well, its kinda long since i last updated...so yea here goes..

firstly, i changed my blogskin alr, the previous one i'm like kinda sick of it le... so change to this one, hope its nice to u guys, slowly get use to it lor... haha!!

been having lotsa fun lately, with my group of insane maniac friends.. haha.. having late night outs. all this wld mean nothing to me without my precious spending with me. I realli treasure the time we have tgt.. Love u baby!

well went dwn to toa payoh HDB hub ther to acc alex and tony... cos they joined


PROJECT SUPERSTAR!!!


haha, bravo bravo.. applauds for ur courage!! they were queuing up since 1pm.. i reached ther at bout 3pm... acc thm queue all the way till 8pm... see! wher to get such a friend!! hahaha... in the end cos too late le, so they brought forward their audition date to tuesday!! poor thing! haha.. aft tt went to wei li's bbq session.. tink cos he gng NS soon, tts y hold a mini "party" for him..

TODAY, kuku bird of all!! went to sch to train awhile on my squash... thn took a cab with jas dwn to toa payoh for the


SAFRA SQUASH OPEN COMPETITION


reached ther waited awhile thn it was my turn... i vs kim jae jeong.. some korean guy!
his strokes weren't tt good.. but i juz dunno y, i'm not playing to my form, lke hw i use to play... i was playing so nonsensical... and worst of all.. i din noe about the rules!! DAMMIT! it was a best of 2 games.. whn i tot it was a best of 3.. and in the end i merely lost by a margin of 2 pts!! tis is F**** pathetic.. whn i came out of the court aft the match ended.. i cld even hear murmurs arnd.. i noe i realli did not play till my standard today.. clif said i underestimated my opponent.. i guess so... well juz take it a lesson learnt thn... CHECK THE RULES BEFORE PLAYING!

i felt kinna embarrassed...why? cos of today's matches all my sch team mates defeated the opponents and went on to the next round, wheras i lost mine... when coach approached me.. the disappointment in me grew... his "why did it turn out like this" question realli right smack me in the middle of nowhere... i cldn't find an ans or rather an explanation for him. i'm sorrie jillian.


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/05/2006 05:21:00 AM