.. haha... it was a best of 5 games match.. and i won him, 9-0 , 9-1 , 9-1!! yay!! happy happy HAPPY!! i'm into the quarter finals!! OLE!...

aft tt we went twn to hav dinner... go play arcade first.. haha.. lol.. went to the new cathay cineplex suppose to watch movie.. bout our shw atbther dun hav.. and other places were full alr.. so we went esplanade ther chill.. haha, by the shore, and is realli by the shore juz a metre awy frm the sea... haha... jiang joined us ltr... high metabolism us, were hungry again!! ahhaha, went hav yoshinoya at marina sq. yummy!! bt the ebi we ordered was like so freakin small cn!!! hahaha.. well it was nice tho.. LOL.. was gettin late, sent jas hm.. thn we headed hm..damn tired!! in the bus stonin, din dare close my eyes take a nap.. coz i alwaes end up at the interchnge... haha.. oh ya my match will be on monday, wish me luck guys! haha ",

-chaoz-

kallang squash

2006-07-05T00:02:00.000+08:00

Np squashers
wearing tt kuku goggles..

hmmm...

SQUASH COMPETITION OFFICIALLY BEGINS...

our matches all started awy ytd at KALLANG! GOSH... its like so freakin far mann.. suppose to play my 1st match ytd.. bt the whole bottom list were like pushed dwn to today, means like somehw i go for nth... haha, nvm at least cn go support my team mates.. evrything ended like bout 9pm+.. thn we went hav kfc for dinner.. lol.. tink i realli over hungry alr.. LOL.. i ate a total of 5 piece of chickens!! LOL.. ltr took bus all the way hm.. chnged bus in twn.. thn str8 hm.. and itchy hand me still holding zheng jie's laptop.. grrr.. in the end took bus bak to panjang pass to him, thn go hm.. LOL.. lame rite.. hahaa..

wa bt ytd was realli dead tired.. suppose to wake up at 3am to watch the Germany vs Italy mach, in the end overslept.. LOL and guess hw i woke up... is cos my area residents all suddenly shouted "GOAL!" thn i sat up oh okie goal.. n back to slp.. awhile ltr " GOAL!" again.. im like huh???... so went switch on tv see.. my god italy won 2-0.. sianz!! thn went back to slp again...

overslept for 1 hr.. haha.. class starts at 8am, and i woke up at 8.. hahah.. dunno y like feelin so dwn like tt.. haha.. weird feeling.. bt well was late for class for an hr.. !! HAHAHA... reach class lecturer str8 awy ask " soccer rite?" haha thn i juz said ya, thn he said expected.. thn okie liaoz.. LOL.. whn in actual fact i din even watch the match.. hahaa..

whole of today i was realli feelin damn slpy.. class ended at 4 sumore, with 3 periods of maths str8.. gosh, aft 2 hrs, brain dead alr lor.. aft tt went to squash court meet cliff fee jas & gla.. thn go take bus to kallang le...

reached ther, jas played first... yay she won!! congrats gal!.. haha.. thn ltr on since my opponent was here alr, so we began the match...

I vs Seah Cheng Hong

at first i see like gosh tamasek poly again... i realli gt abit phobia towards tt sch le lor... evrytime like cnt win like tt... in those sports tt i play competitively lar... okie back to the match.. haha.. we were like warming up for the game so had a few strokes.. wa his drive kinna gd sia.. so well din realli care alr... at first i had the mentality in me tt to treat him like pow wee... muz chiong for evry shots... match started.. as usual i gave my those type of serve... aft about a few points here and ther, i cn roughly guage h shld i play the gm alr.. it was a best of 3 games match...
and i won him,
9 - 0
9 - 0

haha, yay happy mann... thn see my match schedule for my 2nd rnd will be tmr evening.. vs sme indian guy! haha.. a match to be awaited for.. lol.. isaac claimed a walkover.. cos opponent nvr come.. pehhpehh!! he'll be playing tmr too.. wa like quite alot of my sch players hav match tmr sia.. so cool!! HAHA.. well aft today's match went to mac for dinner.. thn so funny on the way saw someone car scratch against another car whn comin out frm the parking slot.. LOL.. thn he keep smiling.. at mac, gosh i realli laugh till buai tahan lor.. HAHA.. thn took bus with thm go hm.. LOL..
-laughters realli cnt be controlled-

-chaoz-

back frm camp

2006-07-03T12:08:00.000+08:00

the pee and the fart fetishers.. hahaha
the insanity one
smile*
over smile@
bish^
the ehh ehh gang
my camp grp! CHEERS!

