well i juz ended my mahjong game. it's 7.59am nw. i'm realli feeling kinna depressed. tt father of mine is juz so obvious he wans to stop the responsibility he has towards me asap. if i doesn't need his support on financial. i would hav long ago ignored him. he has alr lost my respect towards him since the day i've found out he had a 2nd wife. to think he accused my mum on adultery and unfaithfulness. and to even spread it to the relatives. but in fact he is the mastermind. call urself a man. you're seldom with me from childhood till now. so dun assume u noe me tt well. u said i dun like study. ya its true. but i still perservered on till tis stage. at least i did not follow ur step of stopping at sec lvl. wadever the reason might. u made me hav a broken family. threatening me my allowance. no father would do such thing. u said ur tight in hand. but u can buy a dog, 2birds. revamp the whole f* hse. change all furnitures. and u can give me tis shit. all u hav to do is support my studies till i enter ns. once i'm enlisted. u dun hav to f* bother bout me anymore. u can treat tt u dun hav such a son. juz concentrate on ur wonderful daughter. aft wad mum told me. i've nv expected u to be so scheming. ur realli mentally unstable. aft yrs of marriage with ur wife and with a daughter. u can still msg my mum middle of the night to ask bout tt fella's no. whom u tink had an affair with my mum. wads the f* problem with u. if thers nth wrong bring ur wife to visit ur relatives. y always hide. its all cos of ur f* face. men like u shld juz be extinct. since u'll juz be regarded as bastards. no words can describe the hatred in me now. u tink u noe me so well. try findin the last secret. it will be a blow to u.
Ended my post @ 2/26/2008 07:59:00 AM
Sunday, February 24, 2008
it happened again. all i wan is a little more attention and care. wad i realli nv ever wan to hear is to be compared to ur ex. it felt horrible. so wadever gd times and bad times are juz similar to when ur with ur past. u weren't any happier thn tt. i felt a total failure. i know certain words shldn't be said. maybe i wasn't thinking properly in tt mood. it made me felt worst when i feel tt ur starting to give up frm ur tone. at tt point of time i felt like taking back my words. but i noe its too late. e damage has alr been done. i'll juz hav to bear e consequences. i'm juz childish in handling matters. ur right. everything shld juz cease for a moment. to allow time for us to think bout it. whether is there a future.
when a vase has been broken, no matter how its patched back, it'll nv look e same anymore.
take care.
Ended my post @ 2/24/2008 01:12:00 AM
Friday, February 15, 2008
while walking past glass window restaurants, couples dining in on a candlelite dinner just made me so envious. everywhere was practically filled with couples today. I thought 2008's vday would juz pass me like any other days. but thx ivan. thx for e companion. =)
Ended my post @ 2/15/2008 01:00:00 AM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
14th Febuary - valentines day :
a day on which lovers express their love for each other and spending precious time together. nothing can really describe valentines day. walking down town seeing stalks of roses everywhere. made me bought one without any hesitation to give it to my love one. but eventually it became of no use. tears rolling down the petals. all i can do is juz watch this day go pass me.
where's my valentine?
Ended my post @ 2/14/2008 01:48:00 PM
I've lost everything.
Ended my post @ 2/14/2008 04:00:00 AM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Thursday, 14th feb is not important to you, but at least it is to me. no other days seem important to u other than your precious holidays.
Ended my post @ 2/13/2008 09:13:00 PM
Friday, February 01, 2008
hrm so much been passing through my mind lately. but. first thing first. as long as ur back alr everything is alright now. well my hell week is finally over! hurray!! well tho i got some critics. which i don't realli like. as for now i need a break. enjoy my CNY before mugging for my 2 exam papers. my life is almost bck to normal. but juz feel tt something is missing. but i juz dunno wad. sat infront of my fish tank pondering bout it. heck
anw today in sch my friend showed me a short vid clip.. i laugh till mad mann!! LOL... omg ! its realli hillarious! so juz share with u guys
hahaha...
and oh oh best of all.. the 2007 victoria's secret runway show.. OMG HOT!HOT!HOT!!
GOSH!! how gorgeous they are mann!! juz simply WOW!
Louis,