the nerdy dog!

act cool dog! * i tink storm was his teacher..! u finally revealed ur true self, by showing ur stormy eyes!! HAHAHA

mann my dog finally willing to take pic with me! LOL.

the "trophy" won at the NP open bowling competition, haha, pos. unrevealed!

hmmm, woke up at like 11am, cos damn hungry suddenly! haha, eat finish, went back to slp again, haha, rrealli veri veri tired! woke up at like 4pm.. LOL.. hmmm wanted to go out with frens but in the end too lazy, so ask thm come my hse instead. chit chat. thn in the end still went out. hahaa, dinner at lot 1. thn back to my hse play game. hahah!

oh yaa, to howie and mark.. thx for ur concern, im feeling much better alr.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/28/2006 01:03:00 AM

well ytd nite went to zouk with friends, was quite a last min thing, haha. the songs were nice! left at bout 3am i tink nt too sure maybe earlier. cos howie cldnt take it alr, LOL, and guess wad, he gt wasted!!! HAHAH. see lar drink sumore! haha, actually im nt feeling any much better, but i control. haha, sent howie hm alr thn we all went hm. haha i still gt tt bowling competition ltr, hw grt!

haish!! to much disappointment, i din perform for the competition as expected. DAMN!! and its nt the first time alr, evrytime bowl at tt alley, sure crash! dumb dumb!! but nvm, my doubles partner crashed as well, yay!! lol, so nt tt bad!! HAHAHHA!!! i shant mention my position, juz noe its in top 10 cn alr. LOL

had lunch with the bowlers, thn go hm nap first. realli tired. ltr at nite going out. hahaa
whn my frend gave me a wake up call, i had 2nd thots of whether to go anot sia, but still went in the end, din wanna ps thm. was suppose to go club, bt i rejected the idea almost instantly!! HAHA, i've had enuff alcohol mann! and i dunn wanna go deaf so soon.LOL... so went to watch movie instead. haha, edmund bought the 2am shw tix, im like errr -_-"
gt 2 more hrs till the shw, GOSH! lol, so the silly pple do their silly stuffs.. HAHA. shw ended at 4.30am! im like so half dead alr. im so desperate for a bed mann!! HAHA, see all the sloppy faces, haha. took cab hm. luckily im the first to alight!! HAHA. and nw its 6.22am, im REALLI veri tired alr! nitez pple...

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/27/2006 06:23:00 AM

mann time pass real fast! one moment it was monday, and nw its fri alr! dammit!! wad does tis mean? common test is NEARING!! aarrgghh.. had a 2 hr break today, we were suppose to do the project wan, hahaa, in the end we watched funny video clips and movies for an hr+ LOL!! laugh till my stomach damn pain sia, sumore we in the library cnt laugh too loud.. haha, kinda embarrassing sia, pple arnd us keep staring, but we obviously din cared.lol..

proceeded to the "devil" class.. HAHA, EM3B maths class, GOSH!! one single line qn, the solution damn freaking long!!! cn realli fainttt.. imagine tis type coming out for exam, my god, i wldn't wanna tink bout it nw mann!! HAHA.

aft tt went to hav dinner with wei hao and mark at newton circus ther, hahaa.. my fav place of food!! as usual ordered alot, haha. went walk arnd awhile, thn headed hm, cos i had a headache, sori guys. butt heyy, thx for your care and concern, realli appreciate.

hmmm, dunno is i super suai today or wad, took 67 all the way back rite, weather was nice. when it reached my bus stop, all of a sudden it juz rained so heavily. damn! no choice, so juz chiong hm under the rain. Mann tis time it realli triggered the pain in my head more, hw dumb sia! went hm rest.

Tmr wld be the NP bowling open competition alr, haha, almost forgotten sia. Mann, my aim is to gt top 3, hope i'm not aiming too high. hahaaa. sianz part is still gotta wake up early, cos the place so damn far! its at kim seng plaza!! nvm, i shall juz slp in the bus and pray hard tt it doesnt bring me to orchard instead, LOL!!!

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/26/2006 12:35:00 AM

hmmm, class as boring, dosing off as usual. Went meet clifton thn go squash training. today at least can play more, haha, finally the no. of yr 1s decreasing alr, HURRAY!! but unluckily, a bitch joined in. DAMMIT!~ damn shagged alr, tot of going hm aft trainin, but promise go eat, so no choice. ghost stories, haha. but not at camp pls! hmm but anw sme seniors came back for trning too, as comical as they were. LOL.

mann, tmr is the sports scholarship interview alr, happy is i got selected, on the other hand is i scared get tongue tied. so dumb! but well i oni juz realise tis tongue tied habit of mine not long ago oni. hahaa, someone juz like tt made me realise it. hahaa. i tink evrything shld be fine, shld be. * fingers crossed * ! shit!!! tmr still gt project meeting, SIANZZZ...

