im in sch nw, and its so freaking boring... well lets talk on some topic.. hmmm...
changes take place evryday, but does it apply to evrything? When a couple have been together for some time one party might be able to read the other's mind, wad hes feeling or even wad hes thinking. Nth seems to be able to be hidden, its like evrything is written on the face, or perhaps the expression shows it all. One party might deny his feelings, not because he wants to hide things or keep quiet about the matter, its just the way he is feeling inside, feeling different from the rest, just wanting to have evrything to go well and avoid arguements. Recently someone just asked me, " Do u give ur other half freedom?" i replied yes. All i thought at tt moment was, tt qn meant tt if i nvr control, limits the freedom of friends or even being demanding about the lifestyle tt u have been comfortable and enjoy being in, i can say i did give. But when i realli came to think abt it, the important thing was, did i make u feel tt way... altho i said verbally tt i did give. I was scared tt i would go over the limits and become over possessive of u.. and maybe sometimes u wldn't like it. I dunno wad has gotten into me, i keep always predicting how things will turn out, or what will happen.. in short i'm always thinking too much.. and this is realli bad. Its not tt the trust or faith is not there, its perhaps im over concern bout u. Life has many ups and downs.. but all i wan u to noe is tt no matter wad happens, i love u whole heartedly.


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 10/23/2006 01:55:00 PM