well i juz ended my mahjong game. it's 7.59am nw. i'm realli feeling kinna depressed. tt father of mine is juz so obvious he wans to stop the responsibility he has towards me asap. if i doesn't need his support on financial. i would hav long ago ignored him. he has alr lost my respect towards him since the day i've found out he had a 2nd wife. to think he accused my mum on adultery and unfaithfulness. and to even spread it to the relatives. but in fact he is the mastermind. call urself a man. you're seldom with me from childhood till now. so dun assume u noe me tt well. u said i dun like study. ya its true. but i still perservered on till tis stage. at least i did not follow ur step of stopping at sec lvl. wadever the reason might. u made me hav a broken family. threatening me my allowance. no father would do such thing. u said ur tight in hand. but u can buy a dog, 2birds. revamp the whole f* hse. change all furnitures. and u can give me tis shit. all u hav to do is support my studies till i enter ns. once i'm enlisted. u dun hav to f* bother bout me anymore. u can treat tt u dun hav such a son. juz concentrate on ur wonderful daughter. aft wad mum told me. i've nv expected u to be so scheming. ur realli mentally unstable. aft yrs of marriage with ur wife and with a daughter. u can still msg my mum middle of the night to ask bout tt fella's no. whom u tink had an affair with my mum. wads the f* problem with u. if thers nth wrong bring ur wife to visit ur relatives. y always hide. its all cos of ur f* face. men like u shld juz be extinct. since u'll juz be regarded as bastards. no words can describe the hatred in me now. u tink u noe me so well. try findin the last secret. it will be a blow to u.

Ended my post @ 2/26/2008 07:59:00 AM