BACK HM FRM CAMP!!!

was back hm ytd... bt due to the tired-ness.. haha.. i nw thn update.. well.. overall cn say tis camp is rather enjoyable.. perhaps is cos of my grp mates.. and esp my gang!! haha.. my laughing ehh ehh gang!! LOL.. sat was the main day of the camp.. haha.. fri was like more of the settling dwn and gt to noe the other peeps.. bt mann... sat was the most shagged day mann! the physical trning part killer mann.. gosh!! and of cos ltr part of the day was squashing all the way... and wad im happy about.. haha i won freaking pow... thn aft tt was the skid time.. mann.. so damn funny lor.. cn realli laugh my ass off sia.. haha...

evrything ended at bout 7pm... and off we dash to the swimming pool..!! yay.. haha... evrybody juz jumped in and started playing games.. hahaa... water bomb type.. hw lame.. LOL.. woah.. bt cn say the most killer and made me damn bloody tired for the day was the swimming part sia!! gosh... mean gaston told me his plans to "assassinate" someone... haha.. so i followed accordingly.. bt damn! i swam ther too slow.. grrr.. -target escaped- lol... bt dunno who threw one of the water bomb.. kenna my face.. kaoz ehh damn pain sia.. bt nvm since its juz for fun... hahaha... left the pool at 9pm+ like tt... dumb dumb.. i had cramps lor.. dun like tt feeling mann.. feeling like the muscle shrunk like tt! hahaa..

had dinner... thn they say want to watch scary movie 4.. so watch lor.. haha bt i was like almost dozing off lar.. haah.. felt realli veri slpy... bt since it was the last nite of camp.. so tahan.. haha.. chatted all nite... till bout 4am.. i realli K.O liaoz.. realli instantly type.. haha... morning kenna waken up so early sommore.. grrr.. and evrybody starin at me.. hw pathetic.. i was the last to wake up.. hahhaa... went al ameen hav our breakfast.. chatted awhile.. and i din noe ther was "dirty things" walking arnd in the rm till one of my friends who claims tt he cn see those stuffs told me.. my god.. luckily i din wake up halfway sia.. phew! hmmm went hm pronounce dead till 5pm.. haha.. super tired mann.. thn aft tt had my lovely time... heex..

nw for today.. hahaha.. aft sch waited for cliff thn went to queensway shopping centre... to buy squash shoes and re-string our rackets... half way ther jas said she'll come find us.. thn awhile ltr.. fee said he'll come find us too... haha.. hw lame both take diff bus.. LOL.. whn all reach alr... time to shop for our shoes!!! ahahha.. spent like nearly an hr choosin and testin sia.. LOL.. till the lady like gt pissed off with us.. HAHAHA... keep tryin diff shoes see nice anot.. i bought the strikin colour wan.. haha.. shall post the pic of it nxt time.. cos its in sch nw.. LOL.. and i oso bought a new shoe bag.. haha kinna nice sia.. LOL..

aft buying our stuffs, headed back to sch to train.. dammit sia!! i like lost all my touch.. cnt execute the shots properly alr.. im so nt use to the new tension of the racket.. kaoz ehh! fee and jas left.. while me and cliff stayed on to train... im seriously nt use to it.. mann.. tmr aft sch, which ends at 12pm.. haha, shall go train again, before heading to kallang for the competition at night.. wish me luck mann!

