Tuesday, March 27, 2007
aaarrghhh, why am i in living hell.. why must all these come upon me.. now i realli understand how others felt.. its realli a squeeze in e heart.. i don't like this kind of feeling, i've had it before once, and i dun wan a 2nd time.. y did i fall so deep.. was it becos i was directionless and i followed e light with a heart full of trust. which landed me in this position nw. Friends are important to me before, now and will always be.. it was them who kept me company, through my darkest hours tt i've been in my entire life, and of cos w/o e motivation u've given me, nth wld seem right.. u were always by my side when i needed someone to talk to.. thx.. i realli appreciated it alot.. relationship now in a topsy-turvy state, how did it ended up like this.. hmm don wanna elaborate on it too much, some wld hav alr known.. many comments and solutions went into my ear.. and sounded sensible.. but its e consequences i'm always afraid of..
well these few days been hanging out with a grp of friends.. extremely funny.. and even went to k-box.. oh gosh.. friends of mine juz noe tt i cnt sing.. hahaa.. but for not being a cold blanket.. i started killing chickens.. =) few of thm cld realli sing.. bravo bravo!!
and......... haha.. i...finally...watched...my...favourite...show...last...night...
TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLESOMG!! so damn cool!! nice nice.. well bought it last min tho.. cos the rest buy alr, i tot it was some other shw, so din wan to watch.. but aft tt they mention it was turtles.. me and jovan went to buy alr.. haha... thoughts went thru my mind during e movie.......... shall juz keep it in me for e time being... went home aft tt.. was there suppose to be smt else tt night............
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Ended my post @ 3/27/2007 02:56:00 PM
Saturday, March 17, 2007
hmmm totally no live!! attachment attachment and more ATTACHMENTS!! im so gettin sick of it.. let me sing u a song.. " early in the morning 6 'o clock, louis gotta wake up and get out. Y muz this happen to him? becoz he has no other choice." evryday like tt and end wrk at 430pm.. tis is how my holidays go past me nw.. boring is e sole word to describe it... nw oni sat i will hav 1 whole full day to myself.. cos sun may hav to wrk at vivo ther.. sianz..
this mth is such a tough mth for me.. perservere is all i can do nw.. hai.. well at least ytd was slightly beta.. went to meet nic and acc him go cut hair.. haha.. thn yea walk walk arnd.. and ltr met jarett.. tgt went watch [ blood and chocolate ] 1 word of praise.. it sucks! gosh.. tot it wld be smt similar to underworld.. got werewolves and vampire.. tis show.. run awhile "abacadabra!"
yay im a wolf!! how pathetic.. -_-"
today.. aft a day of tiring attachment.. gotta rush dwn to vivo for my job.. luckily e manager went off earlier.. so i cld like slack a lil.. LOL.. e whole shop oni left me and kai wei.. e rest of e gals went to st. James to watch e finals for Cleo's bachelor... haha.. they are realli fanatic bout thm mann!! haha.. aft tt went mac to hav supper with e rest.. aft they returned frm e "party".. shared funny moments which realli made me laugh alot.. and yea i dun realli control my laughter.. lol.. alrite.. till thn...
-chaoz-
Ended my post @ 3/17/2007 02:05:00 AM
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
hmmm doing attachment nw.. dumb dumb 5 wks of torture.. my friend psycho me say go for e money.. i rather not earn it lor.. a pathetic hw much oni.. grr.. well nw my wkdays are wake up 6am wrk till 4.30pm.. and go hm.. and since nw i've moved to my friend's place.. my journey to wrk wld be 2 hrs.. haha -_-" LOL.. hmm been bored at wrk.. gosh gotta wrk practically with bangla and indians.. aarrgghh.. see lar me and my racist jokes.. nw i realli end up with thm.. anw my friend juz gave me a daily diet plan to follow.. haha so as to gain some wt.. since my metabolism is so damn high.. wil try for a mth or so lor, see got any effect..
hmm gonna chnge phone soon le.. hehe, starhub send me voucher oso, plus i sell my phone and oso my ipod nano.. i still got money left aft buying phone lor, was planning whether to get E65 or W850i... btw tis 2 oni lor, e rest eliminated out alr.. ahahha.. but leaning towards E65 le aft much considerations.. lol.. and thn end of e mth aft i get my attchment's pay and vivo job's pay, will get another mp3 player, maybe tinking of samsung.. well still looking arnd..
oh ya.. and take care xiang and ginn in germany!
....and lastly...
friends are people who dun talk behind my back..
if u like to know so much, come and ask me urself, i will be glad to tell u.
Ended my post @ 3/07/2007 10:14:00 PM