time seem to be passin so slow whn one is depressed... many friends came to tell me not to tink bout it alr.. leave it behind... and continue with my life... but i cant... they r juz not lookin at the situation frm my pt. of view... okie maybe im selfish... but perhaps to thm.. its juz a broken broken glass... cant be fixed back tgt again... its meant to be thrown awy.. but to me... im still findin every means to hav it mended back... tis broken piece of glass juz means so much to me... i noe the state im in now.. im practically juz throwin my life awy... but i juz find it so difficult to stand up on my feet again.. almost impossible... tis fall had alr paralysed me... am i going to be wheelchair bound? or do i juz need the time to heal my wound b4 i can walk again... im realli feelin lost.. can someone juz pull me out frm tis dark rm... and let all tis be over... but i noe.. the oni person's hand i can ever reach out to wld only be u... ur the cure of it all... but frm the way it is now... tink i wld hav to spend my life in tis rm for the time being alr... and feel the way out myself...will we ever meet again? i guess i alr hav the ans in me...

Ended my post @ 3/18/2006 05:15:00 AM