well monday was my 1st squash pol-ite competition, i felt rather normal bout it, whn we were still in our own sch compund... still happily chatting awy.. enjoying e music at the atrium.. but e moment we arrived at s'pore poly.. i was realli hell damn nervous, keep havin sweaty palms... i'm on match 2... jun jie to lead the team first, thn me, thn by daryl ryan and sam... jj won his match.. but din realli seem like hw he played whn during trainings.. perhaps due to pressure as well.. oh ya the sch we vs against with was NANYANG POLY.. and whn i knew tt my opponent was nyp's first seat player.. my heart realli start palpitating fast and furious.. but i had to face it.. it was a best of 5 game.. and luckily it turned out well.. i did my part.. YAY!! i WON!! the feeling was realli grt.. and i was happy too..

the results:

9-4
10-9
9-6

the last match was a rather critical match for me.. if i were to lose it and play the 4th one, i can tell u i'll lose as well alr, i'll be so totally demoralised.. i know my score was 8-3 alr, and i juz needed 1 more freaking point to win.. but my energy level was seriously drained out alr, and i'm realli damn tired, perspiring like some mad pig.. and the pressure given by my team mates.. oh gosh.. evrytime i look at thm they'll be giving me those expressions.. i know, but im oso super tired wad.. so i was juz hoping tt he wld make a mistake.. and indeed he did.. yay!!.. i came out of the court with a load off me.. and the final score of NP vs NYP was 5 - 0.. yay thrashing score.. haha.. nxt match wld be on fri.. NP vs TP.. the most difficult wan.. and kuku nathan.. i sprained my ankle during my match.. and its the same ankle as the last time.. kaoz eh.. hw suai cn tis get.. hope it beta recover asap.. my medal event - saturday!! and we can do it!!

well i recently recv'ed an email.. and tis 2 particular snetence realli made me think back..

No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. It's better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride.

and i've also realised the importance of it. Come to think of it, we've realli been thru alot tgt alr.. and theres juz tis bond holding us tgt, a bond tts unbreakable.. haha sounds so chemistry.. lol.. anyway.. i love u baby jl :)

Ended my post @ 11/08/2006 12:10:00 PM