-chaoz-

camp

2006-06-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

hmm yay!!! tmr is the long awaited camp alr!! gonna prepare to keep laughing non-stop liaoz!! cnt wait for it mann!! hahaha.. hmmm juz took out all the things i wan to bring.. actually oso nth much... gt sme small bag cn alr.. but gosh.. my lessons tmr end at 4pm!! WTF... i sure cnt concentrate de lor.. kuku sia.. others havin fun liaoz.. im still in class tryin to absorb stuffs..

NT FAIR!!!

hahaha..hmmm had squash tnrin today... started trnin at bout 4pm like tt.. and tts damn early k.. lol.. trained 10% while 80% were playing matches.. haha... got to pit against more pple today.. and playiin with thm made me realise my diff. mistakes oso.. so kinda gd too.. vs pow wee on my last matches.. cos cnt take it liaoz.. feeling realli tired alr.. i was super duper damn determined to win him!! shan't reveal the score.. but i won all the match.. *happy*... ehh i tink dun write too much here.. haha.. anw went for supper yea... cliff had a grt time aft time.. isn't it?! LOL...
okie well gonna be at camp frm fri - sun.. yepz..

louis vuitton

2006-06-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

brown dunks match louis vuitton? perfect!

hmmm haha, juz bought this nike dunks nt long... was planning to buy the black/white shades tt dunks soon... scarly i saw 4 of my friends wearing it alr.. idea dropped instantly!! hahaa, i planning to buy the jeans material tt dunks.. looks damn nice!! mann. haha... and the wallet.. looks might be deceiving!! hahaha.. hmmm well u noe smt.. i still cnt stop laughing whenever i view those videos... realli cn make me laugh my ass off!! hahaa.. hmm tis wk currently seem quite pathetic.. sch ending earlier thn before evryday.. worst still.. today no class! hw wonderful!! hahaa.. so yea w/o any disturbance... i happily slept all the way till 5pm! haha, i've recovered back all my slp lost alr!! hahaha! as for tmr, sch frm 10 - 2pm!! haha i juz love tis wk!! lol... oooo, and uh.. i'm taking french evry tues for my I.S class nw... haha.. my god i sound so funny communicating in french lar.. LOL.. better nt disgrace myself too often..!! hahah

-chaoz-

laughters all around

2006-06-26T21:25:00.000+08:00

well well... wad cn i say.. everytime going to sgcc... we will all laugh till pengz!.. okie tis time is s chnge over alr.. jas and cliff wld be having their match, while me fee and gla wld be the supporters.. hahaha..so on sat... met in sch as usual... and kuku thm collaborated to tell me say meet at 10am.. whn its suppose to be 11am.. cos they know i sure overslept again.. but well no diff anw.. hahaha.. i oni reach sch at like 1pm with fee.. wahaha.. and checking my phone..hahaaa.. so many missed calls again..LOL.. well tis time we din take cab to sgcc.. clever dunno who suggested taking bus.. and we the wonderful followers tagged along... and in the end, the whole bus journey WAS ALMOST 2 HOURS!! aarrgghhh ...

" I'M... SOOO... FREAKIN... PISSED! " -with actions

WAHAHHAA!!!

in the end we were so damn late for jas match..haha suppose to start at 3pm.. 3.45pm.. we still at the bus stop!.. haha.. cliff match was at 4pm.. so still okie... and blur cliff still tot tt s.p.c.a was halal!! hahah, as well as ba kua!! my god... biggest joke of the day!!

ARRIVAL AT SGCC...

jas played her match.. while we the supporters outside cheering her on.. with gilian too.. haha... the 1st gm.. mann she like so weak sia.. haha bt 2nd gm was beta.. lol.. and oso.. hahaha.. so many unglam poses!!! LOL.. bt nvm we're the oni ones who saw it..hahaha... cliffton was up nxt.. maybe he was realli damn tensed up.. haha.. cnt realli execute the shots well.. kuku u.. in sch cn do it on me so well, and make me run like mad!! haha.. bt nvm tho.. well played match!! aft tt both cliff and jas went to hav their...

