woke up today, thinking tt evrything wld be fine... went for my attachment. went for a course, it was very mind-numbing, but i tried my veri best to pull thru it... for the thought of wanting to start being more diligent and chnge towards a positive attitude towards my attachment. But guess evrything was just too late alr, aft the course i was called in to speak to the person-in-charge of me...

he asked for the reason of my absence for the days i wasn't here.. and all the reasons and excuses were accepted, but thinking back tt during morning my friends or rather colleague told me to be truthful, perhaps it will not be a serious consequence, i heed the advice.. and told thm tt on friday i wanted to send my friend off to national service.. and tts the one and only thing he cldn't accept, even tho my friend had taken leave for me on tt day... i was told to pack up and leave. speechless i was, i juz apologised and left..

over the weekends of trying to prepare myself for this consequences.. i still cldn't take it today... i felt veri sad, i dunno why.. perhaps its the responsibility tt i was unable to fulfil, and the fact tt i've let my colleagues and friends down. I'm sorrie. leaving my workplace rather early today, was feeling lost. This feeling hasn't occured to me for quite some time alr.. but well i still have to face the fact tt they have alr terminated me..


took a cab down to bring alex go see doctor, he was feeling veri sick alr.. but he still can play jokes on me.. wad the..LOL... say the consultation fee is 30 bucks and each medicine issued is 10 bucks... saying tt its a renowned clinic tts why the pricing is higher... and to tink i believed wad he said,GOSH! and whn the doctor said thers a total of 4 types of medicine, my chin dropped... in the end whn making payment the total cost is oni 22 bucks! KUKU BIRD!!!.. still dare to add on, cos got student price.. aaarrgghhh!!! went to hav an early dinner tgt... thn sent him hm and i made my way hm...

][ life has many ups and downs, i just have to accept what is destined for me ][


-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 9/11/2006 07:28:00 PM