another day hav pass... and nth seem to hav changed.. im still missin u so much... y cant i face the fact tt its all over alr... i juz cant bear to open my eyes frm tis beautiful dream of mine... to fear tt once opened... i wld be livin in reality alr... y muz u be so cruel to me... is ther smt in me tt u hate about or unsatisfied with... we can alwaes talk it out... or issit just... u feel tt i'v initiated the relationship too fast to u... not givin u enuff time to noe me beta yet... or even enuff time to tink it over... im realli for being so rush... but my love for u is realli unbearable... if i wld've known we wld end up in tis state.. i wld rather chose to keep my feelings for u in me... at least we wld still be close to each other.. and not like now... alwaes tryin to avoid me... are u realli tt scared of me now... all i wanted was to tell u how i feel tts all... u need not accept it too... but seems tt u've teated it too seriously... to the extent... tt ur beginnin to develop a fear towards me... y muz all tis happen... if possible... can we return to how we used to be... i realli miss those times... haish... WADS WITH TIS!!!

Ended my post @ 3/17/2006 01:05:00 AM