haish.. hmm haven posted up the pics taken ytd wan., will do so soon.. not realli in the mood for tt now... well nvr tot tt a close friend cn actually mean harm... to tink tt i put in my absolute trust in u for yrs.. and yet.. with juz one action u've totally betrayed it all... am i always being too kind and friendly to u.. tt uve actually treated it as my weakness. But y.. did u realli bear to do it, to sacrifice the yrs of friendship?... all of a sudden i feel like i dun realli noe u well... oni to realise perhaps it was juz all an act? wich muz be concluded at the end of it.. if ure realli havin probs... im more thn willin to giv a helpin hand... but u need not lie to hav urself gettin the benefits... it realli does hurt.. do u even noe how hard it took me to raise tt sum of money... and yet... my pity and sympathy for u was juz makin me be like one fool... altho ur out of contact alr.. and i noe myself.. i wont be gettin it back alr... i tink i wont pursue it alr... ill juz hav to treat it as a lesson to be learnt... but isnt tis lesson too expensive to bear... tink bout ur conscience, do u feel gd about it.? if u dun feel anything, perhaps all tis yrs of friendship shld nvr even hav started. Do u noe.. uve made me feel so lost.. made me lose my confidence.. afraid tt out ther.. ther mite be another sumone like u also..

Ended my post @ 3/31/2006 11:52:00 PM