...heavenly bath...

the whole day they werent looking forward to their matches lor, more like looking forward to the bathing time... oso dunno wads so miraculous about the shower.. LOL.. they juz keep saying veri shiok!! dammit~~!! shld hav brought my towel and bathe ther.. HAHA... cliff came out in awhilst time.. so we watch other pple played while waiting for jas...till we...

PRONOUNCE HER DEAD...

gosh... she realli took damn long to bathe sia... my god!! nxt time move ur rooom to the cubicle k.. thn cn bathe as and whn u like.. HAHAHA... and aft tt all of us were SUPER DUPER HUNGRY LAR!!!!!! mann i've nvr been so hungry like tis b4 mann.. worst still all cnt decide wad and wher to eat... bt concluded it to be at taka's seoul garden!!! ... i dun mind.. as long as its buffet type.. eat as much as u cn, can alr!! hahaa.. imagine hw hungry i was!!

AT SEOUL GARDEN

the bill totalled up to 113 bucks for the 5 of us.. hmm still okie lar.. weekends sumore.. bt i tink all of us oso heck care the price liaoz.. all we need is FOOD FOOD FOOD!!! lol... despite the price we paid.. we ended up having the losers table.. hahaha.. cos its a 4 seater.. so one more seat was juz slot in at the passage way ther.. haha.. and kinda irritating whn keep kenna kicked!! bt the hunger diluted the anger.. hahaa.. eat eat eat... yummilicious!!! ate for i tink 2 hrs+ hahaa.. wasnt full actualli... was oni made till bloated aft eating the ice cream.. LOL.. i had 2 big bowls of it.. realli damn nice sia!! hahaa.. hmm bt overall the variety of food in seoul garden realli veri little.. veri fast gt sian alr!! so we shall try other things nxt time!!! haha..

bloated all of us started being lame alr... hahah.. i started getting bored of the chocolate ice cream... and tis was wad happened..... LOL.. -plain actiing disgusting-
* the choco gloss *

haha... aft having enuff fun eating and laughing... we finally left the place.. lol... and we spotted an abandoned door juz outside of seoul garden... pity-ing it, we decided to film a skit with it.. haha... actors : lye, koh, wu, tat. director : chong. * The Hahahawaiian pizza *

aft having fun with the door.. hahaa.. we went search arnd taka for a mirror, and clever cliff suggested in the lifts.. haha.. cos confirm hav wan!! LOL.. went up and dwn inside juz to gt the right moment to film our " pirated idols "... haha.. and we finally gt it... * Cnt touch this *

mann aft a long day of laughing... im realli shagged alr.. took 171 with gla jas and cliff... haha the bus became so packed till we alighted at newton ther, and switch to 67.. LOL.. i dun mind.. my direct bus hm anw.. hahaha... and juz as i expected.. whn we entered the bus, the whole bus was polluted by TT "fragrance".. hahah, the one tt i hate the most.. LOL.. those who know me well, shld noe..hahah.. bt well, no choice bt to tahan... poor cliff still gotta chnge back to 171 to go back yishun.. haha.. in the bus kept laughing oso.. tink quite loud.. thx to jas's : tammy cheer : hahaha... reach hm... flat-

lots of pictures were taken on tt day.. haha.. and here they are.....

cliff, need u laugh till like tt?!

bus pose!
the prawn eaters
i tink the effect kinda nice sia..hahaa
prawn mania^^^
mmmm.. ice cream...
sneaky wu
used up lots of energy to dig up so much k!! hahaa
woah! u tink ur hse ah.. lol
our messy table
posing with the door!
hahaa... my god, i look like kenna punch sia, eye swollen LOL!!
grp pic in the lift@

spasm~ hahaa

CONTINUATION...

the nxt day... which was ytd.. LOL.. went to the creative warehouse sale at jurong ther with fee.. kuku him sia.. gt shuttle bus lor, still walk in.. haha.. but anw.. reach ther.. almost all those super cheap stuffs were all taken alr.. so we were like sme "karang guni" like tt.. haha, shopping on those leftover stuffs... bt well.. in the end i bought a speaker set.. and 3 sets of mp3 player.. haha... and guess wad.. everything i bought were juz $39.90 each!!! haha.. mann.. they realli want to mass clear their stocks sia!! and talking bout the speakers.. mann!! real solid! come my hse and u shall experience it urself!! LOL...

aft tt went to twn buy his ear phones, thn had burger king for dinner.. hahaha.. shux forgot took pics! LOL.. shld hav seen hw much we order mann.. realli ALOT!!! hahaa..

