well, today was quite a slack day for me.. din realli do much stuffs in sch.. juz cldn't seem to concentrate.. nvr miss a person so much b4.. tried talkin with my friends more.. to get the tot awy.. but none cld help...I realli juz wan u back again. Tts all i cld ask for...haish.. aft sch.. went to eat PORK rice.. thn went to play squash.. tryin to kill time till Vball trnin starts.. get it right, i NVR join squash! went for Vball bout 6pm.. whole trnin was a superb boredom.. not many were ther.. well...so left early.. on the bus met my SP bowler friends.. juz finish their trnin oni.. had a few chats with thm.. one of thm had entered the national youth team.. all ive got to say is.. dun regret.. u MUZ perceive on!!.. well my mind was realli occupied totally.. feelin veri exhausted.. i had applied leave frm sch.. i'll be going up to KL for a bowling tournament.. tis thurs to nxt tues. many persuaded me not to.. cos i got test on tues.. but i realli yearn to go up.. i've not seen tis m'sian friend of mine for comin to a yr alr.. since Msia Open.. my rooming and transports are all settled alr.. ut wad is exactly holdin me back.. is it tt my mind is not in the rite state to play.. im not sure.. ive told myself.. if i were to go up.. i'd support my first doubles gold medalist friend all the way... and not bowl.. juz sit behind and watch... juz not realli in those high spirits.. hope tt a month is fast to pass... y am i moody? i too, dont noe.. tis song of my blog will be played.. till u return by my side..

Ended my post @ 12/06/2005 12:22:00 AM