hmmm well... life hav many ups and dwns... but y muz i hav it in a dwn manner... its realli pointles for life to go on... ever since i knew u.. i tot tt tis wld go far.. u were realli the joy of my life...but thn it juz didnt turn out as expected... were we realli to be destined to meet each other.. but not fated to be with each other... evrythin doesnt seem rite w/o u arnd... u promised tt u'd alwaes be ther for me.. but yet... i can lean on no one to cry on now... are we realli drifting apart so far... so far tt i can hardly feel ur prescense anymore... the moment u told me those words... i felt like i was ther standin in the middle of nowher.. lost is the oni word tt can describe.. i stood ther blankly.. bleeding silently... rite in the middle of my rm.. at the veri spot i was so happy to get to noe u.. but yet those words of urs juz ruined it all... my beautiful dream juz shattered into pieces.. y are u so heartless & unfair...y did u giv the others a chance to hurt u.. but not givin me a chance to love u.. Y? did u noe how much it hurts... even after a few days have passed.. i still cant forget bout u.. u've alr engraved urself in my heart.. and nth can erase it awy... can tis beautiful shattered puzzle be pieced back tgt again.. i dun mind spendin slpless nites juz to hav tis puzzle completed... as long as u'd return back to my side... i dun mind sacrificing anythin for u... THIS IS SO CRAP!!

Ended my post @ 3/16/2006 01:17:00 AM