die sia, common test is coming up, and yet i still hav 1 module i totally dunno wad its gonna be tested about, or rather totally an idiot on it, practically dun even noe issit a calculation sub, or a theory sub... no idea. dead meat!!! hmm kinda lots of competition coming up, mann hope i'm still able to perform like how i use to be, whn im on my peak form. now? ahaha, tinking too much. LOL.

seeing you happy
just makes me feel contented

all that i yearn for
is that smile on your face

as long as you're happy
i would be happy too

i love u

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/23/2006 12:04:00 PM

hmmm, well seems like its not what it was afterall. heex. kinda glad bout it. hmmm well was accompanied to watch the S'pore idol, haha, and shockingly amusing!! I SAW MY FRIEND, hes frm NP too, wahahha, ur singing realli ermm yea.. haha, u muz be hating ken to the core rite!! wahaha.. after hearing "pls get out". but well, heyy look at the brighter side k, at least u've the bravery and courage to even go up to thm and sing! for this i applaud u!! The funniest part of the whole shw was still the caucasian gal, the one who was done with the fastest timing! WHAHAHA!! still cn rmb it quite clearly, "can u all pls say no, so i cn leave." HAHAHA. 6.36 sec! LOL.. realli laughed my ass off! hahaa...

mann, was dwn with running nose today, tink the class too cold alr, i forgot bring jacket somemore!! dumb dumb! well lessons frm 10-2pm, lamest as it could be.. haha, thn went to meet my friend at tiong bahru plaza to watch the davinci code, at first he suggested tampiness one, im like DOTS! tts y chnged to "MORE" centralised place.haha. Muz be wondering, y tiong bahru. haha, cos town all fully booked alr, lol. the code code thing kinda cool. but ermm, the story abit the merry-go-round, cos the starting shw the person die at the meuseum ther rite, thn the whole mystery or code code stuffs of the story led back to the museum itself, like hw lame. but kinda cool, at least tis shw let me see hw the inside of the museum in paris look like. haha, and nw i understand y so against the christian, its actually not the whole shw lar, its juz one part of the shw, wher they went deeper to elaborate the picture of "the last supper".

hmmm, halfway thru the shw i sudeenly recieved a call, i was selected for the sports scholarship interview!! YAY!! damn happy lar, tot was another wasted effort again, the interview is tis wed, wish me luck guys!! hahaa.. well, the cinema at tiong bahru plaza is realli like freezer! gosh!!! damn bloody cold, summore my water tank full storage alr!! so dumb!! but i din wan to miss any part of the shw, so controlled!! aft the shw, CHIONG AH!!! went separate ways with my friend alr, thn took bus hm, transit here and there, haha, save money! LOL. in the end dunno at wher, crap mann! end up at dunno sme isolated stop. Sumore my friend still go tell me pontianak stories, im like err, gosh beta dun let me hear any laughters, i make sure i juz take anything arnd me and whack! haha, so to even nt let this happen, i blasted my mp3! lol.. waited for 20 mins+ alr, still no bus in sight, in the end took cab hm.. HAHAA, nw the other way rnd i tink i spent more. hahaa!

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/22/2006 10:15:00 PM

what have become of me? why do i feel like im being more and more undecisive, is this a gd or bad sign? always need, or rather depending too much on people around me. Why am i so concerned about what others think. Are they really so important? Or is it that i have already made my choice, but i just need someone to support. Worried of keep making the wrong choice? I guess so. I don't like this feeling, the feeling of being lost. My fighting spirit, i just feel that it has weakened, Why is this so? Even me, am clueless about it too.

Am i beginning to lose everything i have, or why am i feeling this way, being so scared. i guess my journey of life has reached the bumpy roads. Which is a test for me to go through, and hopefully reach the even roads again. I really do not wanna lose what i have, the part of my life that made me feel so fortunate, so fortunate to live this life, just to meet you. You've owned half of my heart, living witout it, would just pronounce me dead.

My friends say i'm just thinking too much, but is this really so. Relationship wise, i guess i can maintain and handle it well. But why, why do i always have to reach a cross road, to have a decision made. I use to be decisive of what i wanna do, but wher is it now? what is actually missing to equate the correct formula. I still can't figure it out.

Am i feeling sad? Is my rope tied too tightly. Or is it the plain simple reason that i'm thinking too much again. I just can't bring myself to think positively. You have your own life too, i can't possibly demand too much, maybe i'm still not mature enough. A short temporary separation doesn't mean parting. But i just can't think this way, maybe i'll need to slowly get into this mindset to have everything right. Maybe this way both parties would benefit.

