sometimes you give me this uncertainty. It just always pops out from nowhere. Is it me being over sensitive. Or actually theres just nothing wrong. Sometimes i find it so hard to get the connection. You once told me "life's not like a bed of roses". There are good and bad times. But are bad times really needed. Everything is fine. I'm just saying how i feel. I can sense like there is something wrong. But is there really anything. I don't like to play this hidden feeling game. Just pour out anything thats not right. I don't believe nothing can be settled.


and to a friend of mine : don't always think so highly of yourself. if you're trying to be confident i think you're over doing it. have some humble pie.

Ended my post @ 3/29/2008 12:52:00 AM

Ended my post @ 3/24/2008 01:19:00 AM

well did i mention tt i'm tuitioning a primary 4 student now.. well yea.. teachin him eng, maths and sci.. and wow their standard of sci are realli much higher thn wad i've learnt whn i'm at their age. life is pretty boring nw. trying to get a job for e day time as well. as for nw. mon and wed having squash trainings. tues and thurs try to pull myself go swim and at nite tuition. fri sat and sun on the rocks. nxt wk would be an impt wan. spent the whole day today to plan. i realli hope it works out well. many ppl arnd me are talking bout cars nw. i felt rather uneasy or perhaps not in place. i'm juz not meant to drive. i dunno wad i realli want now. i've got my love life. i've got everything a normal kid would have. i hav my sports. wads my goal. ( ?? )

Ended my post @ 3/07/2008 12:40:00 AM

well i'm feeling much better now. after ranting to some of my close friends and dear one. guess there are still people who still cares for me. and it doesn't make me feel tt i'm alone in this shit. thx. well things seem to be quite fine still. had my first inter club league at warrens on last monday night.. too my astonishment, i bowled not bad i tink. aft so long not been training. we defeated keppel club 5-0!! woohoo.. my club celebrated.. and nw i realli noe how does an anchor bowler feels. realli STRESSED UP! and oh oh how could i not mention bout the weekends which actually refers to friday having more sentimental values.. sat and sun friendship. and i watched MEET THE SPARTANS like twice!! haha and i laugh damn hard.. esp the nipple part.. LOL. today went to sch early for squash training.. gotta start training hard if i still wan to be in the sch team.. who knows some rising star from yr 1 might juz knock me out. brrr... and tutoring is a veri big deal of patience test! and if i master it..............


no more arguments!! yippie!!! =)

Ended my post @ 3/04/2008 01:24:00 AM