*phew.. i'm finally done with the blog!! tis post took me damn long mann!!*

-chaoz-

2006-06-20T03:28:00.000+08:00

hmm had my first ever squash competition on sunday.. mann damn nerve racking!! bt whn i knew who my opponent was, i sianz liaoz..is daryl lar! hw dumb dumb, hes one of my sch players, sumore is one of those top few damn best wan!! grrr... stoopid system, put me against him for wad.. in the end i lost to him to a damn thrashing score.. 21-5.. realli super pai seh!! juz won bowling oni, nw kenna thrash in squash! hw pathetic.. hahaha..

thn today gt the plate event squash competition, cos i lost my first match thn proceed to tis rnd lor, to make it sound bad, is the losers rnd.. lol.. my match was 7.45pm, while fee's one was 7.30pm.. haha.. so we planned to go sch at 12pm to train up abit first, thn go twn walk walk, before going dwn to serangoon gardens country club, wher the competition is held.. in the end i overslept again.. haha met at 1pm instead.. thn aft train finish in sch went to twn meet cliffton and jasmine... thn was still early so went arcade kill time..HAHA.. damn funny sia.. took cab to sgcc.. haha tot we were late in the end fee's opponent oso haven come..LOL.. i reach ther register tt time rite.. i see i gt no opponent.. damn happy lar.. shld be a walkover match liaoz..

thn suai suai they go slot one guy in to vs me.. sianz... philip smt wan.. whn i see him.. im like err.. an old ang moh guy.?. i see his stroke nt tt gd oso.. feel like gt chance to win liaoz.. whn start playin.. i whack till we tie at 6 alr.. thn i lost it alr.. its like all my shots all nvr execute the way i wan it to be.. whn i cn do it in sch... wtf mann!! its like i noe wads tt guy weakness alr.. bt i juz cnt attack it.. i realli cld hav killed lots of shots instantly.. bt i go act smart..go drop shot.. dumb dumb.. in the end lost 21- 10.. feeling rather pissed off aft the match.. i juz threw the opportunity awy juz like tis.. damn sad.. smemore tt cliffton still keep talking bout my errors.. grrr.. bt anw still.. thx for ur pointers.. haha.. aft cooling dwn awhile.. im back to my laughing again.. hahaa..

took bus to ang mo kio ther to eat.. suppose to eat pizza hut.. bt close dwn alr.. pathetic! haha.. in the end eat wad? food court.. haha LOL... whole day keep laughing till stomach damn pain.. thx to...

PHRASE OF THE DAY

" I'M SO FREAKIN PISSED "

mann... the way fee and jas say it ah.. juz makes me laugh sia!! hahaha... aft dinner walked to the interchnge take bus.. while cliffton i tink take cab hm... haha.. kuku!! lol...

took 166 i tink.. haha.. to little india.. and the journey is so damn long.. so we... PICTURES TIME!! haha..

me and cliff with our new bought rackets.. * i juz love the bckgrnd!!! *

my god... jas watch ur enormous mouth mann!!

feel blessed?

smile*

pantat being shot!

omg! caught red handed..

SBS bus idol..lol

posing with our rackets.. hahah

we've reached little india.. haha

can see us?

aaarrgghhh.. im disfigured!!!

acting silly..

hhahaa.. so emo!

mann smt stinks! i tink come frm ur hair sia.. lol

jas damn spastic cn.. haa

the bus shoook! wad a lousy camera.. hhaaha

yay.. success shot..

sme amazing player?!

me and fee struggling on the stage! lol

cliff muz hav become a mad psychic killer!!

-chaoz-