Well today had my doubles and mix doubles matches, shan't talk about singles. Hmm, was doing pretty well till i injured my knee AGAIN! exactly the same bloody spot i injure when playing squash. But today worst the whole skin came off, haa, okie shan't go further. Well seriously speaking it was damn pain, although i say its okie, don't wanna demoralise my doubles partner. Imagine playing with the perspiration dripping into the wound, mann! What a night.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/19/2006 09:39:00 PM

hmmm lets talk bout monday first.. haha, well it was the NP badminton open! haha, assembled at 6pm, and hw grt, my first singles match was schedued at 7.15pm. hw dumb, gotta wait for a whole hr.. , "Louis lye report to court 2 aft tis match" haha, finally my turn sia..lol, gotta know who my opponent was, so act act abit..lol, asked him bout his badminton backgrnd,haha, and he told me join for fun oni dun realli noe hw to play, can hit the ball tho. haha, phew a load of me,haha, whn started playing he kept smashin.. WTF!! he cheated my feelings!!! grr, thn frm thn on, i din giv way alr, whack all e way!! ahahhaa. and i won.. lol, nxt match was at 7.45pm, my doubles match! haha, was more looking forward to tis instead..haha, cos my doubles partner is my sec sch best doubles partner all e way!! as usual act friendly, haha, start match thn whack liaoz..hahaha, bt its boon tt was bullyin thm sia, i serve, they return, thn he kill. haha, cnt play long wan. haha, gt sme supporters too..hahaa, damn funny! ................ we won our doubles match too! tis fri wld be the 2nd rnd of our match!! cnt wait to thrash again mann!! ahhaa, *fingers cross* LOL, tuesday was squash! hahaa, managed to play a few matches with junjie, at the same time cn warm me up oso.. haha, hw kuku, out of 5 matches oni won him 1!! HAHA, bt i tink damn gd alr, cos to me he like damn bloody gd lar. hahaa, aft tt sudennly jas ask all of us go track run, i sian half. gosh like donkey yrs nvr run le lar! haha. finsih runnin alr, me and clifton perspired like dunno wad, practically soaked in our sweaty shirts and shorts. haha, played till 9pm thn went al ameen eat with clif and huey, haha, laughters again,hahaa, me and clif were damn shock whn huey told us the sports tt she plays, and damn gd at it oso, including bowling -_-" hahaaa, well me and clif made a deal, muz fight our way in. hw we counted, still gt 2 vacancies.hahaa, wish us luck! today, wednesday! well missed yah exceptionally alot, perhaps maybe ytd din gt to talk to u long enuff, cldnt quite gt use to it, heex. hmm was sitting on the fence on whether to go for volleyball ivp selections or not to go, with the help of my friends, hahaa. till the point tt we started listing out the pros and cons of it.lol, it wasnt helping at all!!! hahaa, i dun wan to giv up squash, i believe i cn do it. volleyball? hmm perhaps i guess im nt talented enuff. "follow your heart" tts all wad my frens kept tellin me. i told thm, i cnt, its stuck at a crossroad. hahaha. well in the end, i chose not to go. though sme mite tink im damn silly, bt i tink my plan nw is to narrow dwn the sports im talented in, and major-ise thm! hahaa. i tink ive sota left my studies out, haha.

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/17/2006 12:39:00 AM

hmm had sme reunion dinner at grandpa hse last wk i tink, dun noe wad ocassion oso..haha, and tis is my 2nd youngest of all cousin, and kinda the most irritating one oso..hahaa, oops actually nt realli lar, is juz tt he like sme glue like tt, keep sticking to me, and keep asking question! GOSH! haaa, other thn tt hes one gd cousin! LOL.

hmmm, well sch was as sianz as ever, bt lessons ending earlier each time. HAHA.. so whn class is boring we'll be like tis haha.. the rest ermm shant upload..LOL.. tooooo.....

*me and the RoUnD china gal* hahaaa-she beta nt read tis...!!LOL

went for squash trainings as usual, actually thursday planned to go for volleyball wan, bt thn was advised nt too..lol.. so i heed it.hahaa.. nxt wk thn go perhaps. well anw thurs squash trnin was like so dumb dumb, at the ltr part lar. starting part still trained alot, aft the yr 1s came. all the courts occupied liaoz. sumore 1 of the court still nt acessible in the end we were like slacking at chatting,

thn aft tt went to kap mac to hav our dinner. while eating we started telling racist jokes! hahaha.. i laugh till my stomach cramp sia, while clifton evrywher oso cramp!! HAHA.. bt surprisingly nobody came to tell us off despite the loud laughters!! hahaha..

oh yaa.. ive finally seen a bentley mann, haha thn bloody *toot* drove it to sch.hahaa.. nt as nice as i expected lar, his other 2 cars still nicer the lamborghini & the ferrari! hahaa.

