i feel so lost now, the feeling is juz indescribable.. Its like standing in the middle of nowhere, unable to find a way out.. All alone in tt unfamiliar place, where are u? disappointment is all i keep getting, is it wrong to give u a surprise? Been so quiet for the whole journey, and i dun wan this to carry on, i took the initiative to try to give in to u, knowing ur character well enough. But wad i get in return was hurtful enough to continue trying to make the matter go well.. All i can say is tt my feelings for u have nvr chnged a single bit, but wad abt u.. altho u had relationship to be the least impt in ur life, i tried my best to understand y u made tt decision.. singing and friends are ur life and of cos not leaving out ur family. But do i still mean anything to u?...

Ended my post @ 10/24/2006 02:23:00 PM