Bentley-

today public holiday!! been waitin for tis day for so long mann. bt felt rather restless, cos last nite din slp well, gt tooth ache, hw dumb! bt i HATE dentists!!! so i shall bear with it thn.. aarrgghh...tho today din spent long enuff, im contented to hav tt few hrs alr. take loads of care. -back to my waitin mode again- '' .

i love u

][ Even if the sun refuse to shine

Even if romance went out of rhyme

You would still have my heart until the end of time

you're all i need ][ my precious ][

Ended my post @ 5/12/2006 10:29:00 PM

... pics nt ready yet, patience yea. haha. ohh well hmm chose to go for squash trning over volleyball trning, tink i juz enjoy it more. lol, bt injuries seem to be gettin more too..hahaha.. stretch too much alr, hmm tinking of muscle pull, nahz. Its skin tear.hahaa.. rubbed against floor. damn kuku pain. ahaa, a "first aider" came along, iced my wound! while 2 other players grabbed hold of me! haha, GOSH!! its realli damn pain!! the bathing part was the sensational one!! MANN!! its SUPER PAIN!! bt no choice bt to tolerate it. the whole wk i was juz hopin it wld pass faster, and gt to friday asap.. i juz cldnt wait much longer. hahaa.. well, to u , all i cn say is im realli touched. i realli cherish u alot! fate has brought us tgt, and i've gt hold of it, nth cn chnge the way it is, for they gotta go thru me first!!! ahhaha.

this is for you

everytime i look into your eyes
all i want to say is how much i love you
hugging you tightly in my arms
and never to let you go
is what i want to do
the care and concern you give me
i'm really very touched
my love for you is immeasurable
and everlasting
and there is no doubt about it
i've never felt like this before
but you gave me this chance
wad more can i ask for
i'm so in love with you
i wanna spend the rest of my life
with you by my side
forever and ever
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

haha, okie enuff of my love life, well the election votings for my area went to PAP again.. as usual. mann tt opposition muz be damn sianz at hm nw! hahaha. but still, it has nth to do with me.hahah. well the virus bug came to say hi again, dammit!!! this time rnd the medicine taste worst! mann!! hope it'll bid goodbye soon! hahahaa. had rather plain meals today. lunch: chicken porridge, dinner: egg with porridge. hahaa, no choice. `im missing u every moment and every second`

][ i love u ][

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/06/2006 01:27:00 AM

hmm well.. evrything seems to be going pretty well tis few days or so.. secondary schs exams in tis mth, while mine.. juz startin to learn new things.. haha, hmm dun realli like tis semester.. noe y.. tis wld be the first time i wld be spending a stressful birthday! wad the.. common test falls juz aft my birthday. dammit! bt gd thing is, finally i hav holiday in june! hahaa, clashes with all sch in s'pore.. haha.. so cool sia, bt most impt is tt i cn hav more time with someone.. *hopefully* haha. hmm found the squash racket i wanted alr, since pow wee's one has alr extinct.. HAHA.. mann hav been considering on whether to return to volleyball, the comittee realli sux, esp. sme who tink tt her power cld over rule the whole situation. Damn u. setting rules like nt achieving 90% of attendance nt allowed for IVP. eh pls. look at urself first. i tink i'm beginning to enjoy squash alr, rather thn see black faces arnd. SHIT u! well today aft class dismissal, was like standing arnd waitin for frend b4 going for lunch.. and guess wad i saw!! GOSH!!! the lamborghini car!!! aarrgghh... and suddenly the owner of the car appeared.. tt fat indian guy, whose father is known to own the paragon shopping centre! dumb dumb rite!! and ther he was walking towards his car carryin a LOUIS VUITTON BAG!! hw dare he carry my brand! wahaha. the car door flipped up.. and seriously it looked damn cool.. refering to the car, nt the person. yea. haha.. he kinda had abit difficulty squeezing in yea.. lol.. the best was whn he started his engine! wow mann!!! it was packed with pple arnd tt area mann, juz looking at him driving his car awy, even upstairs.. gosh. and noe wad, tt kuku even owns a ferrari and a bentley, haven seen his bentley b4 tho, hahaa, bt his ferrari kenna scratch alr. mann tot ive missed the chance to hav a pic of it..LOL.. bt fate is helping me. hahaa, end of sch today, while walking to the gate with my classmates, HA! it was ther at the parking lot.. LOL

okie juz a praise, its realli damn outstanding! for tis ive realli gt nth more to say..hahaa.. okie enuff of tis kuku, went to play badminton awhile aft tt, before going hm. haha, signed up for my sch's men's doubles open..LOL.. partnering my sec sch best doubles partner!! ahhaa.. okie tmr startin late ending early, haha, wad more hav i gotta say, oh ya i do hav 1 more thing to say. i love u alot! u noe who! haa.

][ Je l'amour Vous ][

-chaoz-

Ended my post @ 5/03/2006 11:09:00 PM